Forever A Sone Who Love Soshi

Forever A Sone Who Love Soshi

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Yeongwonhi

Uh +.+ this is going to be one hell of an emo post.
So, skip it if you dont want to read it, but i need somewhere where i can spill out.
Lately, whenever i laugh with my colleagues, a few of them somehow manage to feel i wasnt feeling alright :/ i dont know how, maybe they have magical powers or something to read my mind?
they said "you are not happy are you? your eyes betrayed you laa"
well, im not good at hiding as i thought i am, but why should i hide my unhappy feelings?
No worries, i wont hide it anymore, i got tired of myself pretending that things are alright when its definitely NOT.
But is so weird, when someone ask you or wants to know why, i tell, and you gotten angry or pissed off at it, so what's the point of asking when you dont care about me? o.O right?

i dont fake my health issue just to get sympathy nor attention,
please, why would someone fake their health for that? maybe someone really does do so,
but i am so not in that category, it hurts most when you're in health issue and people say you fake it. you can trust to believe it or not, but dont say im making it up, cos i have no reason to do so.

honestly, i dont oppose but you guys are making it seems like i am doing so.
"we paused because you didnt support"
Stop throwing the blame on me, this is ridiculous, think about it.
Be mature about it, there's accepting or declining, its either way.
pause? really? lol.
I am not creating problems, but you are.

she realizes, when you have another you seems like you dont need me.
I dont think of it that way, but i do feel like we argue even more +.+
\(O_O)/ for only you and God knows why.

but honestly, if you guys happen to read this (FYI, you do know it, if you feel it)
I am emotionally because of my other stuffs, just dont think too highly about it, thinking it was you whom i felt bother with, dear me, no, is not you.
but if every single one of you, agreed that i was the problematic one in the group.
Remove me out of the picture, now, won't you guys be happier already then with one less problem, or should i think, i was the only problem? like how you said.
I am not stupid, but i realizes the surrounding myself too.
I very seng muk one, no worries.
one day....sooner or later, for i dont know when.

if you read this post feeling pissed off, that just clearly shows that you ARE angry of me.lol.
i need someone to hear me out, but is hard for me to spill out.

when i knew one of my friend is down, i quickly text them, letting them know
"IM HERE *waves*"
But when i was down, who was doing the thing i did, well, some did :x mianhae for i didnt know how to tell...i dont even know where to start.

are you saying "i did try to care, but you are the one who didnt want to tell idiot"
FYI, if you care for someone where's the patience?
"im very patience enough with you already! you are making me angry! i give up!!"
wow and you finally say it.
that's what we call, um, refer as, "do you really care? or just trying to make it seems like you do?"

I give my 100% to the ones i really love and really care about.
I am not saying they dont, some of them do :')
but the most, are only giving back a 2%
i dont expect to be getting a 100% but....well, just put yourself in my shoes.

Im done spilling out. not fully either.
i would tell you, if you sincerely and have the patience to know.
how can you expect someone who is really down to spill everything on the spot?
it takes time.
but right now, i dont even wanna talk about it anymore.
i am tough, but i am not a robot, cos i got feelings too.



and youuuuuuuuuuuu, thanks for being there! yes, you --> \(O_O)/
Hahaha! you know who you are ;))
she's the example of someone who really cares to know, she looked for me about a week, all i said was "sorry, \(O_O)/ i dont know how to tell"
i said that continuously for a week! and damn, that girl, she's an angel.
she understand why i cant spill it all out just that way and that i need time,
but never once,failed, in a day, she drop a message saying
"i wont be around, but i do hope your day is a better one today<3 cheer up"
those simple words, from a person i dont expect to care much (because i dont want to bother her) a person who has her own busy life and i just happens to be no one special, but her doings and sayings, makes me feel like i am someone in her heart after all and that she really cares.
No matter how close we are, i always know there's a small gap :)
but i was so surprise that this sleepyhead, can sit up the whole night just to talk to me, joke around...yes JOKE around, saying random things (TT TT! TT TT! cant you see the music)
XD yes, she manage to make feel happy at that moment, but i really appreciate how she make an effort to stay, the dark skies becoming light blue and us the next day, second thing we said after messaging one another "im off to bed, nights" XD too tired eh?
you really surprise me, because you are..well and i am... XD how can i say it without making it obvious?? XD damn!
but, really, nomu nomu gomawo, for everything, you make me love you even more!!!!!!!!

"did i manage to make you laugh? like really laugh and not just typing the words out?"
em....i guess so why?
" x( i thought i did *sits in one corner, spotlight on me* waeeeeeeeeeeee"
YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! XD im seriously laughing now!!! why are you so cute.
" ^^v yessssssssssssh ~~!!"

this simple simple things, makes things clearly of how cute you can be!
you are so unexpected, random! you surprise me so much that night.
best thing? i get to know you better, the real you..
:) you're jjang, you're daebak.
ILYJJ<3

"no throwing dolls please~" tiffany said that to me in the concert, click on the link HERE.
she's cute!
oh well, now whenever i was listening to FOREVER,
the scene where Taeyeon was standing right in front of me,
and crowds around me, include me myself starts cheering,
"KIM TAE YEON ! KIM TAE YEON ! KIM TAE YEON!"
her eyes widen, looking so surprise and appreciation can be seen gleaming in her eyes :)
she's so pretty, that moment, never leaves my mind till now... and i guess, never will?
:D
of course, not to forget, that miss princess, that dollish face of hers.
is nothing i can forget, the eye contact we made :) was daebak!
can we do it again??? kekekeke!
i love snsd, that's the truth.



Thursday, December 22, 2011

quickie~

It's been long since i came here, not very long though.
I know, im missing out a post about my trip to Singapore.
I shall do so, when im back in good health, right now ? :/ is not the time.

So, it's been such a painful week ever since the last.
the continuation continues again this week.
and is getting worse each time and each day it passes.
well,
this person, she's really really nice to talk to.
someone who is not only just a pretty face, but have a pretty heart too :)
i adores her! even more.

yeah, i fainted once again.
and my blood pressure is getting lower.
my stomach and chest hurts again, like it used to in the past..
:( fml~

I dont think i can stay here for too long.

I bet all Sowons should know by now about the kissing scene on FAME?
:/ FML even more! XD
but...........wae have to be lips to lips for real???
\(O_O)/ wae !!

Just get yourself ready to scroll down below for an unwanted picture....
unwanted scene!
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*loads gun, aim @ that guy, jungmo from TRAX*
no offence to TRAX fans here yeah, if i happens to have one reading my blog now XD
How do i feel?
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Like this....
Nah! but i didnt exactly cry XD i just keep on complaining why the kiss has to be real and lips to lips, that's all, but isnt ty super cute in this gif?? look at her eyes! so cute when she looks to the side!!! <3


p/s: never anymore...realizes, i might be standing alone.. never mind :)

Before i go, this last gif manage to make me smile widely though and laugh out loud too!!
thanks to oppa<3 :p
Tiffany's TA-DAAAAAA pose made me laugh although i cant clearly see what kind of poses or faces she made and make ty literally LHAO XDXD

DID SHE JUST REALLY POSES THAT WAY?? XDD




cute arent they??? Taeny FTW! hahaha


Taeyeon's gif, her eye sign really sexy somehow isnt it?
I know you're captivated by it somehow too :p like me...
kekeke!
miss her in her long hair! :) she look best just in anything.

I shall stop here, hurts.
nights all.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

bitter

im hurt a lot this time.
never felt like this way before.
i was reading newspaper, when my manager talk to me, it'll be rude for me to not look at her.
i cant look and stare at the papers forever so i did, i try avoiding letting her see my face.
but she did and she was shock :/

i pretended to be sleepy and tired during my ride home, because i cant let my dad know.
that i dont feel alright. i dont need him to worry about me.sorry that i lied ><
because i was actually hurt by some useless stuffs? lol.

when you're hurt and no one is there :') double the pain.

araso.
i keep telling myself is alright, gwenchana.
but i still...hahaha...
i dont live for you.
i dont live because of you.

never mind.
nobody cares.
then i wont care nobody anymore.
well.whatever.
i quit.
i dont like dramas anyway.
once were enough, twice is a goodbye for me to you.
i had enough.

till now, i cant believe, you have a double personality.
Dear God, help me through with this, this time, please.
make me strong and determine enough, so i dont need people like them.
amen.


i thought listening to snsd songs will help ease the pain..
:/
watching Chocolate Love MV, reminds me the reason why i love Tiffany the most and why she's the one as my wifey ^^


They say,
No Pain No Gain.

I've gone through a pain today and i gain a new knowledge that is, no one cares.
:) dae!

Sunday, December 11, 2011

2011 SNSD SINGAPORE CONCERT TOUR

Yes, i was there in the concert on the 9th December 2011 :)
a night that i will never ever forget for the entire of my life as long as i am still breathing.

(i shall blog about my trip to singapore on the next blog, for now, let's concentrate on the concert)

So, i arrive in Singapore at about 2pm, check into the hotel and was off to the stadium.
Arrive at the stadium, that's the moment you can see SONES loitering around the area XD
grab maknae along with me and we're ready to look around to see where we should line up.
Seriously, the sistic people should learn the whereabouts :/
not point and sending us to all kind of directions!
wasted our time for looking for the place to Q up.
It was about 3pm when we arrive at the stadium,start queuing up at 3:30pm+
never expect to line up for 5 hours...
Yes, sit there from bright sky, becoming dawn :( tiring.
But we all knew it was definitely worth it!!
but what annoys me most are the girls lining behind us == kept singing, showing off == pffffft.
is disturbing and annoying.


oh! and Ck, manage to catch a glimpse of Tiffany peeking out from behind curtains of the van when they arrives.

When is time to enter the stadium, while waiting,
i caught a dove flying pass our head above and i said,
"oh my God! they performing The Boys already because Jessica has let go the dove!!"
which is literally not true of course :p

(i cant upload my own pictures yet because im lazy to resize it)

entering the stadium..
I did manage to capture the abouts in the stadium, but i'll upload it later yeah? :)
they played snsd songs while making us to wait.
Right at the middle of the stage, where it was near mosh pit C, there's a white tent.
me and my friends were guessing that they will appear from there!
The tent start shaking and everyone was screaming already,
the smoke were sprayed and we're screaming again, this goes on for about 15 minutes or so i say.
XD
but when the lights were dimmed off, that's when we knew it's about to happened..
i knew, it was time for me to see my girls in person, with my very own eyes!
it was nervous for me, scare a little? because i was over excited!
but because of my own danshin height, i need to break apart from my group of friends to stand at another place which is near the end..

when the diamond appears and we knew, snsd is inside, it was all screaming!!
all the way!!
then when the diamond opens, SNSD were already there, posing :)
They are very very very very YEOSHIN indeed and that moment, i cant believe,
i can see them at last, with my very own eyes...
it was unbelievable!!
they all look like life dolls! very very very pretty indeed.
is just, indescribable! really, no words can describe how the feeling was...
no words can describe their beauty!
"sowoneul malhaebwa"
is how they start off, I caught Taeyeon had a small smile on her face when she hears how crazy we all screamed :) it was cute.
i almost cried for that moment, because i was really over joy :D

then when they get off from the diamond,
walking around, standing at each angle,
Jessica happens to be the one standing at my angle.
i was actually jumping and rocking the light stick all alone in the middle at the pit, because the rest were either all in the front or all the way back and i was in the middle XD
a spot light gets into my way,
i guess sica was like "why is that girl cheering all on her own?" or something like that...
because she literally starred at me, with the eyes, the doll-ish eyes!!
our eye contact lasted for a whole long of ONE minute.
it was amazing and i gotten shy.... because i was stunned :x
that moment still keeps replaying on my mind.... never fade, never will...

i was so high that night! jumping up and down as if i were all hyped up..
singing along, rocking my light stick back and forth!
:)
maknae came and grab me to go to the railing area as she manage to find a spot for us there.
it was perfect because they were just metres away from us.
how close you ask?
this close....
Yes, this picture is capture by sowons who were sitting on the terrance area and me and maknae was capture in the picture XD
omg face == but who cares! i just care about the girls anyway XDXD
yes, literally that close!

Maknae threw a doll she wants to give to Jessica, is patrick the dog :)
the first time she threw it, it scares Jessica, not scare, but Jessica has the surprise look on her face!!! :DD it was sooooooooooooooooo cute!!
when it drop on the floor instead, jessica did a peace sign to her :) *envy*
jessi is really very sweet indeed, her smile, her stare sums up to perfection.

then it was tiff who came to us, waving around.
i was screaming my lungs out for her, my baby wife, just there, right in front of me!!!
+.+ but she just look around miss me, i gave up.
and said to maknae "geeeeee! she didnt even look at our way! *SIGH*"
that's the moment Tiffany turns around, look us..
and do a shooting sign at us.... :OO i was stunned! very very stunned!!!
well, the person i love so much, love so very very much indeed, is right there, right in front of me!

they ran around, and i threw the dolls that we have for tiffany, totoro..
she was singing and then i pointed on the floor, she looks at the totoro i gotten for her,
pick it up and put it at the corner of the stage :/
and then the korean staff threw it off stage :(((
one of the guards pick it up and give it back to me.

Taeyeon came over to our side during Forever,
she has this shiny dorky smile :)
and i was scanning her XD she's so perfect as she is on and off camera!
her skin was creamy milk!!
yes, i might sound like a byuntae XD but is so true.
when Taeyeon did her high note, the crowds at my area starts cheering at her name.
she look so surprise and waves around, smiling dorkily!!!

then it was Seohyun baby who ran to our side to wave around during naengmyun!
during the part "naengmyun" she puts out her microphone at the crowd to sing :)) so cute!!
then she wave around, when she spotted me and maknae,
her eyes and jaw opens wide and wave harder at us!!
hahaha! i dont know wae she do so but she was so cute, then she skips off XD


Tiffany asked "are you guys tired??"
and we shouted "nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!"
Tiffany said "but we are....*laughs cutely*"

and she tricked us by saying it was the last song...
but me and maknae was trick by her :p because we knew them too well that we knew it wont be the last song ;)
they came back on stage with ITNW :) it was jjang!
the last song was FANTASTIC
Taeny both came back to our side again this time,
i threw up the totoro toy and it landed right in front of Tiffany's feet.
she looks at me and waves her hand, arching her brows a little and shakes her head a little, it was friggin cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and taeyeon did an X sign, shaking her head at me too.
i guess i shouldnt have thrown the toy? but i thought everyone did so...so why not.
i bought the totoro because i knew how much she loves it..
oh well.... never mind, i have treated it as i have given it to her already.

Jessica came up to our area again,
maknae threw the doll up and Sica actually tried to capture it, but once again,
it was out of her reach :/ and it fell onto the ground.
but Jessica's reaction was totally cute! :)
And her surprise epic face when everyone behind me and maknae, carry up their phone and cameras out :/
she pose for the camera with a peace sign, it was cute to the max.
the guards gave warning but no one cares XD
but me and maknae didnt manage to take the picture, and i was highly disappointed...
because i obeyed the damn fcking stupid rules by the securities!

The last song really came...and it was a little painful for me to know that it was the last time to hear and see them in person :/ till who knows when.
quite hard for me, but is time... and i do hope to see them soon!!
love them so damn much.

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TAEYEON :
she stunned me the moment she was there right in front of me :)) way to pretty to be true.
and then her face when she goes for the high notes <3 the one i love most!
so cute~ her eyes were watery though, the moment she bows after singing her high note during FOREVER..she's very pretty...so does her butt :x but it's true. hahahaha!

JESSICA :
we made eye contact that lasted for a minute, lasted as a remembrance in my mind forever.
really means so much for me...and she surprise me so much in person, because she is so much more doll-ish and pretty! :) she is very very pretty.. her doing the peace sign for us, smiling like an angel, her voice!! during her solo performance, Almost... is a definite WOW! during naengmyun, i caught her pouting tiredly <3 it was cute but i hope they have enough rest.
till now, she has never left my mind and indeed, love her even more after the concert!

SUNNY :
she did aegyo during the self intro :D hahaha! as expected it was cute~~ and then she did her solo, 3 by britney...SEXAY! and i was screaming NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~! whenever the male dancers gets near to her and sowons look me one kind XD hahaha!

TIFFANY :
the one whom i love so much, we manage to look at each other for quite some time.
me calling out for her like my life is depends on it for her to look at me :)
and she turn around the moment i gave up on waving and she did a shooting sign at me and maknae, it made me stunned throughout the entire concert. cos i cant believe she actually did that to me!! and then the second time where she looks at me, her infamous arching brows :)))
gahhhhhhhhhhhhh~ it was cute! her eyes were as pretty as they were in photos.
This makes me loves her even more! at least she pick the toy i threw for her, although she didnt carry it around.... oh well, i just love her....she has this leadership on that night! and her voice, is so sweet and cute....... I LOVE YOU BABY WIFE!!!

HYOYEON :
this girl~ she shock me during her performance, her nickname wasnt given wrong at all.
indeed, a dancing queen! her outfit was hot, her dance steps were hot and she's hot! ;))
she's super friendly and give fanservice alot though!

YURI :
her solo was tough and sexy ;) those killer abs~ gah! if its illegal to be sexy, Yuri would've been on a court case ;) hahahaha! but she didnt run to our side that often though, so there was no eye contact...

SOOYOUNG :
she speaks in english the entire time and it surprise everyone, so we screamed the time she talks!! and she said something in english in a very very deep and sexy voice <3 gosh~~
and her SWAY performance, those legs.....were killer legs....something you died for!

YOONA :
she seems a little more quiet than her usuals :/ i hope she is alright... but she's very pretty <3
her 4minutes performance, i was awaiting for the pants off part XD byuntae mode again.
LOL! but she is so pretty that it'll take your breath away~~~~~

SEOHYUN :
the moment she skip to our place, she is kind of tall XD hahaha! if being compare with taetae.
the moment she waves hi to everyone but her eyes and mouth open wide when she waves to me and my maknae XD super cute!!! then her skipping back to the stage side ways...too cute!!

the moment when Lady Marmalade starts...
i cant keep mouth close XD woohoooo!!!!
nope, i didnt nose bleed though XD

the concert was perfect and i do hope to see them even more in the future now!

You still manage to stay in my mind till now, your stare...
she did something like this to us and it was sweet to the max!
she is such a sweet princess :) a real goddess.
very very very pretty in person!
hahahaha! look at her!! look how dorky this girl can be XDXD!!
whenever she laughs that way.
Jessica is indeed, one of my top 3 bias now :)

who is my second?
her of course...
Taeyeon : someone stepped on this photo...
Taeyeon : are you okay?
Taeyeon : Girls, are you okay?

LOLOLOLOLOL!
it was a picture of them XDXD
this dork is always second in my heart :)) always...

And then, who is always and forever dominant in my heart?
The girl that has conquered my blog but my heart too.
Tiffany, you have one thing the rest doesnt, my heart, a very big place in there<3
love love love you.
love you even more after the concert!!!

One thing...
i was disappointed at how mean the guards were, pulling people our from the stadium once they caught them taking pictures... my friend, ck, was caught taking pictures and then scolded him harshly at him, asking him to delete every single photo he has taken =____________=
but i am so regret that i obey the rules....
/(._.)/
because of i obey it, i lose the chance to take down the video of my contact with snsd members
:((( there will be next time right? pleaseeeee
missing all 9 of you already! want you guys even more...

not feeling well, stopping here first..
LOVE YOU SNSD!!!
thank you for the perfect concert!!!
thank you for the perfect performance!!
thank you for being a yeoshin!!


Wednesday, December 7, 2011

exhausted to the MAX

Trying this out, it's maybeline (<- mian if i spell wrongly, whatever)
the BB mousse foundation ^^
i love how it gives smoothness and much more fairer skin.
unlike any other liquid foundation, this one as i mention, is in a mousse form,
and is not sticky at all, best part?
after applying it on your face, it appears to be quite natural :)
Not bad for those make up lovers out there, you guys should try it!
although is kinda expensive :x but they are having discount now!! hahaha!
i tried it with a friend of mine.

really, i havent slept for the past 10hours already :/

You know the feeling of how you give your all to treat a person right and how they turns out to be the other way round at the end?
the suck-ish fuck-ish feeling?
Yeah, im totally feeling it right now.
Look, i really dont expect for you to treat me the way i treats you,
but hey, at least, try to be smart a little at times.
Your attitude is fucking pissing me off, seriously.
If i can, i would've cuss the hell out of you!
change la, pleaseeeee! change for the sake of your own!
I'd show you the finger if i can! damn you.

All im sorry for is my lappy keyboard and my phone.
please dont die on me because of what i did now :x

please dont even bother to ask me, thank you.
just, fuck off... would you?
please...i had enough of your attitude o0o!!

i was about to start packing, but now?
forget it.
0% mood
== you ruin everything with your bloody attitude.
you selfish creature, go live alone!
pfffffffffffffft!


out of here

Friday, December 2, 2011

Sowons Outing

Ooh! *rubs both hands* i dont know if i can finish telling you guys about my outing today ;)
Slept quite late but woke up early just to bath my 3dogs <3
how early? 7am +.+
i had breakfast before going down to the garage to proceed with my task.
That's when i start coughing and eventually vomited everything i ate in the morning ><
i'll skip cold stuffs as much as i can... :x please let me recover asap!

So yes, gordy went and pick linda maknae and xuan maknae up ;) then we're off to ampang park to meet RC
as in CK ;p
we planned to prank him, since he didnt know that we have start a conversation already, between me and xuan maknae.
So is like, we all wants to see his epic face! how he reacts and stuffs.
but since we are running out of time, we cant act much.
Gordy actually told CK that he secretly invited xuan to joins us without me knowing.

I sat on a table a next to him, but he didnt take notice of me,
because when he saw xuan greets them, his eyes were wide open.
and he even thought she was eating at the same place with them and just to drop by to say hi.
the moment when maknae told ck that gordy actually is the one who asked her out.
Ck's expression change immediately, worrisome is in his face! XDXD
and a few times, he look to his left side on where i sit, he didnt saw me XD! GOSH! memang blind betul XD hahaha!
at last, he did of course and i joins them, but his surprise expression.
looking back at me and xuan.
XD LMAO ROFL.
he keeps staring at us and he even said "this is just a dream! this must be a dream!"


oh oh oh oh!!!
during on our way to ampang park, guess what....
Linda was like, "i have got something for you"
and i was like what is it \(O_O)/ and i turn around...
i saw this!!!!!!



my jaw drop instantly, like seriously shock like hell weih!!!
Sowons who are reading my blog! shocking eh??
:)) cant thank her enough! i mean like seriously OMG, never expected it!
thanks a million, babe! :) nomu chuwayo!!
Me love it <3

Back to the eating part,
oh yeah, we had this...

This pizza has 7 type of cheese and is FILLED with cheese ONLY.
Goodbye gym *waves* :/ wasted my one month, but i was sleeping most of the time anyway ;p
anyhow, after makan.
we're off to Korean Village. me and gordy's second trip ;)
while the rest were their first :D

It's just a small town but is nice :) somehow the air there feels nicer.
or maybe...i was imagining too much? XD
we search for vita and thank you God, for finally making my wish come true!
this time, i manage to get Tiffany and Hyoyeon!!!
my Vita set part2 is finally complete, but i bought extra one of Tiff, just to drink it :))
too bad for both linda and xuan who didnt get TaeTae :/ better luck next time, cos i wanted to buy a few Taeyeon too.

Raining like meow and wow wow!
>< aish~
some more take picture == come on, where's the angle and everything..
besides.... you guys are really lucky cos i hate taking pictures XDXD
Ck turns out to be a stalker of photographer! LOL.
then we are off back to Ampang Park then to Time Square.

Yes, black shop :x to see if we can get some stuffs, but a promise not to spend too much.
in the end, fails ==
but i didnt spend much, only rm9 ;))) cool eh?
i got myself a fan for concert that day, who knows, it might be a hot weather right,
sadly, tiffany ran out of stock :(
and xuan was like "just get Taeyeon's one then"
anything please find her ;) thank you.
then we are off for dinner, before continuing the search of getting dolls for soshi.
Dinner?
Korean food ;) duh! it only makes sense.
whole day is about k-pop!
car blasting with k-pop! dancing around. LOL.
i didnt dance though :p im, normal people XD

the whole outing, really... shows that we did alot of walking! XD cos i felt pain in both my feet :x
me and linda got two stuffs for Tiffany :)
where else xuan got Jessica and TaeTae something too.

I dont like cutesy stuff but omg, love my blanket! XD its too cuteeeeeeee!!


i spend a lot today >< and yes, current status = broke
who says money cant buy happiness? XD it did.
kekekeke!
but yeah :/ im broke.


I had an awesome year of 2011.
Is like super thanks to everyone...
first,
it's oppa, johnny oppa, who has gotten me one of the coolest birthday gift ever in my life.
Into The New World First Asia Concert Tour DVD.
like... WOW! and is all the way ordered from Cali then send from HongKong.
how cool is that?? :DD Gomawo oppa<3!
then the second one,
came from no one other than my maknae!
I couldnt attend the concert in SG due to the reason i have not enough of $.
but this kid, she planned something behind me.
got me the tix with her own!
but she knew me too well, she knew i wont go if i knew she was the only one who pays everything. so she said it was her, gordy and ck who paid it.
i was touch at that moment, very indeed.
but even more touch, when i found out, she was THE ONLY ONE who paid for it.
like seriously, the things she said, shows how mature she are..
and it touches my heart a lot.
Gomawo, but honestly, if it wasnt for you, airena, i dont know when else, can i meet them.
*bows* thanks a million......
last but not least, is linda maknae.
the boys tee today.
how shock i was! even gordy!
is like :OOOOOO
thank you so so so much!

everything was unexpected of course.
and no, i dont love them just because they got me things that i love,
is that, at least i knew, in their heart and their mind,
im in there.... they do think about me....
or else, they wont get me stuffs like this.
i felt happy, really very happy indeed.
that, actually, these people loves me for i am...
best thing, i was in their heart <3
i love you guys!
and can never know how to ever thank you guys enough.
(_ _) you made me smile for so long..
you guys!
always.... saranghae!
gomawo! if i had another chance, i will still continue to keep thanking you guys!
being there for me also! thank you.
love you guys to the max!

concert is just a week away!
Gosh! excited!!
TIFFANYYYYYYYY!!!


TELL ME! HOW CAN ANYONE IGNORE THIS CUTE FACE!!
MAYBE YOU CAN, BUT I TOTALLY CANT
the moment when i said, "i might starts to love Taeyeon even more"
how my friends look at me angrily as though i have really cheated on a relationship!
their reaction? kyuptaa! hahaha


p/s:

i become much more mature in thought wise and know how i should react to some certain things.
need not to worry ;) cos everything is what i have told you.
im not a broken record, i dont keep replying the same old part.
araso? :)) saranghae<3

time for bed, really as sleepy as hell!
time to do sica's fav hobby ;)
talk about sica, reminds me of how gordy forces me to say sica was his wife instead of girlfriend XDXD
heeee~

thanks for the love :)
thanks for today (:
thanks for everything you did for me :D

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Dream Team, Dream Fany XD

Dream Team, SNSD Olympic :DD gahhhh! me likey!
And it makes me loves Tiffy even more! how she even ran instead of walking in the competition!
All of them is so cute!
haha! the unexpected happens though, Sica manage to hang on so long at the end of the last game
XD "im lazy girl~~" <-- total opposite!
Aigooo, taeyeon ah, wae?
I thought you will be the hyper one! :/

The show ended so quickly :( i wanted more!
and tae, why did you laugh so epic-ly?? XD the host finds Taeyeon creepy! LOL.
That's call cute okay ;) aint creepy....but, yeah, maybe a little...just a little...
idk wae she is laughing that way too! XD



i used to step aside and let things passed me easily, thinking, ah, it's alright.
let me be the one step aside.
but from now onwards, im standing firm on the path im walking.
if you happens to walk in my way, i wont be the one stepping aside anymore.
you get in my way, you fuck away immediately.
im not falling for your act anymore.
is either you scram away or i make you.
so yeah, your choice.



today i learned the reason why they seperated the woman and men train section.
the moment i step into the train, aboard on the none woman sign side.
i had eyes staring at me from head to toe.
well, whatever.
no more next time >< cos im disgusted by those filthy eyes.


i cough like there's no tomorrow, to the point i almost puke everytime when i cough.
colleagues was like, "why didnt you heal yet?? so long already!"
:/ is not like i have a choice
life without cold drinks = :/ boringgggggg....kekekeke



"marshmellow heart"



she maybe the dorkiest, but even my wife listens to her ><
ah! who wouldnt!
dorkiest, but always turns out to be the person who has the best correct thoughts!
;) i so admire your style, kim tae yeon <3 nomu saranghae.
and no, i am so not cheating on tiff :p
i love both!


cant wait to see the concert :))))) hope everything goes well!
aite?
*SCREAM*


uh, my bones hurts.... and since when did i slice my wrist? \(O_O)/ wtf.
time to sleep, i guess..... bathing my dogs tomorrow ;O
because i can speak well in english (as from what my manager and colleagues said)
i was chosen to play a role in a video shooting ><
and i have scripts to recite :O
eottoke~~~~