i miss snsd :(

I am dead this time, i miss Girls Generation a lot lately :'(
when can i see them again? why cant they come Malaysia! can go Philippines but not Malaysia.
Hahaha! Lucky PSones! :) enjoy....
Tiffany Hwang, i seriously miss this girl.
Eottoke, i miss her so badly that i've been dreaming about her for almost a week already.
Once, i dreamed there's LeeTeuk and maknae and Tiffany.
Leeteuk and maknae was holding hands, we were chatting happily.
i do not remember in what language == ahaaa
and Tiff was beside me, shoulder to shoulder o.O hehehehe!
just why cant i stay a little longer in that dream HUH!

dont feel like blogging :/ haha~
well, i can give advice and suggestion.
but when one person is really depress and if they start crying, i will get all panic mode ==
IKR! WTF~
but i get panic and nervous at the same time geh == all i can do is lend my shoulders to them and comfort them by patting their back ._. mian maknae<3 be="be" for="for" i="i" p="p" really="really" there="there" to="to" want="want" you.="you.">I really tried...but know no matter what, when you need someone, i'll be there.
i promise, even if the whole world is against you. i will be there for you.
cheer up la :) <3 ily="ily" p="p">

My boy, leng zai? hahahaha!
Isnt tae tae delicious looking here? wow, i sound like a hungry lioness ==
LOL! but there isnt a perfect guy like her out there isnt it.
beside, she is reserve for Fany.
:p
I think the whole point is that, i want a guy that could stick up to his promises.
as simple as that.
but most of them cant. so like yeah. being single is the right decision and choice after all.
if you have great friends around, you will never feel lonely.
never.
so yeah :)






Lovebite on the neck, being naughty.
all the time, throughout the whole conversation, there was no denial.
i mean, if it wasnt you who did it, you would deny it BUT, nothing.
so.......yeah x) kekekekeke!









hey gorgeous, i love you!
yes, im talking about you, hwang mi young!

Tiffany Hwang is AMAZING

Why the random sudden post?
well, it isnt as random as it is..
I have to admit, i do miss you, Tiffany Hwang.
Our first encounter during, Singapore's concert..
I doubt you'll remember, how i was screaming for you at the top of my lungs.
How i was screaming to get your attention, to just see you looking at my way.
i gave up when you kept waving to the audience above, sort of not realizing me, the one standing in the pit zone :/ the moment i saw you, i was blessed, happy enough, that i brought my hands down and stopped yelling, but the moment i did that and i told her, a friend of mine,
"she didnt hear us i guess...forget it"
Somehow, God has heard me, you turned around to look into my direction.
Doing a shooting sign with your hand, during hoot, you SHOOT me with your famous eyesmile.
And then you ran away, cutely.
But you did not realize, soon after you did that and left, you left me frozen in the spot.
I was stunned, my friend beside me was staring at me with disbelief.
I was lucky, lucky to have you did that to me.
But sadly, no filming was allowed and stupid me, obeyed the rules..
If i would've been naughty and neglected the rules, i would've have a big joy of my life..
To record such lucky scene.


I threw the totoro doll to you, you picked it up and left it at the corner of the stage.
shaking your head towards me.
saying, "no throwing dolls please" but i just hope you wont think of me badly, as i just wants you to have it, im sorry if i made you upset that night, for throwing the doll second time.
But seein you on stage, makes me find it hard to even breathe.


Tiffany, i know this is going to sound crazy, might sound even creepy.
But i just really miss you and wish to see you again.
This time, not losing any chances, but at least have a picture of you, taken by myself...
or a video..
interactions between us two? were left as memories in my mind.
I swear, i'll take it to my grave :)

Can we ever meet again?
please....

Here's a video of Tiffany leaving KLCC that day.
I happens to record her a little..
HERE
Tiffany, i miss you...can we meet again...just a picture is enough :) enough to make me smile for a long long longgggggggggggggg time...

Sigh, i sounded silly...what are the odd chances :/
anyway, you can always count on me, on supporting you!
for as long as you want :D

friends outing with the add of a little bit surprise :)

I was hell excited for the trip this time :) because i knew it would be more fun than the previous one !
hahaha, so there i am, waking up real early, when i was sleeping real late the night before....
:x
but yet, i still have time to SELCA before i take a move :) did i not mention, i havent pack yet ><

(one thing for sure, i have people asking me, are you using contact lens, well, i have never use one before, because i dont know how to use >< i know, pabo right! so what! is not a good thing to use it either...so what the hell...my answer to them? No lah, i have small eyes that makes my pupils look big and round,thats why....hahahahahaha)

Heeee, dookongs are with me ^^ yes, they are going with me to Genting too!
no, they'll never be left out ;) i know, im like a kid, but, well, these guys are irresistible!
So, yes, took a train from MV to KL Sentral :D to meet with the peeps.
i told beforehand that the bus was leaving at 8am, so, is better to meet before that time.
make sense right?
any i said it, if anyone was to come late, have fun taking the ride on your own and to meet there.
due to some reason, this rule was set up, because due to the past, some people does not have the sense of responsibility to come on time and loves having last minute, no sensibility of having commitment for being on time as promise, so this rule was made.
who is the first person? IS ME XD MUAHAHAHAHAHA! because i dont want to be left out, and i seldom come pass the promised time ;)
Cos my motto was, RUN NO MATTER HOW LATE YOU ARE! JUST DONT BE LATE!
nah~ i dont have any motto, i have this point where if i said to meet at that time, meet on time, or you can come earlier if you want to, but making me wait 5 minutes after what we promised, my bubbles are burst and yes, you can see my bad side of emotion :X so? yeah. i am not good at controlling them :p

who happens to be the second person?

My Bii ^^ proud of her :D *claps hands*
so, we had our breakfast while waiting for the rest in MacD :)
Unfortunately, Linda maknae was caught up in a jam. while the rest of us had to get into the bus to catch our ride.
we called and texted her to come quickly, we even begged the bus driver to give just 2 minutes.
2 fucking minutes. But the elderly on the bus was complaining, saying youngsters nowadays doesnt not have time management :X
Aunty, you dont like that laa, you are once young before okay =="
she's sitting in front of me then she keeps blabbering, me and ah bii almost kill her, but all we can do is just stare at her unkindly and mouthed incoherently XD
then i heard one thing she said which pisses me off.
"AIYA, GOING TO RAIN LOR.... RAIN ALL DAY FOR SURE"
what the fudge ==
she said that after hearing how much i wanted to go outdoor theme park.
i cant stand it any longer and said, "HMPH! CASINO SURE FLOOD!!! RAIN IN CASINO! CARDS ALL WET!! ROULETTE LOST ITS STEEL BALL!!" well, i know XD hahahaha! it wont be true...but XD hahaha!!!! that shut her up!


Linda maknae took cab to go genting instead (rich) hahahaha! kidding~ but yeah. she arrives first.
LOLOLOLOLOL
so we all decide to meet in Genting First World Hotel Lobby :)

Ah Bii's friend is there to meet us too :D, ah onn!

hehehe!

waited for like 3 hours to finally check in, biasa la, malaysia working attitude.

is too much to talk about and my fingers are tired from typing. So, let the pictures elaborate yeah?

:)

What do you do when check in and the guys are busy using the toilet....

SELCA!! what else!

My babies taking pictures with us :) must not left them out ;)
cute arent they? i meant the dookongs :p
and then....things got a little out of hand :x

US<3 :d=":d" p="p">

Told you, dookongs are fun! they bring us joy! well, me at least :)
thank you maknae! ily<3 p="p">Finally, one of the boys joins us...
guess who...
still need to guess?
the only boy that can really 'din' with us!

My BFF, CK XDXDXD he joins in with us! hahahaha!
because he was complaining how we are not getting ready and take bath or something, but instead, we selca, but once he was drag into this... he cant back out :p

Things got a little bit.....out of control when i keep coming up with random ideas...

So yeah! >< why not we skip a few pictures of the room ones ><
oh yes, we got ourselves 3 rooms this time, as the pack are larger for this outing :)
the girls are to share one room, while andrew and onn were sharing the room next to connecting ours!
then its ck left with dorky.
but like the usual, GIRLS ROOM ARE THE CLEANEST, opposite of course.
trololololol!
thank god! the rain has stop, is finally to go outside :D

Me and ah bii got ourselves a tattoo each, for the fun of course..

since we can never have the real one and thanks to Dorky, for taking such upclose photo of my tattoo behind my neck, i would have never realize how hairy i am == hahahaha *sweat*
i have to leave my babies behind..

safely and warmly tuck under comforters back in the hotel room, cant carry them around since i'll be going on the coaster rides :x and it would not be very NORMAL for the eyes of humans who happens to not be SONES to see me carrying it around XD yeah, it'll be normal for SONES to see me carrying this around though :p

I will never ever play this >< NEVER!
i know after sitting this ride, i will die in horror XD i dont know. who knows right.
but yeah, i didnt go on this, the braves ones went on...CK actually line up, but jump out in the end.
well, as for me, i'll for this when i have Tiffany and Taeyeon sitting on each side of me, holding my hands, yeah, dreaming a lot! so, we'll keep it that way until when that day comes ;)
while they are having this FUN ride, i decide to...well, selca ;)

with best friend, well, CK cant stop complaining of how fake my hair looks like whenever the sun hits it...okay, i bleached my hair like to super blonde by accident and then i have a pink hair dye to add on the next day, and this is the result, i quite like it? because is sort of like reddish pinkish color?
idk, but yeah, under the sun, my hair is blond-ish color...

Then we have Linda maknae, her first time going out and over night with friends!
is a miracle and surprise for her and us that her parents allowed her to do so.
you've grown up ;) so yes, she did enjoyed, she stated it that way laa...
you did right?
hahahaha! we manage to make you scream :p

I dont know why, but i sort of love how this picture is taken :)
heeee!
my hair isnt that blonde and fake like you stated though, CK LIEW :)
kekekeke

Ta daa, after not seeing each other for some time due to working time, with the dorky :p

Finally when she got off that FUN RIDE, i grabbed her right away for a selca.
i dont know, but i like taking selca with the people i love hanging around, i realize i will automatically ask for picture to be taken XD i dont always do that though. ROFL.
and yeah, if you can see, few pictures i will be standing on the right, well, picture angle i always believe....they all know it too XD

Group photo is a must for an outing :D hehehehe!!
yes, Gneting is cold that day!

but why am i wearing shorts ? well, cos im short punyer pasal laa... LOL.
it started raining a little, so we decide to play the indoor theme park first at the moment.
Ah bii's favorite...
bumper car!
XD
it was fun how we have seven on our team so we can literally 'attack' the rest who is with us.
then we met a family coming from middle east.
a couple with her daughter. one of us bang the dad with the bumper car and the wife was attacking us.
and then we all gang up and bang the wife instead.
when we all get out from the game, the family came to us and tell us.
"one more round?"
we were laughing and we start planning to go together for another round.

hehehe! as requested by the family. a picture was taken as a remembrance.
:) it was ultimately fun fun fun fun with them.
this is what people who can gets along does, we play like kids.
even when we gang up against their family, for fun of course.
unlike last time, some people almost cause argument because of so call "protective" gee, how childish.
I miss them :( people like this family are rare.
hehehe! they even want us to go with them on the indoor roller coaster.
and i asked the wife to keep an eye on CK as he is the best screamer XDXD
she sat behind me and bii with CK, yup, she manage to witness herself, THE LADY SCREAM from our very honorable friend, CK LIEW XD she and her family was laughing like hell until stomach ache.
well, we did one thing silly :x
we showed middle fingers when pictures were taken at the end.
>< it was censored. well, this is what happened when we are too crazy laa...
hahahaha! so afraid to be banned XD

Before we head back to our rooms, we stop by for a magic show :)
they are really funny! and i was on my heels to take picture with the handsome looking guy..
although...his costume is sort of....eeeeee, but he damn leng zai okay!
hahahaha!

head back to rooms because is time for dinner, since the theme park close quite early.
oh yes! i was damn happy because i finally get to sit the log ride!
where there's water slide thing.
i dont know what its call, but i finally get to seat it.
because ever since i was a kid, my mum wanted to bring me for that ride, but it always ended up close or under repair until 14th august 2012, i finally get to seat it :DD
i was in between ah bii and linda, i hid behind ah bii, and i didnt get wet at all XDXDXD

while waiting for everyone to take their bath, i selca around lor.

hehe! i DIY this box myself though, the box that store my music speaker :DD
literally SNSD everywhere right??
ah bii force me to bath == and force me to wash my hair some more!
then when i was bathing they take turns to switch the lights off ==
finally when im done, the room is pitch black!
so i jump onto the bed and goes the side to switch on, ah bii jump on me and off it, she literally sit on me, dont let me move T.T i was screaming for help but been ignored, until i scream for ah bii's friend instead, "AH ONN AH ONN!!!" i kept screaming that name again and again ==
hahaha! but he did came to the rescue, he step into our room with his handphone light on, ask why then i said Stacy was going to rape me or break my bones because she is on me.
Suddenly, ah bii said, "faster....paliiiiiiii"
Andrew and the rest of them walk into our room, singing Happy Birthday.
:O then ah bii got off me, and starts singing with them >< shocked
they have a baskin robin cake with them, finally switching the lights on again, placing the cake on the table.


I was like this the entire time :O yeah, like that :O
i was shocked, well, it was birthday on the day before, but i have never expected such surprise.
i was seriously surprised! well, i know many of you wont realize this since im good at pretending :p
i was shy, so i kept saying "but my birthday is yesterday worrrrrr" actually i was very touched in the heart :') gomawo!!

The cake melted >< because its ice cream XD hahahaha!
but thank you everyone :))) i was really surprised.
and they said "birthday girl needs to feed everyone" well, lets just cut it short.
WE MADE A MESS!
mattress and blanket all have ice cream stains XDXDXDXD

Honestly, i made this trip not for my birthday.
i made it because i can take leave easily...for a reason. and i want to hang out with the people i love.
:) but thanks guys! it really did surprise me, it shows me how much you guys loves me :D
hehehe!
Then we left for dinner in Mushroom Farm, which i didnt take any picture as i wasnt feeling well...
starting to feel not well.


i came out with a game idea of putting lipstick on while a coaster ride. but it fails to play.
as it was drizzling that day :( then i cant stop complaining how we are wasting the two new lipstick.
suddenly, they came out with a bright idea so that i would stop complaining like a kid.
what happens when a bunch of people is in a room, on a bed, with a deck of cards, with lipsticks and mischievous thoughts in their mind?
what will happen?
what happened.
beware as you are about to witness some unusual pictures.
Paranormal Pictures..
as you are about to see...

This are the victims of the game night that day..
they have unknown diseases with unknown marks written all over their face.
after a few rounds of game, this is what happened to them..
yes, the activity begins when everyone is getting on the nerves and wanting to revenge.

 Things got out of hands..
the way we laugh, okay, mostly is the way i laugh == was too much.
one moment i was afraid i might die laughing that night.
who can control when they have CK sitting next to them with eye shadows on????
i was literally laughing to the point my stomach starts paining again!!
and ah bii was literally hilarious with the SWOLLEN LIPS!!! me and ck cant stop laughing just by looking at her even when she covers it XDXXD

This is what happened when a bunch of friends got together and goes crazy!! hahaha!

 No, she's not really sleeping :p
spot ah bii's tatttoo at her neck!
:D
finally i came back from casino after losing 60bucks :(
i saw linda and ah bii sleeping at each side of the bed!
HEY!!
i already said i want one of the corners!!
i was standing in the dark, mumbling and scolding ah bii, who barely even realize...
sleep macam pig!
so in the end, i slept in the middle.
well, i am those kind of people who can sleep properly with other people being on the same bed with me. if they move once, just a little bit, i will wake up right away.
idk wae ><
so whole night...i dont know if i was sleeping or not... LOL


woke up early the next morning.
Linda maknae has to leave early herself as she was rushing for her Langkawi trip.
after that, we got up early and left for our breakfast.

YUMMY RIGHT!
my favorite place :D i miss the odd looking dim sum with cockroach eggs on it.
i think is siew mai XD hahaha!
but overall, we all love it!
omg >.> mouth watering lehh.....hungry!!!!
before leaving, we all decide to go Ripley's Believe It Or Not.
it's a few of us, going there first time!

can i skipped the process :( im sick right now.
kekekeke!
jinja....
i'll just upload a few pictures >< really tired right now...

world tallest man indeed. and CK comment when saw me doing this was...
"one more step, you are going to do something very wrong!"
well, you guess it yourself, i aint telling :p

Oh gee >< look at the muscle of my calf ><"
no more cycling training in the gym!!!
gah!
but im short, and short people needs to has slender thighs mar...
eottoke....
aish!

Paparazzi!
BOOM BOOM BOOM!
aish, acting much right :x kekekeke!
i dont usually do that....what has gotten into me that day???
i dont know, i just know i am damn happy :)
and what happened when i was too happy at times?
it got out of control........

we got into playing the shadow room :x
that's me and ck....yeah...you're going to say... "those fingers again"
wait, before you rolls your eyes...
look at the next picture..

See mine and try not to laugh...
I dont know what is wrong with me that day...
too hyper, too kiddo, too crazy...


well, all good things must come to an end.
i finally realize, good happy trip must choose the right people.

having someone has a VIP, she influence me..
i fell in love with the song I NEED A GIRL by Taeyang.
showing me numerous videos of Big Bang and i finally realize TOP is a 'vase' in the group.
he cant dance == looks like nothing but a big log, dont scold me, cos even a fans of theirs say so.
GD is cute though but Taeyang has eyesmile!!


hahaha!
i need a rest, really.
:) thanks for all the good time, friends.
Love you guys to the max!

The day i become a blonde for a day XD

D; Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
KILL ME!
This is what happened whenever i took a bravery step :(
too brave laa = not very good at times ><"
how i always wanted a light hair color. well, bleaching is the only way....
well.....
*cough*
when i wash my hair....
i was like UH-OH
and of course, lots of censored words coming out from my mouth.
you know often how you dyed your hair and after washing it off, you still get disappointed because you cant see the color you wanted?
well, i was more shock this time.
i used a high bleach hair dyed....
the result?
when i was my hair, i can literally see BLONDE ORANGE color.
kept washing and washing and washing....
then finally.......
well....

well, in the picture here, it still looks fine......

but in reality.....

i knew i will be 'killed' by my parents if they see me the next morning ><

well, when you did a crime, you need to admit it.

cos no matter how smart a squirrel can jump from tree to tree, it will eventually one day falls.

omg, i feel cruel towards the squirrel now for saying so XD LOL.

well.

even i cant accept the color, the fact that i DONT LOOK LIKE CHINESE

when i am a proud chinese here!

:/ so yeah, i decided to go back to some MORE NATURAL color...

more acceptable la....

this is too......SJHFKBAJGAKDJBKDNKBAJBKSNJMBDJGYFGYBWKNDIB!!!!

like i stand in a crowd, i will be the odd one >< can be spotted out quickly.

so yeah, no thanks. i dont like centre of attention :X

Bye bye to this color. damage jiao damage la...

now i feel like i can audition for the group SECRET and dance MOVE with them, or MADONNA?

><

when i look at my intel poster on my door, i realize my hair color is the same with Sunny and Hyoyeon.

which is.... IDK.

is goodbye! seriously! not gonna miss you :3

cant wait for the trip!!

6 days of OFF DAYS :DD WOOHOOO

Finally im going to have my long long break :D well, if 6 days is not counted as a big off days, then i dont know what else is ;D hehehe! i cant wait! i seriously need some rest.
Need some time of my own.
In an addition to the company, i have found another kpop fan! ^^ but she's only into Big Bang ^^"
or should i say, she only knows Taeyang =="
we were talking about kpop most of the time, she was worrying about not getting tickets to their concert in October and i was like, i have a way to get you those tickets without having you to queue up all night or day long ;) and she finally got it, although the VIP's and RM588 were quickly sold off, she manage to get the RM488 ones though.
She told me how she cant wait any longer to see her Taeyang........... *stares*
She did ask me to go along, since i do know a few songs from Big Bang, but i am not that INTO them.
So i declined the offer and then told her the wonderful experience i had during Girls Generation concert :D
Is like, after years of watching them on tv, through screens, they are finally right there, right in front of your eyes ^^ and you're like "THEY ARE REAL!!!!" hahaha! of course they are, but the feeling is not words that can describe, you need to be there to feel it yourself.
I miss the girls though :))

she made me watch I Need A Girl video of Taeyang...i ended up saying, "WOW! i need to download this into my phone leh!" and she was so happy and proud because she say Taeyang is hot and i finally fall for him...i told her, "sorry to disappoint you, but i download this video is because Sundara is inside ><" XDXDXDXD LOLOLOLOLOLOL, her face is priceless!!!
But yeah, im going to download it because of Dara :X
not that i am saying that i dont fall for Taeyang, his bod is an A+, looks...hmmm, namja cool type?
I used to like TOP among all, but then, seeing how he is in Bad Boy's MV makes me barf.
Seriously, try to communicate with your teammate la....i know, you're just a 'vase' in Big Bang.
But at least, put your effort in? I dont know, that's what i heard from Big Bang fans.
the four dance, he stand behind just move a little, cool meh?
........anyway, i have no right to condemn him and wouldnt :)
GD is sooooooooooo cute in Taeyang's mv :DD but after that, with the fantastic baby hair :O
i guess i'll stick back to Taeminie? or Taeyeonnie? :p there goes my randomness again.



Bii very teruk one la! everytime when he left something at somewhere, he forgets where he left it and come asking me, even when the thing is right in front of his eyes :/
so everytime when he made such mistake, we ended up staring at one another unkindly before bursting into laughter XDXDXD and he loves crossing busy road == walk in a fast pace that can cause my feet burns when i link his arm with mine. seriously.....i rather walk on my own.



working with the colleagues here has never bored me off, yet(?) everyday is always laughing.
can laugh sei me, seriously.
6days of off days ahhhhhh!!!
:DDD
cant wait for the trip ^^
err...need to settle with my phone.
I still want you Note T.T
PINK NOTE? BLACK NOTE?
promise is Galaxy Note then i'll be smiling for the entire day :DD
LOL
dreaming much huh?
okay. time to download some stuffs and im off.
so, toddles :D
signing off with,

Dookong-sshi~~~ XD

Bye :)

IS MINE

So, things happened in an unwanted way, and i think it wont be nice if i post this in the same column as the previous one (the one i just posted) so yes, i am blogging twice in a day.
We havent been talking much, well, we do talk, just that we dont chat for long hours.
Maknae told me she'll be sending me some stuffs for my birthday.
and i was nagging her how she shouldnt and just save her money.
You'll kill me right? cos you said to inform you whether i have receive the gift or not on the 1st aug.
and i didnt....YET.
HOLD ON *hides* before you chase me with a broom, i just went to the post office yesterday...after things were settle with my grandma thing. And i was going to tell you anyway, in this blog, in kakao, in fb after i have done blogging...which you would've read the blog first anyway? lol.

So yes, i got this card thing in my post box, well my sis did honestly.
so i was taking my guess, it was something from maknae.
i went to the post office yesterday and grab what i have all the way being delivered from Singapore.

So, i got a package. honestly, i was still wondering what it was, when i have this package in hand.

eventhough i was hinted : its something you have wanted for long.

Somehow my hunch was telling me, it must be related to SNSD?
I mean, my maknae and friends knows me well enough about how i am in love with GG.
LOL.
So yes, enough with the blabbering, i'll let the pictures do the 'talk' first, ai? AII~

Soft Toy Pillow.
hmmmmmm *acts like a detective* honestly, i was praying for it.
since i felt the gift from the outside.

Ta-daaaaa~ my gift all the way from Singapore weih, ah~ dont be jelly ;) im just lucky to have her.

Ah, the whole address wont be necessary, i wouldnt want any creepy stalker from singapore start stalking my maknae :/ LOLOLOLOL.

oh by the way, your hand writing is pretty similar to mine ^^

Seriously, the moment i peek at the small opening, i was shock, surprise, happy, excited.
i dont know how to express that mixtures feelings i am having at that moment.
you'll get it if you wanted something really badly and its finally like, right there, with you.
you still thinking if its real or not.
God and Maknae has finally answers to my wishes!!!
You still havent got a clue? okay, the few pictures ahead would be too cute to resist.
so yeah.
behold....
on the mighty....

DOOKONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now you can squeal as loud as you want, i was when i was in the car.
although, the situation, i should've been quiet...but...i cant hold it back.
even my mum was commenting how cute it is!!
I finally have what i wanted all this while!
although someone cant help me get it, but pffffffffffffft, *rolls eyes* i dont need to mention name, you know who you are.
well, i know its impossible for me to get it myself. they dont sell this in malaysia.
now, when i got it, is more meaningful than i can ever have it.
My maknae got it for me!
i was seriously smiling all the way in the entire ride.
Arent they cute?
Look at how cute they are...acting all shy...*what's going on with me o.O*
anyhow, IS SO CUTE!!!!

Yes, i had named them.

On the left, the first pea, we have Tiffany, then we have Taeny right in the middle and Taengoo at the end :))) i dont know, the first one gave me the impression of eye smile. GOSH!! LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE!!!! sitting there in their pod!!!!!

Guess what!

There are mini ones in it too :DD i was smiling like an idiot in the car.
i cant help okay, these things were cute!
Yeah, they have names too!
The first one is Paniii, from the top laa, of course ==
then the middle one is TaeTae.
and last but not least is Ai named after maknae ^^
OMGEEE!!!
the whole journey i was staring at them, is really something i could not believe, that they are finally in my hands!!!! :DD
THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH MAKNAE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

A note from maknae :) awwww.
but totoro seriously needs a bath :/ his teeth werent white anymore, is like, brownish.
no idea why its brown, since i just left it on the couch, no one touches it.
:/ well, before totoro can go meet with dookongs, i'll let him have a 'bath' first.
o.O why am i talking this way AGAIN.
Anyway, maknae, i dont know how much i could thank you.
seriously.
are you a genie? o.O just tell me...
first, you granted one of my biggest wish, seeing SNSD in person.
and then you granted another one, sending these dookongs to me!
*bows*
thank you so so so so so much!
*bows continuously*
jinja gomawo!!
*hugs and kisses*
kamzahamida!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know many of you are jelly, well, i just can say.
i was bless to have her as my maknae.

Nice rightttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.................... :D

GAH!!! I miss the big ones already, since they are at home :x
they are so soft and round, so nice to carry around in your arms leh!
jinja im not kidding lor.
damn effing cute!

I still cant believe they are mine though till now...
every morning i wakes up, i will search around my bed to make sure that they are still with me and that i am not dreaming :3
Now that i have them, they are mine, yeah mine!
whenever i looks at them, it reminded me of maknae and Tae Tae immediately.
:))) this fellas are so darn cute!!!

This one always manage to make me goes awwwwwwwwwwwwww!
looks like a baby right? kekekekeke!
now i know why tae tae are into them! i am too!!
truthfully, i am bringing them around whenever i go.
like to work XD i bring the small one la of course.
cos, it will be weird if i carry the big ones around everytime i goes to work.
the big ones are meant to accompany me whenever i goes outstation that needs sleepover ^^
smart eh?
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!
i mean, only tae tae can bring the big one around, walking around, people goes "CUTE~~~"
if i do it *imagines* okay, better dont imagine laaa D; insulting leh.
people will be like "eh, how old already ah her?" LOLOLOLOLOL, RIGHT!?!?!?!
Ah, who cares, dookongs are mine now!! MINE!!! YOU HEAR ME?? CA'PCHE ? however you spell la.

I think getting to know someone was fated?
like, if two person were meant to be, together, no matter how many obstacles they'll be put through, at the end of it, they are still together?
And no matter how people bad mouthed about the other, you listen, but you tends to forget it the very next minute.
"we are suppose to be the malaysian taeny, 'they' want to see us"
._. this just proof how much of you not understanding SNSD much.
Taeny are like magnets, they understand each other, they stood there for each other.
they be each other leaning shoulders.
You dont find Tiffany betrays Taeyeon for like, urm....more than twice(?) idk.
or you dont find Taeyeon go telling the rest of the 7 members, trying to brainwash them into thinking Tiffany is a bad person or whatever lies she can make whenever they argues right?
but who knows \O/ all i know is i believe what i see :)
their relationship was STRONG, strong until it was misleading at times XD but that's not the whole point.
The point is, this two are daebak!!
honestly, i'll be honest now, real honest, when i was told that 'they' wanted to see the version of us as Taeny during the last concert in KLCC, i never hesitate to not tag you in the inbox. even after what you said. I didnt regret for not going with you. Neither did i feel guilty for us not going there together, i was, uninterested in you somehow.Because i dont see sistership any longer the seconds you came back. I forgive but not forget. i was very aware of your plan on revenging.
Well, i was not that aware, okay....i admit....i was wanting to believe that there's changes.
until he and she told me to watch out and not buy your acts.
thanks :)
ah!
APPRECIATION :) yeap.
is time to forget and let go the unworthy.
okay okay. i will.



Maknae ah, you now there are no words that i can find to make it exact with the feelings i have when i saw the gift from you, i felt thankful.
it was such a huge blessing to ever get such wonderful gift, that i still cant find a reason that makes me think what i did to deserve one...
:') thanks ya....saranghae!
like i said, you were there for me, despite how many times i fall for the same old bullshit.
you were there to pull me up, not even once complain how tired you are for repeating the same old routine, jinja mianhae. i as the older one, as your unnie, should be doing that part.
but it went opposite >< you were the one whom has always cheer me and then advice me so much.




I love you :)




and yeah, i wasnt kidding when i said i am bringing them with me.

Hahahaha! see! just took this :) they are always with me.
just like my maknae :) all these times.
countless times.





now, it wouldnt be right, it wouldnt be me,
if i do not wish Tiffany a happy birthday right?
well, something happened and i didnt manage to actually wished it on the day.
but i have devoted my time, endless time and days...yeah, a total of 5 friggin tiring days.
into making the video.
one video can take me about an hour or more? and to finally process the whole....i say 3 hours to sums it all, i was doing it again and again and again because i want to express out, how i truly feels about Tiffany Hwang, through the video. It might not be perfect like what you can find on youtube.
what can you expect from me la... i am not a pro ==
but i can assure you, i pour my heart into this.
it even cause me to be dizzy all day long, despite that, it was all a worth.
i hope viewers will enjoy it like i do :)
still waiting for the process..............................................
Look at this.

You seriously would not want to believe, but yeah, that's my phone cover ==
thanks tiff.
but this pink is nice right....well *cough* i can change back to black anytime OKAY
XD tiffany tiffany~ aigoooooo...
and its finally all done!
All about Tiffany Hwang Miyoung
click on the link and have a go with it.
I have to go now. time to work.
i wasnt feeling well now either.
so yes, thanks Airena *waves*
thanks guys for reading :D