Taeny is coloring my life :D

Fuhhhhh~ it's like really cold right now, my fingers felt like Popsicle >< hahaha~
I really really hope my hypertension doesnt needs to rely onto medication, cos who in the world likes taking medication \O/ no one! Especially me, i cant swallow pills, i have to like, make them all go powder and add with water >.> i know right. pathetic, what to do, i was doing all the way ever since i was a kid!


How to say.....mmmm~ it's more severe now...
like if i look at my phone to read the sms and look up, i got all dizzy.
and if i bend down to pick things up, i got all dizzy.
:/ it was never that way last time. eottoke? life continues ;)


Sometimes, i really dont understand you.
you like to be sarcastic then suddenly become all nice again.
like what the hell dude, make your decision, cos i cant stand sarcasm.
one more sarcasm from you to me, you're a goner.
im serious.


reading my previous blog is sort of a good and bad idea.
maybe i should just stop.
i even thought about deactivating my fb account \O/ but i cant, some people i love are still there!
i talk to her, she gave tons of pov....thanks darling, you're a genius and i LIKE you, kay? no love love going on between you and me XDXD wifey might just kill me.


so tired, were the word always coming out from my mouth constantly.
i really am, no matter how much i sleep, i still get all tired.
i got a great offer to transfer into another centre, with extra income.
money is perfect, who hates money? o.o but well, truth is, money cant buy happiness.
with my awesome colleagues im having here, laughing all day long.
can money buy me that? no....
so really, im having a hard time thinking about.


Ahhhh~ I NEED SOME RELAXATION!!! 
Taeny! Que!!

 as from what i know from other sowons, this is during music core, they are hosting.
where Taeyeon said "come here, let oppa give you a hug!"
and Tiff was like "no! no! no!"
So like yeah, first.... Taeyeon.... just since when have you turn into.... OPPA ???
XD
and secondly??

STOP BEING A PERVERT! THANKS!!!
Oh my goodness!! the moment i saw this gif, i was literally yelling at my screen "kim byun tae!"
your smirk, your dirty sneaky smirk!!
i swear you are a serious pervert >< well......lucky you! 
Tiff! i miss you in your dark hair :)


and just sometimes...
i feel bad for seobaby~

their appa and omma is always together, looking at each other, while she's......forever alone?
:O gah!!! come come! i want a maknae like seo! hahahaha!


My comment on paparazzi?
Its an awesome addictive music :D it is! BOOM BOOM BOOM!!
but the video is kind of messy? maybe it's because of the background, because honestly.
the dance was amazingly addictive also! like their live performance :) it was DAEBAK!
yes, a proud sowon blogging now.
so from what i heard, it was SME most expensive video ever produce........
Okay.........
like yeah.....i dont know.....the background is really kind of messy :/ sorry, is the truth...
if you want to kill me, sowons out there, reading this, im just stating my fact alright.
GG is JJANG AWESOME DAEBAK, just the music video background.
so yeah....
PINK WASHING GLOVES??
now i'll be dancing to BOOM BOOM BOOM when im washing my plates i guess?
XD muahahahaha!
kidding! i dont wear gloves when i wash dishes :3 maybe i should?

I love it whenever they does that! is like AWWWWWWW!!!
*vomits rainbow* CUTENESS AND SWEETNESS overload!!!!
Taeyeon, i love you...but this hairstyle is a no no. looks a little....messy?
yeah! im using this word again, dont kill me this time Taenganger :X

My pouting baby and my chubby taengoo,
is it just me or the picture not doing a good work and makes tae tae kind of, chubby?
:X

My Taeny in their world ;)
and whenever i see sweet sweet moments of Taeny from fancam.....
i goes...

and whenever i see they exchange eye contact?
i goes....

Thats how reacted alright :p yeah, locksmith.











honestly? i start to hate you.
kthxbye.





oh yeah, goodbye m'sia soon and hello overseas soon ^^

life is a party

:) hello.
dust came over and took my blog again, i guess.
Life hasnt been easy when you had Hypertension.
what's that? Low Blood Pressure, well, is seems nothing, but going through it myself, its not quite easy as i thought. but what the hell, life continues.
Having hypertension can cause you to wake up to dizziness most of the times.
weak in the head and eyes, headache attacks easily.
*push aside* enough of that :3

Let's talk about SNSD latest released of music titled PAPARAZZI.
"ooh la la la~ ooh la la la~"
*yums*
Love it!
Honestly, the song is catchy! the dance move? I'll say is great but, i think The Boys impress me even more.
"hootie hootie" ;) mmmm~ jessica jung!
you just look perfect in the red dress!
i cant get enough of you in that dress!! suits you so well!!
Tiffany~ my wifey :) i can see you enjoy filming this music video, i love your smirk... ;) so hawt!!
Tae Tae! you're as cute as ever! seriously, people age forward! but how come, you're aging backwards??
Getting cuter and cuter each day!! :3 i wanna pinch your cheeks! when you did the boom boom boom, with you fingers pointing, damn cute ya know?!?!

Okay, newsflash for Locksmiths or anyone who cares.
Guess who is changing rooms and start rooming together lately....
oh yeah, is Taeny alright.
Well, all this time, it was stated that taeyeon has been sharing room with sunny.
but things change.... *slaps* too much imagination can lead to no good thoughts you know?
tsk tsk :p

Honestly, i know myself any better, im like an addict to Taeny >.> i totally am, i admit.
but that doesnt means i am gay.
yeah, at times i will be saying "TAENY IS REAL!" or "I WISH THEY ARE TOGETHER"
that's just saying ya know? if my saying can be so powerful, i probably turn you into a frog.
:)
Who says they arent together already? ;) lol.
Jinja, with guys attitude like yours? i rather be gay or single!
please. you came here and teach me? saying Gay are only for guys?
Seriously? you..correcting my english?
Americans beauty doesnt goes "oh yeah, im a lesbian" they goes "oh, im gay"
so yeah, please. pffft. i just shut up because im tired of arguments.

Gah!
My perfected wallpaper and lock screen people!!!!!
Im worshiping this XD yeoppo isnt it?
OHMYTAENY :))
i find myself smiling whenever i look at it!

another thing that made my heart goes pitter patter pitter patter was this...

Say hello to my latest children ;)

DD and GeeGee, a new addition of my boy boy and girl girl.

arent they cute! They two have very different characters and personalities!

DD is the white one, a male, smaller size, but he's really cool in a character.

more quite and takes time to adjust to his surroundings :)

where else Gee Gee, the female one in black and brown, is the brave one.

super active and daring, you can hardly stops her == sounds pretty familiar to me, eh?

DD is home with me, while Gee Gee followed Bii home.

but soon, the two will be following Bii home, since i cant really have the time to take care of them.

i already kept myself busy with the three babies i have :)

but arent they adorable??

DD was a picky eater! he can stuff his entire head into the food bag and pick out on the ones he eat :)

Memories are some what things that are hard to be remove.

permanently ? perhaps not. i believe, no matter how hard you want it to be.

but memories stayed and live...and haunt you at times(?) hahahahhaa.

Taeyeon ah~ i miss you, i miss watching you close up right in front of me.

your head hung low during complete.

how i cheered for you.

how you look at my direction.

i miss all that, i miss you pretty :) miss you so so so much.

again? please......let's meet again and make pretty memories :)

although you might not remember, i dont keep much hope on that.

but you gave me beautiful wonderful memories, alongside with Tiffany Hwang of course :)

honestly, you're cute wifey. but when i saw this picture, the blanket.
i was sort of hoping you would have at least pick up the one i thrown on stage :/
it was cuter and unique.
but you didnt. so yeah. :) gwenchana...
i miss you a lot! like seriously!
too much i say !!
i miss you to the point i dream about you constantly.
i remember i dream about you, cuddling close to me, i was shock stunned, i woke up immediately XDXD
*awkward*
imy, miyoung<3
love you too ^^
you're one of the best thing that ever happens in my life.


excuse me, if you wanna go out with me, ask.
if i want to go out with you, i'll ask you too.
but never ever ask me to LIES to my friends, just because you want me and you to go out one on one.
asking me to tell my friends that we are dating? are you out of your mind?
or just over thinking?
please!

Life is not easy, but i make it easier, enough means enough.
no more second chances.
i wont look for you, no more.
live your life well.

HWAITING!!
x.x gosh, taetae.................dont make me cheat on fany~
hahahaha!
oh right!
cant wait for the genting trip!
Maknae ah, i hope you can join us....i seriously miss you alot!
although we get awkward at times. but i believe it will be better.
if we meet more often right? ;) hehehe!
many many trips for us to travel to together in the future.
korea.....!!
^^ but jinja. really want to see you.
if you're reading this. you'll know how much i jinja miss you, although we havent been talking much lately.
i was busy like hell with my work and sickness.
hope you'll be able to make it.
taeny needs to be together! :p



Life.

Hello~ and never say Goodbye ;)

Hello people ): gahhh! im tired, lately i dont even have time of my own.
Well i do, when i finish work...and i took the advantage to go to bed early :/
wtf, ikr!
Anyhow, i seriously miss seeing the girls!! SNSD!! when can i see you girls again with my own eyes right in front of me D: WHEN!?!?! I am so missing you so much right now, Tiffany, Tae Tae and Sica <3
Bogoshipo!

How is working life?
All i can say, i laugh everyday == yeap, every single day.
I might die due to laughing too much one day or my neck breaking in half :X LOL!

So, yeah, speechless right?
But is all fun fun fun, what's the point of working when you are not happy ;)
Best colleagues ever, i dare to say and swear. They never failed to keep me smiling.

Okay, i am totally in love with this picture!! how could i not?
"finally our heart is completed"
I love what they said, is true ^^ we're always there for each other.

Look at our phones! hahaha! i mean the cover! (BOO!! Iphone users!!) :p just...kidding!
Aww, dont be offended, i was just kidding.
Is easy to know which one is my phone isnt it?
yeah, too obvious :)

Now, time for some interesting GIF that i found which made me smile like a dork in front of the computer screen :3

excuse me? why is my wife getting bullied here?

XD hahaha! bully her more! poor fany, getting all wet :p where's your hero when you need?

Taeyeon ah, your wife needs your help!!

er..i guess you wont be able to help either, since you are needing one too :p

and OMG! i love your shorts TaeTae, tell me where you got it! kekeke.

i personally loves the conversation below also ;)

"i miss how we used to hang out last time, KLCC and outings"

- we can still hang out, but things just wont be the same anymore, you know~ -

"oh, for me, nothing changes much since you are still here"

Okay, if you are reading this, just so you know, i am smiling and i want to say THANKS, Love ya *thumb up* yeap, for me nothing changes, no it does, no more garbage hanging around us or loitering around us.

No need to witness disrespectful stuffs.

So yes, genting trip up, anyone? :)

Korea trip up next year or next end of the year, anyone?

I'll just post it on fb when the time comes, and i'll tag you guys in the message box like the usual, okay?

but just so you know, even if you liked the post i posted and i didnt message you personally, please dont be so desperate and invited yourself, kay?

I will hang out with the one i wants ^^

time for work!

tata<3

Dont be such a fool

I dont care if you are going to tell everyone about what i have done to you.
But please,
Just donr forget to tell them about what you did to me.