2014

2014 is coming up pretty soon in just a few more days.

Lots of people agrees with me when i mentioned about December days passed in a wink of an eye.

Is true!

Don't you think so?

Quite some happenings has been going on but then again, i could only thank God for his mercy for forgiving and also under his protection, i am still with the people i love.

Okay, before any of you readers who happens to followed my blog here, don't go whining on why i can update twice a week for my blog and not my stories >.>

It ain't easy to write a fanfic okay?

I've said it, it requires brain to update a chapter.

Shall we flash back a little bit?

But with no picture attached in here okay?

You want pictures you can scroll through the previous blog updates.

LOL

I was blessed with a lot of love this year and with that, yes, i meant my babies.

My four adorable puppies.

2 born on 1st of August while the other 2 born on 1st of November.

Nice date eh? ;)

They came into my live giving me..

Annoyance - because their pee pee and poo poo can be!

Bothersome - same reason with above.

More task/duty to work with

More money to spend on

More time to spend with

But all those complaints above doesn't compares to the smile they brought to my face and to my family.

Short fatty legs with a big fluffy ass, hopping around <<< HOW CUTE?

And then getting Precious!

(who is that!?)

Is not a living thing, it was my DSLR.

Though my point of getting DSLR was to shoot during concert but...ah, shall leave the concert for next time?

So far my job has been treating me fairly.

I'm a person who loves seeing young kids, no, not the naughty ones where they were raised as spoiled brats.

So working in this field, i enjoyed myself.

Otherwise, my colleagues are great :) if you are able to get along, nothing else really bothers.

Just finishing the job task is the point.

You see, i am the kind of person where if i am into one thing, i focus on it.

Documents were to be done.

It took my senior to complete it with 2 weeks.

and me?

a day.

In conclusion to that?

Boss makes me take over most of the tasks -.-

why not give me my colleague's salary as well huh?

But then again, this is life, if you get everything you want in your way, people becomes useless and life becomes worthless with no appreciations.

Stop complaining and make the best out of it!

At least you give it a bloody try right?

The biggest achievement i made was selling off my 100 copies of my first limited edition novel.

You may think 100 is no biggie amount, why not you try write a book yourself, publish it and see for the respond?

*smirks*

But my achievement on this will never be a success if it wasn't for the readers/fans/friends support.

You guys are the one who encourage me to start it, support me through it, bear with patience of all the waiting and told me "You sure can do it, author-sshi..we believe in you"

Did i not mentioned that it was people who i hasn't meet?

People from all around the world.

See how cool it is when you support one fandom and you get to meet people all around the world.

I am not only lucky to know them, but i am severely being loved and supported by them, that was what i am happy and most proud about.

So, i could say

I'm an almost successful author?

*pats own back*

Can la, right?

How many people in their life can say, "I published a novel before"

:D

Many thanks guys!

I know i've thanked you guys a lot but i can never thank you guys enough :)

It was an amazing feeling.

I met one of the readers in Midvalley, "are you gg9snsd? the author?"

i was like 0.0 how did you know~

"erm, your badges and bag"

LOL! Silly me. OF COURSE :)

and we shook hands.

"I can't believe i am actually shaking hands with one of the well-known locksmith author"

And that just surprise me even more, i cant help but to only blush embarrassingly.

I don't want to mentioned this, but it happened in 2013 anyway.

We finally get rid of the bitch.

After trying to forgive her, ignore all her stories, ignore all her suspicion.

We decide to put a full stop on it.

Well, i decide so, i cant let her bother me anymore.

If you were lonely and not working, go find something else to do.

Not just sit there and find me with all the gadget apps possible.

then come asking me.

"are you busy to the point where you cant reply me?"

o0o

I reply whom i want, is not up to you, is up to me, you want my reply?

Then WAIT.

You think you are Tiffany Hwang or Kim Tae Yeon? -.-

Just going to cut it short.

I'm finally getting older mentally :) see why i'm smiling, cause it was lessen my burden of thoughts.

I used to keep thinking why why why why why and seriously, is kind of saddening and painful to think and come up with the reasons. As years passed, i am more of

"I dont live my life for you, i dont need you to live a life"

For this quote of mine, i become more of a carefree thinker? Life is so much better after thinking so.

Because i am a grumpy person with quick bad mood swings.

So my dad always reminds me.

"One grain of rice, can be feed and ate by all kind of people, so you should not expect people to be the way you think they should've be"

And is true.

I've live long enough to have met all kind of bitches and witches and jerks and no, i have yet to meet a wizard LOL. With the luck that God is giving me to live, who knows how many more kind of people i am going to meet!

Life is for you to learn as you continue walking, you fall, you bleed, you hurt and you will learn how to be more careful in the future to not fall again for the same thing or reason.

Of course i am not cruel to the point where i goes,

"GAH! F*CK YOU!! YOU ARE MEAN AND I WILL NOT CARE A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT YOU! I DONT CARE WHAT WE USED TO DID AND DONE!!!"

Okay, is true i wont care a single shit any longer of the person i pull out from my life.

Life has something else better to do.

But today, as i have a free time, i took a quickie screen through my old blog posts.

Some made me smile

Some made me frown

Some made me want to throw my phone to the ground

Some reminds me how great that day was, that precise day.

When i read exciting post like i went to sunway, genting, concert, it still gives me the vibes i had on that day.

Because no matter how much you hate that person that you literally swear you would have killed them if killing wasn't illegal, the place you've been to, reminds you about it.

DAMN BLOODY BRAIN right?

Talk about concert.

It's been....hmm....how long?

5 years of support towards GirlsGeneration.

Since 2009

See, memories are meant to be remember. No matter how long it had happened, it's still fresh in your brain like as if it happened yesterday. 

Agree?

I've been talking about how much i love them, how i gotten into them and how i finally choose to love Tiffany among the 9 and maybe for this post, i should make it a little bit different.

Why I came to love them?

TaeNy :)

Did i hear people calling me delusional?

....Fffffffffudge It :p

I think I came to know about them is when i watch fancam of how Taeyeon would take care of Tiffany, how she will looks at Tiffany with care and so much LOVE there, i said it, those who wants to kill me.

Come.

x)

I open my wallet today and then i see this card. Hahaha, I had it made ever since 2009 and look at how old it is already and yet i am still keeping it.

Sometimes, there are some things that should be remained.

Like this one (above picture)

Is because I love Tiffany a lot and i would do exactly what Taeyeon does to her.

Like the care she is giving :)

How much can i love them both, you asked?

My note has been modified. HAHAHAHA!

Actually the back of my phone cover was their picture but then because i bought this pink cover, i have to take it out and kept it in my drawer :/

And is not like i hated my new phone cover.

Wae?

Ja-Jjang!!

My girl is always there to give me her totoro smile.

SO CUTE right!?

When can i see you again, Tiff? I miss you a lot!

Oh and my room!

Being called as SNSD MINI MUSEUM by friends and relatives.

See, even part of my wall has TaeNy :D

Btw, i did not take this picture to show my wall (LOL, it doesnt even show half my room wall of TaeNy fame, this is probably just quarter of it LMAO)

I took this picture because Miss GongJu here is sleeping in her classy style kind of way again.

And she seems pretty comfortable >.> and that absolutely cute butt butt!

It never made me hesitate to pinch it, which concludes them growling at me.

All these 5 years.

Is still HER

HER

HER

HER

HER

HER

HER

HER

HER

HER

HER

HER
HER
HER
HER
HER
HER
HER
HER

One day, if we ever have the chance to meet.

I'll tell you something that i have always wanted to in person.

:)

*points*

Those reading this blog, dont think too much, is not like as if i was going to confess to her.

Yes, no, yes *confuse*

Yes i will confess to her how badly i am obsessed with her but not those scary type of fans.

Saying it in person is better ;)

please wait for me kay, fany-ahh?

WAE YOU SO YEOPPO

Her face features are so beautiful :) Nobody is perfect, she's almost perfect then.

I could stare at her pictures for hours and not get bored with it.

@.@

sound so scaryyyyyyy.

Nah, you're beautiful Tiffany, to the point where your beauty makes my eyes glued to the screen!

The structure of her eyes that God has given to her, that was one of the many reasons why she was so loved by so many people. A smile that can make another one smile :) who does not like this kind of girl right?

You've got to be kidding me.

Go to Korea, see snsd, go fansign, pass Tiffany something and tell her what i have always wanted to.

That's my wish (:

Okay, i gotta go back to work already, been 'snaking' too long now x3

before i end this.

Dear me has join the wolf gang! :p

Who i am to kidd right, I just bought this shirt is because i am in love with the simple cool design they have.

And i love black color. 

No. I am not a HUGE fan, but maybe a sone who is interested with the new dongsaengs.

As far as i know, they were kind of young!

I like Sehun a lot!

His "I-DONT-GIVE-A-DAMN" expression is CUTE! hahaha

I remember how i was chasing after GirlsGeneration in the taxi in Singapore.

There was a small jam at the airport and when i look behind my taxi, the van beside was Exo's van, because dear boring sehun was sitting with his chin resting on his palm and he pulled the black curtains aside.

He is so fair and handsome! LOL!

I look at him and he looks back at me.

Okay, I'll be honest. I didn't know who he was.

But because he was gorgeous, i waved and gave him my stupid goofy smile ~.~

but at least he ignores the stupid goofy part, he waves back at me with his smile.

I was sharing cab with a few fans (that i didnt know) we just decide to share because the fare can be divided and we are all smtown families :D they scream and fangirl, saying i was lucky cos that was Sehun and i was like, who is Sehun?

LOL! 

Oppa, now i know who you are and will fangirl for you if we ever meet again next time, k?? ^^

Okay, back to this shirt thingy.

Why did i buy Suho then instead of Sehun?

Easy.

Sehun is out of stock.

Besides.

I just want to get this cool shirt.

So i go with my second liking.

Suho oppa.

Because of his smile

OTL

What's with me and smile..i fall for beautiful smiles easily.

Like seriously.

Dammit.

I like Tao too! He gives me the vibe of a boy from a comic book.

Then there was Chen, arghhhh! His voice kills me!

But dear exotics, please tone down your proudness.

You can refer to my facebook note what am i referring to.

Im just to lazy to repeat all things again in here.

I might not be here to blog about 2014 celebration because i'll just be busy with stuffs.

That is why i blogged today.

Advance one.

Hahahaha.

Have a great happy new year everyone.

God has HIS plans for each and every one of us (:

Is true though, it's just a matter of time :)

I think my previous post did mentioned that i was eager for 2014 but i dont remember if i did or did not stated why am i (?) lol, i am freaking busy to the point to remember anything TT TT SORRY.

Less dramatic please. HAHA.

Anyhow, i was planning with my groupies to go Thailand for GG concert.

...

Damn, i can still hear my broken pieces of the heart hanging inside :/ 

Yes, as you see from the way i refer it, the answer should be pretty obvious for you guys isnt it.

I am NOT going >.>

The story goes like this, i went to MyStar to booked the tickets from the Aunty, she always tell me 

"Got money, got tickets, no worries, sure got one"

After 3 weeks from the selling period, i still have no firm news from Aunty, i really didnt want to call her from time to time as she was busy i was busy and i dont want to be a pest bothering her.

When 3rd week came, i already prepared myself for the worse.

And the worse happens OTL, she told me to come get the money back.

*sigh*

Got money no happiness

That's what i thought for the whole week, despite the failure from Aunty, hence, me and friends did not want to give up so fast so we searched around and should i say LUCKY me :)

This guy was introduced to me by a friend of mine, said he has sold over about 60 tickets during the Singapore concert, so i inbox him.

At first i was asking for the most expensive moshpit, but he could only sell me the standing ones.

and....well....due to my *coughheightcough* and also my friend's, we kind of hesitate it.

Some more, he demands full payment to him and i will only receive tickets from him on that very day at Thailand!!

0.0 

risky...but it was a risk that one loyal fan would truly takes.

LOL

So i told him to give me a day or two to give him the finalize answer after i get all confirmation from my friends and he was replying me "Okay. Make it fast. Cos im lazy. Lol"

You see, not all my friends will be willing to pay an extra USD60 for the risk, even i was hesitating.

Finally, we decide to do it. So i find him on the second day in the morning and even offered to pay him full amount in SGDollars!

The fuck he reply?

"No"

and i was like, No? No more tickets?

"I have no interest selling you"

I was like

.....

:O

Okay! then i realize, i still have my pride and ego and lots of thanks to him and his unkind reply, i realize, i have my pride and not even SNSD is something i will be begging for.

BITCH PLEASE.

of course i was mad, but i choose not to argue with jerks like him, so i ignore him.

Do you think SOSHI will be happy to find out such fan like you in the fandom?

Gah.

Karma Karma Karma.

You wait and see.

But because i took the leaves already and we all thinks we really need to find a place where we can be together and rant about this unhappiness, we planned for a vaca :)

Then i got the news.

Thailand over sold 1000 tickets and decide to cancelled those who are over 1130th 0.0 then there was this huge riot going on in Thailand.

Laying on my bed, i asked myself, 

"Maybe all of those tries i did to see them and failed, were in God plans after all? Who dare to go against HIS will right?"

So, well-

I AM LOOKING FORWARD FOR THIS VACATION

that will happen in two more weeks!

(will blog if i have time, now i am just stealing some of my break time to update my dusty blog +.+)

From last week, i have been constantly waking up in the middle of the night a few times.

Slept for few hours.

Why?

GongJu

&

WangJa

My two recently blessed babies :) Yes, you can be squealing "CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" behind the screen.

Dont worry. I fangirl-ed too when i put the hoodie on for him ~.~

Just wait till they cry in the middle of the night!

They will cry because they want to go out.

Cry because they want water.

Cry because they vomited (since they've been biting tissues when they get the chance)

Cry because they want to sleep on the bed with me

+.+

OMG

Cute?

I would wake up in the middle of the night and see them sitting right by my bed and cries

whatthefuck

Is a cute sight and yet i was annoyed because i couldn't get any sleep OTL

and this has been going on until today. I bet tonight as well?

Wait No.

They've been rather good last night, no. GREAT!

We went to bed at around 11pm and they start crying at about 7:30am

Not bad la right, no crying in the middle of the night

*claps hands*

Wonderful la~

Hahahaha!

Hope tonight will be as well?

Someone has been telling me this and that.

Calling her a bitch.

Come to think of it, i dont think it's right to call her bitch.

A WITCH

would fit her more.

Catching people in their traps with their other face.

Throwing spells on you that brainwashes you.

Then when they had enough of using you, they threw you away.

Cos bitch is more like a female dogs, so well, females dogs did better than her.

One shall not discriminate a female dog that way by calling her that.

LOL.

Witch better right?

I decide to remain quiet than to go seeking around.

Why should i do so?

Bo Life Ah?

Then why the fuck i blog it right, you asked?

Because when your friends start telling you this and that, you ended up thinking about it.

So, i just spilled it out lo.

How was your Christmas?

Received this from JunYi the day on Christmas, my sister came up from the garage and said someone left it on the wall. I was like HELLO KITTY ah??? hahahaha.

But the PINK was so striking and pretty for you to be impossible to not love it :) Gomawo Junyi.

Christmas Eve, went for BBQ with the fam fam.

Went to relatives house and i had to cancelled all invitations from the friends :/ Mian.

But family always comes first for me.

Family is my priority.

Went there and saw Kingston's cousin brother who is only 2 years old but already same height with him.

Kingston is 5 so bear in mind.

I have the picture but I'm being lazy to upload it, besides, he was moving here and there, making the impossible happens to capture a picture of him.

I asked him for his name and he said, "I am SPIDERMAN"

OTL

so i just say okay, spiderman, think you can hold my hand and let's go for a walk?

He took it XD

SO DAMN CUTE!

Sister was saying how he look like Exo BaekHyun, while i dont think so.

Would love to stay and type more.

But I'm busy girl, okay, woman, okay.

girl?

Too young.

Woman?

Too old.

Okay, I am busy. Enough said. LOL

Looking forward for the trip, but at the same time, i am not so looking forward for something else.

ByeBye

Oh!! before i leave, i shall share something with you all here :)

Have a good day!

Looking Forward for 2014

Already excited for next year, I dont know if my heart can cope with it.

Grrrr, praying hard that things goes smoothly and goes according to what we all hoped for :)

Recently, I've been blessed quite a lot.

But the biggest blessing?

My eldest baby girl has delivered 2 healthy FAT puppies, well, sadly, two died, they look freaking thin and tiny i guess that's the reason for the survival being so short :( RestInPeace.

The picture above is the eldest among the two brown puppies.

Dad wants to name her GongJu (Princess) and the male one, WangJa (Prince).

Perhaps is because he watch SyungKyunKwan Scandal too much <.< were the reason for the naming.

(Ok, i might spelled the movie title wrongly, pardon me, havent been watching it)

Yes, I am still busy for my particular working life.

Anyhow, every morning, i was given the chance to start it with a warm heart and a joyful smile.

Look at the FAT PAWS!! Yes, this lil girl here is chubby and cuddly :D

Mianhae, I didnt get to upload much for her brother picture but he is a darling as well.

He is cute to the point where i gave him so many nicknames!

Dumpling

Precious

Chubby

Darling

BoyBoy

Pumpkin

and the list goes on x3

He is cute, what to do!? Hahaha, you cant blame me.

So yes, in total i have two 3 months old puppies and 2 2weeks old puppies at the garage.

FAMILY GETTING BIGGER

They say, the more the merrier right? Hahaha.

Mum said she doesnt want to give away but i encourage to give.

Cos with all the poops and bathing > I DIE.

But at least my two dogs in the house are smart, they were well trained, no matter what they were doing, they will run into their toilet to do their 'business' lol.

I believe, there are no stupid dogs, just stupid owners.

Sometimes. The bigger group your friends are, the more chances for there is a problem to occurs.

I believe so.

Well, i think it depends on the person we are talking about.

Each and everyone person has a different attitude and personality, we shall not expect one to be what we want them to be.

I've been experiencing a lot of incident myself when it comes to friendship.

Hurt

Angry

Annoyed

Surprising

Painful

Lucky

Happy

Well, these are a few words i would say to be in my vocabularies when it comes to being betrayed.

It happened before and it may happen again and when it does, I was ready.

But because it happened before-

I was well prepared.

:)

Every single time when you call me, you would somehow related it to 'her' our other friend.

I somehow starts to suspect of the situation, if you can talk bad about your best friend to someone (me) you just knew, i think i was nowhere near to being in the safe category.

I felt suspicious but i dont want to make it big so i remained silent.

Why?

Because i learn to appreciate and forgive as i grew older

I AM ONLY 23 OKAY!? NOT THAT OLD (lol)

But what i am trying to say is, it only takes time for one person to reach their mature point.

I dont know if i have reached mine, but well...

So.

Do you know what is annoying?

I was annoyed when you keep badmouthing about 'her' when she really did nothing of what you said.

I kept listening to your made up stories because you were doing an amazing acting with the creation stories of 'her' you were making. Until finally, i had enough of stress from you. I open it up with 'her' and surprisingly, you made up the same stories that you made to me with her! 

Just that, you only change the characters in your stories.

You bad mouthed me as well. HAHA. Though i wasnt surprise.

But i was more than amaze to finally find out each and every corner of your DIRTY SECRETS.

Aiyo Bitch, you think we stupid ah?

LOL.

Because we are SONEs, because we are FRIENDS, we all decide to just keep quiet and forgive you, we dont even want to make it big or confront you.

BUT!!!

You never learn how to shut the fuck up.

Never.

I've reached my limit when you send me a text message :

"Are you that busy that you cant reply?!"

That's when i had enough.

Asshole, who do you think you are? If you are lifeless, doesnt means your friends must be as lifeless as you.

I am very sensitive when it comes to getting text like that.

Who do you think you are to the point i MUST reply you?

Tiffany Hwang?

Kim Taeyeon?

Jessica Jung?

You are just a lifeless stupid ugly bitch, SO NO, i will decide whether or not i want to reply your sms.

OMGOSH, am i being very mean right now?

LOL, nothing can really compliment an animal like you!

But hey, thankyou for removing me ^^ and her, because, we never even plan to call you along for our Thailand trip, thankyou for making things so much easier for us :) <3 div="">

Thanks ah!

.....

I think it's enough.

Really no point to blog about YOU.

You are not even worth to be think about, neither to be blogged about.

(y)

Keep on lying, because i had witnessed karma happening to those who did mean things to me.

I'll just see when is your turn.

You are lucky we cancelled the plan of meeting you in person, all of us!

Because i am afraid i might not be able to control myself to yell at you.

Fuuuuuuuuu

*breathe in*

*breathe out*

Okay!!!

Off to the final and happy topic(?)

After all the talking.

All of the talking we did during all our outing.

We hope.

We pray.

We hope real hard.

We pray real hard.

Things will go according to how we have always talked about.

:)

January 2014

Outing.

Happiness.

Friendship.

Well- Crazy Friends.

I hope our prayers will be heard.

Finally after the devil herself remove herself from our group, things are going smoothly and not awkwardly.

Cos i am one person who cant pretend to like one person when truthfully, i dislike them :p

Hope things will goes GREAT.

Okay, i am already EXCITED for it!!!!

Hahahahaahaha!

Finally can get a REAL REST <3 div="">

January is around the corner.

I still cant stop laughing when i see this again and again and again and again.

This is how we communicate x3 kkk

My colleagues laugh at it too!

Gosh! I'll be losing my freedom from tomorrow on wards.

TT_TT

Byebye!

I love how he felt save and comfortable with me.

How he was so comfortable that he fell asleep for hours :)

Look at his face.

So cute!

My Oh My November

Running a centre on my own aint as easy as it is at thoughts.

Busy as always, but when you have an opportunity to rest, what do you do?

Spend it with the people you want to spend with and as well, want to spend time with you :)

Xian is finally back from Penang for a week holiday, its been months since we last go for outing, so no matter how hard it might be, we planned hard for us to meet up.

Just in time, the right fate.

Korea Fair in Isetan KLCC, no doubt, we head there! ;)

Meeting up with few of my readers, they shook hands with me, some even felt shy seeing me

o.o ooooh...all these feelings are new to me HAHAHA.

But thankyou for the superb supports from you guys!

We went there with full anticipation and was expecting a lot since it was called SMTown merchandise area.

AND!!

Right...this was it, for Girls Generation section, a table.

=.=

seriously quite disappointing though, this table wont even be enough to hold the collections i have at home.

I was even more disappointed when i thought i could at least get myself something, i already planned to spend a couple of hundreds even though i shouldnt. 

*SIGH*

NOTHING. No, not because the things there were expensive and i couldnt afford, is because the things werent worth.

The notebook only cost RM29, REALLY DAMN CHEAP but Tiffany's picture werent the best of hers BUT Jessica's ones is really NICE.

But if i dont buy Tiff's and yet buy others, that is pretty betraying. 

SO in the end, i got none.

Not upset of not getting anything, just unhappy that that was it.

As usual, our outing were filled with laughter and jokes.

One mannequin falls and we can laugh like there's no tomorrow.

I say, if we hangs out with the right people, it doesnt matter how long it takes, how hard it might be, how long has it been since the last meet up...

It always just feels like yesterday we have just met when we are with the right people :)

So, if we are to be go outing and we are in Time Square, MyStar was definitely a place we wouldn't miss out!

I was there last 2 months ago i think.

IT'S BEEN LONG, I KNOW!!!

The last time i was there i saw the IGAB jumper, it cost a lot.

SO i did not get it, since i was there with my family the other time, my dad would roll his eyes if he knew the jumper price x)

This time, i went there and i straight go to the glass counter, yeah, they kept it in instead of hanging out for public.

I stood there for awhile before i ask the guy to show it to me, because i know if i was to touch it and see the real stuff, the chances of me buying the jumper will be higher.

IS NICE, no doubt.

The quality of it, the design...is Girls Generation here we are talking about LOL.

It's original from Korea.

But with much talk and brainwashing from the guy, Xian and Cynthia pulled me out from the shop, telling me dont buy since is quite pricey. 

I just nod my head.

Then my sis went back in there to grab her Baekhyun tumbler 

=.= sheesh, i see how long she is going to support this EXO guy.

The last time i remember, all the guys she said she LOVE doesnt even last up to a year! LOL.

I made my way pass the glass counter again and my eyes was pulled back to the jumper.

I asked him if he could get me the black one that Taeyeon wore, but he said Everysing already out of stock,so this is the last piece as well.

Xian took a jumper hanging at the shelf, we laughed because it was cheaper yet the quality there stated the obvious.

Is...UGLY ~.~

I kept hesitating.

And i dont want to regret.

But is pricey.

So.

*SIGH*

LOL

I got it.

Even though is a jumper, it seems hot to even wear it in Malaysia.

UGHHHHHHH~~ Quality does everything, it looks good, it feels good!

:D is super comfortable to wear it.

Felt better when all my friends says it look nice though too pricey but better still, both my parents say it is nice!

:D

Regrets?

None left ;)

Been extremely busy lately as i've said.

I was hesitating. Yes i know LOL, once again, a lot of hesitation, whether i should buy the remaining part 2 and 3 or not.

After reading the first one, the story was xD different.

But i was so tempted to know what Tiffany has been reading.

and she surprises me with the first book.

Hahaha.

Before i finish work, quickly made my way to the popular store and grab the remaining two parts i must have to complete.

After buying it, i was wondering if i even have the time to read it, LOL. 

Holiday today? Reading.

Before i sleep last night? Reading.

So, i do have the time ;) i just need to learn how to manage my time properly.

And i do know, dont worry readers, i will still update the stories ;)

Guess what, Girls Generation has won, Youtube Video of the Year.

Looks like the sore losers are not able to accept their defeat.

Bieber and Gaga fans were deliberately rage with anger, posting up hateful and racist comments on twitters and other sites.

When you lose, accept it with a good pride.

Why whines like a sore loser.

I saw a few comments like :

"WHO IS GIRLS GENERATION!? ASK HER TO GO BACK TO HER OWN COUNTRY!"

Now now, i know you are dumb, but why show your idiocy to the whole world? :) Asking Tiffany Hwang to go back to her own country when she is IN her own country accepting the awards, silly of you. Please, if you were free to bark around, go search properly about your enemy's background. See...now you just look plain stupid ;)

"I THOUGHT CHING CHANG CHONG IN CHINA DOES NOT ALLOWED TO PLAY FACEBOOK OR TWITTER ETC ETC ETC, HOW DID THEY VOTE!?"

First, ching chang chong was neither a language nor is word to the chinese or asian people, you white chickens. Ooh! Am i being racist now? You started it, i am just finishing it :) I've said it, study your opponent you white ass out there, GG is not from China, neither from the place where they come from speaks what you have written.

"HOW CAN JUSTIN BIEBER LOSE TO A BUNCH OF BITCH"

Bitch is for female dogs and as for you to comment it on a person, who literally is a human, are you half blind while commenting? Your bieber woman, hahaha, where should i start?

The part where he was on high or the part where he fucks girls around or should i cut it short and straight to the point, where he spits at his fans? SPITS.

Why did he lose? Well, all thanks to his fans who did not put much effort in voting him while they can. Oh wait, did you? Commentators who screw up all kind of post about the lost, vote for bieber?

:)

I'm afraid i have to feel sorry again for those of you who does not know who Girls Generation are.

They had been to your country performing on TV shows like

David Letterman Show

and

The Kelly Live Show

and also performing on Madison Square Garden.

They were the first korean group to be so well known to the point where they can be invited to an American tv shows and perform on it.

So, those of you who did not know who's Girls Generation are might've been living in a cave for that time, so, dont worry, i forgive you ;)

Who's Girls Generation?

You must be kidding me.

Shit -.- this dork Taengoo, how old is she??

Is it even legal to be so cute at her age? Hahahahaha!

Dont you dare Kim...dont you dare try to steal the spot i have for Tiffany Hwang, araseo?

I know some of you might be thinking, "Where's her spot for you?"

Where is Tiffany's spot for me?

Well, Tiffany is like my heart, always close to me, always with me :) Cheesy enough? Hahaha.

I just hope she would slow down on dying her hair from black to red so consistent.

Cos it needs to be bleaching, i've tried that and is nothing good.

Please, Miyoungie <3 b="">

Recently, i've kept dreaming SNSD.

People call it lucky.

I dont know what i can say, i dont call it lucky.

Because when i wake up, i ended up missing them.

Concert!

I really want to go!

Someone sponsor me air tickets, or half concert tix, i shall go with you then XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD kkkkkkk.

Oh well.

I think its a must go.

But with what i've bought, i am currently in the status of close to broke. 

Time to save money.

Fighting everyone!

:D

Till i am free, i shall try to drop by blogging again :)

Signing off with Love from Taeyeon :) <3 b="" i="" love="" tae="" too="" you="">

November, please be niceR

Finally back in blog.

Been busier and a bit stress, since my manager is going for maternity leave, she wants me to handle lots.

Not only that, i guess she knew or else wouldnt said she hired the new girl to be my new assistant.

=_________=

Luckily for me, there are peeps out there who made me smile.

And one of those people are people that i never meet before!

How cool is that?

One of the boxes, well, there's only two boxes, i am not trying to make it sounds like it is a lot.

So, other than being busy in reality with my real job, my dream as an author was fulfilled quite well too.

Things wasnt easy though. 

LUCKILY I MADE A LIMITED EDITION of 100 copies.

Or else i will lose my right hand for signing all the books!

LOL!

Thanks y'all for the support.

Now with the additional support all the way from Hong Kong and also Korea??

:)

You guys are AWESOME-lah! (y)

Life is also a little bit more extra when i need to update my stories online and also, offline,

This fella, loves sleeping right by side.

This rascal, he can be handful at times, with his sister. But then, they were so cute that my stress was able to be left behind because of their cute play!

Everytime when i had the chance to go online, i will have the need to reply my fb inbox and also email.

Cheh- feel like a celeb already ahahaha~ kidding :p

of course the burden will be heavier when you do better.

I will continue writing ;) no worries, no matter how busy i am.

I promise.

My off day, i spent it with my love ones.

Though i pray hard, November will be SUPER NICE to me.

PLEASE TT TT

My yeosshin <3 p="">

Eheh! So CUTE!!

Want to kidnap her home!! x3

but last but not least...

My Fany, also known as My Wifey

Being all pretty.

I miss you GirlsGeneration, like A LOT!

See, i really don't want to confront about it anymore, you have it your way.
What i dont understand is, you are so much more older than me but yet you act like a kid.

I used to confront when i am not wrong, i used to be indirect on saying things to idiots that act like idiots.

But recently, i have no time for all these indirect things anymore.

Not only it is idiotic but it's childish.

lol

So have it your way, not having you as my friend wasnt my loss.

i might not be your loss either.

but remember, when you come and confronted me on that case, you were doing the same either.

so, bottom line, you were just making yourself like a fool in public.

grow up.

The fact that i already have no time while working.

I dont even have enough time to spend on blogging.

so many things.

so little hours.

just one me.

but all for the own reasons of worth.

Novermber ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Please?

:D

BUSY-body

Ugh, with my new upcoming novel ahead and constant needing of updates on my 3 active stories on the internet, this is tiring. Not that i dont like it, a little complain from your author is definitely not surprising right?

I think i would say that is quite a success that i manage to actually come out with a book of my own and being able to already sell it worldwide, things are being superbly nice to me.

I love how my fans/readers are so supportive even though i dont tell the title and also the content of the story.

(Y)

You guys are AWESOME.

I cant wait for the final touch and to be able to hold my very own novel.

This is like a success in life which some people would love to achieve in their life.

My life.

Thanks to people from...

America (GO NEW YORKERS)

Thailand

Mexico

Singapore

Philippines

Indonesia

Canada

Australia

Malaysia

I know i know, i might have missed out some few country names here >_<

Sorry, my memory wasnt that good.

Im getting older yes, I am same age with Yoona x) i did not say anything. LOL.

But without you guys, i wouldnt a be getting half the success and the fame on the internet i am getting now :)

:')

Aww you guys!

Fanmeeting and all?

I keep telling myself "You are a nobody"

Well, i am still a nobody, but to you guys i am author-sshi.

No no, no fanmeeting and all..

BUT! 

Friends meet up? I can definitely do that.

:D

I'll be posting where i would be heading in facebook (when i can)

so, lets meet up if you happens to be there ^^

Seriously.

I would like to thank you guys personally in person, for all the support and love.

I have thanked probably close to a thousand times, PROBABLY.

But is never enough.

I am lucky to have found you guys :)

I know you guys would say things the other way around.

But i continued writing because i have great readers.

TO ALL THE LOCKSMITHS OUT THERE!

I know y'all constantly check out what i have to said about TaeNy.

Well, i say we all KEEP THE FAITH.

Finally, another warm round of thanks.

ILY

Thanks for giving me a wonderful achievement in my life

(Y) 

going to the end

This is going to be suck.
This time, i may have to disappoint some of you. Especially you.
But all i can do is just ask, why did i get myself into this kind of shitty mess.
That feeling when you can have the thing you wanted most and ended up not being able to have it.
Maybe, if i quit, things would goes better? Right? Should i?
I've did so much to prepare for the best, but in the end, what do i get?
I got the tools but i got to do nothing with it.
This is irritating.
Bear with me.
I will be in no mood for maybe 4 to 5 months?
LOL.
I do wonder, if i didnt get myself into this mess, would it be better?
I think i can say YES completely to it.
Because if i do, i wont be able to meet half of the great people i met through it.
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-peace out-




























must promise. not to cry.
i'll try.




















does miracle happens?






















if this time fail. is seriously good bye korea.
no point.























be mature. grow up. give it up. COMPLETELY.
must try.

*yawns*

Meeting a great understandable manager with colleagues that is on the way to awesome-ness. 

Well, life cant be that bad after all.

Look at how busy i am =.= how long did i NOT update my blog? 

IM BACK!

Currently, it was fun being able to spend time with the kids, I LOVE KIDS! who doesnt?

They are cute!! ...well, they can be quite a brat at times. LOL

I finally found a boyfriend that i LOVE! :D haha, well, not exactly my boyfriend for real, but he is so cute that i cant resist him! No, he aint no celebrity.... ;)

This boy, he is probably one of the cutest kid i have ever met :) period.

He is only 5 yet his intelligence can be compared with 8 year old!

I remember how he would not enter the class and how i persuade him, how i told him that he is a boy and he shouldnt cry, how he finds me the second day to grab my hand, wanting me to bring him to his class :)

Then it was that day when his mum came to me and thank me thousand of times.

When i said thousand...i wasnt joking @.@ i told her not to since it was my job to take care of the kids.

but yet, she said thank you wasnt enough and even asked if i love Chatime. LOL.

At first, things was find until she suddenly ask me, where do i stay and stuffs. i asked why and she said she can wait for me to finish work so she can send me home :')

when a customer loves you that much, you knew you did your part well as a worker!

After telling her where i stay, we realize we stay close by and she even said it was a coincidence! Hehe.

Suddenly, she was asking me when i can come out to have meal with her and her son.

I asked why...she said

"My this boy, always ask, when teacher can come our house, play with me, eat dinner with us"

when i look at him because i was shock by what his mum said, he was shy and wouldnt look at me!

Even when i poke his cheek! SO DARN CUTE :'D

Things got even cuter is on the day where i bought him Lollipop, he kept it and when he went home, his mum ask him to eat it since he LOVES sweet but he said 

"No, i dont want....this one teacher give it to me one...eat already means no more, i'll keep it"

AISH! WHY ARE YOU 5!? LOL!!

Cute guy was being so shy when he passes me this, he wouldnt even dare to look at me.

My life? Good. Being love was amazing.

Thanks to all the peeps out there!

:)

You guys make me realize life is so much better with you guys being around me!

.Appreciated.

As if my life could not be any busier...well...

I WAS WRONG!!

Life got busier but HAPPIER :) they say, if you do good deeds, you will be blessed with more new love.

And there i go, i was blessed with two happiness joining into our mini family :)

The two siblings were born on August 1st 2013, yes, the same day with my wife!!

Hehehe! Can things get any better? :)

Watching this two kids grow each day is a blessing for me!!

The culprit behind the newborns.

Lol, doesnt he looks like a dookong with his raincoat?

Speaking of my wife.

Seeing my blog not updated it seems like i didnt talk much about GG anymore?

Does it?

Really?

Seriously?

Im not a Sone anymore?

No longer?

Jinja?

Oh heck, though i've slow down on collecting the small items, that doesnt means i am not doing anything.

I go for the BIG items.

Besides, i have 7 cupboards filled with the items of collectibles...i....need to put a hold of stop?

Hahaha, nah, i am just trying to save $$$ TRYING MA BEST!!

*fingers crossed*

Besides, i love having something that only i has it.

What better can that be?

Yeah yeah, call me a byun...who the hell in the right mind can resist such sexy lady in front of them?

but no, not all these 8 were mine, i am sharing it with the people i love and who loves her.

kkkk.

Yes, i've laminated mine. SO WHAT?

Truth to be told, i cant even bear to look at it for a whole minute, i will get shy in the end o0o gee!

Bummer LOLOLOLOL.

Hehehehe :3

How good it is if KL has a beach, though KL has a lot of BITCH, but well, i want a bitch LOL, beach ;)

Is kinda cool how you can sit back and watch the sun set or having waves coming to you.

UGH! now i miss penang!!

Oh yeah, btw, ESCAPE adventures was definitely worth it.

If any of you ever goes to penang, try it, overcome your fears, surpass your fears and hesitation.

i've done mine ;) it was JJANG!

But....the pictures were in my phone and i am lazy to find the cable.

Uh.

Speaking of phone.

I had mine custom made.

IT'S FINALLY HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Oppa was asking me why i did not get the pink color.

why should i get something that everyone can has it?

I like to be different. LOL.

Pfffft.

Well, at first, i decide to have Tiffany...the picture in there was kinda her new selca and i LOVE it!

but then again, on the second thought, i love this dork too!

and

I LOVE THESE TWO PEOPLE.

so yes, is decided, my two fav idol, couple and picture.

2 in 1, what can be better?

Even though is costly, so what, is worth the price <3 :="" p="">

Because your phone is always with you 24/7...well, mine is.

:) my phone has become perfecto! kkkkkk..

Ugh, time to go, no...not because i cant stay long, i can...but...too much to do right now!

Not much time to blog.

If my phone has inspired you to do the same to yours :) welcome.

Hehehe!

TaeNy JJANG!

Btw, speaking of Taeny....

Taeyeon-ahh.

Please remember, Ginger is a BOY!

LOL!

this is why Ginger wasnt even wanting to look at the camera TT^TT

I seriously miss Penang now.

Goodnight y'all!

:)