Throughout the years, I've met lots of people.
Today, it's a bit different, I am a bit agitated by this person's attitude.
I pondered if I should even blog about this.
Okay, to save this person's image, names shall (try) be kept unknown.
This lawyer (well, soon to be) came to join us, being in the same branch with me and a primary friend of his who also happens to be my old schoolmate during high school is in the other branch.
I'm going to cut this real short, but the juicy point should not be left out ;)
So what happened was, this fella, he was transferred in between branches twice.
Finally after a week, he was remained in the same branch as me.
It wasn't long when he starts to show signs of having interest in me.
I'm not even trying to be funny but guys can be very obvious with what they want at times.
He begin by asking me out for movies.
but hey, anyone who knows me, knows i would avoid going for movies.
I think I have even stated that before of to why i dont go to the movies.
LOL.
and also because i got the obvious hints, im trying not to let him think that he has the chance.
Here's the question.
Do i have no feelings for him?
Yes.
Yes as in i do not have any feelings for him.
None.
And before any of you starts counting (judging) how long I have been single.
Here's the latest news: I'm still happy.
CALL ME TIFFANY HWANG!
Ok, back to the topic.
I think what pissed me more is he is getting this involve and let it affect our work?
Like I would ask him to do his tasks properly, he'll reply me "I love you"
and if I ask when is he coming back to office, "You miss me already?"
Okay, some of you may sees it as a joke.
But hey, it is bothering me and my job flow.
Like please be serious.
Have a little self respect and for me a bit.
If you like one person, you shan't make them feel discomfort in any ways, cos that wont be call love then if you do.
He even does this in front of my other two female colleagues (his friend included) which I feel really awkward and embarrass. Is just plain not cool.
I've met several guys in my life that opens my eyes a lot.
But I will just give a few examples that really surprises me most from their way of showing their interest.
There's one where sometimes i feel happy hanging out with him, but because of his persistence that slowly changes into an aggressive ones, like asking my whereabouts, from hour to hour, what was I doing. The care that they want to show, is proving how bothersome they are in the way they pesters me. Is like. Im not yours, so back off and stop acting as though I'm yours.
Basically, I thought we could maintain a friendship-relationship. But nope. Guess that didn't work that way, since he can't get me, he decide to become all nasty and rude towards me (even when we are still in the friendzone) His attitude become very nauseating for me and my friends to see, so we called it a STOP.
Then there is one that shows affection in person, like he would be really really soft when he speaks to me and it was pretty obvious, when he asked, I rejected, he actually told me "if you rejects my feelings, I'm afraid that is kind of hard for us to continue as being just friend" which really, I have no choice but to let go of this friendship cos...I can never force myself to give a try to a relationship when I have 0% ok- 0 is kind of harsh, but I do know how to differentiate feelings and what I want.
So yes, we eventually stop contacting one another.
Both moved on with no awkwardness.
Surprisingly, he text me last month to ask me to join him for a late drinking session.
at first i didnt know who text me, but seeing how he call me by the nickname (which he is the only who does) I knew it was him, but late night is a no no for me (busy lah)
LOL.
I'm glad that he took the initiative to text me, that shows i am still a bit part of his friend list.
But i hope us hanging out wont make your girlfriend uneasy.
One more.
Well, he didnt directly confesses to me.
But he actions says it all, he is caring and very well aware of my emotions.
LMAO.
His friend is the one who told me about his feelings towards me.
I think I don't want to share this out, because if I share out what he did for me, things can become pretty obvious and it might cause awkwardness HAHA
(P/S: if you are reading this, dont so perasan ok? I might the perasan one i guess LOL)
but this one right here.
He is still a part of my gang cycle, well at least, he has never (maybe?) made me feel uncomfortable before.
Okay, I'm getting goosebump just by sharing this.
Back to this colleague.
There are guys where they knew they were being rejected, they start texting you emotional text.
Indirectly hinting you that they are unhappy >.>
Gee, such a wuss.
