I used to think who cares what is going on inside of my body.
And i am those who can actually bear a lot in any kinds of pain.
Because I have a very low blood pressure, I can easily be strike with a severe headache and taking painkiller is my most reliable ways of pushing the pain awhile for temporarily.
I start by taking panadol then double the dose as 1 does not work for me anymore and slowly I switch to Ponstan a stronger painkiller.
It works like brilliant in the beginning but heck again I relied too much on it (probably taking them at least twice a week) slowly the effect was useless and my pain remains.
Like i said..i am tough enough to bear through many kinds of pain, but it was so severe that it is practically costing my time. It made me hold my work back as I could only lie on bed. Shutting my eyelids tight enough to slowly fall asleep and hopefully sleep through the pain.
Went to the pharmacy and I was introduce to Caffox. A strong painkiller to be taken along with Ponstan and damn I felt happy to have find anothet new buddy that could relief my pain.
(Have also tried Synflex and lots more others that you can find the name in google under 'best painkiller for headache' cos i would just jot down the name and head to the pharmacy for it)
I can bear with the pain but at most time I would prefer to be pain free. Who in the world want to be in pain?? Not me that is.
But if you're smart...you can probably guess it by now, the effect was slowly wearing off and not effecting fast enough. Like it can only make the pain go mild not gone but just mild.
So double up the dosage and my parents is keeping their eyes on me as they felt my dependence on painkiller is becoming a serious matter =_= maybe it is but hey if it can take my pain away..i seriously dont mind.
But because of overdosing with painkillers...there goes my stomach lining becomes thinner than it usually should :/ so now i easily have stomach pain (yes it become serious too) but then the other way to have that pain goes away...its just extra painkiller for the stomach pain to kiss my ass goodbye.
I think if I take a picture of my medication kit...you will be surprise to see how many kinds of painkillers i have and they are all at the highest mg :x
This happened before CNY this year or i think its during the 1st day of CNY. I woke up with a very painful headache coming from the side of my head. Somehow I realize the left side of my eye black out half of the side...urm...like you try to look at something without turning your head around and just moving the pupil? Yeap. I did that and it was just dark instead of visual...i never panic at that cos I was assuming it was due to the sunlight(?) Phone screen(?) Or TV that i was watching..and its gone when the headache left.
Until.
Yesterday.
I woke up. Severe migraine. My left side of the eye went completely blur. That was when I think is not okay to just to let it be. Took a trip to the medic. She say I may have a vein damaged but she dont dare to simply make a decision as she is not a specialist. So she recommended me to go to the hospital for a whole check up instead.
But then really...I guess I just have to wait a bit more and see how this blur eye goes if i ever have the migraine in the future.
Perhaps it is just the timing?
Idk.
Bottomline.
Do not get yourself overdose.
Not only on medication but love too.
:p
Life is too short to worry to much about yourself.
