Stablize

Hmm...i swear i will soon be out of patience with some asses.

One of the ceo came to me and brought me to the meeting room, hell of course i am nervous. Lol. 

"You know your colleagues here the longest has work for 2 years right? But you should also know, you were given much more power than them as well"

Pressure.

Of course!!

I cant say i do enjoy my job at times.

But lately i am out of patience teaching my so call SENIOR.

She's younger than me and also a bit slow.

But hey...if you know how to play facebook it means you know how to use a computer.

What i really hate was that when she makes a mistake, she blames either on the pc or type writer. Seriously wtf?

For me. When you start working. It means your boss starts owning your time, hell freaking yeah, they PAY you!! So please do something that benefits the company but all she ever did was the opposite way.

I told her sternly...boss pay you to help ease their burden not giving extra problem.

I gave her 3 weeks to get an assignment form done...well...to make her job easier...i write out a copy for her to follow. So all she has to do is use her perfectly vision fine eyes to see and type what i wrote.

How fucking hard can that be?

Then 1 thing i hate most is NO RESPOND.

I ask her simple question, just tell me you can do it or not and she just stand there with a pissed unhappy face on.

Out of my limit of patience finally.

I punch my knuckles into the wall and said YOU ARE NOT A WALL. RESPOND.

She got shock.

Even her close friend working there that aunty also got shock.

Is just very disrespectful and unreasonable of her.

I was given to teach you..help you learn.

But if you dont help yourself. 

I cant force you into doing it.

But is a dog eat dog world out there.

Especially with your work ethnics.

Trust me.

No one will hire you long.

Within 3 months of being monitor.

Is kiss the company ass goodbye.

Cos you are stubborn, not willing to learn when people teach.

Whether you like it or not, i was given the rights and responsibilities to teach you whatever i want you to learn.

Dont like?

Like i say, GO.

Space needed for some Breathing moments of my own.

Practically.

I wasn't saying I don't have time to breathe, I wouldn't have be blogging now then if that's what it means.

LOL

Just that lately, I have switch to an entirely whole new different field of job.

Law Firm.

Friends used to say, your english is very good, well, working in a law firm...I have a whole new dictionary to study with ;) Is hard, well, nothing is easy in the beginning, new things to learn, new words to learn.

Hardly a time of my own although i am working for typical office hours and days, means i am a free bird during weekends. That was the excellent side.

Just that, I want to save money more on the other hand, taking cab was one of the option i have been doing for the whole month, but if i am willing to wake up 2 hours earlier and take the bus, I save a lot of money.

=_=

Because of someone, I have to bear something on my back now, which is difficult like shit.

But oh well. I was willing when i offered to help.

So no complains should be done here.

:X

But lucky side was, when i am really bored or down, i have friends and my cute gongju and wangja there to cheer me up, put a smile on my face ;) I won't be able to post any of their pictures here since it was all on Instagram, go have a look there :)) no worries I don't private my account to make more people to follow me to able them to see what I have in stores. So go ahead and have some fun reading the comical gongju x) she'll put a smile on your face as well! hehehe!

Enough of talking about life, I face them every day and that includes tomorrow.

Let's blog something else.

Hmmm

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AHH!

SNSD has made a comeback *FINALLY* with MrMr, dear me *_* my namja chingu!

LOL

If a girl can look pretty and this handsome at the same time, what shall we do with the other guys on earth huh Kim Tae Yeon? x))

She's so petite, so cute, so cool, YOU JUST WANNA BRING HER HOMEEEEE!!

I am not your typical Sone, like if you want me to be all 

"OMG!! MrMr is DAEBAK when i listen to it for the first time i am in love"

*rolls eyes*

That aint me, tbh, i never like the music video. I dont hate it. I just wasn't surprise by it instead, i got confused like many other sones i realized :) but then one thing i really got hook in the mv was the dance break part, GAWD THEY ARE HAWT AND COOL!!!!

:Q

So proud to be a fan of theirs till now :) So proud of our soshi :3

I think I only watch the MV once and that was it, until....they came on their first live.

I SWEAR I BECOME ADDICTED TO IT.

I watch the live perf like at least 10 times a day? ;X shy confession here.

Can I watch this live someday? :))))) I will squeal like a fangirl XD hahahaha.

Actually I'm really happy that i made one final decision.

?

That is to love you.

There were 9 angels in a group.

And people tends to change bias to another bias, yes i find kim tae yeon all cute and hot, but my this baby here has the same as well ;) they are not the same, she is special.

There is something about her that keeps reeling my heart back no matter what.

If we meet and we talk about gg, i would probably says much more things that makes you think i am in love with Taeyeon, cos yeah, i brag a lot about how amazing that cutie is.

I didnt talk much about tiff, i do, but not exactly much so you all wont know how hell amazing she is as a beautiful woman, so she remains as mine :p KIDDING!

That sounds so scary T^T

When it comes to her, no words are needed, because i love her ^^ I wanna see you again soon kay?

Lets have a conversation someday <3 p="">

Dae....yagsog my love ;)

Just you kkkkk.

She kind of changes me? In a good way of course.

Like what wise?

Is not really clear since my screen is a lil too bright here, I dont know, the auto settings is just weird at times lol.

Got a Note3.

Friends was telling me to get the white and gold version.

Yeah, it looks chick and sleek.

I like that.

But when this girl flashes in my mine, i starts to doubt.

I mean, she loves pink, and every and anytime when i see that color, it reminds me of Tiffany hwang.

She loves pink so much, she becomes an addict and one day when we meet, I'm gonna tell her the reason behind why I got pink stuffs.

So yes, Pink Note3.

Girlish?

Yeah.

Are you girlish?

I am so far from that work, I swear, I cuss, I am who i am.

I just can't pretend to be all sissy and SUPER nice attitude in order for people to think,

"She's a nice girl...quiet...great manners for a girl..."

Ah, i am none of those bullshit above ^

Sorry, that just aint me, if you want to make friend with a girl who likes to be a second person from who she really is, then that is just ain't me.

I show middle fingers only because you did or said something that deserve my finger.

"Uhhh! So not classy?"

Then for those liars, in which categories should they be in?

For those pretenders out there, which list again?

Maybe I have weird personalities but that explains why I have best friends, we were actually being able to be all weird when we hang out that is why our stress was always relief when we meet up ;)

They are well known and yet they act silly, on stage in front of a camera...

That is why i love Girls Generation.

They dont pretend to be all classy just because they are really famous now.

They still act like themselves.

YEAHHHH!!!

(y)

I kept drinking red bull, at least once a day, to get myself stay awake in the morning.

To the point i see the skin on my fingers starts peeling off >_< damn it!

AHHHHH!! someone teach me a good tactic please...and that works!

Sleep early.

Guess what, i slept at 10pm once and i become even more tired OTL

LOL

I dont know, maybe is because i am growing older, or i am already.

I admit that. Wont deny that.

I feel old.

Not in physically kind of way but mentally.

A friend of mine argued with her bestie and she told me all the things she would do if she ever sees her ex bestie again, so i asked her, why should she be so rage for someone who is idiotic and worthless?

Then i realize, if it's the old me, I would've said something like confront that idiot, scold or wake them up.

But hey, the world needs to be balance with smart ones and the one less smarter.

So why should we waste our time, trying to correct or teach the ones that will never understand how to grow up?

See. Get what i mean.

x_x

Older hahaha.

I'm just glad that this job gives me more time to spend with my family members.

For me.

Friends are important, yes they are, but how many of them can be there for you like how your family does no matter how many times you hurt them?

You hurt your friends, they hold a grudge that you may never ever know.

You hurt your family, they remain as your family and love you the next day again.

Boyfriend?

(Taeyeon: Boyfriend? No such thing needed)

Guess I was being single for sometime and i enjoyed that freedom and stress free feeling?

Seeing the people around me, already stress with their work and adding the stress coming from their relationship makes me feel thankful.

There are pros and cons to everything.

Don't fall in love with someone who says the right things, fall in love with the person who does the right things

^

Agree.

Maybe wait till TaeNy in a relationship first? LOL KIDDING.

My prince charming havent appear.

Uh. But seriously, I dont think it will be any quicker.

I am so choosy <<< not because i think i am pretty or anything but because everyone have their own standards. Have i set up mine too high? I dont think so.

I know myself any better than anyone that is close to me and that includes my family members perhaps?

I am quite a dominant female. Haha.

I admit to that.

If you already have a good life that you are satisfy and happy.

Why greedy for more?

Let happiness flow into your way.

Tiffany Tiffany Tiffany.

WHY SO CUTE!

<3_ p="">

Recently, not too recent, i think a month ago?

I dont really remember, but i receive a message from someone telling me that he is back in the group.

Good for them, but one thing straight, it has nothing i have to be drag into.

I just feel like it is immature.

When you loss one thing you came back and dig for your previous treasure.

And to actually bad mouthed people after that, is just ridiculous.

Buddy, I am on no ones side.

Neither do i want to judge the situation, because I couldn't even bring myself to care about it.

But if blaming everything on her makes you feel good, then go ahead, but please dont pester me with your reasons, you are a guy, a man, if a girl ever tells you to eat her poop, will you do it?

This is one thing i really dislike, not related to this topic but something that makes more sense.

If it is over, its over, you can never cry spilled milk and when you spilled it, you try to push your guilt to someone else, that is just not cool and not how i roll any longer.

Back then, i might've said I TOLD YOU I WAS RIGHT DIDNT I? I TOLD YOU NOT TO RIGHT?

I was, once again lol, but...as i said, i am older and also busier.

No time to care for trash like this.

No one force you to do anything, you yourself choose it.

But please, be much more of a man, blame less on the ladies.

Buddy, your friend himself is also not that very right as well in such situation.

So, STOP IT.

I have no intention to pace up. AGAIN.

No point talking me in.

You are still a friend of mine and he can be your friend.

But just dont expect too much.

:)

Sorry bloggy.

I seriously can't find time to blog on you.

Been trying to write more and more chapters for my stories x_x

I need our JULY trip soon please :/

Wanna enjoy 99 lol

Some People Create Their Own Storms, Then Get Upset When It Rains.