Lying...
Is something perhaps you should think twice before doing so....
Because,no matter how much you try to hide one thing..
In the end,it will be exposed too..
So,to my conclusion is that...you better not lies.
Someone used to tell me,if you are lying for their own good..perhaps they can accept it.
But face it,no can take it..
No one can accept lies..no one..including yourself..
ooo : cant believe i have trusted you all this while!
xxx : i dont mean to lies to you,if i have a choice,i wouldnt have!
ooo : everyone has their own choice,and you has made one to lies to me.
xxx : sorry.
ooo : do you think one sorry is all that matters?? do you know how deeply hurt i am??
xxx : (speechless)
ooo : nothing to say?good,im about to walk out from your life now...
xxx : wait! look...im very sorry...im stupid for doing something that i know i would
regret!but im even more stupid to do something that would hurt you.
Im a human too,i make mistakes that i dont want to. I dont know what makes me
do that,okay...sorry.
ooo : do you think your sorry can pick up the shatter heart???
xxx : No,this is why i need another chance...give me at least another chance...
another chance to lies to myself that i can have another chance to love you
again,another chance to be the one for you...i know what i say now...you may
not believe,you can deny that you have love me before..but you can never deny
that you are happy when you are with me~ you can say you regret of trusting me
but can you say that you regret of being with me? I lied and its wrong!
is so wrong! so let me make it up to you... Give me some time...
Give me some time so you can gain some trust from me again. I dont need you to
love me back,but what i need is to make it up to you... so when people asked
you,that who will you choose if you have choice...you would choose me..
because im the one who can really put a smile on your face....
Im lost when i hear you saying you are about to leave me... lead me to the
right path again..give me a chance to do the right thing..
Sorry is just a word,let action shows you how sorry i am to you.
- its all in the past isnt it.. i cant forget this day either.. -
- is the day i thought is over for me.. the day i was afraid to lose you.. -
- but we both has now having our own life..because..thats all it matters to me now -
...sorry...
Forever A Sone Who Love Soshi
Friday, December 17, 2010
All Love Goes This Way (mostly)
Indeed is true that when you are in a relationship and when its over..
You dont seem to manage to forget some of the memorable ones.
Right?
So,its not wrong for me to remember some of it...
and is nothing surprising if i do still remember some.
When you're in a relationship..
This is all you can think of.
- I CANT LEAVE WITHOUT YOU.
- I NEED YOU EVERYDAY IN MY LIFE.
- WHAT WOULD MY LIFE BE WITHOUT YOU.
- I RATHER DIE IF YOU BREAK UP WITH ME.
- YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE.
- WHAT WILL BE IF I DONT HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE.
- THERE IS NO POINT OF LIVING WITHOUT YOU.
- YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MADE MY HEART STILL PUMPING.
- I WILL LOVE NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU.
- I CAN NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE OTHER THAN YOU.
- IM DEVOTED TO YOU.
- I WILL NEVER LIES TO YOU.
- HOW CAN I CHEAT ON YOU.
- WE WILL BE FOREVER.
- I LOVE YOU FOREVER.
- NOTHING CAN CHANGE MY LOVE TO YOU.
- I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPENED THE FUTURE.
- I CANT STOP LOVING YOU.
- NO MATTER WHAT YOU DID WRONG I CAN ALWAYS FORGIVE YOU.
- I NEED YOUR HUGS AND KISSES EVERYDAY.
- I JUST WANT YOU TO HOLD MY HAND AND NO ONE ELSE.
- I WONT LOOK AT ANYONE EXCEPT YOU.
- I WONT BE SWEET TO ANYONE ELSE EXCEPT YOU.
- YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY.
- MY HEART HAS ONLY GOT YOU.
- WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO WITH MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU.
Lol,any many more of course...
And with that,your mind will tells you automatically that you are in a very serious relationship..
Now,how many of you have encounter this before?
How many of you has eventually said this or heard from someone before?
I bet 99.99% of you surely does.
But what happens after everything was over?
Life still moves on right...
thats when things like this becomes memories...
I still see you living when we break (;
Because,those are just words...JUST WORDS you said when you are in love..
if you are mature and has a brain,you will know is time to move on.
(im not hinting anyone,just saying what is on my mind)
What makes you think it was really worth it to die for someone who you probably just know for not long...dying for them is worth it?
what about your parents who had care for you ever since the day you were only an infant?
LIFE GOES ON
Is all in your mind...
Your heart and mind dont always work out together...
Your heart might say to you,DONT LET GO,IS NOT WORTH IT
while your brain might say to you, IS TIME TO MOVE ON
Which makes you think very hard on you rather to let go...or to hang on it.
But you can trust me here for one thing...
Life still goes on and you can do it..
All you have to do is give yourself some time and push yourself to do what is suppose to be done.. (not by commit suicide =-=)
Why is there past?
Because is the past that makes what today is...
Without the past...there is no today...without today...there is no future.
Think about it...was it worth to do something stupid because you think your life is OVER just because you have failed in a relationship?
You'll never meet you MR or MRS RIGHT if you are always going for the wrong path.
The sweetest thing your partner can ever say to you when you are in a relationship.
Is also meant,the harsher words they can say to you when they dont love you anymore.
Always remember...when there is no trust in a relationship.
There is no point of continuing...
Chances? there will always be a limit in everyone's heart.
There will always be boundaries too you know.
If you cross over too much... BOOM... is bye bye to you.
This is why you must always be thankful and try not to do any big mistakes that could lead you hurting your love ones.
And being late and regret doesnt do any help if you keep on repeating it.
Dont want to lose your love ones then hold on to them tightly..
In anway,what matters most is no matter what happen...
BE STRONG
You dont seem to manage to forget some of the memorable ones.
Right?
So,its not wrong for me to remember some of it...
and is nothing surprising if i do still remember some.
When you're in a relationship..
This is all you can think of.
- I CANT LEAVE WITHOUT YOU.
- I NEED YOU EVERYDAY IN MY LIFE.
- WHAT WOULD MY LIFE BE WITHOUT YOU.
- I RATHER DIE IF YOU BREAK UP WITH ME.
- YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE.
- WHAT WILL BE IF I DONT HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE.
- THERE IS NO POINT OF LIVING WITHOUT YOU.
- YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MADE MY HEART STILL PUMPING.
- I WILL LOVE NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU.
- I CAN NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE OTHER THAN YOU.
- IM DEVOTED TO YOU.
- I WILL NEVER LIES TO YOU.
- HOW CAN I CHEAT ON YOU.
- WE WILL BE FOREVER.
- I LOVE YOU FOREVER.
- NOTHING CAN CHANGE MY LOVE TO YOU.
- I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPENED THE FUTURE.
- I CANT STOP LOVING YOU.
- NO MATTER WHAT YOU DID WRONG I CAN ALWAYS FORGIVE YOU.
- I NEED YOUR HUGS AND KISSES EVERYDAY.
- I JUST WANT YOU TO HOLD MY HAND AND NO ONE ELSE.
- I WONT LOOK AT ANYONE EXCEPT YOU.
- I WONT BE SWEET TO ANYONE ELSE EXCEPT YOU.
- YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY.
- MY HEART HAS ONLY GOT YOU.
- WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO WITH MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU.
Lol,any many more of course...
And with that,your mind will tells you automatically that you are in a very serious relationship..
Now,how many of you have encounter this before?
How many of you has eventually said this or heard from someone before?
I bet 99.99% of you surely does.
But what happens after everything was over?
Life still moves on right...
thats when things like this becomes memories...
I still see you living when we break (;
Because,those are just words...JUST WORDS you said when you are in love..
if you are mature and has a brain,you will know is time to move on.
(im not hinting anyone,just saying what is on my mind)
What makes you think it was really worth it to die for someone who you probably just know for not long...dying for them is worth it?
what about your parents who had care for you ever since the day you were only an infant?
LIFE GOES ON
Is all in your mind...
Your heart and mind dont always work out together...
Your heart might say to you,DONT LET GO,IS NOT WORTH IT
while your brain might say to you, IS TIME TO MOVE ON
Which makes you think very hard on you rather to let go...or to hang on it.
But you can trust me here for one thing...
Life still goes on and you can do it..
All you have to do is give yourself some time and push yourself to do what is suppose to be done.. (not by commit suicide =-=)
Why is there past?
Because is the past that makes what today is...
Without the past...there is no today...without today...there is no future.
Think about it...was it worth to do something stupid because you think your life is OVER just because you have failed in a relationship?
You'll never meet you MR or MRS RIGHT if you are always going for the wrong path.
The sweetest thing your partner can ever say to you when you are in a relationship.
Is also meant,the harsher words they can say to you when they dont love you anymore.
Always remember...when there is no trust in a relationship.
There is no point of continuing...
Chances? there will always be a limit in everyone's heart.
There will always be boundaries too you know.
If you cross over too much... BOOM... is bye bye to you.
This is why you must always be thankful and try not to do any big mistakes that could lead you hurting your love ones.
And being late and regret doesnt do any help if you keep on repeating it.
Dont want to lose your love ones then hold on to them tightly..
In anway,what matters most is no matter what happen...
BE STRONG
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Day BY Day
I need to get one thing straight...
If you treat me good and i will treat you even better...that's just typical of me.
Well,i do care about people i care deeply...sayang them very much indeed...
and this might sometimes lead to misunderstanding in the terms of the way i was treating them...
So,treating someone good was bad?
Or there some people who are not suppose to be treated well just because they might think wrongly of me?
:/ what do you want me to do......
So,yes..this is what i bought yesterday to have my hair color...
Look,i know nothing about this product.
The sales girl told me all you have to do is to put the products on as if you are washing your hair and leave it on for 30minutes....
:O serious? jinja?
bought it at the price of RM37.90 after discount...
*finger crossed*
and yeah....there is a result after all :DD
nyahahahahaha! but OMG the product stinks like hell...and somehow it burn my eyes
==" but it was all worth it.
^^
Oh yeah! went to GALACTIC LASER GUN game in MIDVALLEY (3rd floor)
what is my opinion of the game?
DAMN FUN! is really very very nice...
1st round was kind of nervous though but when it was the 2nd round...things are way more fun...
But the fun part was that i actually went with my manager's kids :DD
They are cute. oh well,bottom line...fun is the WORD.
^^
So,yes...went to my friend's house...
was planning to chit chat but in the end...i help her mum out by washing some of her clothes XD
Is it really wrong to care for others?
If you treat me good and i will treat you even better...that's just typical of me.
Well,i do care about people i care deeply...sayang them very much indeed...
and this might sometimes lead to misunderstanding in the terms of the way i was treating them...
So,treating someone good was bad?
Or there some people who are not suppose to be treated well just because they might think wrongly of me?
:/ what do you want me to do......
So,yes..this is what i bought yesterday to have my hair color...
Look,i know nothing about this product.
The sales girl told me all you have to do is to put the products on as if you are washing your hair and leave it on for 30minutes....
:O serious? jinja?
bought it at the price of RM37.90 after discount...
*finger crossed*
and yeah....there is a result after all :DD
nyahahahahaha! but OMG the product stinks like hell...and somehow it burn my eyes
==" but it was all worth it.
^^
Oh yeah! went to GALACTIC LASER GUN game in MIDVALLEY (3rd floor)
what is my opinion of the game?
DAMN FUN! is really very very nice...
1st round was kind of nervous though but when it was the 2nd round...things are way more fun...
But the fun part was that i actually went with my manager's kids :DD
They are cute. oh well,bottom line...fun is the WORD.
^^
So,yes...went to my friend's house...
was planning to chit chat but in the end...i help her mum out by washing some of her clothes XD
Is it really wrong to care for others?
Saturday, December 11, 2010
i remember everything doesnt means what you are thinking,silly.
Of course i remember what you said...even till now...
give me a reason i should forget it...
because we have broken up 3 years ago? no way.
there are things that i have cherish until now.. but things are never the same again
it will never be the same again.
I remember how your toes will turn blue-black when it starts raining and you get too cold..
I remember how you need Japanese tea when you have migraine,same like me.
Remember when you told me you were upset if you are calling me and my found out i was on the line with someone else..and because of that you couldnt get to me..
that's when i started,to cut off the calls whenever you call,i make to answer your call 1st..because you are more important..
but do you even remember,when that happens to me?but i remain quiet.
There are things i choose to remain silent is because i cherish you at the moment.
and cant bear to argue with you.so i choose to ignore and let it be.
But is also because of this,you think you are always right...and im making so much mistakes,when in reality,you and i both know what is really happening.
Because of this few days,im stress out,not to say,about my job....
i dont find you annoying...but i find it really sad to see you acting this way.
Are sure being with me is what you really want??
ARE YOU SURE?
remember the day we end our relation?what you have said to me?
think of that reason and think again on what you are saying now....
Be mature...think wisely.
and...i do not have the old feelings at all,anymore...sorry
i really cant answer your call anymore...you make me more sad by hearing you sobbing through the phone...
you acting this way wont solve anything you know
give me a reason i should forget it...
because we have broken up 3 years ago? no way.
there are things that i have cherish until now.. but things are never the same again
it will never be the same again.
I remember how your toes will turn blue-black when it starts raining and you get too cold..
I remember how you need Japanese tea when you have migraine,same like me.
Remember when you told me you were upset if you are calling me and my found out i was on the line with someone else..and because of that you couldnt get to me..
that's when i started,to cut off the calls whenever you call,i make to answer your call 1st..because you are more important..
but do you even remember,when that happens to me?but i remain quiet.
There are things i choose to remain silent is because i cherish you at the moment.
and cant bear to argue with you.so i choose to ignore and let it be.
But is also because of this,you think you are always right...and im making so much mistakes,when in reality,you and i both know what is really happening.
Because of this few days,im stress out,not to say,about my job....
i dont find you annoying...but i find it really sad to see you acting this way.
Are sure being with me is what you really want??
ARE YOU SURE?
remember the day we end our relation?what you have said to me?
think of that reason and think again on what you are saying now....
Be mature...think wisely.
and...i do not have the old feelings at all,anymore...sorry
i really cant answer your call anymore...you make me more sad by hearing you sobbing through the phone...
you acting this way wont solve anything you know
:DD
I was emo few hours ago and now im happy back.
As i was reading someone's blog,a lady walk into my shop looking at the products.
Immediately i can recognize her because i remember serving her in the beauty fair few hours ago,but i guess she dont..
She walk in and i start to re-talk about our products to her..
(not letting my mood making it bad) i smile to her constantly.
She start telling me what she bought in the FAIR. and even show me.
Sharing how happy she is when she bought those stuff at a fair price.
Thats when i begin to feel happy as i can see how happy she was.
Sharing and talking.
Making my heart from *cold* turns back to *warm* (;
She's a darling,seriously..
The next thing before i knew..she was taking out a big box of
BITTER GOURD TEA from her bag. and hand it to me,of course i say thanks but decline it
"i love sharing my happiness,dont worry,this is cheap...i give it to you...i dont know if its nice or not,but you can have it"
-no,thanks-
"are you sure?dont be shy..its okay,i can buy another one for myself..since you are so sweet and nice,i want to share this with you"
-awwww,thank you,aunty...but i dont want *shy* thank you so much but you can keep it for yourself and let me know if its nice or not,anyway,bitter gourd is very good for body-
"you sure ah? okok,i dont want to force you.dont need to be shy.im just very happy today"
-you know what,you have just made my day,because seeing you happy,makes me happy too aunty-
And she keeps smiling to me...she even said to see if we have fate tomorrow by bumping into one another tomorrow..if she's going to the FAIR again.
hahaha,she's so cute.
another little girl came into my shop and talk to me...
the way she talk was way too cute to be true!
^^ another smile on my face
God does have his own way to make on person happy :DD
thank you God <3<3
As i was reading someone's blog,a lady walk into my shop looking at the products.
Immediately i can recognize her because i remember serving her in the beauty fair few hours ago,but i guess she dont..
She walk in and i start to re-talk about our products to her..
(not letting my mood making it bad) i smile to her constantly.
She start telling me what she bought in the FAIR. and even show me.
Sharing how happy she is when she bought those stuff at a fair price.
Thats when i begin to feel happy as i can see how happy she was.
Sharing and talking.
Making my heart from *cold* turns back to *warm* (;
She's a darling,seriously..
The next thing before i knew..she was taking out a big box of
BITTER GOURD TEA from her bag. and hand it to me,of course i say thanks but decline it
"i love sharing my happiness,dont worry,this is cheap...i give it to you...i dont know if its nice or not,but you can have it"
-no,thanks-
"are you sure?dont be shy..its okay,i can buy another one for myself..since you are so sweet and nice,i want to share this with you"
-awwww,thank you,aunty...but i dont want *shy* thank you so much but you can keep it for yourself and let me know if its nice or not,anyway,bitter gourd is very good for body-
"you sure ah? okok,i dont want to force you.dont need to be shy.im just very happy today"
-you know what,you have just made my day,because seeing you happy,makes me happy too aunty-
And she keeps smiling to me...she even said to see if we have fate tomorrow by bumping into one another tomorrow..if she's going to the FAIR again.
hahaha,she's so cute.
another little girl came into my shop and talk to me...
the way she talk was way too cute to be true!
^^ another smile on my face
God does have his own way to make on person happy :DD
thank you God <3<3
Stephanie Tiffany Hwang Mi Young
Yeah~
I miss this one person a lot lately.
Yes,i think if you're a Sone...
You should know why she isnt performing lately...
And if you dont,let me tell you why...She has injured herself..
and is taking a rest to get recover soon.
She was to put on hold of all her event for 4weeks but she indeed as i know,very determine to cute the 4weeks to only 2weeks.
But then of course,each and sone wants her to recover 101%
I myself,wouldnt want this to happen again in the future,i cant bear to watch this happen to her ever again :(
I miss seeing her performing HOOT with SNSD
things wasnt the same without her.
I used to look forward for every performance...for her eye smile and wink.
And now,im waiting for her to come back strong! and i know she will <3
So,yes...i have pimp my crib...full of her pictures...
so what do i see 1st thing when i wake up,tiffany hwang of course.
XD
im not obsess but right now,i really miss seeing her!
this is what i do when i wake up.
Look at her pictures and said
"i hope to see you in a news in fb today..you coming back,deal? *wink* hwaiting!"
hahaha,i know,crazy. XD
I miss this one person a lot lately.
Yes,i think if you're a Sone...
You should know why she isnt performing lately...
And if you dont,let me tell you why...She has injured herself..
and is taking a rest to get recover soon.
She was to put on hold of all her event for 4weeks but she indeed as i know,very determine to cute the 4weeks to only 2weeks.
But then of course,each and sone wants her to recover 101%
I myself,wouldnt want this to happen again in the future,i cant bear to watch this happen to her ever again :(
I miss seeing her performing HOOT with SNSD
things wasnt the same without her.
I used to look forward for every performance...for her eye smile and wink.
And now,im waiting for her to come back strong! and i know she will <3
So,yes...i have pimp my crib...full of her pictures...
so what do i see 1st thing when i wake up,tiffany hwang of course.
XD
im not obsess but right now,i really miss seeing her!
this is what i do when i wake up.
Look at her pictures and said
"i hope to see you in a news in fb today..you coming back,deal? *wink* hwaiting!"
hahaha,i know,crazy. XD
God open my eyes
Recently,things had happened in a way i didnt think it would.
Now i truly realize who is my real friend and those that are not.
i want to share some stuff,things that make me wonder.
i have this colleague who is at the age of 26 and a mother of two.
Now,im sure you'll be thinking this person must have a mature thinking.right?
well,so do i...but we are all WRONG.she's not! and what was even worse.
she acts worse than my 3 dogs at home.
This person not only is she two faced...but she too.
love to back stab and change story infront of me and to my lady boss.
She misuse my lady boss name by making us to do stuff and said it was my managers command..
Things happened that make me feel really angry towards her...
the anger of mine wanting to shred her into pieces.. :/
or slap her in the face.
please,use your brain and think...if you have one.
you're 26 and you should watch out for what you are doing now
stop messing with the wrong person!
You have already burst my bubbles...and im not going to let you go off just like that
I swear...what you have did to me...im going to make you suffer 10times of how you made me.
chances and chances are given to you but you never change...
never ever mess with me,im serious.
i respect you because you are OLDer than me.
but then,what you did,make me realize you dont even deserve the respect im giving to my dog.
You make me look down on you even more,dont blame me for cursing you.
because.
YOU DESERVE IT
Now i truly realize who is my real friend and those that are not.
i want to share some stuff,things that make me wonder.
i have this colleague who is at the age of 26 and a mother of two.
Now,im sure you'll be thinking this person must have a mature thinking.right?
well,so do i...but we are all WRONG.she's not! and what was even worse.
she acts worse than my 3 dogs at home.
This person not only is she two faced...but she too.
love to back stab and change story infront of me and to my lady boss.
She misuse my lady boss name by making us to do stuff and said it was my managers command..
Things happened that make me feel really angry towards her...
the anger of mine wanting to shred her into pieces.. :/
or slap her in the face.
please,use your brain and think...if you have one.
you're 26 and you should watch out for what you are doing now
stop messing with the wrong person!
You have already burst my bubbles...and im not going to let you go off just like that
I swear...what you have did to me...im going to make you suffer 10times of how you made me.
chances and chances are given to you but you never change...
never ever mess with me,im serious.
i respect you because you are OLDer than me.
but then,what you did,make me realize you dont even deserve the respect im giving to my dog.
You make me look down on you even more,dont blame me for cursing you.
because.
YOU DESERVE IT
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