Annual Dinner

Spot my title, well, yeah :) it was fun because WE WON as we had planned and wished!! ^^
what happened? well, the theme for this year 2012 annual dinner for the whole big company, yes, when i say big company, is not only my Bella company side, but the sister and brother company to SVENSON HAIR CARE and also MARIA FRANCE, yeap yeap, im not working in a (one and only) bitsy company anymore :3
so, that night, we had like HUNDREDS of people attending =-= the feeling of you dancing on stage?
=die lor :O but naw, im still here!! XDXD

So like yeah, we discuss and manager actually came to me and asked how we should performance.
i did a little of TTS- Twinkle for the beginning as our entrance song ;)
and then we started off with Lady Marmalade sang by Taeny :DD
and surprise the whole people with HUSH HUSH at the end.
and well, yes, im happy to say, i had choreograph the dance steps and we WON $$$
Before i continue any further, shall i just post some pictures? :)

Here's me and bii :)) she helped me with some of my make up but best part? she tie my hair and style it ^^
gomawo bii, you know i love you! x)

Ja-jannnng!!! me and wendy :) <3

we are so HIGH that night XD even when we didnt even drink wine! dancing to Nobody by wg and also Party Rock XDXDXD with ginger ^^

me and my other bii ;) he become consultant sudah, better dont lc me :p i sure will knock your head! kekeke! leng zai bii <3 with the eyeliner x)

Me and Carmen :DD we were so excited and nervous BEFORE and AFTER the performance!!
well, we all are!!!!

I love this! :D hahaha! me and Gracie!!!! <3

The team family :D

Heee~~~

So, that night was JOY and HAPPINESS.

we enjoyed ourselves, and the feeling of people cheer during you dance, clap their hands real loud, it was DAEBAK!!!!!!!

a practice of less than a week, things were worth it :)) *happy*

One moment, my manager suddenly said

"this girl ah, she does look a little bit like korean" and i was like

....... o.O > O.O > *smirks* > XD LOL!!!!!!

and during the lucky draw, the emcee actually announces one of the lucky winner, Tiffany.

My reaction?

I stand up and see which girl who would name herself Tiffany XDXD turns out to be a lady :/

my colleagues was like XDXDXDXDXDXD big reaction huh?? 

and the emcee wasnt hosting very clear, he happens to mention something like "korean girl" or something.

then my colleagues was like "eh, they calling you, go go go go go"

being the silly me, i stood up, make my dress properly and sit down again :p

where's the fun if there is no class clown, well, i was the 'class clown' because i just want people around me to laugh and had a good time, thats all it matters for me :DD

i choose not to hate or whatever, just dont care.

i love the song, LOVE SICK by TTS, such sweet melody song GAHHHHHHHHH!

ME DYING FOR THAT SONG LEH!!!!!!

but of course, Twinkle was the main one in my heart, great job TTS :DD

you girls are daebak!!! maknae is so gorgeous and cute!!!

my wife and mistress? need to say more? JJANG JJANG JJANG all the way.

seriously, dont apologize and ask for forgiveness when in your heart, you didnt even know what you did wrong....dont....you have your life, i have mine, stop texting me, when that day i said, stop looking for me as i will definitely stop and i did, you should move on. I am no one to stop you from continuing your life. go find a better one. Im cool with the one im having now, we're not together is because, you never knew things...you cant catch up...and really, the things you said or did, shown you were still immature, i need someone to take care of me, or at least we can take care of each other, but not someone i must look after or babysit, please.......move on with your life. dont bother me. anymore. thank you.

and as for us :p yeah.

we might had a little small bickering last week, you were whining and i was all moody and sick.

we both ended up BOOM but we finally realize, (well, i realize) i still saranghae you. so :p

we both finally clicks again like we used too :p love you!

i seriously want to blog more. but. really.

i am barely so free nowadays :/ stress with stuffs, work is hectic (thank god i have great colleagues and bff this time around) and i was dead sick :/ i had an annual leave and off day together, ended up staying at home because fever decides to visit me.

Mr. Cough has been around me for about 3weeks++ and yet, still doesnt plan to even leave....

so :/ should i go see a doctor? i've been vomiting also ==

kill me la! ish :p

dae.. annyeong..

SNSD are my treasure

I always get so touchy from the inside, like something is tickling my eyes from inside, whenever i listen to Complete by GirlsGeneration, especially when i listen to their live in their first Korea Concert Tour.
I just always in the end, gets all teary :') I know i dont just love them for being an idol but i love them more than that, like they were a family member of mine but of course, she is MY wife ;) dae, tippani hwang? XD kekeke!

I knew there's no perfection, but this lady here, she's closes to one.

Doesnt matter whether to just judge on her appearance or even her husky sexy voice, but her inner feelings, her heart, is what melts me a lot. I wont say i know her best, because, i want to know her even longer, so i can understand her more and to know her even better, which that concludes, she will be staying in my heart for a long long long time! how long? Hmmmmm, i name that Forever :)

So, whenever i watches complete performed live, i always catch Taeyeon's attention.

Her expressions were jjang, how she got teary is how i got teary also.
Silly? I dont know what you may call it, but probably is because i was touched by the performance they put up for us, their effort to make us enjoy with every moves and songs sang by them :)
Live or not, lipsync or not, doesnt really matters to me, honestly.
I just love them a lot!

I am very thankful with the people around me right now, the right ones.
The ones that suppose to last with me, has been revealed already.
Those that i care less and doesnt need, was finally removed once and for all.
:) some people just never grows.
They never give respect to people around them and what they expect was respect from us to them.
Dont be such a fool with words like pointing fingers are like pointing back at yourself.
and much more rubbish junky words.
your call, but if you have that right proper brain and mind, use it, not waste it, buddy.
dont let your vagina judge people, dont let your cock do the talking.
Its your brain and mouth that should do the thing.
but probably now, how true it is when people said "she has cock, she forgets friends"
cos, when you have her pussy, you become a pussy, you stood out your friends, not stood up.
are there any man instinct left in you? and no, not when you are fucking her.
think of what you did to your friends, yours.
I aint talking about me, because i care lesser, or should i say care none.

When people borrowed you stuff, especially its a gift, doesnt matter its expensive or not.
ITS A GIFT, study this word and learn, cockblock!
You should've taken care of it, taken well care of it.
You broke my dvd, you second handed puss!
After thinking so long, probably, is just true enough of they told me,
you broke it on purpose.
how could you? pretend to be nice, apologizing to me, grabbing my arm and plead to get back like sisters.
next thing before i knew it, you broke my girls generation dvd collection.

no point of getting on my nerves, its already broken.
but this teach me a lesson, never believe a person who used to be a bitch,
even if they apologize, they never change, they just becomes bitchier and thats all they ever be.


you pretended to be nice, borrowed people's stuff and then went and break it.
i hope you'll be break sooner.

TaeTiSeo - Twinkle

Okay! It's finally out, the Music Video and me, being a proud sone, what more can i say?
with 1 million views over one night, yes, just in 24hours and youtube has its 1million views already on Twinkle's music video :DD

But what can you ask for more when your two bias is in there, Taeny jjang!

All i can say is, Tiffany impressed me very much with her engerish accent in here ;) i love it, wifey<3

and then we have Taeyeon, with that dorky grin from time to time of course, not to miss out anything, her superb strong vocals!

Maknae ahh~~~ you just keeps impressing me more and more from time to time, all grown up.

Getting more mature as you grow up (at least something is changing for good) ;D

I got to admit, i dont know all the lyrics yet but i bet i will sooner, cos i cant stop listening to Twinkle the most! is like, your body just want to jive along to the song even though i havent have the time to learn the dance, but this song is :DD jjang!
Now, all-kpop actually stated, "3was enough" == seriously, wtf is that.
There wont be TaeTiSeo if it wasnt for Girls Generation, it all only makes sense.
So please.... but is good mix of three strong vocalist and i cant wait for the invasion into Music Bank!!
WOOOOOOOO!!!! but im working :O but i can watch them on a flat screen in my company ;)

Accusation with no proof will only make you as an idiot ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bs9UnqSca8Y&feature=related
So yes, i got touchy when i watch this... How sweet isnt she? :')
Kwon Yuri jjang !! how thoughtful and considerate you are, passing your mic to Jessi and maknae, so they can sing well with the good mic.

I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR THE NEW ALBUM RELEASE FROM TAETISEO!
i bet you do too right?
Well, give a little more patience, as teaser will be release on the 29th of March and full song will be out on the next day! Then you'll have to wait till it's 5th of May for their Music Video.
with this cutesy punk rock edgy dress code they have really makes me wonder, what will they be bringing out ;) i know it'll surely surprises me, no doubt on that! so yes, i'll be a good kid and wait patiently..

You bought me the ticket for GG concert *spits on you* you barely can afford it,
but thankful to maknae, i manage to see them for the first time, stop making credits for yourself .lol.
You made me cut short hair?? *spits with phlegm*  lololololol, so desperate for credits.
Ahhh, anyhow...
All this time, it was a misunderstanding, because, when i posted,
"if anyone wanted to join me for the petronas twin tower concert GG night, please like this post and i will tag you in a message in the inbox for the plan on where to meet and what are the plans"
Well, i never mention that anyone who likes it would be in the plan isn't it?
I did what i posted, sending private inbox to those people who are keen to go with me and has the initiative to goes along with the plan :) and if you happens to not be in the inbox, how can you make it as an acknowledgement that I ASKED YOU TO MEET UP? because i personally remember not tagging your name in the message inbox with the others.
So, like yeah, another accusation ? ROFL.


oh well, i dont hate you :) jinja. why would i go on waste my time and hate a stranger right?
it's just a small matter but you love to accuse and cause it to become a big issue.
move on..


Now, Genting and Korea trip in plan @@ someone, help me out. Big gathering, big group of travelers.
Burden on my shoulders :) but worth it for sure.

My Dream Come True In A Dream o.O

So, it happens like this, i happens to be in chalet with my family, for a vacation i guess, not sure.

What happened was, it suddenly rained very heavily outside, two muscular men walks in, following by someone i never expect to see at such close distant, Yoona then followed by Yuri and came along with the rest of the members of Girls Generation.

Even in the dream, i can feel my heart beating like crazy, like...WOW SUCH CLOSE DISTANT!

The chalet hall was soon occupied by people in their 30's which i guess they didnt really know who SNSD is.

Quickly the girls were usher into another hall, i made a brave move to follow behind after that.

The first i came close encounter with is Sunny, GAH! so cute close up! especially with that hairstyle of hers i like most, the short blonde one!! :)) She looks at me, smiling and bows a little.

I walks closer to her and bows back, "annyeonghaseyo, sunny-shi"

She seems surprise that i can speak a basic Korean, but then she bows again ^^

"Sunny-shi...where...urm....is Tippany?"

She gives me the widen eyes look, but then a smile appear on her face as she points up to the ceiling.

"Upstairs?" i asked.

She nods her head, i bow again and give my thanks, then skip my way up the stairs.

There's a lot of bedroom door, but only one on my right side, the door was left open, the bed can be seen with the door open and there's a korean like lady, sitting on the bed, looking back at me.

Beside her, was 2 pairs of feet dangling out on the edge of the bed, with blanket covering over themselves.

I was disappointed so, i decide to turn around and go back downstairs, but then, i heard familiar giggling.

There is no way i can not recognize that husky tone!

I walk straight towards the room, but the lady stood up and walks to me.

"fany ahh" i quickly calls out.

The giggling stops, the blanket was threw aside, revealing Taeny underneath it.

(NOW BEFORE YOUR BYUN MIND GETS AHEAD, NO! THEY ARE JUST CHATTING UNDERNEATH THE BLANKIE)

That's when i realize i died and revive at the same time in the dream :))

Tiffany look at me with the puzzle look on her face.

"Fany ahh, im a big fan of Girls Generation! especially towards you...."

She smile and did a small bow.

Not going to lose the chances, i quickly ask, "Tiffany, can i please take a picture with you?"

But sadly, the smile fades away, replace by a small frown instead.

I was disappointed, knowing what's the indirect answer from her..

"Please tiffany, i promise i will keep it safe with me and not spread it on the internet, i really really like you very very very much Tiffany! you're my one and only idol...i can even show you my video of my collection"

One moment, she hesitated, but i guess my sincerity was enough to melt her.

She finally gives the eye smile and then nod her head.

Stupid me only realize i have nothing in my hand, i rush down and quickly grab my phone (YOONGIE)

Tiffany signals me to come over to her.

Yes, i died again T.T and then revive for the second time.

I sat next to her, she look nervous..

"Im not suppose to do this you know...." she said.

"owhh...it's okay then, i find it enough to being able to talk to you" i smiled, not pushing for it.

"but you seems reliable... promise you wont spread it around?" she asked.

I nods my head and smile and she smiles back.

She passes my phone to Taeyeon XD to help us take a picture.

when we did, i look at the 1st picture that Taeyeon took for us, but Tiffany has her face turn side way,

"tiff..... i cant even see your face in here...."

"mianhae... i was worried for a moment"

Tiffany then grab the phone from taeyeon's hands and stick her face right next to mine.

I swear, my heart beats like there's no tomorrow, like it's a race ._. 

she took a selca, that's when i heard, my dad calling my name.

I look at her worriedly and said that i was going to miss this....

she told me, if there was fate in between us, and there's her in my heart, we will meet again.

We hug and then im back to reality.

My dad really is calling me to wake up for work...

I walk in to my room and look at Tiff's poster and said,

"i really hope so"

:) Tiffany Hwang, you're daebak!!

live life as it is, stop whining.

Okay, i have like what? a 20 minute time to spare to blog XD *palipalipali*

Shhhhhh~ settle down, if i panic, i probably just end up having more typos.

So~ where should i start? oh yeah! hmm! here i am wondering if i have blog about SNSD in M'sia or not :/ maybe i should blog a little small portion of it?

:)

Well, yes, Girls Generation has finally came to M'sia for a small concert night for the Twin Towers.

I was in absolute joy when i heard the news was confirmed, since i was doubting.

Grab some tix while i manage to make some new friends there on the day i purchase the tix.

I even told the guy who present the tix to the buyers.

"you guys are earning money from us, SONEs eh? please make sure the freezone has a difference view from the fanzone, we're like purchasing stuffs that we didnt want for the damn tix you know?"

other sones laughed and agreed with me and even the guy who sells tix, AGREES!! LOL!

(SKIP)

So, there i am @ around 8am, wondering around, waiting around while, making new friends!

Let me tell you one thing, i was even excited just looking at sowons around XDXD

*happy* different people from different places, different races, but we all come for one same thing, GIRLS GENERATION *cheers* ^^

Oh yeah, dont want to list this out, i was having a small event from my page, that is, which ever sowons who can recognize me, come to me and i'll give them a set of bookmarks and posters of GG, well, a few of them waves at me and i was like o.o *points to myself* "me?" XD

but i was very proud of the brave move they did, so yes, i manage to give out a few.

although there are some disappointment happens on that day but overall, who cares of worthless when all my point of the day was to see GG ! ^^ super happy!

(okay~ i know, im spazzing~~)

There is too much to say while there is not much time :( i shall continue about the concert on the next post perhaps? (:

Hmmm, lets just say, SNSD are amazing, not only i can get to see them AGAIN performing right in front of my very own eyes, but that day has finally show me what is worth to live for and what is worth to keep in my life :D Gomawo~

My new sowons mate! hahahaha!! The girl right next to me is desperately waiting for Yuri, her so call HUBBY wor XDXD hahaha! she was screaming "YURI SE WO DE LAO GONG" and everyone was like O.O hahaha! cute isnt she! so daring! all i can scream is

"TIFFANY~ MARRY ME!!!!!!!!!!" and "WOW! SEXY BUTT!!"

i am just stating the fact of what i saw on that day okay ;) hahaha!

Hehe! the first group that line up at GateB and i was the second, behind from her, but we become friends.

we complained about the weather and how we stick up to the promise pack we made! how we sing Hot Summer.

and how the rest ask me not to play "LET IT RAIN" because it did rain after when i did it the first time o.O epic.

so yeah, when i accidentally played the song again, they was like "NO NO NO NO NO NO DONT~"

Superb friendly sowons!

Well, i am really impressed when a few of them actually search for me in fb and added me :D

because of my busy work on hand, i rarely have the time to search, cos if i do has the time, i would too!

Thats not the point, since we all have added one another *cheers* more people joining my korea trip!

and my babe! who is lucky enough to get free passes to the Goldenzone.

:) lucky her!

I heard from many that, sowons that really cheers their lungs out were the fanzone one :/ idk, i just got the news.

but i know i was cheering like crazy while trying to stable my camera not to shake too much XD

oh well, i am proud to say I FINALLY HAVE MY VERY OWN FANCAM!!! *cheers*

Yes, indeed, that day was tiring and exhaustion, but none of this were interfering me at all when i was lining up.

my mind was determine to wait for the girls arrival and watch the perform and scream for them like CRAZY!

True, i did line up one whole day! waiting under the hot weather and the sudden rain!

i even ended up squeeze in the fanzone, but but but IT WAS ALL WORTH IT.

Experiences are memories to be tell in the future, Great Memories are wonderful to be share.

At least when we talk about it, i can start with the whole journey, how crazy we are to buy tix just to watch them.

how we line up the whole day long just to watch them.

I think some people like it free and easy, but i am alright with all this waiting and lining up.

because the girls meant a lot to me, when i say i love them, i love them as if they were my family members.

:) and it was all worth while.

Now i cant wait to see them again! YES PLEASE!

I guess we have the fate? hehehe ^^ once again, i met Tiffany very very very VERY close up.

she was leaving in the car, and i was like, what? RIGHT NEXT TO THE CAR!!! she was waving goodbye with my favorite smile of hers, Totoro Smile :D (aka AWKWARD SMILE) Shoooooooooooooo cute!!!!

I was shock and stunned, yes tiff, thanks a lot, first, in singapore you stunned me when you shoot me during hoot with your wonderful eye smile and now you stunned me once again with that cute smile of yours.

IM HAVING DIABETES BECAUSE OF MIYOUNG HWANG :p LOLOLOLOLOLOL

but yeah, is the truth ;3

oh yeah :x i almost cried - claims ck liew >.> but actually i was just thrilled! happy! excited! shock! stunned! so i was like "FANY AHHHHHH!!! OHMYGOD~!!!!!!!!!" and yeah, i felt my face burning, next thing i know is, he said that my face was freaking red! O.O

(thanks for the cute bow during Mr.Taxi, it was seriously cute)

i love you, tiff ^^

Last Saturday was.......

(my lappy isnt detecting my phone memory card fast >< never mind, i will just temporarily use a few first, kay)

^^ continue- last Saturday was....... A M A Z I N G

hell yeah it was! laughter all the way! wae?

I finally made it happens with the right people, sorry <.< right people, what i meant to say was, it happens with the people i wants to go with most! :D

SHOGUN in FARENHEIT ! weeeeeeee~ we planned it for a week, and i was glad that my friends make an effort to actually asked when was it and what time we're going, although they ARE busy :))

doesnt matter how busy we are, if there's a will and initiative to ask, things can happen easily.

and it did! although some cant make it, but, there's always tomorrow :) hopefully<3

drag Ck along and he becomes our GPS. awkward? with my colleagues? NOPE!

we were laughing like we are in our own world! Making new friends arent that bad :) the point is, making with the right ones or not, we did, cos the unwanted ones was left forever behind.

(i cant upload the pictures T.T later at home i shall try again)

One enjoyable day, although it was interrupt by some bloody messages (dont you know fb has a function call MESSAGE INBOX) :) bet you didnt, but we roll our eyes and continue the fun of the night :D

the food there that day wasnt that fresh but i was, as usual, gulping down the salmons! XDXD

Stacy Bii brought some very very very UNAPPETIZING dishes and cause me, ck and herself to spit it out right away == beh tahan, jinja beh tahan!

We taken a lot of pictures.

my colleagues asked me, "why you like to take pictures so much ah??" it was surprising cos i thought i dont like it either and then i realize, i love taking pictures with the people i loves! automatically i will pull my phone out and grab them and ask for pics and pics and PICSSSS XD yeah, we took a lot, but stupid lappy was lagging now ==

here are the ones i love MOST!

My sweetheart (that's what she call me though, i call her all kind of nicks)

I know her for about 7months already.

but it seems like we known each other forever, she know my story i know hers.

and she's always nagging me, "dont let stupid stuffs bother you liao~~~"

and she gave me thumbs up when i finally listen to her advice :)

I love her a lot! she's jinja funny! we're always laughing...yeah, since when we are not.

how we always tease each other XD she drop my galaxy W and i swear i'll drop her iphone4 :p

i am glad we both has thoughts that are alike.

and then we have...

Me and Bii!!!!!!!! :D

this guy is the best colleague/chingu ever!

is always, ALWAYS laughing like hell whenever we both are around.

Just any jokes can be brought up! XD laugh until we cant breath, teasing each other 99

love love love love love him a lot ^^ he as a friend, as a colleague, as a bii, Daebak!

Last but not least..

My chingu for 10years.

10years wasnt an easy ride, yes, we argue, i was mad at him, he was mad at me.

ignore each other, i was furious about him at times, i bet he was too, angry at me some times...

but because our friendship is deep, we tolerate and forgives.

That's what i call friendship.

he has his friends, i has my friends, but we never throw each other away, even when we have new ones :)

now matter how busy we are, in a week, both, either sides, will automatically ask for drinking session.

when we're together, laugh again, joke again, say the same thing and laugh again, even stares can make us laugh

._. scary eh? but that's us!

We dont just enjoy the fun time together, happy or sad, we go through it together.

we open up the feelings of how we felt about things, honestly.

that's how we maintain such a long friendship.

chingu, saranghae :)

I havent complete my pictures uploads and my journey of SNSD concert in M'sia.

i shall continue it the next day when i have time.

chingus, maknaes, oppa, mianhae.......jinja, at times, i was online and then i left without replying to the post or inbox, i seriously do not mean anything :( i was really too busy nowadays, i can barely have time to sit in front of the computer for more than an hour!

But i'll be back soon :DD and we'll talk like there's no tomorrow yeah??

"dont post anything silly that can stir your own anger, if its a past and you don't care, what is the point of posting something that you said you dont care anymore ? everyone needs to learn how to grow up, even those who are pointing fingers. they pointed finger, asking for a halt to all this, but yet, still saying things, that's even more silly.

If you do or say anything silly, you are just dropping your own standards down to their par. Keep your chin up, you have more on whats upcoming in your life ahead"

dae, my love :)

p/s: cheater or not, Tiff is my first, Tae is my second, Sica is my third :p

hah! so a superstar must stay 24/7 to check on their phone? and reply right away once they receive a message from their so-called FANS? o.O jinja? wow, i didnt know superstars are made out to be a robot.

even a robot needs to rest while its getting its battery to be fully charge again :DD lololololol

and if they dont reply, they are accuse of forgetting their fans :/ life is really hard as a superstar.

people need to realize, those stars are humans, with real blood and real feelings.

WOOTS!!!!

SOWON ROOM

my room that is, sadly i was doing all this alone XD my hand cant stop shaking!

last time,

left,

few months later,

grab,

come back again.

now,

few months later,

beg on knees,

i dont give a

damn

:)) weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! next outing ah!! cant wait!!!!

Korea~

Im coming ;D

BIG DEAL !

.....that if i ever cheats? :p what were you thinking eh? Grow up :)

Look at what i found XDXD

So, she's totally checking her butt out (duh~ so obvious) and she's.....totally not only not minding it, but like it?

:O shocking? aha~ i dont think so, things never change.

okay, i have got to admit, this girl is really really getting onto me, she's very very precious :))

she's cute, she's pretty, she's sexy when she has that stare XD

(no worries, i am always a fanytastic, that's my wife OK)

SHOCK? nope. i got used to it ;) she's always this cute. while some still remains with that attitude.

CUTE RIGHT???? I KNOW RIGHT!!!!!!!!!

I am a taenganger as well, who said you can only have one bias.

I have one wife, a mistress and a girlfriend.

so, just deal with it :pp araso araso~

Like i said, i super love tiffany, but is also because of her relationship with Taeyeon that made me fall for her too.

Cos i shipped their relationship, Taeny!! :D

I didnt need the reason to blog some happenings, i dont need the whole world to know.

like who the fuck give a care about that?

Besides, what happened, happens.

So yeap :) needless to continue!

Yeah, you can continue your crappy post or crappy blog.

Ooooh~ like i care XD

Oh yeahh~ cant wait for this coming saturday :DDD

before i leave... one more!

I SEE WHAT YOU DOING THERE JESSICA JUNG SOO YEON~