Taeny is coloring my life :D

Fuhhhhh~ it's like really cold right now, my fingers felt like Popsicle >< hahaha~
I really really hope my hypertension doesnt needs to rely onto medication, cos who in the world likes taking medication \O/ no one! Especially me, i cant swallow pills, i have to like, make them all go powder and add with water >.> i know right. pathetic, what to do, i was doing all the way ever since i was a kid!


How to say.....mmmm~ it's more severe now...
like if i look at my phone to read the sms and look up, i got all dizzy.
and if i bend down to pick things up, i got all dizzy.
:/ it was never that way last time. eottoke? life continues ;)


Sometimes, i really dont understand you.
you like to be sarcastic then suddenly become all nice again.
like what the hell dude, make your decision, cos i cant stand sarcasm.
one more sarcasm from you to me, you're a goner.
im serious.


reading my previous blog is sort of a good and bad idea.
maybe i should just stop.
i even thought about deactivating my fb account \O/ but i cant, some people i love are still there!
i talk to her, she gave tons of pov....thanks darling, you're a genius and i LIKE you, kay? no love love going on between you and me XDXD wifey might just kill me.


so tired, were the word always coming out from my mouth constantly.
i really am, no matter how much i sleep, i still get all tired.
i got a great offer to transfer into another centre, with extra income.
money is perfect, who hates money? o.o but well, truth is, money cant buy happiness.
with my awesome colleagues im having here, laughing all day long.
can money buy me that? no....
so really, im having a hard time thinking about.


Ahhhh~ I NEED SOME RELAXATION!!! 
Taeny! Que!!

 as from what i know from other sowons, this is during music core, they are hosting.
where Taeyeon said "come here, let oppa give you a hug!"
and Tiff was like "no! no! no!"
So like yeah, first.... Taeyeon.... just since when have you turn into.... OPPA ???
XD
and secondly??

STOP BEING A PERVERT! THANKS!!!
Oh my goodness!! the moment i saw this gif, i was literally yelling at my screen "kim byun tae!"
your smirk, your dirty sneaky smirk!!
i swear you are a serious pervert >< well......lucky you! 
Tiff! i miss you in your dark hair :)


and just sometimes...
i feel bad for seobaby~

their appa and omma is always together, looking at each other, while she's......forever alone?
:O gah!!! come come! i want a maknae like seo! hahahaha!


My comment on paparazzi?
Its an awesome addictive music :D it is! BOOM BOOM BOOM!!
but the video is kind of messy? maybe it's because of the background, because honestly.
the dance was amazingly addictive also! like their live performance :) it was DAEBAK!
yes, a proud sowon blogging now.
so from what i heard, it was SME most expensive video ever produce........
Okay.........
like yeah.....i dont know.....the background is really kind of messy :/ sorry, is the truth...
if you want to kill me, sowons out there, reading this, im just stating my fact alright.
GG is JJANG AWESOME DAEBAK, just the music video background.
so yeah....
PINK WASHING GLOVES??
now i'll be dancing to BOOM BOOM BOOM when im washing my plates i guess?
XD muahahahaha!
kidding! i dont wear gloves when i wash dishes :3 maybe i should?

I love it whenever they does that! is like AWWWWWWW!!!
*vomits rainbow* CUTENESS AND SWEETNESS overload!!!!
Taeyeon, i love you...but this hairstyle is a no no. looks a little....messy?
yeah! im using this word again, dont kill me this time Taenganger :X

My pouting baby and my chubby taengoo,
is it just me or the picture not doing a good work and makes tae tae kind of, chubby?
:X

My Taeny in their world ;)
and whenever i see sweet sweet moments of Taeny from fancam.....
i goes...

and whenever i see they exchange eye contact?
i goes....

Thats how reacted alright :p yeah, locksmith.











honestly? i start to hate you.
kthxbye.





oh yeah, goodbye m'sia soon and hello overseas soon ^^

life is a party

:) hello.
dust came over and took my blog again, i guess.
Life hasnt been easy when you had Hypertension.
what's that? Low Blood Pressure, well, is seems nothing, but going through it myself, its not quite easy as i thought. but what the hell, life continues.
Having hypertension can cause you to wake up to dizziness most of the times.
weak in the head and eyes, headache attacks easily.
*push aside* enough of that :3

Let's talk about SNSD latest released of music titled PAPARAZZI.
"ooh la la la~ ooh la la la~"
*yums*
Love it!
Honestly, the song is catchy! the dance move? I'll say is great but, i think The Boys impress me even more.
"hootie hootie" ;) mmmm~ jessica jung!
you just look perfect in the red dress!
i cant get enough of you in that dress!! suits you so well!!
Tiffany~ my wifey :) i can see you enjoy filming this music video, i love your smirk... ;) so hawt!!
Tae Tae! you're as cute as ever! seriously, people age forward! but how come, you're aging backwards??
Getting cuter and cuter each day!! :3 i wanna pinch your cheeks! when you did the boom boom boom, with you fingers pointing, damn cute ya know?!?!

Okay, newsflash for Locksmiths or anyone who cares.
Guess who is changing rooms and start rooming together lately....
oh yeah, is Taeny alright.
Well, all this time, it was stated that taeyeon has been sharing room with sunny.
but things change.... *slaps* too much imagination can lead to no good thoughts you know?
tsk tsk :p

Honestly, i know myself any better, im like an addict to Taeny >.> i totally am, i admit.
but that doesnt means i am gay.
yeah, at times i will be saying "TAENY IS REAL!" or "I WISH THEY ARE TOGETHER"
that's just saying ya know? if my saying can be so powerful, i probably turn you into a frog.
:)
Who says they arent together already? ;) lol.
Jinja, with guys attitude like yours? i rather be gay or single!
please. you came here and teach me? saying Gay are only for guys?
Seriously? you..correcting my english?
Americans beauty doesnt goes "oh yeah, im a lesbian" they goes "oh, im gay"
so yeah, please. pffft. i just shut up because im tired of arguments.

Gah!
My perfected wallpaper and lock screen people!!!!!
Im worshiping this XD yeoppo isnt it?
OHMYTAENY :))
i find myself smiling whenever i look at it!

another thing that made my heart goes pitter patter pitter patter was this...

Say hello to my latest children ;)

DD and GeeGee, a new addition of my boy boy and girl girl.

arent they cute! They two have very different characters and personalities!

DD is the white one, a male, smaller size, but he's really cool in a character.

more quite and takes time to adjust to his surroundings :)

where else Gee Gee, the female one in black and brown, is the brave one.

super active and daring, you can hardly stops her == sounds pretty familiar to me, eh?

DD is home with me, while Gee Gee followed Bii home.

but soon, the two will be following Bii home, since i cant really have the time to take care of them.

i already kept myself busy with the three babies i have :)

but arent they adorable??

DD was a picky eater! he can stuff his entire head into the food bag and pick out on the ones he eat :)

Memories are some what things that are hard to be remove.

permanently ? perhaps not. i believe, no matter how hard you want it to be.

but memories stayed and live...and haunt you at times(?) hahahahhaa.

Taeyeon ah~ i miss you, i miss watching you close up right in front of me.

your head hung low during complete.

how i cheered for you.

how you look at my direction.

i miss all that, i miss you pretty :) miss you so so so much.

again? please......let's meet again and make pretty memories :)

although you might not remember, i dont keep much hope on that.

but you gave me beautiful wonderful memories, alongside with Tiffany Hwang of course :)

honestly, you're cute wifey. but when i saw this picture, the blanket.
i was sort of hoping you would have at least pick up the one i thrown on stage :/
it was cuter and unique.
but you didnt. so yeah. :) gwenchana...
i miss you a lot! like seriously!
too much i say !!
i miss you to the point i dream about you constantly.
i remember i dream about you, cuddling close to me, i was shock stunned, i woke up immediately XDXD
*awkward*
imy, miyoung<3
love you too ^^
you're one of the best thing that ever happens in my life.


excuse me, if you wanna go out with me, ask.
if i want to go out with you, i'll ask you too.
but never ever ask me to LIES to my friends, just because you want me and you to go out one on one.
asking me to tell my friends that we are dating? are you out of your mind?
or just over thinking?
please!

Life is not easy, but i make it easier, enough means enough.
no more second chances.
i wont look for you, no more.
live your life well.

HWAITING!!
x.x gosh, taetae.................dont make me cheat on fany~
hahahaha!
oh right!
cant wait for the genting trip!
Maknae ah, i hope you can join us....i seriously miss you alot!
although we get awkward at times. but i believe it will be better.
if we meet more often right? ;) hehehe!
many many trips for us to travel to together in the future.
korea.....!!
^^ but jinja. really want to see you.
if you're reading this. you'll know how much i jinja miss you, although we havent been talking much lately.
i was busy like hell with my work and sickness.
hope you'll be able to make it.
taeny needs to be together! :p



Life.

Hello~ and never say Goodbye ;)

Hello people ): gahhh! im tired, lately i dont even have time of my own.
Well i do, when i finish work...and i took the advantage to go to bed early :/
wtf, ikr!
Anyhow, i seriously miss seeing the girls!! SNSD!! when can i see you girls again with my own eyes right in front of me D: WHEN!?!?! I am so missing you so much right now, Tiffany, Tae Tae and Sica <3
Bogoshipo!

How is working life?
All i can say, i laugh everyday == yeap, every single day.
I might die due to laughing too much one day or my neck breaking in half :X LOL!

So, yeah, speechless right?
But is all fun fun fun, what's the point of working when you are not happy ;)
Best colleagues ever, i dare to say and swear. They never failed to keep me smiling.

Okay, i am totally in love with this picture!! how could i not?
"finally our heart is completed"
I love what they said, is true ^^ we're always there for each other.

Look at our phones! hahaha! i mean the cover! (BOO!! Iphone users!!) :p just...kidding!
Aww, dont be offended, i was just kidding.
Is easy to know which one is my phone isnt it?
yeah, too obvious :)

Now, time for some interesting GIF that i found which made me smile like a dork in front of the computer screen :3

excuse me? why is my wife getting bullied here?

XD hahaha! bully her more! poor fany, getting all wet :p where's your hero when you need?

Taeyeon ah, your wife needs your help!!

er..i guess you wont be able to help either, since you are needing one too :p

and OMG! i love your shorts TaeTae, tell me where you got it! kekeke.

i personally loves the conversation below also ;)

"i miss how we used to hang out last time, KLCC and outings"

- we can still hang out, but things just wont be the same anymore, you know~ -

"oh, for me, nothing changes much since you are still here"

Okay, if you are reading this, just so you know, i am smiling and i want to say THANKS, Love ya *thumb up* yeap, for me nothing changes, no it does, no more garbage hanging around us or loitering around us.

No need to witness disrespectful stuffs.

So yes, genting trip up, anyone? :)

Korea trip up next year or next end of the year, anyone?

I'll just post it on fb when the time comes, and i'll tag you guys in the message box like the usual, okay?

but just so you know, even if you liked the post i posted and i didnt message you personally, please dont be so desperate and invited yourself, kay?

I will hang out with the one i wants ^^

time for work!

tata<3

Dont be such a fool

I dont care if you are going to tell everyone about what i have done to you.
But please,
Just donr forget to tell them about what you did to me.

Annual Dinner

Spot my title, well, yeah :) it was fun because WE WON as we had planned and wished!! ^^
what happened? well, the theme for this year 2012 annual dinner for the whole big company, yes, when i say big company, is not only my Bella company side, but the sister and brother company to SVENSON HAIR CARE and also MARIA FRANCE, yeap yeap, im not working in a (one and only) bitsy company anymore :3
so, that night, we had like HUNDREDS of people attending =-= the feeling of you dancing on stage?
=die lor :O but naw, im still here!! XDXD

So like yeah, we discuss and manager actually came to me and asked how we should performance.
i did a little of TTS- Twinkle for the beginning as our entrance song ;)
and then we started off with Lady Marmalade sang by Taeny :DD
and surprise the whole people with HUSH HUSH at the end.
and well, yes, im happy to say, i had choreograph the dance steps and we WON $$$
Before i continue any further, shall i just post some pictures? :)

Here's me and bii :)) she helped me with some of my make up but best part? she tie my hair and style it ^^
gomawo bii, you know i love you! x)

Ja-jannnng!!! me and wendy :) <3

we are so HIGH that night XD even when we didnt even drink wine! dancing to Nobody by wg and also Party Rock XDXDXD with ginger ^^

me and my other bii ;) he become consultant sudah, better dont lc me :p i sure will knock your head! kekeke! leng zai bii <3 with the eyeliner x)

Me and Carmen :DD we were so excited and nervous BEFORE and AFTER the performance!!
well, we all are!!!!

I love this! :D hahaha! me and Gracie!!!! <3

The team family :D

Heee~~~

So, that night was JOY and HAPPINESS.

we enjoyed ourselves, and the feeling of people cheer during you dance, clap their hands real loud, it was DAEBAK!!!!!!!

a practice of less than a week, things were worth it :)) *happy*

One moment, my manager suddenly said

"this girl ah, she does look a little bit like korean" and i was like

....... o.O > O.O > *smirks* > XD LOL!!!!!!

and during the lucky draw, the emcee actually announces one of the lucky winner, Tiffany.

My reaction?

I stand up and see which girl who would name herself Tiffany XDXD turns out to be a lady :/

my colleagues was like XDXDXDXDXDXD big reaction huh?? 

and the emcee wasnt hosting very clear, he happens to mention something like "korean girl" or something.

then my colleagues was like "eh, they calling you, go go go go go"

being the silly me, i stood up, make my dress properly and sit down again :p

where's the fun if there is no class clown, well, i was the 'class clown' because i just want people around me to laugh and had a good time, thats all it matters for me :DD

i choose not to hate or whatever, just dont care.

i love the song, LOVE SICK by TTS, such sweet melody song GAHHHHHHHHH!

ME DYING FOR THAT SONG LEH!!!!!!

but of course, Twinkle was the main one in my heart, great job TTS :DD

you girls are daebak!!! maknae is so gorgeous and cute!!!

my wife and mistress? need to say more? JJANG JJANG JJANG all the way.

seriously, dont apologize and ask for forgiveness when in your heart, you didnt even know what you did wrong....dont....you have your life, i have mine, stop texting me, when that day i said, stop looking for me as i will definitely stop and i did, you should move on. I am no one to stop you from continuing your life. go find a better one. Im cool with the one im having now, we're not together is because, you never knew things...you cant catch up...and really, the things you said or did, shown you were still immature, i need someone to take care of me, or at least we can take care of each other, but not someone i must look after or babysit, please.......move on with your life. dont bother me. anymore. thank you.

and as for us :p yeah.

we might had a little small bickering last week, you were whining and i was all moody and sick.

we both ended up BOOM but we finally realize, (well, i realize) i still saranghae you. so :p

we both finally clicks again like we used too :p love you!

i seriously want to blog more. but. really.

i am barely so free nowadays :/ stress with stuffs, work is hectic (thank god i have great colleagues and bff this time around) and i was dead sick :/ i had an annual leave and off day together, ended up staying at home because fever decides to visit me.

Mr. Cough has been around me for about 3weeks++ and yet, still doesnt plan to even leave....

so :/ should i go see a doctor? i've been vomiting also ==

kill me la! ish :p

dae.. annyeong..

SNSD are my treasure

I always get so touchy from the inside, like something is tickling my eyes from inside, whenever i listen to Complete by GirlsGeneration, especially when i listen to their live in their first Korea Concert Tour.
I just always in the end, gets all teary :') I know i dont just love them for being an idol but i love them more than that, like they were a family member of mine but of course, she is MY wife ;) dae, tippani hwang? XD kekeke!

I knew there's no perfection, but this lady here, she's closes to one.

Doesnt matter whether to just judge on her appearance or even her husky sexy voice, but her inner feelings, her heart, is what melts me a lot. I wont say i know her best, because, i want to know her even longer, so i can understand her more and to know her even better, which that concludes, she will be staying in my heart for a long long long time! how long? Hmmmmm, i name that Forever :)

So, whenever i watches complete performed live, i always catch Taeyeon's attention.

Her expressions were jjang, how she got teary is how i got teary also.
Silly? I dont know what you may call it, but probably is because i was touched by the performance they put up for us, their effort to make us enjoy with every moves and songs sang by them :)
Live or not, lipsync or not, doesnt really matters to me, honestly.
I just love them a lot!

I am very thankful with the people around me right now, the right ones.
The ones that suppose to last with me, has been revealed already.
Those that i care less and doesnt need, was finally removed once and for all.
:) some people just never grows.
They never give respect to people around them and what they expect was respect from us to them.
Dont be such a fool with words like pointing fingers are like pointing back at yourself.
and much more rubbish junky words.
your call, but if you have that right proper brain and mind, use it, not waste it, buddy.
dont let your vagina judge people, dont let your cock do the talking.
Its your brain and mouth that should do the thing.
but probably now, how true it is when people said "she has cock, she forgets friends"
cos, when you have her pussy, you become a pussy, you stood out your friends, not stood up.
are there any man instinct left in you? and no, not when you are fucking her.
think of what you did to your friends, yours.
I aint talking about me, because i care lesser, or should i say care none.

When people borrowed you stuff, especially its a gift, doesnt matter its expensive or not.
ITS A GIFT, study this word and learn, cockblock!
You should've taken care of it, taken well care of it.
You broke my dvd, you second handed puss!
After thinking so long, probably, is just true enough of they told me,
you broke it on purpose.
how could you? pretend to be nice, apologizing to me, grabbing my arm and plead to get back like sisters.
next thing before i knew it, you broke my girls generation dvd collection.

no point of getting on my nerves, its already broken.
but this teach me a lesson, never believe a person who used to be a bitch,
even if they apologize, they never change, they just becomes bitchier and thats all they ever be.


you pretended to be nice, borrowed people's stuff and then went and break it.
i hope you'll be break sooner.

TaeTiSeo - Twinkle

Okay! It's finally out, the Music Video and me, being a proud sone, what more can i say?
with 1 million views over one night, yes, just in 24hours and youtube has its 1million views already on Twinkle's music video :DD

But what can you ask for more when your two bias is in there, Taeny jjang!

All i can say is, Tiffany impressed me very much with her engerish accent in here ;) i love it, wifey<3

and then we have Taeyeon, with that dorky grin from time to time of course, not to miss out anything, her superb strong vocals!

Maknae ahh~~~ you just keeps impressing me more and more from time to time, all grown up.

Getting more mature as you grow up (at least something is changing for good) ;D

I got to admit, i dont know all the lyrics yet but i bet i will sooner, cos i cant stop listening to Twinkle the most! is like, your body just want to jive along to the song even though i havent have the time to learn the dance, but this song is :DD jjang!
Now, all-kpop actually stated, "3was enough" == seriously, wtf is that.
There wont be TaeTiSeo if it wasnt for Girls Generation, it all only makes sense.
So please.... but is good mix of three strong vocalist and i cant wait for the invasion into Music Bank!!
WOOOOOOOO!!!! but im working :O but i can watch them on a flat screen in my company ;)