Looking Forward for 2014

Already excited for next year, I dont know if my heart can cope with it.

Grrrr, praying hard that things goes smoothly and goes according to what we all hoped for :)

Recently, I've been blessed quite a lot.

But the biggest blessing?

My eldest baby girl has delivered 2 healthy FAT puppies, well, sadly, two died, they look freaking thin and tiny i guess that's the reason for the survival being so short :( RestInPeace.

The picture above is the eldest among the two brown puppies.

Dad wants to name her GongJu (Princess) and the male one, WangJa (Prince).

Perhaps is because he watch SyungKyunKwan Scandal too much <.< were the reason for the naming.

(Ok, i might spelled the movie title wrongly, pardon me, havent been watching it)

Yes, I am still busy for my particular working life.

Anyhow, every morning, i was given the chance to start it with a warm heart and a joyful smile.

Look at the FAT PAWS!! Yes, this lil girl here is chubby and cuddly :D

Mianhae, I didnt get to upload much for her brother picture but he is a darling as well.

He is cute to the point where i gave him so many nicknames!

Dumpling

Precious

Chubby

Darling

BoyBoy

Pumpkin

and the list goes on x3

He is cute, what to do!? Hahaha, you cant blame me.

So yes, in total i have two 3 months old puppies and 2 2weeks old puppies at the garage.

FAMILY GETTING BIGGER

They say, the more the merrier right? Hahaha.

Mum said she doesnt want to give away but i encourage to give.

Cos with all the poops and bathing > I DIE.

But at least my two dogs in the house are smart, they were well trained, no matter what they were doing, they will run into their toilet to do their 'business' lol.

I believe, there are no stupid dogs, just stupid owners.

Sometimes. The bigger group your friends are, the more chances for there is a problem to occurs.

I believe so.

Well, i think it depends on the person we are talking about.

Each and everyone person has a different attitude and personality, we shall not expect one to be what we want them to be.

I've been experiencing a lot of incident myself when it comes to friendship.

Hurt

Angry

Annoyed

Surprising

Painful

Lucky

Happy

Well, these are a few words i would say to be in my vocabularies when it comes to being betrayed.

It happened before and it may happen again and when it does, I was ready.

But because it happened before-

I was well prepared.

:)

Every single time when you call me, you would somehow related it to 'her' our other friend.

I somehow starts to suspect of the situation, if you can talk bad about your best friend to someone (me) you just knew, i think i was nowhere near to being in the safe category.

I felt suspicious but i dont want to make it big so i remained silent.

Why?

Because i learn to appreciate and forgive as i grew older

I AM ONLY 23 OKAY!? NOT THAT OLD (lol)

But what i am trying to say is, it only takes time for one person to reach their mature point.

I dont know if i have reached mine, but well...

So.

Do you know what is annoying?

I was annoyed when you keep badmouthing about 'her' when she really did nothing of what you said.

I kept listening to your made up stories because you were doing an amazing acting with the creation stories of 'her' you were making. Until finally, i had enough of stress from you. I open it up with 'her' and surprisingly, you made up the same stories that you made to me with her! 

Just that, you only change the characters in your stories.

You bad mouthed me as well. HAHA. Though i wasnt surprise.

But i was more than amaze to finally find out each and every corner of your DIRTY SECRETS.

Aiyo Bitch, you think we stupid ah?

LOL.

Because we are SONEs, because we are FRIENDS, we all decide to just keep quiet and forgive you, we dont even want to make it big or confront you.

BUT!!!

You never learn how to shut the fuck up.

Never.

I've reached my limit when you send me a text message :

"Are you that busy that you cant reply?!"

That's when i had enough.

Asshole, who do you think you are? If you are lifeless, doesnt means your friends must be as lifeless as you.

I am very sensitive when it comes to getting text like that.

Who do you think you are to the point i MUST reply you?

Tiffany Hwang?

Kim Taeyeon?

Jessica Jung?

You are just a lifeless stupid ugly bitch, SO NO, i will decide whether or not i want to reply your sms.

OMGOSH, am i being very mean right now?

LOL, nothing can really compliment an animal like you!

But hey, thankyou for removing me ^^ and her, because, we never even plan to call you along for our Thailand trip, thankyou for making things so much easier for us :) <3 div="">

Thanks ah!

.....

I think it's enough.

Really no point to blog about YOU.

You are not even worth to be think about, neither to be blogged about.

(y)

Keep on lying, because i had witnessed karma happening to those who did mean things to me.

I'll just see when is your turn.

You are lucky we cancelled the plan of meeting you in person, all of us!

Because i am afraid i might not be able to control myself to yell at you.

Fuuuuuuuuu

*breathe in*

*breathe out*

Okay!!!

Off to the final and happy topic(?)

After all the talking.

All of the talking we did during all our outing.

We hope.

We pray.

We hope real hard.

We pray real hard.

Things will go according to how we have always talked about.

:)

January 2014

Outing.

Happiness.

Friendship.

Well- Crazy Friends.

I hope our prayers will be heard.

Finally after the devil herself remove herself from our group, things are going smoothly and not awkwardly.

Cos i am one person who cant pretend to like one person when truthfully, i dislike them :p

Hope things will goes GREAT.

Okay, i am already EXCITED for it!!!!

Hahahahaahaha!

Finally can get a REAL REST <3 div="">

January is around the corner.

I still cant stop laughing when i see this again and again and again and again.

This is how we communicate x3 kkk

My colleagues laugh at it too!

Gosh! I'll be losing my freedom from tomorrow on wards.

TT_TT

Byebye!

I love how he felt save and comfortable with me.

How he was so comfortable that he fell asleep for hours :)

Look at his face.

So cute!

My Oh My November

Running a centre on my own aint as easy as it is at thoughts.

Busy as always, but when you have an opportunity to rest, what do you do?

Spend it with the people you want to spend with and as well, want to spend time with you :)

Xian is finally back from Penang for a week holiday, its been months since we last go for outing, so no matter how hard it might be, we planned hard for us to meet up.

Just in time, the right fate.

Korea Fair in Isetan KLCC, no doubt, we head there! ;)

Meeting up with few of my readers, they shook hands with me, some even felt shy seeing me

o.o ooooh...all these feelings are new to me HAHAHA.

But thankyou for the superb supports from you guys!

We went there with full anticipation and was expecting a lot since it was called SMTown merchandise area.

AND!!

Right...this was it, for Girls Generation section, a table.

=.=

seriously quite disappointing though, this table wont even be enough to hold the collections i have at home.

I was even more disappointed when i thought i could at least get myself something, i already planned to spend a couple of hundreds even though i shouldnt. 

*SIGH*

NOTHING. No, not because the things there were expensive and i couldnt afford, is because the things werent worth.

The notebook only cost RM29, REALLY DAMN CHEAP but Tiffany's picture werent the best of hers BUT Jessica's ones is really NICE.

But if i dont buy Tiff's and yet buy others, that is pretty betraying. 

SO in the end, i got none.

Not upset of not getting anything, just unhappy that that was it.

As usual, our outing were filled with laughter and jokes.

One mannequin falls and we can laugh like there's no tomorrow.

I say, if we hangs out with the right people, it doesnt matter how long it takes, how hard it might be, how long has it been since the last meet up...

It always just feels like yesterday we have just met when we are with the right people :)

So, if we are to be go outing and we are in Time Square, MyStar was definitely a place we wouldn't miss out!

I was there last 2 months ago i think.

IT'S BEEN LONG, I KNOW!!!

The last time i was there i saw the IGAB jumper, it cost a lot.

SO i did not get it, since i was there with my family the other time, my dad would roll his eyes if he knew the jumper price x)

This time, i went there and i straight go to the glass counter, yeah, they kept it in instead of hanging out for public.

I stood there for awhile before i ask the guy to show it to me, because i know if i was to touch it and see the real stuff, the chances of me buying the jumper will be higher.

IS NICE, no doubt.

The quality of it, the design...is Girls Generation here we are talking about LOL.

It's original from Korea.

But with much talk and brainwashing from the guy, Xian and Cynthia pulled me out from the shop, telling me dont buy since is quite pricey. 

I just nod my head.

Then my sis went back in there to grab her Baekhyun tumbler 

=.= sheesh, i see how long she is going to support this EXO guy.

The last time i remember, all the guys she said she LOVE doesnt even last up to a year! LOL.

I made my way pass the glass counter again and my eyes was pulled back to the jumper.

I asked him if he could get me the black one that Taeyeon wore, but he said Everysing already out of stock,so this is the last piece as well.

Xian took a jumper hanging at the shelf, we laughed because it was cheaper yet the quality there stated the obvious.

Is...UGLY ~.~

I kept hesitating.

And i dont want to regret.

But is pricey.

So.

*SIGH*

LOL

I got it.

Even though is a jumper, it seems hot to even wear it in Malaysia.

UGHHHHHHH~~ Quality does everything, it looks good, it feels good!

:D is super comfortable to wear it.

Felt better when all my friends says it look nice though too pricey but better still, both my parents say it is nice!

:D

Regrets?

None left ;)

Been extremely busy lately as i've said.

I was hesitating. Yes i know LOL, once again, a lot of hesitation, whether i should buy the remaining part 2 and 3 or not.

After reading the first one, the story was xD different.

But i was so tempted to know what Tiffany has been reading.

and she surprises me with the first book.

Hahaha.

Before i finish work, quickly made my way to the popular store and grab the remaining two parts i must have to complete.

After buying it, i was wondering if i even have the time to read it, LOL. 

Holiday today? Reading.

Before i sleep last night? Reading.

So, i do have the time ;) i just need to learn how to manage my time properly.

And i do know, dont worry readers, i will still update the stories ;)

Guess what, Girls Generation has won, Youtube Video of the Year.

Looks like the sore losers are not able to accept their defeat.

Bieber and Gaga fans were deliberately rage with anger, posting up hateful and racist comments on twitters and other sites.

When you lose, accept it with a good pride.

Why whines like a sore loser.

I saw a few comments like :

"WHO IS GIRLS GENERATION!? ASK HER TO GO BACK TO HER OWN COUNTRY!"

Now now, i know you are dumb, but why show your idiocy to the whole world? :) Asking Tiffany Hwang to go back to her own country when she is IN her own country accepting the awards, silly of you. Please, if you were free to bark around, go search properly about your enemy's background. See...now you just look plain stupid ;)

"I THOUGHT CHING CHANG CHONG IN CHINA DOES NOT ALLOWED TO PLAY FACEBOOK OR TWITTER ETC ETC ETC, HOW DID THEY VOTE!?"

First, ching chang chong was neither a language nor is word to the chinese or asian people, you white chickens. Ooh! Am i being racist now? You started it, i am just finishing it :) I've said it, study your opponent you white ass out there, GG is not from China, neither from the place where they come from speaks what you have written.

"HOW CAN JUSTIN BIEBER LOSE TO A BUNCH OF BITCH"

Bitch is for female dogs and as for you to comment it on a person, who literally is a human, are you half blind while commenting? Your bieber woman, hahaha, where should i start?

The part where he was on high or the part where he fucks girls around or should i cut it short and straight to the point, where he spits at his fans? SPITS.

Why did he lose? Well, all thanks to his fans who did not put much effort in voting him while they can. Oh wait, did you? Commentators who screw up all kind of post about the lost, vote for bieber?

:)

I'm afraid i have to feel sorry again for those of you who does not know who Girls Generation are.

They had been to your country performing on TV shows like

David Letterman Show

and

The Kelly Live Show

and also performing on Madison Square Garden.

They were the first korean group to be so well known to the point where they can be invited to an American tv shows and perform on it.

So, those of you who did not know who's Girls Generation are might've been living in a cave for that time, so, dont worry, i forgive you ;)

Who's Girls Generation?

You must be kidding me.

Shit -.- this dork Taengoo, how old is she??

Is it even legal to be so cute at her age? Hahahahaha!

Dont you dare Kim...dont you dare try to steal the spot i have for Tiffany Hwang, araseo?

I know some of you might be thinking, "Where's her spot for you?"

Where is Tiffany's spot for me?

Well, Tiffany is like my heart, always close to me, always with me :) Cheesy enough? Hahaha.

I just hope she would slow down on dying her hair from black to red so consistent.

Cos it needs to be bleaching, i've tried that and is nothing good.

Please, Miyoungie <3 b="">

Recently, i've kept dreaming SNSD.

People call it lucky.

I dont know what i can say, i dont call it lucky.

Because when i wake up, i ended up missing them.

Concert!

I really want to go!

Someone sponsor me air tickets, or half concert tix, i shall go with you then XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD kkkkkkk.

Oh well.

I think its a must go.

But with what i've bought, i am currently in the status of close to broke. 

Time to save money.

Fighting everyone!

:D

Till i am free, i shall try to drop by blogging again :)

Signing off with Love from Taeyeon :) <3 b="" i="" love="" tae="" too="" you="">

November, please be niceR

Finally back in blog.

Been busier and a bit stress, since my manager is going for maternity leave, she wants me to handle lots.

Not only that, i guess she knew or else wouldnt said she hired the new girl to be my new assistant.

=_________=

Luckily for me, there are peeps out there who made me smile.

And one of those people are people that i never meet before!

How cool is that?

One of the boxes, well, there's only two boxes, i am not trying to make it sounds like it is a lot.

So, other than being busy in reality with my real job, my dream as an author was fulfilled quite well too.

Things wasnt easy though. 

LUCKILY I MADE A LIMITED EDITION of 100 copies.

Or else i will lose my right hand for signing all the books!

LOL!

Thanks y'all for the support.

Now with the additional support all the way from Hong Kong and also Korea??

:)

You guys are AWESOME-lah! (y)

Life is also a little bit more extra when i need to update my stories online and also, offline,

This fella, loves sleeping right by side.

This rascal, he can be handful at times, with his sister. But then, they were so cute that my stress was able to be left behind because of their cute play!

Everytime when i had the chance to go online, i will have the need to reply my fb inbox and also email.

Cheh- feel like a celeb already ahahaha~ kidding :p

of course the burden will be heavier when you do better.

I will continue writing ;) no worries, no matter how busy i am.

I promise.

My off day, i spent it with my love ones.

Though i pray hard, November will be SUPER NICE to me.

PLEASE TT TT

My yeosshin <3 p="">

Eheh! So CUTE!!

Want to kidnap her home!! x3

but last but not least...

My Fany, also known as My Wifey

Being all pretty.

I miss you GirlsGeneration, like A LOT!

See, i really don't want to confront about it anymore, you have it your way.
What i dont understand is, you are so much more older than me but yet you act like a kid.

I used to confront when i am not wrong, i used to be indirect on saying things to idiots that act like idiots.

But recently, i have no time for all these indirect things anymore.

Not only it is idiotic but it's childish.

lol

So have it your way, not having you as my friend wasnt my loss.

i might not be your loss either.

but remember, when you come and confronted me on that case, you were doing the same either.

so, bottom line, you were just making yourself like a fool in public.

grow up.

The fact that i already have no time while working.

I dont even have enough time to spend on blogging.

so many things.

so little hours.

just one me.

but all for the own reasons of worth.

Novermber ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Please?

:D

BUSY-body

Ugh, with my new upcoming novel ahead and constant needing of updates on my 3 active stories on the internet, this is tiring. Not that i dont like it, a little complain from your author is definitely not surprising right?

I think i would say that is quite a success that i manage to actually come out with a book of my own and being able to already sell it worldwide, things are being superbly nice to me.

I love how my fans/readers are so supportive even though i dont tell the title and also the content of the story.

(Y)

You guys are AWESOME.

I cant wait for the final touch and to be able to hold my very own novel.

This is like a success in life which some people would love to achieve in their life.

My life.

Thanks to people from...

America (GO NEW YORKERS)

Thailand

Mexico

Singapore

Philippines

Indonesia

Canada

Australia

Malaysia

I know i know, i might have missed out some few country names here >_<

Sorry, my memory wasnt that good.

Im getting older yes, I am same age with Yoona x) i did not say anything. LOL.

But without you guys, i wouldnt a be getting half the success and the fame on the internet i am getting now :)

:')

Aww you guys!

Fanmeeting and all?

I keep telling myself "You are a nobody"

Well, i am still a nobody, but to you guys i am author-sshi.

No no, no fanmeeting and all..

BUT! 

Friends meet up? I can definitely do that.

:D

I'll be posting where i would be heading in facebook (when i can)

so, lets meet up if you happens to be there ^^

Seriously.

I would like to thank you guys personally in person, for all the support and love.

I have thanked probably close to a thousand times, PROBABLY.

But is never enough.

I am lucky to have found you guys :)

I know you guys would say things the other way around.

But i continued writing because i have great readers.

TO ALL THE LOCKSMITHS OUT THERE!

I know y'all constantly check out what i have to said about TaeNy.

Well, i say we all KEEP THE FAITH.

Finally, another warm round of thanks.

ILY

Thanks for giving me a wonderful achievement in my life

(Y) 

going to the end

This is going to be suck.
This time, i may have to disappoint some of you. Especially you.
But all i can do is just ask, why did i get myself into this kind of shitty mess.
That feeling when you can have the thing you wanted most and ended up not being able to have it.
Maybe, if i quit, things would goes better? Right? Should i?
I've did so much to prepare for the best, but in the end, what do i get?
I got the tools but i got to do nothing with it.
This is irritating.
Bear with me.
I will be in no mood for maybe 4 to 5 months?
LOL.
I do wonder, if i didnt get myself into this mess, would it be better?
I think i can say YES completely to it.
Because if i do, i wont be able to meet half of the great people i met through it.
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-peace out-




























must promise. not to cry.
i'll try.




















does miracle happens?






















if this time fail. is seriously good bye korea.
no point.























be mature. grow up. give it up. COMPLETELY.
must try.

*yawns*

Meeting a great understandable manager with colleagues that is on the way to awesome-ness. 

Well, life cant be that bad after all.

Look at how busy i am =.= how long did i NOT update my blog? 

IM BACK!

Currently, it was fun being able to spend time with the kids, I LOVE KIDS! who doesnt?

They are cute!! ...well, they can be quite a brat at times. LOL

I finally found a boyfriend that i LOVE! :D haha, well, not exactly my boyfriend for real, but he is so cute that i cant resist him! No, he aint no celebrity.... ;)

This boy, he is probably one of the cutest kid i have ever met :) period.

He is only 5 yet his intelligence can be compared with 8 year old!

I remember how he would not enter the class and how i persuade him, how i told him that he is a boy and he shouldnt cry, how he finds me the second day to grab my hand, wanting me to bring him to his class :)

Then it was that day when his mum came to me and thank me thousand of times.

When i said thousand...i wasnt joking @.@ i told her not to since it was my job to take care of the kids.

but yet, she said thank you wasnt enough and even asked if i love Chatime. LOL.

At first, things was find until she suddenly ask me, where do i stay and stuffs. i asked why and she said she can wait for me to finish work so she can send me home :')

when a customer loves you that much, you knew you did your part well as a worker!

After telling her where i stay, we realize we stay close by and she even said it was a coincidence! Hehe.

Suddenly, she was asking me when i can come out to have meal with her and her son.

I asked why...she said

"My this boy, always ask, when teacher can come our house, play with me, eat dinner with us"

when i look at him because i was shock by what his mum said, he was shy and wouldnt look at me!

Even when i poke his cheek! SO DARN CUTE :'D

Things got even cuter is on the day where i bought him Lollipop, he kept it and when he went home, his mum ask him to eat it since he LOVES sweet but he said 

"No, i dont want....this one teacher give it to me one...eat already means no more, i'll keep it"

AISH! WHY ARE YOU 5!? LOL!!

Cute guy was being so shy when he passes me this, he wouldnt even dare to look at me.

My life? Good. Being love was amazing.

Thanks to all the peeps out there!

:)

You guys make me realize life is so much better with you guys being around me!

.Appreciated.

As if my life could not be any busier...well...

I WAS WRONG!!

Life got busier but HAPPIER :) they say, if you do good deeds, you will be blessed with more new love.

And there i go, i was blessed with two happiness joining into our mini family :)

The two siblings were born on August 1st 2013, yes, the same day with my wife!!

Hehehe! Can things get any better? :)

Watching this two kids grow each day is a blessing for me!!

The culprit behind the newborns.

Lol, doesnt he looks like a dookong with his raincoat?

Speaking of my wife.

Seeing my blog not updated it seems like i didnt talk much about GG anymore?

Does it?

Really?

Seriously?

Im not a Sone anymore?

No longer?

Jinja?

Oh heck, though i've slow down on collecting the small items, that doesnt means i am not doing anything.

I go for the BIG items.

Besides, i have 7 cupboards filled with the items of collectibles...i....need to put a hold of stop?

Hahaha, nah, i am just trying to save $$$ TRYING MA BEST!!

*fingers crossed*

Besides, i love having something that only i has it.

What better can that be?

Yeah yeah, call me a byun...who the hell in the right mind can resist such sexy lady in front of them?

but no, not all these 8 were mine, i am sharing it with the people i love and who loves her.

kkkk.

Yes, i've laminated mine. SO WHAT?

Truth to be told, i cant even bear to look at it for a whole minute, i will get shy in the end o0o gee!

Bummer LOLOLOLOL.

Hehehehe :3

How good it is if KL has a beach, though KL has a lot of BITCH, but well, i want a bitch LOL, beach ;)

Is kinda cool how you can sit back and watch the sun set or having waves coming to you.

UGH! now i miss penang!!

Oh yeah, btw, ESCAPE adventures was definitely worth it.

If any of you ever goes to penang, try it, overcome your fears, surpass your fears and hesitation.

i've done mine ;) it was JJANG!

But....the pictures were in my phone and i am lazy to find the cable.

Uh.

Speaking of phone.

I had mine custom made.

IT'S FINALLY HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Oppa was asking me why i did not get the pink color.

why should i get something that everyone can has it?

I like to be different. LOL.

Pfffft.

Well, at first, i decide to have Tiffany...the picture in there was kinda her new selca and i LOVE it!

but then again, on the second thought, i love this dork too!

and

I LOVE THESE TWO PEOPLE.

so yes, is decided, my two fav idol, couple and picture.

2 in 1, what can be better?

Even though is costly, so what, is worth the price <3 :="" p="">

Because your phone is always with you 24/7...well, mine is.

:) my phone has become perfecto! kkkkkk..

Ugh, time to go, no...not because i cant stay long, i can...but...too much to do right now!

Not much time to blog.

If my phone has inspired you to do the same to yours :) welcome.

Hehehe!

TaeNy JJANG!

Btw, speaking of Taeny....

Taeyeon-ahh.

Please remember, Ginger is a BOY!

LOL!

this is why Ginger wasnt even wanting to look at the camera TT^TT

I seriously miss Penang now.

Goodnight y'all!

:)

...read this...perhaps not. or never.

The stars you made, 813.

Still with me.

Look for me will you?

I want to.

But i am afraid.

Afraid to that i would be pushed away.

But if the pain was to be able to see you again.

Let pain be it's way, doesnt matter.

What matter most is you, there is something that you should really know.

You were only cheated once.

But the rest, was real.

How many years has it been?

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Just why does it still feels the same in the heart and mind?

Kuan.

Sorry.

Take one step.

I'll take the rest.

There's explanation.

Or maybe.

I should just let it die off.

Well.

I should?

Doesnt matter.

I am just sorry.

If there is one thing that i would ever need to apologize for.

That is to you.

You're the only person that made me feel guilty towards to.

When can i pull this torn off?

please