Confession of a Friend (taeny vers) part four

Even the most little things,we did...

always lingers around my mind...

your smile has always been permanent to my eyes..

i miss you~~~~

Tiffany have her head rested on her folded arms on the table.

someone pats her head gently.
"hey~~~ You ok?"

"dae,oppa...just feeling a little dizzy..." Tiffany looks at Donghae with a weak smile..

"you should go see a doctor..this is not something that you can take it that easily..", sits next to Tiffany.

"gwenchana~"

Donghae sigh..
"i'll be fine later on...just dont worry.."

"araso...need to go...i got something to do", Donghae smile..

"ara.."

Taeyeon frown a little when she sees the two of them being so sweet.

Tiffany walks back into her class.

She pulls out her book from the desk.

She felt something rolling inside as her book hit something..

She reach and pull out two lollipops..

with a few tablets for migraine and a new mineral water.

[......?] - Tiffany.

Time seems to slow down three times even more for Tiffany and so does for Taeyeon.

Donghae walks Tiffany home.

Tiffany was looking rather happy.

"oppa....were you the one who puts the medicine and lollipop under my desk?"

"oh?" Donghae looks at Tiffany, "ah..." nods his head slightly..

"how did you know i need sweets to go along with the medicine?"

".....you're such a baby,so,i knew it..." Donghae laughs out.

"hmmmm..." , Tiffany sigh and smile.

"you dont like it?"

"...i love it...thank you...."

"why?who else do you think did it.....?", donghae looks at Tiffany..

"ah? anniya..that's why i asked you", Tiffany force a smile..

[how odd...Taeyeon was the only one who knows what i need this whenever i was having some medication..] - Tiffany.

-flasback-

"Fany,just swallow those tablets and you'll feel better!"
"no!"

"stop being stubborn!"

Taeyeon eyebrows frown together.

Tiffany can see Taeyeon getting upset.
"You're sick! how can you not take your medicine when you are sick!"

Tiffany pushes the tablets off the table and cross her arms.

"YAH!" Taeyeon hits the table hardly.

Taeyeon stands up and leaves Tiff's room..

After bout 10 minutes, Taeyeon came back..

Tiffany sits up on her bed..looking at Taeyeon puzzled.

Taeyeon has a cup in her hand,she walks to Tiffany

"i've grind it into powder form and mix it with water..now you wont have hard time swallowing them..."

Taeyeon placed the cup on her table lamp next to her bed.

She walks to where they both sits just now,arguing..

and bends down to pick up the tablets that Tiffany literally pushes it off from the table.

For some reason, is either she's feeling guilty about it or whatever..

but her heart felt painful to see Taeng doing so..

"but......is even harder to drink it....i dont like it Taeyeon..."

Tiffany frowns..

Taeyeon throws the tablet she pick up from the floor and walks to Tiffany.

"here....", Taeyeon sigh and pull out something from her coat.

A pink lollipop which is mostly a watermelon flavor..

"drink that and suck on this lollipop,then you will just taste the sweetness!"

Tiffany grins,"dork!"

"smart dork right? :) now,quick"

and it did helps Tiffany to have her medication much more easily.

-end of flashback-

"oppa...i'll go back myself... i just remember i have some things to do"

"euh?are you its alright for you to walk home alone later?", Donghae asked worriedly.

Tiffany nods her head.

"Araso..call me when you reach home.."
with that,they parted..

@

With each raindrops that hits her face...

Taeyeon felt a little better...

Wash those pain in me....please....

A pair of hands sneak around her waist from behind Taeyeon.

"yahhhhhh~you'll fall sick"

Taeyeon shakes her head to say it doesnt matter...

Everything doesnt matters to Taeyeon anymore..

She has lost the one she loved...she has no will to do anything anymore...

"Jessica...you should go in..."

"im staying with you..", Jessica cough several times.

"aishhh"

Taeyeon turn around to face her,she gently pulls Jessica's hands off from her waist.

There's an obvious hint of Jessica feeling hurt at what Taeng just did.

"come on...go inside."
Taeyeon walks to the porch,but Jessica remain where they were.

"yahhhh,sica! come on.."

"Tell me Taeyeon...is not wrong to love someone right?"

"mwo....?"

"You can love Tiffany.So,why cant i love you?"

Taeyeon sigh and look away,feeling a little embarrassed at what Jessica just said..

If only she is so straight forward to Tiffany...maybe things wont be so bad after all.

"I know..if its not wrong for you to love someone,is also not wrong for that person might not love you back...but stop giving me those sympathy looks ok! cos i hate it!!"

Taeyeon felt a little guilty now..

"would it better off if i havent told you about my feelings?? i know you love her and that is why i never force you to be with me! i try to understand you! care about you! but what? you just being with me because you're feeling sorry that i have actually fall for you but you here who just loving that Tiffany! feeling guilty???" Jessica spat.

"sica...i...mianhae..." Taeyeon look away from Jessica..who failed to hide her guiltiness.

"fine.go away.just leave me alone"

Not seconds after Jessica ended her remarks,she fall right to the ground.

"SICA!!!"
Taeyeon rush to the spot where Jessica just lay still.

Taeyeon wipes Jessica wet face and hits her cheeks gently, "sica!yah!!!dont scare me!!sica!!"

But Jessica just lay motionless..

Taeyeon acted quick by pulling onto her back,she decide to piggyback Jessica to the nearest hospital..

Just as Taeyeon rush out the gate,

there they met...face to face...eyes to eyes...

They stare at one another for a moment,as if they missed one another so much that they havent seen one another for years..

"Help me get the cab! Sica!! she needs to go to the hospital now!"

Its the first time Taeyeon spoke to Tiff ever since the incident.

Tiffany nods her head,knowing that is urgent,seeing how worried Taeyeon is..

[...this feeling....am i...feeling jealous...? how can i feel that way when Jessi is on her back unconscious ] - Tiffany.

"she'll be waking up in an hour or so..nothing serious..she's just having fatigue..she should've rest more rather than being soak wet,take good care of your friend", the doctor smiles to Taeyeon.

The doctor pats Taeng's shoulder to assure her is alright and leaves.

All this happens because of me....she's laying there now because of me...

Taeyeon is about to enter Jessica's ward but..

"taeyeon~"

The familiar voice that she use to hear..that Taeyeon missed most...

The voice that has this pleading mixtures in it..

Taeyeon dare herself to look at that person,she was longing to see after all that has happened.

Tiffany's eyes looking back at Taeyeon's round eyes.

"she's going to be okay...right?"

"yeah..the doctor said she just needs some rest"

the both of them felt awkward when silence arouse them.

"we need to talk..."

"not now"

For the first time, Taeyeon chooses something to do that doesnt related to Tiff first..

Tiffany can feel that the inside of her heart,the feeling of jealousy and hatred raging inside.

"i said we need to talk and this is what you say to me?"

"sica is inside..i need to look after her"

"....reasons..."

"what do you mean."

"that is why,we cant get along.."

Taeyeon remain silent.

"She's asleep,i dont think she'll mind if you leave a minute or two!"

"THE ONLY REASON SHE'S LAYING ON THAT BED THERE IS BECAUSE OF ME!!"

Tiffany step back,this is the first time Taeyeon shout at her...angrily...

[she....scream at me...?for her.....this is over...] - Tiffany.

The only reason i screamed is because everything happen because of me...im guilty enough...i dont want to hurt another person...

Taeyeon enters Jessica's room.

She sit at the vacant chair next to Sica's, she leans in to touch Jessica's forehead..

"im sorry..."

A tear roll off Tiffany's cheek..

and she whisper to herself, "i've fallen in love with you...Kim Tae Yeon.."

Tiffany leaves the hospital..

walking under the heavy rain once again..

[i used to be unsure about my feelings..but the moment i look into your eyes and i no longer see the same thing..i knew about my feeling to you..how i use to see myself in your eyes...i miss all that,i miss all the time when we're together...the things you do to put a smile on my face..those questions that doubts my mind was answered the moment,that day,Donghae oppa kissed me..i was longing for your lips....not his...but they say...if you love one person very much...you sincerely hope they were blessed in the future even if you are not the one...right now...i pray you have the best of your life,Taeyeon...] - Tiffany.

Jessica slowly opens her eyes..

The first thing she realize is her hand being in Taeyeon's grasp.

Taeyeon felt Jessica's hand moving in hers..she quickly wake up.

"sica..you woke up! finally!"

Jessica chuckles, "yah.kim taengoo.how many years has it been?"

Jessica teases due to Taeyeon's over-worried reactions.

"is not funny,you fainted just like that!" Taeyeon mumbles more but not clear.

"mianhae"

Taeyeon looks at Jessica's pale face,"is not your fault pabo-yah..i should be saying that"

"Gwenchana.."

Jessica wanted to pull her hand away from Taeyeon's grab..

But Taeyeon hold her hand firmly.

"Maybe i was so used to loving people instead of getting love"

Jessica squint her eyebrows close together,trying hard to understand what Taeyeon is saying.

Taeyeon smirk,finding Jessica's clueless expressions quite cute at times.

"I'll take care of you..i promise this myself..sica..the moment i hold you in my arms.."

Jessica's eyes widen,not sure is the drugs getting to her or what...

But she was very sure that Taeyeon has said it herself,cos Taeyeon still holds her hand tightly.

Jessica smile.