Taeyeon is so damn cute!

When you caught yourself,

In love with someone,

You cant help but to stay attached towards them.

Wants to see them all the time,

Wants to always look good in front of them,

But then you start to wonders...

If they even realize your existence...

Maybe not.

It hurts at times :(

LOL! im just being random looking at this cute gifs of taetae.

:) in love with the dork?

;) she's too cute to be dislike!

Sooyoung & Jiyeon, GET WELL SOON :)

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Idols!

You have to take really good care of yourself!!

Jiyeon,

She recently had a bad injury around her right side of the leg :/

and yet she still put up a performance,

trying to give her all in it..

but yet, the pain she's receiving on the other end, shows it clearly in her eyes!

I may applause for her strong will to continue performing but...

pabo yah, dont you know, you should rest!

like seriously, pull a stop on hold of all your performance until you are fully heal??

FULLY RECOVER??

The more pressure you put on your injuries,

the longer it will delays for it to heal...

REST WELL!

(here's the LINK to the video which shows her performing during her injuries)

This second news that i heard today hurts me even more.

Sooyoung is involve in an accident,

although is stated that it was a small minor one.

but what kind of stage minor can it be when her bones were fracture?

FML!

sooyoung ah!!

GET WELL SOON!!!

Your sisters need you to complete SNSD.

It is to be said, that Sooyoung will be pull out from the Japan and Taiwan concert.

and also, the comeback for SNSD in September next month.

:(

Although she wasnt my bias, but i love all snsd 9 members.

Seeing them not complete..

ah! Sooyoung will make a come back soon.

You'll see ^^ i have so much confidence in this girl.

she's one tough chick <3

Sooyoung ah~

Do get well soon, sowons are worrying and missing you already <3

lying with your innocent face.

you deserve what is about to happen to you.

Special day all thanks to my Oppa

Woke up today for my interview :)

I was interview by an international manager.

The words that made my day?

"how come you can speak so well in english?"

The feeling of being praise :) gosh <3~

best thing is she admires the way i speak :DD

They tested my typing skill, result?

Drum roll please...

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EXPERT!!!

I literally LOL, but yeah ^^ im happy.

went to Bangsar today with my sister.

Out of the blues, i asked her "you wanna try Macaroons?"

she's like, why?

I dont know why! but.. at least when people ask you,

you know how it taste like :p

Price is not bad, rm4 per piece :/ hahaha..

People complains that is tooooooo sweet, but for me is okay ^^

After everything..

Having a durian buffet.

and because of my funny innocent stupidity by saying

"how come the durian is swollen?"

The guy cant stop laughing -.-

and guess what, he give extra 3 packets XDXD and keep teasing me :( LOL

Went home and guess what i found in the garage.

The package all the way order from California,

Deliver from HongKong

to ME!!

But i knew who it was from because he has told me earlier...

best part, i dont know what it was so, it's mysterious ;)

I run into the house and grab the package immediately.

Open it...

*heart beating fast*

MY JAW REALLY DROP OPEN

LITERALLY.

until my sister ask me what is it..

and her jaw drop open too when she saw what gift oppa send to me :')

You guys still dont know?

Here...

Your jaw drop open too isnt it sowon??

:) <3 im still smiling now when im blogging it..

It's SNSD ITNW <3

Smiling all the way as i look at it ^^

the second best part?

is this...

The word "from oppa"

My smile become wider!! :) wae so cute oppa? <3 hehe

got booklet some more :') oppa! jinja!

if you're here right now..

i so want to give you a big hug!!!!

Oppa,

I know you'll be reading this..

I might say a few things, that i've said to you before..

You knew how thankful i am, to have known you..

even just through the internet.. for less than a year..

Everytime i was down, you were the FIRST one to know and ask

"what happened?" "you okay?"

this two words, really made me feel, someone really do care with their heart doesnt matter have they met the person before or not..

Best thing,

everytime, when i was hurt, you were the one to console me..

be there for me, giving me advice.

Making me realize, each day, will be a better one if i dont give up.

and despite how many times,

i just go back into the trap of the bitch, how many times i ignore of letting go..

and in the end, when it finally struck me hard :x

you never give up no matter how many times i turn back to the same pit hole..

:')

Oppa, i seriously surprise of what you get for me <3

i do have some guesses that it would be related to snsd or tiffany :)

but, never... thought it would be this..

I dont know when can i stop thanking you :) never will.

Thank you oppa...

Nomu chuwahaeyo..

You made me smile for hours!

Jumping around when i hug it in my hands..

even my mum was like "what's wrong with you!" XDXD

Oppa, Kamzahamida <3

saranghae!!

Thanks, Johnny Oppa <3

BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT THIS YEAR ^^

what a Day ^^

Woke up around 10-ish?

And woohoo!! SNSD Mr. Taxi (again) on TV...

Hahaha... doesnt matter how many times i've watch the mv..

I still love it <3

waiting for the two guys to pick me up from..

12pm until 2pm+

I already fatt mou XDXD

^^ he promised and he did it.

SNSD songs all the way! weeeeeeee~

Kamzahamida!

Reach TS and guess what, we heard a bunch of groups of girls screaming upstairs.

Gordy said it might be HyunJoong.

Come to think of it, i do remember he was going to make a trip to Malaysia, for the face shop or body shop, whatever, like who the hell cares about the name of that shop anyway? LOL.

As we are about to make our way up,

all the fan girls run down..

we follow lor...

Stand outside the hot humid weather.. can die one ><

starts sweating..

wait and wait and wait.

So, while waiting, they start bidding for some stuff.

Like the standee in FaceShop, the full body standee of HyunJoong oppa one..

he actually signed one, and they start bidding that..

Guess what, someone bought it at the price of rm3000 -.- seriously.

I know WTF...hahaha..

and they bid a mask protection, with HyunJoong oppa's sign on the bag at the price of rm2000

People! i thought we are in a crisis of money this generation??

but i guess not, since it's an american girl who bought it.

even if it's Tiffany's standee, for god sake, rm3000 can buy so much more other collection man!

except if im effing rich ;D then, ah... that's the different side of the story ;)

waited for like after 10 friggin hot minutes!

JJANG! boys over flower actor is here ^^

haha! that's him, the center one :)

not clear though from this picture cos we are like standing far far away from him and people are rushing to stand infront of us some more.

*scream* that's for others. not us..

we're like "is just him.... not snsd also... not suju also..." LOL

Thank god no fans of his heard what we said :x

He is so much thinner and paler in person!

oppa, you need to eat ^^

"he is not worth for me to sweat"

:x mianhae! sounds cocky.. i know.. but really cant stand the weather and so we left in the end.

while others still screaming XD

Oh oh! one funny thing is a guy come to me and ask

"who is this guy? is he an actor or singer"

er...both? :p dont know him but still stay and wait to take pictures of HyunJoong..

even monks are there @@ LOL

people! sones! k-pop freako's! :p

If you're happen to be in TS, it wont be alright for you not to pay a visit to the Black Shop a.k.a MyStar :ppp

Like i said 'PAY' means, you really going to pay for something.

Stubborn me, still want to go have a look..

and ja-janggggg!

Look what we got!!!

Keychain straps!

at first i was hesitating, but we said to get it together..

Although no sooyoung, Gordon grab Yoona's one instead ^^

and Ck, of course... seobaby.. but i made him have a small hard time choosing among Siwon and Seohyun XD Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

There is so many things that i really want, but!!!

$$$ is one of the problem, need to save since korea trip soon!

seriously! this shop take a lot of advantages from fans!

selling items at extremely high price.

a bag of snacks, with a small simple card of snsd, rm80

-.- why la~

Go korea grab 99 ba :p

TIME TO SAVE!!

Time to take picture, everyone open their own keychain from the plastic.

Ck pull the strap and keychain apart XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

LOL nonstop!!!

Havent even use it already like that, aihgooo...

Arcade!

Is my first time playing this... IN PUBLIC

The dancing machine..

GOT K-POP!!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT!!!!!

needs more practice ;)

practice makes perfect <3 right baby hwang?

Go back to mamak near my place.

talk and laugh nonstop.

Sowons talk, our plans.. and more..

a lot!

which, like yeah... cant tell you the full details.

:x

bet you dont wanna know that much either? ;p

I need some rest, have to stop here....

before i end this, lets end this with an angel?

WAE YOU SO YEOPPO??????????????????????

Love you, fany ah! ^^

and... sorry everyone... those of you from message to post to tagged videos to comments.

i might have missed out some!

i really really dont mean it >< is just that i've been rather busy these days..

But you know! i love you guys :p will try to reply more

NIGHTS <3

SNSD natural Gag and DORKY Taeyeon being cute!

Sooyoung just love to tease her members dont she?

XDD

then look at Hyoyeon's reaction

I JUST LOVE THEIR NATURAL GAG XDXDXD

Super cute!!

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One more thing...

what's up with you, dorky taetae?

what???????

LOL!

this dork *shakes head* im in love :p

love is just a lust at times

One thing i feel regret about is to Benjamin..

I dont know why i choose to blog about it right now..

Perhaps i should let some of my guilt to be pour out here?

It was back when i was only 15years old.

And i knew this guy who's 21..

Never once, i take things seriously between us.

But he asked for a relationship.

and never did i even say yes..

I thought he was just another perv who wants to flirt around.

But things were serious to the point he was willing to drive for 1hour plus from his place.

and to my school...

My school starts at 6am...

So, he made a real big afford to wake up early, just to see me..

Nothing much.

sitting on the bench, he talks about his studies..

where else, i just.. do nothing? :/

He would help me carry my bag into the school hall and students will be staring at him.

Not that he was damn handsome or good looking.

But he does look okay :)

Perhaps it is also because he's a stranger.

Friends told me he was sweet.

He is so willing to come almost every single day.

never once he ask me to skip school so i can go out with him.

never once he do anything funny.

Then i remember it was valentines..

I still remember i asked myself, was this for real?

Do i like really like or have feelings for him?

I dont know.. but all i know is that his doings were sweet.

He reach my school early and slept in the car while waiting for me.

:/

wake him up and he ask me to come in the car.

i got panic when he start his car and drove away from the parking lot.

:O

things like "kidnapping??" "rapping??"

runs through my mind XDD

well, what do you expect to think at situation like this..

But thank God (of course) he part at the side of my school building,

which two scout boys were outside.

he held my hand and that's the moment i knew i wasnt in love with him.

cos all i want to do was him to let go fast :/

and then it was when want to :-* me...

i turn away so fast

making the situation embarrassing.

he knew, i knew.

we exchange gifts.

and that was the last time we ever see each other..

i change my msn and hp number too.

for now.. i feel kind of guilty..

for treating him that way.

cos, if i can turn back the time,

i would've at least break it up to him in a proper way and in hope we can still remain as friends.

:/

Mianhae