Im a Fool

Im Back~ Woohoooo!! kekeke~ nah, it's been some time since i last blogging isnt it?

Life is pretty busy with a job now on the hand, stressing at times.

During off days, i spend my time completely with my dogs and family.

So, i cant find a right time to actually blog with all the jobs on hands.

To find the right time to hang out is definitely not easy, but definitely not hard either.

If you have the determination to make it happen, you'll put the effort for it.

I do not know why, but it seems like everytime when there's a gathering,

i seems to be the only one who are excited about it and i was thrown to plan it.

Alright, make it clear, im cool with planning things.

But friends, where are the initiative to come ask me about the gathering?

I felt like, for you, having the gathering or not, doesnt really matters.

Maybe it was because you arent into it?

Or you just dont care if it happens or not?

Because, everything made it seems like i was the desperate one to hang out for the gathering.

Where is the initiative from the heart to ask when or how is the next gathering going to be.

"i dont have time to plan" well, i didnt ask you to do so, but a text message would be just fine.

is it that hard? well, is just too obvious, none care about the gathering.

or just maybe, im the only one who care for too much?

"i want us to remain as forever"

well, go the road of your own then, seems like i was the only one who is trying to put a plan for us to gather, so no matter how busy we are, our friendship will never be drifted apart.

But this is life, living the life of your own.

on your own road, on your own life.

that's it.

take a moment and think.

how long do you think we can last in our youth...lucky for you, in another 3 to 5 years time.

some might even start building up a family of their own.

some might even migrate to another place...

how long do you think we can last around in our 20's ?

will we still be going to theme parks at the age of 30 or 32 or 35?

will things ever be the same like how it used to be? no...

time pass, people grows, burden increase, enjoyable moments are hard to find.

i stood up and asked to plan for gathering because i dont want waste no time.

but you crushes my plans and efforts without doing anything.

none.

maybe it is true after all.

time pass, people grows. im one of them i guess?

Everything seems so obvious to me, that no one cares if we're meeting up or not.

Really, im through with this.

wishes you all the best, my friends :)

...done.

p/s: just everytime when i look at the gif above, taeng cant seem to strike my heart, nonstop :x

question : when can i see snsd again?

cos i seriously miss them all, especially my wife, my mistress and my girlfriend.

Tiffany, Taeyeon, Jessica ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! :3

dear God, please answer to my little prayers<3

sometimes, things are hard to let go especially when there are great memories behind it.

but as mention, behind, yeah, behind, the past.

Taeny Music Core

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fany ah!!!! Taeyeon ahh!!!! Taeny ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why are you guys so cute!!! i love the last gif the most! look at shy tiffany!!!! so cute!!

God! im smiling like a silly person in front of a computer screen!!!

The KISS strikes sowons \(O_O)/

So like yeah,

i'll make it real simple and see if you guys feels the same way like i do, kay?

and then.....

this one, literally, almost kills me!

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and oh well.

as if things werent,

painful enough to torture my poor weak heart.

this one happens....

Someone linked the video to me and i went to watch it.

when it happens, i threw my ipod far away from me on the table,

covering my face, shaking my head.

until my manager ask what happened and thought i cried XDXDXD

but no, i was just too stress about that...

so, i decided to....

NAWWWWWWWWW~

of course i didnt do that to my lappy XD that is insane! but yes, i did it mentally ;)

heh!

My head is hurting like mad.

Nights :)

not so really

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!!!!!!!!!

May the year of Dragon be a blessing and best for everyone yeah? :DD

Okay, why the hell didnt i realize or taste or smell, papaya and pineapple in the dish!

WAE!?!?!

== ugh! too late...

the effects of allergies are starting the past 1hour and still continuing to itch like H.E.L.L

:(( jinja, my face, neck, arms are all friggin red and itchy!!! swollen will be next i guess :/ *sigh*

eottoke????

Told my dad all of a sudden, that when the contracts end, maybe i should go to the states.

since he has been supportive about me going for travelling and working overseas.

at first when he told me, i said no, heavy in the heart.

so when i changed my mind, he's shock.

but mum was thinking the other way as she was worry and felt heavy in the heart.

asking me to think really properly.

i will...

ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the itchness is really really bothering me now!

itching in the throat how the hell can i scratch it == fck.

didnt ask, wouldnt say, why the fuck would i say things when it wasnt ask.

anyhow, there is no necessarily of argument should be involve, enough.

but there is this one person, actually makes me frown, when i knew she is hurt.

my dear random princess.......mianhae.....if there's a choice, i wouldnt want to put you through it either......i dont like seeing you hurt :( mianhae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love watching Dangerous Boys.

but at times, it really makes me wonders, doesnt the GIRLS seems to be the one even more dangerous than the guys? XD no offence, but anyway, you girls, all 9, are super cute!!

makes me <3 you guys even more.

JJ, sorry....really, please, the thoughts about you frowning or shedding tears.

breaks my heart into million of pieces.

i love you, still..no matter what.

Once again, have a great new year everyone ^^

Forever - SNSD

I cant get that song out of my mind though :) miss them to the max.

remember how i mention that i cant forget the eyes contact i had exchanged with Jessi<3

well, today, when i listen to Genie, my mind starts wondering right at the part.

where i was in the concert, it havent start, they were in the tent,

how i actually screamed for Tiffany's name all alone, whether she heard it or not.

:) that doesnt matter, because when i saw the diamond opens, there she was.

the Tiffany that i have been talking about :) cant believe i can see her in person and how she actually points at me with the gun sign and shoots at me during hoot.

x.x i died, literally. hahaha.

i miss you, girls :)) can we meet again, please??

Lately, i think i over stress myself, where my blood pressure goes really low again.

low to the point where i dont want to measure my blood pressure.

I used to be hyper active, now, just going up a couple of stairs,

is hard for me to talk as i was desperately gasping for air ==

Im tired of things happening, this time is for real, leave it, i dont care anymore. seriously.

im tired of myself saying it not doing it. so, lets make it for real this time, araso :))) dae!

gahhhhhhhhhhh!

friggin tired, so, imma end my blog soon with?

SNSD ;) the usual <3 kekeke~

they are on the new variety show now :D which its called, Dangerous Boys!

seems nice! cant wait to watch it :DD

So, there is this part, where they have to rips newspaper

(for what reason, i really dont know~)

everyone is busy ripping the newspaper, shredding it happily...

well....

not everyone.......

precisely......

Tae? er....?? XD hahahaha! damn cute isnt she!!!

everyone is busy ripping it, but...she's reading it!!! XDXDXD she's too cute to be true!!!!

no wonder fany loves her ;)

Everyone is blaming this guy, for being rude to Tiffany,

but as far as i see it,

and as much as i love my miyoungie..

this guy did not meant to throw it at Tiffany,

it was an accident, watch.

The other guy from the opposite uses his hand to dodge it!

but what is happening next makes me :DDDD <3

Taeyeon's like, "heh! how could you do that to ma wife!!"

*rips rips, throws at him!*

OMG!!!!! so cute and protective!!!! hahahaha!

im loving this dork even more now!!! too cute laaaaa~~~~

Let me cheat in this blog for today? can?

XD hahaha!

nah, but is mostly more on ty's picture which i happens to love alot~ ;)

this is just way too cute to be ignore, come on, she's elder than me and yet she looks so much more like a kid! a cute kid!

just as she grows older, she becomes even cuter! \(O_O)/

No kidding \(O_O)/ this person is definitely goddess!

can i ask the lamest things ever to her? can i ? can i?

"taeyeon ah~ doesnt it hurts when you fall from heaven to earth?"

kekekeke, cheesy line eh? ;) nyahahahaha!

i find this so cute was because, they happens to be the youngest and the eldest,

look at maknae holding onto ty as if she were much more elder, maybe due to height wise?

:p kekekeke!

can i be seohyun? no, i dont want to look like her, i want to be lucky like her!

holding onto to taetae!!!! ^^ aigoooo~ this two is cute!

look at that guy, being all awkward~ kekeke!

Maknae ah~

You've grow up becoming prettier day by day :)

Jinja :) yeoppo~

Taeyeon's latest outfit on lady marmalade :))

jjang isnt it? HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT d; kekekeke!

last but not least, someone i shall love a lot more from now onwards.

hello, princess :)))

man, i miss staring at you and you looking back!!

hahaha! you're so pretty i can die when you look at me!

hahaha! i even get all awkward :x you're really too pretty to be handle, to be look at it.

you really made me stunned by your gorgeousness!

Sica, you are daebak inside out.

Jessica Jung is good in drawing or....not?

How good does Jessica Jung draws?

hmmm...

you make the call after looking at the gifs below ;)

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The results?

Here.

:)

Ready??

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That's right, so what do you say??

Well, all i can say is that i love this girl even more after this!

she's cute!

Jessica Jung Soo Yeon~

i am not an attention seeker.

so, fyi, leave my fucking life if you feels annoyed or bothered.

like i care. not anymore