Is funny for sure one thing when GG was predicted to attend Asia Super Showcase, my inbox got flooded by SONEs x) asking whether if i will be going or not. LOL :/ funny.

I cant give an answer.

Why?

Lol, i am sick of explaining it again and again.

Cut it short, i am not sure. Aite? Nuff said.

I am not a complicated person, but if you're not understanding me easily, then yes, i'll just make it even more complicated. LOL.

And look at what happened to my wife......

(ok...why in the world i cant upload the gif ._. aish)

and yet i still cant link the gif to my blog, *shucks* whatever....perhaps next time.

Okay, just have to admit it, i miss seeing them.

But sometimes, people has to learn how to make the proper and right decision.

I find it cute and funny at the same time how people would come to me and ask if its worth to go see them in Malaysia's mini concert.

Really, i dont know, is up to you guys, but if its for me, given chances, i would prefer to save money and go to their 3 hours concert in Singapore which i know will happen anyway.

Is not like that announce it officially, but once they are done with Japan's tours

they will start their asia touring.

So, i believe Singapore will be one of their destination.

Guess what, i even prayed hard they dont come malaysia actually.

Because. Honestly. Some fans dont know how to control themselves well when they sees their idols.

Some turns into beast LOL.

No offence but i've witnessed some with my own eyes.

Anyhow, is funny how one person gets upset or angry at me when it wasnt even my fault.

LOL?

Sometimes, it takes not a year to mature up, but the time you choose correctly.

Learn how to think and act maturely.

As easy as that. Is not that hard.

I am so tired.

In all kind of ways.

P/S : cant believe we would actually bump into one another after 4 years huh? 4 years long of no nothing.

I am sorry that i turned away without a single proper greeting when it was said, you smile to me the moment you sees me.  But i guess. Well, no, honestly. I do not know how to actually look at you in the face.

I dont want to fall again. It took me 4 years. Still, to know, memories doesnt leaves no matter how long they were left somewhere in the mind, they comes back the moment our eyes met. I hope you are doing well.

I honestly want you to be happy. I can only say i am truly sorry for what i had done, but i wont say i regret it as i believe, we both made many cherishing memories between the 2 years.

and yet i still cant post the gif here! FUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ._.

I think i cant tolerate immature thoughts.

If a person can actually think maturely in a click of a minute, it means, he/she can make and do well decision instead of making a immature result in the end.

I wont say i am immature, but being someone who is responsible with quite a few things, i can sort out when i should be mature. that is including my thoughts and the way i speak as well.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

AOA coming as well. Not that i no them, but neither will i condemn a group i do not know well.

why should i badmouth about another girl group just because SNSD happens to be there to perform as well.

I believe a person with the right mind wont do so.

;) 

besides, my Seolhyun will be there! nyahahahaha

And also my Taeminnie!!! gah!! SHINee boys! :) they dance so damn well.

But still

EOTTOKE

do i have a point to be there?

Yes, i am saying so even when the chances of SNSD is coming is huge.

Complicated.

Even when i explain so much, it was not understandable.

Some of my friends and also my sister taught me.

You know how fb inbox has this function where if you've read the inbox, it will appeared as 'seen' (?)

irritating right?

So, i was taught that if you dont want it to be written as 'seen' but yet being able to read the inbox is to dont know what click here and there.

My point is, why? why so fishy and no guts?

want to read the message, already read, but dont want the other person to know?

quite stupid action though.

read then read la. dont reply on the spot, dont la.

big deal.

just stop being fishy.

why do you like pissing me off.....?

is it on purpose?

you really made me wonder much.

what happened to TaengSic?

Well, i am sure only a true sone will come to realize that this two has been awkward around each other.

From my pov, Jessica would look at Taeyeon, but the leader would just shows an awkward expression like turning away or something. For all i know and believe, is that something is going on behind... but of course, i hope the two will make it up in the end.

Hmmmm.Sica :/

ILY, kay? :D

A New Beginning

Alright, left Bella (like at LAST!) thank you, God :3

I feel so much better after leaving the drama queen manager XD

A brand new start in a new company tomorrow on wards, gosh! D; wish i could've rest longer at home.

How do i feel?

Like this...

If you feel like this, put your hands up ;))

Damn it! Stop being so cute already you dork! too much of Tae Tae by your side is the cause for this.

Because i literally had that two tone color like Taeyeon's short haircut.

Took some time to finally decide it's time to look more mature and professional.

I mean, i cant just have that kind of color.

Hello, we're talking about company's image here.

Finally.

After 4 years long.

4 years long of no having dark color or even my natural hair color.

Finally,

I've dyed my hair into a dark tone color

+.+

Well, i am super not use to it, still does ._. but people around me LOVE it OTL

right.

After having my hair dye, parents and friends stated i look like a teenager.

which by the way, i am an adult at the age of 23.

Just came back from a saloon, funny how my hairstylist asked which school i went to.

i told him i am 23!

she was like "i thought you are high school student"

=.=

I dyed my hair darker color slightly because i want to look more mature rather than being a korean wannabe.

LOL

and what happened!?

she cut my hair having fringe....which in the end, makes me look more like a kid!!

Never mind...

Dear Fringe, please grow fast :/

A whole new start from tomorrow on wards.

May it be a great beginning :)

Sometimes, i rather work independently.

like that, less nosy people, less crap to talk about.

work work work.

LOL.

No matter how hard i work, how much money i got.

i will never get you.

Since i got a family to take care of.

I want you badly :(

But is my duty, my responsibility to take care of my family.

I dont just live under the same roof with them and gave them nothing.

Is time i show how much i love and would take care of them :)

although i might not have millions for them.

but thousands every month should do the trick.

cos i know, a couple of hundred ringgit is nothing, money has become really small lately.

I should prepare myself for tomorrow.

yeah.

HWAITING!

P/S: Special thanks to you, Junyi. For bringing me to places to get my interview done! If it wasnt for you, i dont know how in the world can i get it done :) so. GOMAWO! if you're reading this :) i appreciate it to the max.

Updated

I'm like half asleep here right now ~.~
Recently i've been getting like what, 3 hours of sleep only @.@ it will only takes one day sooner or later for me to collapse...
Things have been cool, this year chinese year has been rather quiet since my granny passed away last month.
we are lack of one big family reunion dinner since every family is busy travelling to the places of their other hometown and as for me? Melaka it is.

This time, dad book two rooms. So me and sis ended up in another block of the hotel suite.
THE ROOM TO JUST US BOTH XDXD imagine the things of how we simply place, if our mum were to be in the same room with us, she'll be nagging XD

Recently my colleagues were talking about SNSD Baby G watches =.=
just because i showed them the magazine i bought and Stacy bii insist on all of us getting one.
But the point is, i cant really wear one since i am allergy to it.
Not to SNSD but the watches yeah XD
if i ever wear it when i sweat, then i will start having rashes on my wrist.
But then again, they are quite attractive!
The Kiss Me versions are better than the last one, the previous ones were called Be Cool (i think)

This is the first version one, which to be honest, i think Taeyeon's one looks freaking GOOD.

I love you Tiff, but the watch she wearing in the first version, the square one, is sort of....ugly(?)

This has nothing to do with the ambassador yeah XD is the watch problem, the design was sort of cheap looking >.< and many sones agree with it.

Plus, Taeyeon's watch comes with an orange lighting! which looks really nice! :Q

hehehehe.

If i was to get one, i go for this one:

This time i dont ming getting Tiffany's one!

TBH, Jessica's color is attractive :) and i kinda like Sunny and Yuri's version as well.

If any of you are planning to get a watch, get this version, they were better design.

Any Fanytastic out here, if you were disappointed with the first batch design, you can go for this one!

is really unique and the pink is fabulous just like the girl endorsing it ;) hehehe.

This.....doesnt she looks like a goddess @.@ > <3 .="" p="">

;Q...............NO.....i shall never betray my heart and feelings!!

My baby totoro smile! isnt she cute.

yeah >.> of all gif i choose this one == her face damn cute!

Recently with the stress from my closing month end work task, i find myself even busy to reply all inbox in fb or comment or the post. Is not me being cocky, i am just plain busy. Cant you understand?

You dont know how i really act like when i am cocky =.=

Lion dance ah!!

those lions are so cute and fluffy i just wanna bring them home!!!

See this one!! hehehe! my company asked them to come and do the ritual thingy.

I was like, following behind it as it goes around the center, i grab the tail and shake it, saying how cute it is continuously ~.~ until the guy inside keep shaking it's tail!!! makes it even cuter x.x seriously, i want a pet like this XD

So, wearing singlet in Malaysia is like screaming for people to look at you(?)

Fine, when i wore it, i already adjust myself to accept that some people will look, dont make a big fuss about it, but my limit gotten off when the old dirty indian man came in and stood right beside me.

he was staring at...well, me and then my chest == but i tried my best to ignore him and his pervy eyes sight, i kept on watching my tab. until he stands closer to me and use his hand to stroke against my hand >_< eww.

so i moved away, but he kept coming closer, i glare at him and look away but i know i am showing uncomfortable expression because a chines man behind me, keep looking at me and the indian man.

I glare at him the moment his hand touches my thigh, that moment, the chinese man, helps me by standing close to me to glare at the indian man.

GAH! i dont want to argue much since i am alone today. FCK you man.

You dont know what you can do to me, how you can magically makes me smile like an idiot just by watching your silly doings.

A thank you, to everyone :)

Finally, im back here to blog. Been...yes, BUSY again this month.
Made a decision to choose another job, wise choice :) indeed, a few colleagues is following with me ^^
But of course, they had their own reasons too..
I am stressed out and seriously, lack of sleep.
Sleep at 3am, waking up at 5am, every single day, is not very ideally :/ but....ugh, no choice.
I always ask myself, when can you go Korea?
Friends asked, "when can we go Korea" okay, i have a whole gang of friends who happens to love GG as well. so we're sort of planning to go together someday :) maybe end of this year or early next year.
Hopefully :) everything goes well!
I want to go to a country with my favorite season....WINTER!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! so yes, that is why i choose those dates ^^
A few of them already started travelling to Korea already :'( *sobs*
junyi even asked me if i want to sneak into his luggage bag TT.TT but he inform me late..
or else i would've go on a diet to become smaller size so i can fit in x) nyahahahaha!!
He went there and i was like, ask him to just get me the banana milk bottle!
in malaysia they only sell those in boxes, i had always dream of having the bottles ones! it's cute! like taetae!
He even went to SNSD fansign event :'( i swear, i almost bang my head against the wall.
he was looking at Tiffany all the time, telling me how sweet she was!
i know she is, that is why i've chosen her as my wife ;))) he was so close to his wife though, Yoona.
he told me that he was shock until cant scream for her name x) kekekekeke!!!
so, i was stressed out, not because of jealousy, but my work.
he text me once he reach KL. he insist on picking me up from work, sure :) why not.

I was shock when he bring up a plastic bag filled with banana milk!!!!
OMGEEE!! they are so freaking cute!! it always reminds me how Taeyeon would goes "bananaaaaaa"
LOL! that explains why i love it!
went to Fu Sheng to have our dinner, this time i am very careful with the food i ordered.
but in the end, same thing happens, he have to finish most of it >.< as i gave up half way because my stomach starts to hurt x.x

He actually gave me like 10 bottles of banana milk but since he love it more than i do, i gave him back some, cos i dont think i can finish it :P then, he suddenly took a plastic bag, saying that it's for me. asked him what is but he doesnt want to tell ._. then he took a pair of Taeny socks!! omg! CUTE!!!! my bias!!
thank him and off he go back to his hometown :)
i look at the plastic bag, thinking he must've bought a shirt for me or something, until when i open them...

OMG

IT'S BROWNIE!!!!!!

Now, if any of you here dont know who Brownie is, he is the dog i mentioned about.
If you are a k-popper, you should know well about this dog :) he is so darn famous!
People like Shin Bora, Jessica Jung and JaeJoong have this doll.
I am a doggie lover, so he is one of my love :) but i remember not mentioning about it.
since i know is impossible to have it and i also dont want to mention it because i know the people who loves me will try to get it for me kkkkkkk (so perasan huh?) but is true, and i dont want to trouble anyone.
I appreciate the fact that you guys loves me so much :')
But i was seriously surprise!! Now, Brownie is finally mine!!
Gomawo Junyi ahhhhhh!!!!!
Did i mentioned that he saw Kim Jae Joong in person? He went to his cafe and saw JaeJoong about to have a haircut at the saloon next to the cafe, but JJ manager dont allow him to take picture. Junyi told me JaeJoong is good looking in person :Q but what makes me envy him is he went to Taeyeon's dad's optical shop!! which i want to go badly!! Gahhhhhhh!!!

Now my sister complains about my bed having too much stuffs == but i feel comfortable having them around me when i sleep~~~~

I have the huge bolster of Tiffany Hwang.
Then my new TaeTae pillow :)
I have my dookongs in my arm every single night to hide my face with it when i sleeps.
Now i have Brownie (jessica) by my side!

Awesome :p

My thank you's wont be enough....i seriously....dont know how to ever thank you guys :)
I didnt lose, instead i gain so much :)
Once, i was silly enough to think why, but now, to know that so many people loves me.
that to the point they are always trying to grant my wishes.
i am seriously touched by it.
Is not about the gifts, but the efforts and thoughts of the love that you guys put in.
sincerely, having you guys? i wont need to ask for more.

Okay, my stomach is killing me.
Physically.
Time to go!

IGAB

I GOT A BOY!
Yes, a proud Sone here :) i was definitely breath taken away by them this time.
I've said it before, that T-ara always has ways to surprise people with their mixtures of concept.
Stated that how SNSD's concept can be predictable. IT WAS THE TRUTH okay -.- so dont come bash me, not that i care. I am a huge fan of theirs, so i can accept and wont hide the truth.
But with their latest concept, can i just say how i am totally surprise and impressed by their new concept !
Gosh!! is so not them!! :) but is a good thing, did i say good? okay, i meant to say GREAT (y) ;)
This actually made me feel proud and not regret that i am a SONE.
Truth to be told. I am very hook with Taeyeon in the MV :x she's so HAWT! like, a dork like her!!
she can turn into sexy just in a blink of an eye ^^ Taeyeon ahhhh~~~
then we have Jessica, gosh~ that doll face girl, no wonder she has won the spot of number 5 for the most beautiful woman in the world (y)

XD that's the girls i adore, that is the reason, they are they, they can be as crazy as they can and they dont mind showing how silly and babo they looks like !!! XDXDXD Laughed so hard when i saw thi, look at my Tiffany and Taeyeon *shakes head* the dorks shidae!! (y)

But of course, my wife never fails to impress me, my rapper hwang is back in the album :)

Been rather busy lately. 

Stiff neck, constant headache ~.~ just take me already, God T.T

I could've attend GDA if i wanted to, but nah, so many reasons to NOT go..

My wife wont be attending as i was informed earlier ;) (thanks) and watching them get on and off stage taking awards, BOYA~ anniyo.

Hopefully, i can catch up with T-ara again in the airport! Will you remember me, Hyomin-sshi? <3 p="p">

Gawd! I miss the T-ara girls! This time i want to personally greets Areum :) the last time i was busy walking around, looking for Jiyeon and Hyomin, she smiles to me and nod her head eventhough i was screaming for Hyomin and i-just-left I KNOW! how rude == but i was busy looking for my bias okay~

I want to see SNSD :(

I dont know when and how, but i was somehow, being made to like PINK (?) and she's the reason behind it. Dont believe so?

See my tablet cover over there? The other day i was looking around and the guy took this out to show me.
Seeing how sweet the pink is, immediately bought it with no second doubt, not even asking how much the price is -.- Tiffany~ what have you done to me? LOL.
Look at my newly bought Lacoste purse, it's PINK too -.- HEOL~~~~
i am indeed liking pink now, i admit. Hehe! see how cute Jessica is on my tabby :)) at least i am being fair right? I have Tiff, Tae and Jess, with me every single day :3

Yes, i've bought the album ._. why that face?
well~

Yes, i've bought my wife and mistress albums :x i dont collect album, really. unless i find them attractive enough to attract me :3 smart SME, selling SOLO covers but with same songs inside (y) nice way of sucking our money :X now i left Taeyeon's one to be purchase soon (i hope)
This is the first time i buy 2 albums in one day. Thanks to my korean buddy.
"you sure you dont want Jessica? she's the last one i got here~ if you dont, i will just sell her to someone else, you willing?"
Okay, i fall for his idiot trap! yes, i am idiot enough. But also, thanks to my byun mind, i grab hers as well.
I mean come on *cough* who would want to miss out on such sexy drooling album cover? Is JESSICA JUNG we are talking about, COME ON!! XD
Taeyeon ah~ my girlfriend, wait for me, alright? I'll get you soon when you are in stock :)

I went to the black shop in time square few weeks ago, then i saw something hanging on top of the shop wall. I remember seeing it some where cos it's really familiar so i ask the shop owner, did Taeyeon use the bag before, he said no, he said Leeteuk use it before. But the bag is really damn cute, so i finally bought it with no hesitation :)

See~ cute isnt it? So irresistible!!
So when i went home, i search the internet and no doubt, i didnt forget wrongly

Muahaha! i remember i saw this from Running Man and Tae was using it :)
so glad i grab the last bag in the shop :) Hehehehe!!!!

Sad thing that i cant buy posters anymore, if i want, i can only keep it. My wall. No space.
Enough said huh? LOL.

My Fany Zone :)
Muahahahahaha! Me Love Her! Me Love These!

Look at this!

Me and Junyi went to Minarae, if im not mistaken :) NICE
thumbs up ler! is really nice :D and they even on K-pop Concert on TV for us ^^ real korean owners!
Go again? Sure (y) wanna try other stuffs :)

Sadly, when i was busy...my maknae wasnt feeling very happy :(
and me, me no good at cheering people, cos i will panic...that's me >.< so what i do?
Early in the morning when she greets me.....
i will reply her with this...

Is not easy to draw inside of your phone kay -.- dont believe? you try so.
well, i just hope she will at least laugh at it when she saw the sms i sent to her, at least, a second of her frown is off her face, means i manage to make her smile (laugh) in whichever way, it satisfy me.
Maknae! dont forget, no matter how dark your world can be, you still have US.
You have your family, you have Ben, you have ME, you have your friends, you have TaeNy.
So many people cheering and be there for you.
I'll never leave you in the dark <3 p="p">Love you :)

Anyhow, get ready for the trouble that the girls are bringing for this new year ;)
once again, they'll dominate!

wish i can stay longer to blog more, i know, my blog is starting to collect spider webs :/
but, i have a date with this guy who called me up and say "can you come my house? i make steak for you to eat" :) my adorable 4years old boyfriend ;)

Im off!

SmTown Live in Singapore 2012

Like finally... 

I can spare some time to come blog ._. seriously, been busy after coming back from.... SINGAPORE!

kkkkkkk! yes, once again, i am back to singapore. WAE?

Because.....

Once again, my maknae got me tix OTL

i know, AGAIN right? what to do? she loves me so much x)

She's my only maknae and i'm her only unnie.

what to do?

ah, stay jealous, that's all you can do :p

dont you wish to have her too?

Nahhh~ you cant x) kekekekekekekeke!

Actually, i was quite shy, well yeah, i mean she's my maknae and she's always making my wishes come true.

she made one of my biggest dream come true back last year 2011.

by sponsoring me a ticket to SNSD Concert.

and now, she make me able to see my wife again, by getting me SmTown tix!

that's freaking AMAZING kay!

Like wow! i get to see the SM Family and of course her :)

but then again, i do get shy, no matter how joker i can be, or how tough i am.

i can OKAY ._.

let'ssssssssssssssssssss just skip the cheesy part.

i've wrote it in the letter anyway :x

So, knowing i will be attending SmTown.

i have like about 2 weeks of time to do something.

Seriously, this stickers aint cheap at all...

if purchase one or two, maybe is fine.

but when you get like several of them?

= BROKE

and i was on a mission to show her this.

oh say hello to my new gadget ;) Tabbie.

hahaha, well, my iTaengoo is giving my problem, so i have to get something new that can stores my music and videos, well, im impressed by this ^^

me and maknae was actually counting down some days before we meet.

and actually, i was quite shy about screaming like a babo :x

and hell no, i aint pretending to be shy, cause i really was....

actually nervous to meet my maknae 

ask CK! x) he knows how nervous i am, i was like

"what should i say~"

"what should i do~"

from the time we meet for the bus ride and while travelling to SG.

when i was in SG and i was like,

"finally im going to see maknae again, but im shy!! hhhhhhhiiiii~"

he can only shakes his head and rolls his eyes -_-

meet my travel buddy who decide to accompany me :')

he actually traveled with me, so i wont be alone and can you imagine, 

me.

alone.

travelling.

to.

singapore.

so, he decided to come with me on the trip although he wont be joining me and maknae for the concert.

seriously!!

:')

this are what bff do's for each other!

a friendship like ours for 10 years aint just gonna ruin by some asshole who's trying to break us apart.

it aint gonna be that easy :) i say you try something else ;)

ANYWAY.

so, dad fetch me to Time Square to meet up with CK on the 23rd November.

@ round 6:45am++

yeap, taking his bus (his company's bus) to go Singapore once again.

well, CK sort of handle everything from there.

Transport and Hotel

^-^

daebak~

i swear, after riding first class coach bus.

i dont want to travel with another bus anymore!!

this one is so much better than the previous one that we travel with!!

yup, each passenger has personal space, the coolest thing is that this seat can actually let you lie down straight! sleeping the entire ride was comfortable! like sleeping on a bed :)

everything in this bus was wonderful.

they have this small tv for you to watch movies, play games.

but hahaha, i stick to plugging my earphones into my ear and blast my korean music the entire journey.

bottom line?

see, we have a happy boy here x)

now you know how comfortable and relax we are! lol!!

it took about 5 to 6 hours for us to finally reach Singapore.

we stopped at Sentosa Resort.

Yes, Universal Studios ahhhhhhhhhhh!!

^_^ damn nice! but cant waste anytime, as it was almost 2pm already, so we went to our hotel in Chinatown.

cant checked in yet, so we leave our belongings there and head straight of to.....

MARINA BAY!

(wow, talking about it only already enough to make me smile now)

okay, the train ride was kinda pricey, we both goes broke because of the transportation x)

hahaha.

reach there and i start texting maknae, she's with her family in MBS, having lunch.

so me and CK decide to go line up for the trading cards.

since i've promised to help my friends to purchase it.

but then, the organizer told us.

"only people with tickets can purchase it"

which means, whoever who attends the concert can only buy the stuffs :O

but i kinda like the rules, fair enough.

so we have to disturb maknae so that we can meet up first.

once again, throughout the whole journey, we joke and laugh like tomorrow is the end of the world.

but i can tell you the truth.

Singapore is a beautiful place, really!

although is expensive to travel there, but is worth it.

just from walking from Marina Bay Float to Marina Bay Sands.

God!

the place is gorgeous, the sight is magnificent!

CK hasnt upload any pictures == so i cant post it here. Pfffft~

OKAY, IMMA SKIP SOME PART.

but i am not going to skip the part where it rain like SHIT.

seriously.

there's like thunder and everything.

cos once i got the ticket from maknae, she has to join her family back,

me and CK when to grab pizza for our lunch and off we go again to MBF to buy the collectibles.

but once we walk passed half the bridge, it started small drizzle.

LIGHTNING STRIKE

it rained hard.

oh yes, before that, after meeting maknae.

i dont know what is wrong with me.

i see any girl in white shirt and black pants, i'll go

"eh, is that airena?"

and CK will be like -.- no~

then again and again until he got fed up and say

"STOP SEEING EVERY GIRLS IN WHITE SHIRT BLACK SHORTS AND THINK IS YOUR MAKNAE OKAY!"

XD

hahahahahahahahaha!

so, back to the raining like shit part :p

me and CK ended up stuck at the bridge, we cant go anywhere since it starts raining really hard.

i was trying to cover my face because my eyeliner and waterproof ._. hahaha!

then i saw a girl running towards the bridge.

and then i go again, "is that airena"

ck was like "enough ahh~ i told you is not- EH! is really her!"

we bump into one another ^^

so we stayed under the bridge together, getting scared by the thunder and lightning :/

but it seriously look like the opening of The Boys,

where Yoona walks out and found the diamond.

maknae and ck laughed.

and we even say imagined if Yoona walk pass us XD trolling around.

Seems like the rain aint stopping anytime soon and is almost 4pm, concert starts at 6pm.

we were worried about them postponing the concert.

left with no choice, we ran under the rain back to Marina Bay.

ALL WET!!

from head to toes. and when i say so, i mean it.

my shoes ended up being able to rare a few fish inside x)

Soon.

God bless us, the rain stops.

we went to line up, CK bid goodbye and off we are already half high while lining up.

being excited and everything :)

we are finally seated inside of MBF

me and maknae.

as usual, i am camera shy again and this time i was complaining how wet my hair still is.

but doesnt matter :) we took a picture.

Another version of TaeNy

Hiii~

kkkkkkkkk

the skies turning dark, while waiting they played many TTS songs :)

we sang to it.

then we here the people in the moshpit screaming.

me and maknae was like.

"someone must be at the backstage teasing them!"

hahahaha, because the fans cant stop screaming.

maknae was like, "oh! stop teasing them! you're teasing us!"

and the two of us begin to wonder who it was.

being so naughty.

music dies off.

lights went off.

*BOOM*

F(x)

did the opening for SmTown Concert with Hot Summer!

we screamed like mad!

yeah. i think i screamed to the point where i dont even know the word 'shy' exist XD

Luna slipped though :( but she carried on like a professional :)

when they introduce themselves, Amber asked us to give a round of applause to Luna who has an epic fall.

x)

(sorry, cant upload much pictures because is in my stupid camera)

Then the Jung Sisters sang California Girls

JESSICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

wow, the beautiful princess :)

finally we meet again! 

she is so freaking pretty!!

EXO actually makes me likes them even more after seeing them performing MAMA live!

i think SME artist is way beyond amazing :) serious.

Then there's Zhou Mi and Vic's duet, they sang

"today i am going to marry you"

by Jolin Tsai and David Tao.

can i just say how sweet this two sounds like!

:D

Finally, wow! i didnt expect to be able to hear Mirotic LIVE

i've listen to that song, love it too.

but being able to see DBSK is something i never thought i would :)

so the memories is jjang!

I think i fell a little for Changmin oppa, he is kind of cute :3 hehehe!

and his voice is AMAZINGG!

Sorry, i am not that interested in U-Know though >_<

then we have Super Junior!

hahahah! i am so in love with Eunhyuk's personality!

he was like "i learn and know some Singapore Singlish"

then Kangin was like, really?

and he goes....

"I love you all LAA"

"Thank you LAA"

"I miss you all LAA"

then Kangin was like, "so all you need to do is just add LAA behind every sentence?"

hahaha! i swear, the suju boys are the cutest thing!

and Eunhyuk wants to claim the spot as the leader since Leeteuk is off for national service.

LOL.

OMG! SHINee!!!

my oh so many boyfriend in there!

hahaha!

i love taemin but i am married to Onew's voice :p

then there's this part where Jonghyun were showing off his well shaped abs ><

i screamed like a fangirl wanting desperately for more x)

it was serious HAWT!!

MY GOODNESS

his moments with Taemin in the middle of the stage is SO SX18++

but we screamed like crazy wanting more XD

yeah, a bunch of byuns is in the crowds!

I am pretty happy to finally being able to have the chance to see..

BOA

yes, she is so pretty! her voice is so sweet and yes, she is one of the dancing queen!

so sexy!

i love her even more after the concert!

BOA JJANG!

Of course, not forgetting, our Mr. Kangta with his delicious soothing voice ;)

now now, the best part

x)

SO NYUH SHI DAE

woots!!!!!

me and maknae screams like a bunch of crazy chicks XD

but seems like, the people sitting around us is more on the boy band :x

i dont hear much fanchant during SNSD performance, while me and maknae did so.

trust me. we lose our voice even before half of the concert.

see how HIGH we are?

x)

I think one of my most fav performance was TWINKLE and DJ GOT US FALLING IN LOVE

is like, i've been watching this performance through YOUTUBE

and now finally, to witness it with my own eyes being there among the crowds :)

DAEBAK

and the girls never failed to make me go crazy~

Taeyeon, she slipped, but it was so damn cute! i wish i can carry her home!

sneak her into my pocket :)

please dont report me to the police, just saying.

TIFFANY HWANG

god!

i dont know why, but that girl is extremely extra cute that night!

she was like "I MISS YOU, SINGAPOREEEEE"

with lots of aegyo voice and action added in there, i spazz with my jaw drop open.

she always have the way to captivate my heart.

dont you, Tiffany-sshi? ;) <3 p="p">

I was HIGH when F(x) performs JET.

which i have my favorite part ;)

getting ready to scream for that part and when it happened,

i was the only one screaming for Krystal >_<

yeah, it was the part where she spins her ponytail, which i find it 100% CUTENESS!

but the crowds around me, only i screamed...opps!

Maknae was screaming hard for her Kris oppa :p

and the girl beside maknae was screaming hard for Seohyun.

i got shock when the girl screamed for Seohyun during The Boys.

If only CK joined us, he could sit right next to her x)

When BOA sang Only One (which is my fav song of hers)

it started becoming wind-ly

I have odd sense that is about to rain anytime soon, so i took out our raincoat.

and told maknae to get hers ready.

half way about to end, it started drizzling again.

the drizzle got hard again, when F(x) performs ELECTRIC SHOCK.

halfway of the song, it finally becomes pouring rain!

Yes!

one thing i can say is, we SM FANS are seriously cute!

how we all were quickly into similar looking raincoats XD hahaha.

many of them start leaving cos yes, the rain is seriously unacceptable!

i have the raincoat covering me, but my inner wear is TOTALLY WET.

yes, here we go again, wet from head to toe >_<

wanna know what?

SmTown Concert is so AWESOME

that it made us fans, all of us there.

WET

:)

just dont think dirty my readers here x) hahahaha!

when it was near the end, maknae decide we should go to the railing.

it aint easy, because i was wearing this high insoles inside my shoes, walking down the stairs that looks like mini waterfall x)

when the whole SM artist come out back for the last song, HOPE.

randomly, the rain stops.

heavy in the heart to leave them, but we have too.

the whole concert was GREAT.

is extra + points, when you watch it with the person you love.

Maknae bids goodbye and she's off to her room in MBS.

then me and CK were off to our hotel.

which well.

the train station guards ask us to get out because the train station stops running >_<

it's almost 12am, without a choice with great luck.

me and CK manage to get a cab to stop for us!

at that hour and is almost raining.

This our hotel room, well, motel, well, you can call it backpackers.

i can only say, this is better than the previous one i stayed in.

this one is cheaper and much more comfier!

:) we're getting this one again the next time we come to Singapore for a visit.

it has double deckers bed.

meaning, me and CK is sharing the room, with another two strangers.

i put my bag on the bed and one of the girl who shared the room with us ask me

"did you went to the concert just now?"

i said yes! turns out she is too, guess what, she's an ELF :)

hahaha! she has SJ towels, slippers and make up bag.

similar to me >_< but i do not have a SNSD slippers.

it would be cool to have one though x) nyahahaha!

I talked to CK about meeting the girls (SNSD) at the hotel tomorrow morning before they leave.

since i know the time of their flight.

he finally agrees, because i was nagging and begging.

he finally gives in :')

I saw kitty in Watson Singapore.

i just have to buy it for Tiffany :) because that girl loves it.

(i hope)

yes, when it comes to her, i forgotten that i am in Singapore and that i am actually using Dollars to purchase the item, which is extremely....EXPENSIVE.

what to do? i love that girl so freaking much! and i was hoping to pass it to her tomorrow.

i woke up by the alarm at 8am the next morning.

i miss call CK although he is on top of another bunk x) he got shock.

OH YES, because of the rain, it actually ruined some badges on my bag :(((

yes, the bag of mine filled with 50 over badges!

some of it were ruin, but what hurt me most is....

my Mr. Taxi album, is TOTALLY RUIN!

FML

So, took the train and we went to the hotel where the artist lives in ;)

Look at this naughty girl~

lol! they were actually staying in a hotel right behind of MBF :)

yes, Ritz Carlton.

no realize Kwon Yuri is behind them, if i am any of the girls in the picture, i will be so damn regret.

yup, this naughty pearl has her manager oppa to take the picture x)

we waited for three hours in the hotel lobby, STANDING.

until, we felt something isnt right because fans were running or leaving the lobby.

oh yeah~

Henry walk pass me, like really close by, we manage to look at each other.

but i thought he was just another korean oppa.

i....didnt know it was SJM member ><

until ck said "oi! you dont know who is he ah!??!"

i was all blurr like huh? who?

"HENRY LAAA!!"

but i have to tell you, he is really cute! i dig guys with his kind of brows :p

really adorable boy, mianhae oppa~ next time i will for sure know you if we ever meet again.

me and ck decide to follow other fans, well.

turns out the artist were sneaking out from the back garden of the hotel.

TT^TT i saw Tiffany!!!...hair....

because i was late, i only saw her hair as she gets into the vehicle.

but i heard from the fans there said she was nice enough to wave to all the fans.

watching the white vans leave, breaks my heart

there goes my mission of giving her the stuffs i made and brought.

we followed until the traffic light.

my heart was itching as i really want to hand Tiffany the things i made for her.

suddenly, two girls behind me ask.

"do you know how to go to the airport"

i only told her that i know the train can bring us to the airport but i think is a little too late.

then i suddenly came up with this idea of sharing a cab together.

they agreed. so off we go!

x)

incredibly, we manage to catch up with the vans!

we passed by one, the cab slowed down.

i saw LUHAN of EXO, he has his curtains in the van slide open and he looks really cute.

i turned around and wave to him hard, he smiles and waves back.

okay, i was in love with Luhan that very minute.

Until our cab drove away -.-

well, singaporeans are always obeying their rules. the cab driver doesnt allow to stop us there.

he drove us to the terminal instead.

wondering around in the airport.

we walk here and there, so does other fans.

My instinct were telling me, the artist will definitely use the VIP tunnel.

but fans saw manager oppa checking in from terminal 2.

so, we waited there.

At last, it was BOARDING time and the GATE CLOSED.

so we knew.

we wont be able to see the artist in any chances already :'(

My heart breaks into million of pieces.

but doesnt matter, i met some new friends <3 p="p">

they were saying that i was really sweet towards what i did for Tiffany :) and they were amaze by my bag of badges XD hahahaha!

i met 4 person there :)

ELF

SHAWOL

CASSOP (DBSK fan ==)

(EXO fan)

they all look at me and ask, "you are which fanclub???"

i tell them proudly and happily.

SONE

hahahahaha! we got the entire family fandoms there! hahahahahaha!

so, we took pictures together in the airport, posing like mad.

i think this is one thing which is amazing :)

SME

they brought all of us, from all around the world.

to become as one when we stand together in the crowd, cheering for the artist performing on stage.

Thank You, SooMan ahjussi <3 br="br" kkkkkkkk="kkkkkkkk">

Maknae manage to help me buy these card collectibles

Thanks<3 p="p">

The quality of the card is GOOD.

worth of money :)

and i am sorry that i cant help any of my friends buy what they wanted, i tried.

I know i've said it many times, but i wont get fed up of saying so because i mean it.

(well, maybe you will be fed up of me repeating it)

Thank you so much maknae, once again, being my genie.

i love you

not for these only but the times you spent on me when i am down or needed someone.

money cant buy that.

that is why, the one month i spent to make the gift for you, is totally worth.

i hope i could pass it to you someday.

i actually planned to pass it to you on the day i leave, because i was SHY if you were to see what i made.

i would've need to find a hole to hide myself!

but sadly, you were sick (pabo) <3 p="p">

so, next time it is :) LOVE YOU

and also not forgetting

you

my best friend for all time :)

thanks, throughout the whole journey, i come to realize, he really takes care of me.

like a big brother i never had!

making sure i drink water and eat, since my health always isnt stable.

thanks for taking great care of me. that is why i always choose to travel with you!

Korea next!

no no, we plan to visit Singapore again though next year.

For universal studio :D

how awesome is that.

but yeah, we all know, i am currently slightly broke XD so i need to really start saving some $

like for real.

Tiffany,

i hope we'll meet again.

but i hope you wont be attending GDA next year.

you need to rest.

with your korean comeback on the schedule, you need to rest.

you and the rest of the 8 angels.

but then again.

i hope we can meet someday.

LOOK AT WHAT I HAVE FINALLY FOUND!

I always find this cover really cute.

searching for it high and low, finally went to Sungai Wang, got it :) and it was the last one!

Love Love Love Love it!

because it reminds me of Tiffany whenever i carries it around me.

yes, i am going to slow it down, i will stop buying phone covers so constantly.

since, i wouldnt want to change as well, at the moment :)

LOVE YOU MIYOUNG HWANG :P

things come to the point where if it's sincerity or not.

sometimes, treating one person really nice, you shouldnt expect them to be nice to you in return because at any time of the day, they turn around and slash you right in the back, you'll never know.

i learned it myself recently.

that even if i did helped you before, i never should've thought you would help me when i needed you.

lesson learned.

i helped you without doubt and hesitation.

now when things becomes vice versa.

you become cold.

i've seen your true colors now.

at least i know better than i not know.

right

:)

gwenchana.

*SIGH*

i shouldnt have put so much hope thinking i could've have it before next year comes.

I thought i would have it.

but now.

lol.

enough of stressing my brain out thinking ways for it.

but the feeling of disappointment.

sucks.

i'll try and put it aside, besides, if i dont, what else can i do to have it?

bye the dreams of my camera~

and F*ck, why the hell is my pink camera nowhere to be found!?

wtf

OTL

out of all time.

you just must disappear at this time.

THANK YOU SO MUCH

*sarcasm added*

Time to rest, not feeling well