should i LOL?

[continue to be selfless]
so yeah,parents fetch me after work...
i dont really want to talk that much anymore.
like i said,the old me has died...the OLD andrea yong might have just passed away yesterday.
im nothing but just the body of my shell only.
i have no feelings anymore..

There is this rumors where people said SNSD paid their fan boys to cheer for them.
dad was like his usual self.
teasing me about it.

Me: is not true,come on,guys scream when they see pretty girls dancing. dont talk about 9 beautiful girls that cant get any attention.

Dad: [lol] ok ok~

Me: and SNSD even donated rm1.5million for charity.

Dad: 1.5 million won? [tease]

Me: you know what,say whatever you want. because i just realize no matter what good things people do,haters will turn it into bad one.so yeah,whatever. dont talk already.i'll be listening to my songs.

Mum: you said the wrong thing..how can you tease her about her idol she love most?

thats the end of the conversation..
i know my dad is just joking.
but at times...
why??
why the good thing when people do some people want to make it all the way around to become a bad one??
whats the point?
so being good eventually makes you look bad?
why must things happen in a different way.
i cant even turn to music now.

i give up.
i just want to die.
please.