maybe those feelings of mine to her wasnt that obvious after all...but what if i confess and found out that i wasnt the one? what if i loses her to someone one day? what if.... she does feels the same way like i do too? what if....
There she goes again,having the same old thoughts on her mind...
She might go berserk anytime soon if she cant stop it..
-flashback-
School~ Who cares about that,SUCK-ISH!~
Just then someone pushes her from the back..
Making Taeyeon to stumble and almost lost her balance.
"SORRY!!" she apologize sincerely while still walking,but return around to face Taeyeon with a smile.... a smile that Taeyeon shall never forget...
-end of flashback-
"Yahhhhh~ Kim Taeyeon~ Stop day dreaming again...", Tiffany looks at the petite girl besides her...
"Is there something bothering your mind?"
YOU~~~
If only Taeyeon has the courage to say it out... but too bad,she was too afraid to lose her.
Taeyeon shakes her head.
"waeeeee~", Tiffany puts her chin on her hand and look closer to Taeyeon...
Taeyeon quickly back away from Tiff's close up..
Tiffany frown by Taeyeon's action and puff her cheeks in disappointment.
she's cute~~~ i'll die soon~~ fany ah~~~
"hmmm~ Your birthday is coming up! any plans?? ^^",taeyeon asked with a cheerful smile.
"im not planning any until you tell me what has been bothering you these days",Tiffany stare at Taeyeon who stares back at her in surprise by her answer..
maybe is time~ maybe i shouldnt have hide it for so long~
"Tiffany~ Actually,there is this one thing that bothers my mind..is that...."
Tiffany Sshi~
the both of them turn around to see who calls tiff from behind.
But only to find Donghae running to them.
"yahhhhh~ Annyeong haseyo oppa~", tiffany greeted Donghae and ended it with her famous killer eye smile which only leads Donghae to be staring back at her...and gives a dorky smile of his..
Taeyeon rolled her eyes which was caught by Tiffany.
"so,your birthday is coming up and i have planned something already...just wait for me at the library that night at 6 sharp,okay?", Donghae looks Tiffany with his cute pleading eyes.
Everyone knows that Donghae has a crush on her ever since the day she step into their college..
"i....urm...", Tiffany startled,not knowing how to answer him...
"I need to get ready for our P.E class.. see you in the field,Tiff. Byeeee.", Taeyeon rush away,leaving Tiffany and Donghae alone..
Tiffany call after Taeyeon but she didnt get any respond from the shorter girl who rushes off..
Forget it...
Tiffany is late for 2minutes when she rushes to the field to find her friend...
who stands alone in the middle of the field,alone..
with her face staring up above the clouds,spinning around with her arms open wide.
"KIM TAE YEON!", Tiffany marched to Taeyeon.
"WHAT THE HECK IS THAT FOR??? ABANDONING ME ALONE IN THE CANTEEN!"
Taeyeon stop spinning herself and open her right eye only to look at Tiffany who has her arm crossed.."alone? isnt donghae oppa there? pffffft, i wasnt needed anyway"
Tiffany tilted her head side ways..feeling confuse at what Taeyeon has just said.
"You have changed a lot Taeyeon! recently, things must have happened...and you're not even telling me! What's going on!"
You...
"i told you is nothing...", Taeyeon covers her top eye with her hand..
the sun is shinning right at the field..
"hah! Kim Tae Yeon,i knew you for more than 6 months...6 friggin months. do you think i will not know if its something or nothing?", anger rage inside of Tiff.
Taeyeon just shove her shoulders up..
"are you telling me or not....?", Tiffany asked patiently this time..
"i was going to tell you until your boyfriend came and interrupt us,now that i have lost the feeling of wanting to tell...nope..i wont tell."
Tiffany let out a big sigh.
Feeling all frustrated at Taeyeon's stubbornness.
Taeyeon knew well that Tiffany will gives up asking in the end because Tiffany just doesnt has the patient to wait for the answer.
"I dont know why you dislike him so much! What's the matter with you!", Tiffany spill it out.
"anyway,we dont have to plan anything anymore i guess..he has all well planned for you...have fun", Taeyeon once again,leave Tiffany standing alone...
I give up...she's better off with him anyway...
"Taeyeon! Leave me now and dont be regret!", Tiffany shout at Taeyeon.
But Taeyeon didnt turn back...
They ignore one another for weeks..
Even until it was the day for Tiff's birthday..
No eyes contact,no nothing..
As much as Tiffany wanted to talk to her petite friend..
But making the first move for her is going to drop her 'pride'
And so... both ended up like a strangers..
*sigh*
She must be with him now...
Enjoying some stupid dinner with him,candlelight perhaps..
He must have present her with some luxurious gifts..
And probably confesses to her right now.
She'll be so surprise by it and no words came out from her mouth but her smile were the answers to his questions...
Why....
why was i the one ended up with nothing...
Taeyeon kick the snow that were stuck on her boots.
She sat alone for almost more than 3 hours by just looking at the ice skating ring which doesnt has anyone there.
-flasback-
"Taeyeon ah~~ Lets go to the ice skating ring together during my birthday! Pleaseeeeee", Tiffany pleaded with her puppy face back when they knew each other for only 2 months.
-end of flashback-
Although she has never try skating in her life before,
cos tripping is what happened even when she has her sneakers on when she is walking on smooth straight sidewalk...dont talk about ICE with BLADE SHOES!
but she is willing to try it out and do it for someone she has fell in love with.
Anything for Tiffany,she's willing to.
*sigh*
what the heck...
*tears start filling up her eyes*
no no no... i cant cry! i literally pushes her to him!
I give him chances!
WHAT IF she doesnt has feelings for him??
WHAT IF she has accepted his love??
No!
*wipe off tears*
I must at least confess out what i have in the heart!
Even if it meant to goodbye to our friendship...
I must let her know...how i feels..
I promised i wont lies to her..
and im going to hold onto that promise..
Taeyeon decide to go to Tiffany's house.
Confess her heart out.
Just when she get up and about to leave..
Someone is standing by the entrance of the ice skating rink..
Looking back at her..
(to be continue....)
*this is my first time publishing my very own fanfic onto websites...all this while i have been writing like an author..not only about Taeny :) but lots... but then,this is my first story that i blog about...and i just type out what i had in my mind... there will be a part2 if you guys would love to know the ending...let me know... thank you for the support :)
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