SoshiSone1308 Updates: Expect the Unexpected

Never knew words like this can be said by you.

But thats life,expect the unexpected..

Never say never.

Impossible becomes possible.

:')

Being quiet was not me..im not quiet :p close friends should know what i meant.

One of my friend even asked

"where is your switch off button?how can you still be so active?"

I love it most when i get to make my friends laugh when they hang around me.

But i know there are limit to jokes and conversation of the subject..i do.

But what i never know is that caring...needs their own limit too.

I OVER cared i guess.

I should have put a guide line..a limit.

My parents always tell me so,but i? never listen..

cos i thought its worth it..

Turns out it was not worth it,words are like gun pointing right at you.

BANG!!!

Bullets release into your heart.

and you crouch down in pain,silence cries..

you felt pain and hurt not because the bullets that penetrates into your heart.

But the pain you receive when you look at the person who shoots you.

The person you care (most?) looks back at you,walks away and smiling along the way.

cos its unexpected...

"why?why were you so down this few days?friends?money? (LOL..money?) what happened?if you dont tell,no one can helps you.."

-I'll be fine few days later...nothing okay...-

"fine,i wont force you,but you can talk to your friend(s?) about it,let it out...cos whenever your friends are sad,you are somehow hurt too and even cry for them,dont think i dont know..i just keep quiet,you cheer and try to make them happy,i bet they will do the same to you now.if you dont want to tell me,tell them ok..i dont want to see you this way"

-how to tell them when they are the person who hurt me till this point???????-

"hmmmph,i told you,friends...you must know where to put the limit...you care and now people treat you this way,how you feel? People still happy with their life,but do they actually will care when they hurt you? if they care about you,they wont hurt you...its ok,you are still young...lots to learn..teach you a lesson to know when to put a limit the next time..so,what do you want to do now?"
-...im so tired to even think about it...i wanna leave this stupid place...-

"ok,where do you want to go?"

-korea,please-

"save money"

and from <3

God created each and everyone with their own unique of difference.

No one should even judge you !!

Have they ever thought who were they to even have the rights to judge you ??
Judge their own life, themselves.. but not you.

No one should ever judge the creation by God..

You have no reasons to cope with the judgement, cos is not true.

You, stay being yourself....

Only change if you wants it.. dont let others change you.

You're in the wrong or right... im not in a rightful place to say it.

But God knows and God sees, what everyone has done.

And at the end of the day...

People will somehow realize, what they did was right or wrong.

Cheer up, pabo !!

I love you nomu nomu much !! XD !!

Silly (at the end cracks me up!) but i love it ;) <3

Thanks for the encouraging message.

"If people dont know how to judge which is right or wrong,good or bad person,then not even appreciation,then dont waste your time already,just stay out of people's life lo...dont cry yeah..." -from,a babi fella (:p)..but THANK YOU :') a babi who knows me for more than 5years!

I might be wrong and so i've promised to stay out of it from that day i've said it.

Since caring is wrong.

I'll stop.

But of course the sense of caring for others wont fade...

not until when you guys ask me to...

If i've ruin your life,like you say so..

I apologize sincerely.

Now.

Time to change.

:')

Is nothing big right...

i can do it

i know i can..

will be able to....

i cant say i dont need friends or all i need is family.... i still do need both.

have you given on the thoughts back when where i back you up when it wasnt even my business? Whenever you have problems,even when i wasnt related...i helped...but maybe this to you is me being nosy?(a.k.a KEPO?)

idk...maybe?who knows?

but i never regret what i have helped...

never mind...

NEVER MIND!

PLEASE!!!

STOP FLOWING OUT....

:')

Im out of my mind...

IM NUMB.

is nothing big at all.

why should i act that way when is just a friend....

a friend where i care most....