bitter

im hurt a lot this time.

never felt like this way before.

i was reading newspaper, when my manager talk to me, it'll be rude for me to not look at her.

i cant look and stare at the papers forever so i did, i try avoiding letting her see my face.

but she did and she was shock :/

i pretended to be sleepy and tired during my ride home, because i cant let my dad know.

that i dont feel alright. i dont need him to worry about me.sorry that i lied ><

because i was actually hurt by some useless stuffs? lol.

when you're hurt and no one is there :') double the pain.

araso.

i keep telling myself is alright, gwenchana.

but i still...hahaha...

i dont live for you.

i dont live because of you.

never mind.

nobody cares.

then i wont care nobody anymore.

well.whatever.

i quit.

i dont like dramas anyway.

once were enough, twice is a goodbye for me to you.

i had enough.

till now, i cant believe, you have a double personality.

Dear God, help me through with this, this time, please.

make me strong and determine enough, so i dont need people like them.

amen.

i thought listening to snsd songs will help ease the pain..

:/

watching Chocolate Love MV, reminds me the reason why i love Tiffany the most and why she's the one as my wifey ^^

They say,

No Pain No Gain.

I've gone through a pain today and i gain a new knowledge that is, no one cares.

:) dae!