2014 is coming up pretty soon in just a few more days.
Lots of people agrees with me when i mentioned about December days passed in a wink of an eye.
Is true!
Don't you think so?
Quite some happenings has been going on but then again, i could only thank God for his mercy for forgiving and also under his protection, i am still with the people i love.
Okay, before any of you readers who happens to followed my blog here, don't go whining on why i can update twice a week for my blog and not my stories >.>
It ain't easy to write a fanfic okay?
I've said it, it requires brain to update a chapter.
Shall we flash back a little bit?
But with no picture attached in here okay?
You want pictures you can scroll through the previous blog updates.
LOL
I was blessed with a lot of love this year and with that, yes, i meant my babies.
My four adorable puppies.
2 born on 1st of August while the other 2 born on 1st of November.
Nice date eh? ;)
They came into my live giving me..
Annoyance - because their pee pee and poo poo can be!
Bothersome - same reason with above.
More task/duty to work with
More money to spend on
More time to spend with
But all those complaints above doesn't compares to the smile they brought to my face and to my family.
Short fatty legs with a big fluffy ass, hopping around <<< HOW CUTE?
And then getting Precious!
(who is that!?)
Is not a living thing, it was my DSLR.
Though my point of getting DSLR was to shoot during concert but...ah, shall leave the concert for next time?
So far my job has been treating me fairly.
I'm a person who loves seeing young kids, no, not the naughty ones where they were raised as spoiled brats.
So working in this field, i enjoyed myself.
Otherwise, my colleagues are great :) if you are able to get along, nothing else really bothers.
Just finishing the job task is the point.
You see, i am the kind of person where if i am into one thing, i focus on it.
Documents were to be done.
It took my senior to complete it with 2 weeks.
and me?
a day.
In conclusion to that?
Boss makes me take over most of the tasks -.-
why not give me my colleague's salary as well huh?
But then again, this is life, if you get everything you want in your way, people becomes useless and life becomes worthless with no appreciations.
Stop complaining and make the best out of it!
At least you give it a bloody try right?
The biggest achievement i made was selling off my 100 copies of my first limited edition novel.
You may think 100 is no biggie amount, why not you try write a book yourself, publish it and see for the respond?
*smirks*
But my achievement on this will never be a success if it wasn't for the readers/fans/friends support.
You guys are the one who encourage me to start it, support me through it, bear with patience of all the waiting and told me "You sure can do it, author-sshi..we believe in you"
Did i not mentioned that it was people who i hasn't meet?
People from all around the world.
See how cool it is when you support one fandom and you get to meet people all around the world.
I am not only lucky to know them, but i am severely being loved and supported by them, that was what i am happy and most proud about.
So, i could say
I'm an almost successful author?
*pats own back*
Can la, right?
How many people in their life can say, "I published a novel before"
:D
Many thanks guys!
I know i've thanked you guys a lot but i can never thank you guys enough :)
It was an amazing feeling.
I met one of the readers in Midvalley, "are you gg9snsd? the author?"
i was like 0.0 how did you know~
"erm, your badges and bag"
LOL! Silly me. OF COURSE :)
and we shook hands.
"I can't believe i am actually shaking hands with one of the well-known locksmith author"
And that just surprise me even more, i cant help but to only blush embarrassingly.
I don't want to mentioned this, but it happened in 2013 anyway.
We finally get rid of the bitch.
After trying to forgive her, ignore all her stories, ignore all her suspicion.
We decide to put a full stop on it.
Well, i decide so, i cant let her bother me anymore.
If you were lonely and not working, go find something else to do.
Not just sit there and find me with all the gadget apps possible.
then come asking me.
"are you busy to the point where you cant reply me?"
o0o
I reply whom i want, is not up to you, is up to me, you want my reply?
Then WAIT.
You think you are Tiffany Hwang or Kim Tae Yeon? -.-
Just going to cut it short.
I'm finally getting older mentally :) see why i'm smiling, cause it was lessen my burden of thoughts.
I used to keep thinking why why why why why and seriously, is kind of saddening and painful to think and come up with the reasons. As years passed, i am more of
"I dont live my life for you, i dont need you to live a life"
For this quote of mine, i become more of a carefree thinker? Life is so much better after thinking so.
Because i am a grumpy person with quick bad mood swings.
So my dad always reminds me.
"One grain of rice, can be feed and ate by all kind of people, so you should not expect people to be the way you think they should've be"
And is true.
I've live long enough to have met all kind of bitches and witches and jerks and no, i have yet to meet a wizard LOL. With the luck that God is giving me to live, who knows how many more kind of people i am going to meet!
Life is for you to learn as you continue walking, you fall, you bleed, you hurt and you will learn how to be more careful in the future to not fall again for the same thing or reason.
Of course i am not cruel to the point where i goes,
"GAH! F*CK YOU!! YOU ARE MEAN AND I WILL NOT CARE A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT YOU! I DONT CARE WHAT WE USED TO DID AND DONE!!!"
Okay, is true i wont care a single shit any longer of the person i pull out from my life.
Life has something else better to do.
But today, as i have a free time, i took a quickie screen through my old blog posts.
Some made me smile
Some made me frown
Some made me want to throw my phone to the ground
Some reminds me how great that day was, that precise day.
When i read exciting post like i went to sunway, genting, concert, it still gives me the vibes i had on that day.
Because no matter how much you hate that person that you literally swear you would have killed them if killing wasn't illegal, the place you've been to, reminds you about it.
DAMN BLOODY BRAIN right?
Talk about concert.
It's been....hmm....how long?
5 years of support towards GirlsGeneration.
Since 2009
See, memories are meant to be remember. No matter how long it had happened, it's still fresh in your brain like as if it happened yesterday.
Agree?
I've been talking about how much i love them, how i gotten into them and how i finally choose to love Tiffany among the 9 and maybe for this post, i should make it a little bit different.
Why I came to love them?
TaeNy :)
Did i hear people calling me delusional?
....Fffffffffudge It :p
I think I came to know about them is when i watch fancam of how Taeyeon would take care of Tiffany, how she will looks at Tiffany with care and so much LOVE there, i said it, those who wants to kill me.
Come.
x)
I open my wallet today and then i see this card. Hahaha, I had it made ever since 2009 and look at how old it is already and yet i am still keeping it.
Sometimes, there are some things that should be remained.
Like this one (above picture)
Is because I love Tiffany a lot and i would do exactly what Taeyeon does to her.
Like the care she is giving :)
How much can i love them both, you asked?
My note has been modified. HAHAHAHA!
Actually the back of my phone cover was their picture but then because i bought this pink cover, i have to take it out and kept it in my drawer :/
And is not like i hated my new phone cover.
Wae?
Ja-Jjang!!
My girl is always there to give me her totoro smile.
SO CUTE right!?
When can i see you again, Tiff? I miss you a lot!
Oh and my room!
Being called as SNSD MINI MUSEUM by friends and relatives.
See, even part of my wall has TaeNy :D
Btw, i did not take this picture to show my wall (LOL, it doesnt even show half my room wall of TaeNy fame, this is probably just quarter of it LMAO)
I took this picture because Miss GongJu here is sleeping in her classy style kind of way again.
And she seems pretty comfortable >.> and that absolutely cute butt butt!
It never made me hesitate to pinch it, which concludes them growling at me.
All these 5 years.
Is still HER
HER
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HER
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HER
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HER
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One day, if we ever have the chance to meet.
I'll tell you something that i have always wanted to in person.
:)
*points*
Those reading this blog, dont think too much, is not like as if i was going to confess to her.
Yes, no, yes *confuse*
Yes i will confess to her how badly i am obsessed with her but not those scary type of fans.
Saying it in person is better ;)
please wait for me kay, fany-ahh?
WAE YOU SO YEOPPO
Her face features are so beautiful :) Nobody is perfect, she's almost perfect then.
I could stare at her pictures for hours and not get bored with it.
@.@
sound so scaryyyyyyy.
Nah, you're beautiful Tiffany, to the point where your beauty makes my eyes glued to the screen!
The structure of her eyes that God has given to her, that was one of the many reasons why she was so loved by so many people. A smile that can make another one smile :) who does not like this kind of girl right?
You've got to be kidding me.
Go to Korea, see snsd, go fansign, pass Tiffany something and tell her what i have always wanted to.
That's my wish (:
Okay, i gotta go back to work already, been 'snaking' too long now x3
before i end this.
Dear me has join the wolf gang! :p
Who i am to kidd right, I just bought this shirt is because i am in love with the simple cool design they have.
And i love black color.
No. I am not a HUGE fan, but maybe a sone who is interested with the new dongsaengs.
As far as i know, they were kind of young!
I like Sehun a lot!
His "I-DONT-GIVE-A-DAMN" expression is CUTE! hahaha
I remember how i was chasing after GirlsGeneration in the taxi in Singapore.
There was a small jam at the airport and when i look behind my taxi, the van beside was Exo's van, because dear boring sehun was sitting with his chin resting on his palm and he pulled the black curtains aside.
He is so fair and handsome! LOL!
I look at him and he looks back at me.
Okay, I'll be honest. I didn't know who he was.
But because he was gorgeous, i waved and gave him my stupid goofy smile ~.~
but at least he ignores the stupid goofy part, he waves back at me with his smile.
I was sharing cab with a few fans (that i didnt know) we just decide to share because the fare can be divided and we are all smtown families :D they scream and fangirl, saying i was lucky cos that was Sehun and i was like, who is Sehun?
LOL!
Oppa, now i know who you are and will fangirl for you if we ever meet again next time, k?? ^^
Okay, back to this shirt thingy.
Why did i buy Suho then instead of Sehun?
Easy.
Sehun is out of stock.
Besides.
I just want to get this cool shirt.
So i go with my second liking.
Suho oppa.
Because of his smile
OTL
What's with me and smile..i fall for beautiful smiles easily.
Like seriously.
Dammit.
I like Tao too! He gives me the vibe of a boy from a comic book.
Then there was Chen, arghhhh! His voice kills me!
But dear exotics, please tone down your proudness.
You can refer to my facebook note what am i referring to.
Im just to lazy to repeat all things again in here.
I might not be here to blog about 2014 celebration because i'll just be busy with stuffs.
That is why i blogged today.
Advance one.
Hahahaha.
Have a great happy new year everyone.
