Forever A Sone Who Love Soshi

Forever A Sone Who Love Soshi

Monday, February 22, 2010

23/2/2010 (Mon) - god......



Errr~ i kno i kno...again,i din update...>_<" sorry~
CNY this yr,seriously is more Quiet...mine?
Mine was ok,d 1st 2 days....but thn,i jz realise sumting...
Usually,wen i wake up,i wil automatically look at my hp n thn surely thr was a msg frm u...^^ greeting as usual...
But this week,ntg...thr might b msg,bt its not frm u..=(
I kno,u're busy n i shouldnt disturb u...plus.v cnt chat..
U din apply roaming ah~ =X
Nvm la...wen u come back v go yam cha,i belanja ^^
U say u wish u cn celebrate Valentines wif me.
Bt u kno i wont go out tat day..^^ so u say April oni go out...hehe...
Deal la,b4 u go Aust visit ur bro thn v go out...^^
Stupid firecrakers!>.< hak sei yan!
Tomorrow has lots to do ler..nid to practice n bath my 3babies ^^
Tired sei....
Anyting else?i dun tink so...^^

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

17/2/201- (Tues) ~ Mianhae

>_< i kno i kno~i din update my blog quite long~mianhae.....
Im just quite busy with some stuff frm b4 cny until cny~
Blake went to Sg for his school trip =(
By this,it makes me realise i kinda miss him xD
For the 1st time,he din reply my sms...guess he din recieve it...
He NEVER ignores my sms,he'll alwis reply on the spot...
CNY is great,went to melaka ^^ one day trip oni~ Bt is fun..
gamble gamble wif cuzins ^^ lolx!
No win No lose....is fun!
hmm~
Recently i added one person who supposely is Tiffany Hwang frm SNSD...
Cuzin says im silly,frenz says she's a fake....
o.O??
Of cuz i confront to tat person,n the reason n proof tat i get...
Its more thn enough ^^ n yes,im still chatting wif tat person...
Call me silly or stupid for all u want~IDC~
Seriously,if tis person is a fake,surely he/she wil get Karma in return ^^
If i remove her,n she's real,its a lost to me...
If i was being cheated by her,i dun lost anything...
So,i dun find it a big of a probelm at all!!! ^^
Errrr~gonna leave in april for the trip??o.O
Ish,Blake says he wana go Sunway if he cn~
Scare he might spend 2mths in Aust wif his family ner~
See how lor...i gt lots to say,bt in awhile...i forgets wat i wana say ady xD
Will start updating lots more ^^

(Blake,you're gonna b so happy to hear this or read it....
Yeah,i MISS u alot xD!!!)

Friday, February 5, 2010

5th Feb 2010 (Fri) - ^____^

Yes,im smiling frm ear to ear >.^(")
Why?cz i recieve a msg frm xxx ^^
n it reli put a big smile on my face ^_______________________________^
Blake early early jiao sms me...say i promise to tell him who tat person is..
=_=" yes,i did...bt sai mme sai so early...
after telling him...he's lk Ooooo..okok...but dun go fall in wif xxx
In love liao luu...xD
cnt help it...XD
my cuzin say not ure wana wat time go Elianto wor...nvm lor...
In d end oso ffg jor...suan ler..
Actuali i was abt to sms her say i dun wana go cz 5:30pm got music bank..^^
i wana watch SNSD perform...
Blake says he wil watch wif me...say watch 2gather more fun...
but i jz wana say one ting here..
Blake ner,dun watch korea MV geh...he oso not interested in it..
But leh~he willing to watch it wif me..
wen he say wana pui me watch it ^__^ c,u pt a smile on my face too wat!
u r sweet,Blake~
gtg..update again ltr if gt anyting to say! ^^

Thursday, February 4, 2010

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Erm,Blake..seriously...u nid to sleep ok..u gt exam ga tml..=="
u dun wana sleep i oso wana sleep ga...
Yorr,wan me to say how many times jek...is ntg special lar..
Once u kno d truth u sure wil laugh at ur own sillyness!!
Dude,i hv no deep relationship wif tat person lar!
Yor,i single nah!SINGLE!(ish..wan me to say out de wor)
_!!!_ cn ler gua hor,sor zai???
n yes,i stil miss tat person til now...xP
kenot meh^^
i miss u too lor~^^cn ady bo??
i sms u,lt u kno lar...wen im ready to tell u,ok?
sayang ah~dun lao gai^^
tml mayb goin out wif cuzin lor^^
so i reli nid to sleep now...^^

YESSSS!!! ^^ im really vy happy now...


[hahaha!its me...]
Yay!!tat person i love dearly on9 ler jz now...^^
Tat person oso apologise saying tat xxx busy lor
(xxx~tat peron's name)
Im so happy wen xxx reply my msg!!!
i miss u xxx...i wana talk to u again!!soon i hope...
U pt a smile on my face everytime i read ur msg..^^thx!
now ady 232am ler...k la...i tink i wana go oi oi liao..^^

P/S~i miss u already~

4th Feb 2010 (Thurs) - Missing You?

Hmm..this morning fast fast go on9 just to c tat person gt on9 anot...
*frown* nope...i miss u alot lar...fast fast on9 la..
I kno u are bz wif ur tight schedule..T.T bt i wana talk to u so badly...
Start packing at 2pm gem..finish at ard 5pm gem lor..
cz i pack ha pack ha..i go on my laptop..c tat person gt on0 anot ler...D:
Glad tat i get to finish packing d whole hse~ =)
My cuzin ask me wana go Elianto wholesale anot wor...tml..
Hm...c hor lor ^^ i nid to mop n vacuum d whole hse tml.
Tired sei lor.
Joe send me a pic of him wearing Formal...^^
Cz i told him b4 i lk guys wear long sleeve thn fold up..
Ok lar...but he tide in his shirt..mcm goin to work gem.=="
err...i reli miss u alot leh! D:
wondering wat u were doin now?
Blake keep asking me who i act missed..xP
cnt tel..but dun wori..
is ntg more thn a best fren relationship laa,so chu...xP
i 2nite wait until midnite ba..cz tat person midnite oni wil on9 geh..
Hope i wil get to meet u on9 tonite..
Cz i cnt stand it jor!!!



[nah...blake...d pic u wana c..wen i short hair tat time..^^ hapi ler ma?]

P/S~i miss u sooooooooo much...

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

3rd Feb 2010 (Wed) - ^^


[cute Tiffany frm SNSD]

Hmmm...slept at 3am++ ytd n woke up at 8am.
5hours of sleep...not enuf lor...xP
Cz every hour of d nite i sure will wake up,duno y oso...
Recieve msg frm Blake saying how bored he were...so i ask him to send me his pic..
OoO wow! he luks lk an anime!!!!he's lk a comic book character lor.
2bad he dun allowed me to publish his pic...he say scare ltr gt more gals chase him wor.==" tak reti malu...
Eat Yogurt for lunch ^^ n 2oranges...
Watch Beauty and the Geek..but boring liao..cz d group i support.out liao.=="
tml nid to pack hse ler..wn b free to on9..
ish...quite lazy neh~
Recieve sms frm my cuzin,Char...she ask wat time tmn connaught pasar mlm close wor
I say quite late lo,since wana cny jor.
Thn she ask me wana go anot wor..after 10pm..
At 1st i OK geh..but tink ha tink ha..
I tis Sat oso goin pasar mlm wat...n hor..
Tmn Connaught nite market not gud de..alot oh Lala Zai
n Pickpockets thr..papa say its dangerous for jz 2gals go out at tat time..
^^ he's rite..so cancel lor.
Aiseh man,i reli goin to pack d whole hse tml...T.T
Blake says he cn help me..bt..no thx..
Exam haven finish ga.pls focus lar.^^kay?
Hmm..watch SNSD video whole day..non stop lol!
^^

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

2nd Feb 2010 (tues) - tired/sad/angry

I duno ler...i reli dun hv mood 2day..haiz..
im tired,i reli m..things werent happening d way thy supposed too..
couples alwis say..
"my life without u...i cnt live on..i tink i wil die"
im sure tats wat thy say wen thy couple...
but its not true..life stil goes on..'u hv ur own,thy hv their own..
N tats de way it is..tat word is a bullshit...im seriously..
For those of u tat has broken up b4..u wil agree wif me..
things happens for a reason..

Geez~i bath my dogs 2day..its kinda rushing~
i no mood to eat..i din eat whole day...
i skip my breakfast...lunch...i was supposed to b vy hungry...
but i dun...instead,i feel lk vomiting...

my heart to lungs start to pain again...
i duno wat sickness tat was...i din wana check...
i cnt breath at time..n no it wasnt asthma..sometimes..i wud grapse for air to breath
once i breathe,my hearts start to pounds slowly..but painfully..
my bones..especially at d waist area..GOD..it hurts lk hell..
I 2day reli no mood ler..

Xiang eye vision not gud ler...haiz...
Xiang,giv up lar~dun b lk tis..if u reli love her...
Thn go ahead...go confront her..at least cn b frenz~
Xiang Xiang...u said tat as long she's happy...u were happy...
N u dun allow me to tel her...wat reli happen..
u use ur Iphone to go on9..jz to read her blogs..
Jz to c her pic...tat is why u got attack!!!hmph
bcareful ma,sor zai...u die liao ma lagi kenot c her...lol...
rmb wat is ur 1st word wen u wake up?
"cn i borrow ur hp go on9?"
i lend u mine...but thn...
wen i saw d luk on ur face..i knew is ntg gud...
u keep rubbing ur eyes..n luk bak at my hp...
Dr say its jz mayb temporalily lk tis...mayb?!
thn wat u say??
"aiya..cnt c her blog jor loh?hmm..cnt c liao"
dude..wat if u were blind??
Did u tink tat way????????to b honest..
She dun reli knows abt u,xiang...
even if u reli blind do u tink she wud care?
yes,she is a nice gal...but xiang..she duno u at all...
n...she hv someone she love dearly..
ish~
u wan me print her pic as big as a poster ma?????
Likdat ma cn c lor~lolx!
i din tel her wat reli happen..i tink she wil dun care u even more..lol
She wil tot u sot de la...u r a sor zai wat...
or u b Baby Milo lo~kekeke..mayb gt chance thn...
now u cn c jor..but wil slowly blur..so dun drive kay?
n pls~take care~
I wil meet u wen u free la..
oh ya~if she ter-read tis blog..it aint my fault kay...xP
Take more rest lar..^^

[missing u,Bry Bry ^^ wonder wat u doin?]

Memories

I didnt knew it was love at 1st,but yes,slowly thn i found out..i was falling for u.
Things werent easy as it luks..
U were my fren..but i alwis stay by ur side wenever u nid to talk,i'll b ur eAr.
Wen u break up wif ur love one...
I was alwis thr to cheer u up..asking u not to gv up..
Someone out thr is willing to love u..n tats silly me.
Later~love start swarming ard us..
U say u wana b wif me..saying i was d one..
But i didnt say how i reli felt in my heart..instead,i say No..i dun wana couple wif u..Why?
I was thinking it'll b so unfair for u..to b wif me..
So many more ppl wud b crazy if tat thy get u as their partner..
I say i will b happy as long u r going to b happy.
V start to grow apart...but i cnt stop myself looking for u..
I needed u...i needed to c ur face..i needed to hear ur voice...
U r my own personal drug..
Wen v start..everyting was lk magic..
Everyting ard us gud...though v hvg our ups n downs..
V stand strong 2gather...
Remembering d way i wanted to hold ur hand but d aderaline rush...
Heart beating so fast...
How wud u react if i hold ur hand..tats in my mind..
thn wen i reli wana grab ur hand...
u end up putting ur hand in ur pocket...
GOd..embarassing...so i pretend ntg happen~
but ltr on,u hold my hand automatically...^^
Our 1st kiss...
cinema..lolx..
im not a perv..but i lk watching u sumtimes..
n thn u caught my eyes..
i was going nearer to ur face...but u sneeze..><"
haha...awkward...
in te end u kiss me by my cheek..
Nxt day ltr,u asked me to kiss u..
I wanted too..but..im shy to do so.
i ask u to close ur eyes...u stil dun wan..
in d end,u abt to hum..i stand up n hug u frm bhind,n kiss...ur head~lolx!
u were d 1st to do everything for me...i pulak,shy...=="
Making u DIY stuff everyday...diff design..diff tings...u say i was too sweet..
frenz telling me i might spoil u...but tats wat i wana do..pt a smile on ur face..
i love hugging u..holding ur hands wen we talk...
u gv me a comfort feeling lk no othrs does...
d soft touch of ur hair on my face..
d luk of ur eyes tat goes deep in my soul..
wenever v make eye contact..we wil turn away shyly..
texting one another NON STOP at all 24/7
cal one another til d service centre cut off our line..
nvr wanting to say our gud byes...
i cn stay up for hours jz to c u sleep..
Ur face...is so soft...so innoncent..so calm..

~IM SORRY~
~LIFE STILL HAVE TO GO ON~

2nd Feb 2010 - Im sorry...

I recieve ur msg n i was shock of wat u said....
WHY...why must v both end up tis way?cnt v jz stay frenz?
I promised i still will pui u...b thr for u...
I duno hw to reply ur msg cz i was stunned..haiz~

[PROMISES]

yes,i said i love u vy much n u do too.
yes,u were important to me...so do now..
yes,i was thr wenever u needed me...til now..i was stil by ur side..
yes,i'll hug u in my arms..wen u nid d comfort..
yes,i'll wipe ur tears away wenever u cry...
yes,i was d one who pt d smile on ur face wen u r sad..
yes,i stil wil protect u no matter wat...

Everything was a yes...and it still wil be...
And yes,i hv a new one...
Tat is...no,let's jz stay frenz~
Promises nvr wil chg..n i hope u wun chg too..pls~

I tink im reli wrong in d situation...
I shud hv let u go earlier..but no one cn predict d future..
its been a year,i try try n tried to b de one u nid..
i din wana hurt u...but u hv chg thru out our journey...
u were not d u wen i 1st saw u..
i didnt wana hurt u...im sorry..im reli not worth for u for doin tat..
dun do sumting that is Stupid.
U wil hv a gud future..i promise..

Monday, February 1, 2010

1st Feb 2010 (mon) - Hmm

Happy day lor..cuz i kno im getting tat dress...
I act sleeping syok syok geh..
Suddenly got VIBRATION at my pillow!it wakes me up of cz..
Oh~is a msg frm Joe...he's gonna pick me up late abit...
I luk at d time..is almost 11am++ jor..GOSH!!
i sleep til too syok ady nah!!!!xP
Luckily he sms me?lolx!
4get to set alarm liao...erghh!
Hm...i nid to get bak hum b4 3pm ler...cz mami finish work at 4pm..
Thn wen v reach d shopping centre..its 230pm..wat????
thn yao no parking!at last v park outside...
Do everyting fast fast..
reach hum almost 4 neh...luckily papa din scold?
Kekekeke..thx 4d dress~^^
Yeap...u made me a vy happy gal! ^^ *wink*
Went to JJ buy lingeries *shy*
Thn go Dai Chao thr eat lor...
Infront tat table gt a guy n his family...he luk at me..i ma luk bak lor...
Thn duno y nah..he keep luking at me once in awhile...
n i sumtimes luk bak...but i try not too...
Weird la...wana eat oso paiseh liao~
anyway...reach home...my whole family watch youtube funny baby video..
So cute...^^im tired...

1st Feb 2010 (mon) - YESSSSSS!

Woo hoo~ went out wif my frenz 2day...OMG..
I got d dress i wanted for cny...^^
Yeap..u are rite..im damn happy alrite~
My fren bought it for me..wif another red dress he choose.^^
Thx so much!^^i love it~
I kno is black...granny n uncle sure Talk Talk Talk lor.
Even my papa say is nice n he not pantang~but..
U kno lor..d elders~>.<
Who cares!i wana wear it





love it~^^