Nothing

I dont know..

Perhaps because it hurts?

Promises arent suppose to be made for fun...

They are made so we can stick to it.

But for what i may ask?

When in the end,it happens the other way round?

You're not the only person who is hurt...

You're not the only person who has shed some tears...

You're not the only person who felt the pain...

Getting in the car was the hardest part..

Looking outside of the window,looking at the busy street.

Tears still manage to find its way.

Close your eyes tight doesnt means they cant flow out..

They can,yes..they can..

Cover your face with the pillow and giving stupidest reason of having a headache.

LOL.

"can i just have some peace today?can we talk tomorrow?not now..please"

Thats all i can say to my family..

Im tired.

why was i supposed to go through all this...

who are you to make me feel this way?

Two-faced...

You said she wanted to fire us because we seems to be useless to this company.

what about your management side to us then?

Do you think you all are doing a very good job in managing?

Cos if you all does,all this wont come to this point.

Please,dont come and ask me what is wrong with you.

when its clear because of you all.

i care.but do you?

end everything.

is the best way.

painful but end quickly.

the longer you hold on to it...

it burns even more.

I care...so much...have you even try?

but what can i expect right?

i cant even hold up my own promises to myself.

that's kind of suckish?

Is time...

My choding's Birthday! Yoona-sshi :))

Hehehe~
Thats right! Its our SNSD's Yoona's birthday!!

You're officially 21 already :)

But still,please stay cute and choding alright??

Cos that is what most special about you..

You're always yourself...

As a matter of fact...

Let me speak what is on my mind then :)

You're more of a tomboy (you admitted it yourself too) (;

But that is what makes you more special and stand out even more..

People has been going around talking nothing but idol image this and that.

but for me.

I think its the best it you are yourself :)

And you did...

Your boyish playful side never hides away from the camera!

and for me,thats the cutest thing about you!!

I came to know you for more then a year or so..

Not sure..

But i always will remember what brings me to SNSD in the first place..

You.

:)

Yes, most people knows how much i LOVE tiffany instead.

But i always remember about the first time i came to know SNSD and wanting to know about this group,is Yoona...

you're the reason i came to know Girls Generation.

I remember where it was the day when i was like any typical chinese.

Just listening to English and Chinese songs...

A little korean but not much.

It was the day i saw you on the TV...

I happens to look at the channel of KBS world that day.

I remember there was no english sub on this episode.

But yet,i still hang in there and watch..

Why?

I saw Yoona on the show and im like "who is this girl? she's pretty~ really pretty"

Ok,dont get me wrongly..

not only guys can go crazy for her cuteness alright...girls too! *cough* ^^

And i didnt knew that a pretty girl like her would act like a silly girl :p

I mean willing to do such act!

Thats when she caught my attention,but sadly,they didnt mention anything related about her.

Not even her name :(

Cos even if they does,at that time,i know nothing much about hangul anyway...

So,after finish watching the Gag Show..
I switch channels.

MTV.

To my surprise,my fate with this girl aint fading on that day..

My fate with SNSD perhaps? HAHAHAHA

She was feat. in this video of Super Junior, U.

(if im not mistaken)

Thats where i go on searching about her on the internet.

And under her name,it happens to link to a korean k-pop group..called

Girls Generation a.k.a So Nyuh Shi Dae.

*click* and wow! there are 9 of them.

But it was just Yoona all the time in my eyes.

My very 1st video was So Nyuh Shi Dae by SNSD :p which was on dream concert..

But my very very 1st MV of theirs is Chocolate Love.

Where i just keep my focus on Yoona only.

How i got mix up between Yoona and Yuri at first XD

Im like "eh,how come she looks a little bit darker this time in the mv" excuse for my pabo moment. But i bet everyone's first time wasnt easy to sort out 9 beautiful girls which sort of look a like at times :p right? Yeah yeah yeah... just admit it :) hahahaha!

I find Yoona's look very very charming attractive indeed.

I'll admit, among all 9..

She can causes some attention.

No No,she's not an attention seeker...

Is attention who seeks for her :p

No wonder she's known as the center image for SNSD.

She has this well known smile..

IDK..

That sort of caught people's attention.

(is different than Tiff's)

But her smile sort of brighten up the atmosphere around her?

and she has this look where you can find it rather charming and cute at the same time.

Her dancing skills :)

She can be cute and as sexy as you want it.

Name it and you got it :)

Sexy?

HAHA!

Is this sexy or way to cute to be sexy?
rather naughty too right?

XD

The smile of hers...
I guess it was her smile lines that makes her even more charming :)

How can anyone not love Yoona?

I remember my video of hers was Propose..

where she was feature inside of the music video.

I was barely missing it on any days!

Kept watching and replaying it..every single day.

Crazy eh?

And then she was the was also the first one which i created a fan page for..

:))) i go crazy for her at times..

Due to the cute kid attitude of hers..

I sometimes find myself wondering why she wasnt my 1st anymore.

But then!

Everyone has their own placing right?

(tiffany is wayyyyy too precious for me to lose) kekeke~

I still love yoona of course!

No doubt..

The other thing i would like to say is...
Through out the entire years they have debut..

Erm..i say,during ITNW time?

Until now...

She's still having that same cutie look of hers!

Not that im saying that she didnt change,she become much more of a womanly though..

nowadays,due to the concept i guess :)

other than that...

i still can see the choding side of hers :)

Which i love a lot...and love the most!!

Cute right?
Never ever will i be able to resist this :p

Mianhae,Tippani...

Yoona is really adorable..

and i really cant resist it at times XD

Heeeee~ :DD
(no worries,i love you the most miyoung)

This epic face of hers!

She still looks cute even when she did that!

I mean,she looks even cuter when she did this kind of expression...

Or this..

Seriously.

I just wanna bring her home!

Opps! sorry :P

Lets erm,continue yeah...

please do ignore about the bringing her home part..

:p

is not like im going to kidnap her or something..

is just a saying..

of how much i want her? ^^"

kekeke.

There is the other thing which i really still addicted about her..

Ok,great.

I just lost a pouting picture of her.

damn ==" stupid mouse problem!

just wouldnt work well...

spoiling the atmosphere!

ISH!

=="

Never mind.

Her with her tongue rolling out is cute too!

Ahhh~

This will do ^^

I'll just link you all later at the end of this post for her pictures of my favorite (;

And some of her pouting picture is in there too ^^

She's really a cute kid..

Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

YOONA AH!!!!

SARANGAHAE!!!

But really, if it wasnt for Yoona..

I dont even know if today i was known as a Sowon or not..

Because of SNSD..

They have change my life... i say... about 180 degrees?

I was addicted to k-pop

I learn and know lots about Hangul.

The destination of my travelling place from Japan changed to Korea instead.

Wae?

SNSD :)

Every single thing i said,there will hangul in it..

Like DAE... WAE.. ANNIYA..

etc etc etc.

actually made some people wonders..

what language or nationality i am XD

but i find it rather cool.

Because of SNSD.

I came to know so many things.

I can sing korean songs even better then my own language,chinese -.-

now i can even sing in Japanese?

Hahaha! thanks to SNSD.

Their dance are attractive too!

Since im super attracted to it :p

ehem?

How was this from Yoona's birthday wish becoming about how SNSD change my life?

:x

Hahaha,got carried away for a little while i guess.

Anyway..

Yoona ah~

I wish you all the best with you sisters in the future.

Work hard.

Eat hard.

Play hard too.

:))))

Never ever change a single thing about you.

Because you are perfect just the way you are.

Trust me...

You..

Thats what makes you stand out and special among your sisters :)

I pray that you and your sisters health will be good,i mean GREAT!

Please stay healthy!

You're slim enough..ask your hubby Yul to eat more since she's been really skinny nowadays.

everyone must stay healthy for the domination :p

I never want to see any of you unhealthy :) araso?

So,i have to end this now..

Time doesnt allow me to continue..

i have my other work to do soon.

Yoona sshi, what do you think about my blog for you?

Jinja?

Ahhhh~

Heeeee~ :p

Kamzahamida..

Well,for all sowons... especially Yoong's lovers out there.

I hope you like it too ^^

One more time before i end this note.

YOONA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I SARANGHAE YOU~
:p

Oh,here's the link for Yoona's picture...

from my very own fanpage on facebook :)

YOONA LOVABLE

there's like 50 pictures of her...

really adorable pictures of hers.
Click on it :)

If you havent like my fanpage,please..

A little support would be appreciate then (;

GIRLS GENERATION FANPAGE

Before i go...

I just so happens to find another random picture :)

of Taeyeon being a byuntaeng AGAIN =="

Hahahaha..

Love you guys!

Thanks for stopping by <3

Talk like there's no tomorrow (: part2

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

I dont want my mood to be ruin by LIES.

It'll be too pathetic right?

I need my soshi to be my medicine now (:

So,i came to a website which has a few pictures of this cartoon doing some SNSD dance ^^

Its really cute and so i decide to share with you all,sowons who just so happens to drop by my page.

You'll definitely laugh about it and love it :D

Run Devil Run

Mr.Taxi

Hoot,Tiffany

Gee Gee Gee

Totally cute right??? ^^
Hope you guys will like it as much as i love it...

You know how adults will tell you not to frown because you look pretty if you smile instead.

I dont find this quite so right...

I love it when i see Tiffany is frustrated at something?

Or annoyed by something which made her brows frown together...

I find it really really adorable <3

Somehow,you just want to pinch her cheeks and hug her and tell her that she can get anything she want at that moment...isnt it? XD

Kekekekeke....sorry for the bias moment :x

LOL AT THIS!!! STILL LOOK PRETTY SOMEHOW~

Stop making me falling for you even deeper and deeper..

:p

nah,i dont mind actually. (;

I recently find myself mesmerize by Taeyeon...

She looks kind of cool... idk how to explain...maybe pictures can show better of what im trying to say?

yahhhhh~ cute~~~~

her skin... FLAWLESS... girls will dying for this! :p

So,you get what i mean already?

She gives me the sense that she's like totally awesome and that she's really cool.

XD i dont know how to explain the feelings...

perhaps the shades has something to do with it?

:) IDK IDC i just love her :P

One more fact that happen to me recently is how i love Taeyeon looks at people..

Her round puppy kid eyes..

is something i really would love to look at for hours and hours and hours and HOURs and never get bored of it..

Especially when she look at her mushroom,tiffany ((((:

Those words explain everything..

Do you,sowons,feel that way too? same way as i do and also the creator for this picture?

:)))

Or do i actually prefer this kind of eye contact from Taengoo?

*cough cough cough*

for the fact that sometimes make me think....

well...

XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD!

Enough of blogging for a day.

Soshi did made my day better...

especially with the last picture :p

.end.

(;

Talk like there's no tomorrow (:

(ok,i just love Khuntoria alright)
Gahhhhhhh!

I dont know how much i have missed the time we use to talk talk talk and talk.

Spilling out everything is so much more comfortable!

Well,for the fact is that you talk like what? 10minutes and the entire 3hours of me blabbering about SNSD to you? :p

You know you'll be a sowon in the end,someday (;

You said Taeyeon is cute... well....

True :))) she is indeed adorable!

Well,things arent exactly always real eventhough is right there in your eyes.

Well... i dont know exactly how to say it..

Like you know,you thought you can believe what you THOUGHT you can and in the end, it goes the other way round.

Its the truth,if you think all this while you can fully trust someone who is like being nice to you.

Think again.

Because someday,when you didnt know when,they come back around and stab you right from the front but change ever single things that they have ever told you.

You will never know when....never,but hopefully it wont happen to any of you readers.

First, i told you that i cant do so and you called me an idiot. alright FINE. maybe i am in some kind of ways...at the things i did.

Second,i go out with who i want,even if it was meant to go out and get stuffs with them.

What has it got to do with you when my parents dont even friggin care??

But you know what,i dont find a point to say everything cos i would just even feel worse.

You are the one who told me you hated that person. and i told you,why hate a person with no fucking reason when that person did nothing to you.

Now you change the whole story into your lies and said

"even i not very fren with her but u wan me totally hate her for no reason i really cant do that"

"sorry i type wrong~i means even i not fren with her but wan me to hate her just because of u kena hurt by her, its hard for me also"

Seriously,may i know what the fuck have you just said or send to me???

I want you to hate her??
YOU WANTED ME TO HATE HER!

YOU WANTED ME TO LEAVE MY SHOP SO I WONT BE WITH HER ANYMORE!

need me to print screen all the previous message of what you sent to me before???

Cos when you talk that way is nothing but pathetic!

Hell yes,im angry,what the fuck are you talking about?????

i wanted you to hate her?

Come on,i dont give a damn even if you hate her or love her!

why should i even care about how you treat another person?

But for you to come and make a fucking lies like this and said I MADE YOU TO HATE SOMEONE.

THAT SUCKS! YOU GOT IT??? SUCKS!

Explain,or why not you just show me the proof since when i wanted you to hate her...

Proof it.

Cant believe after all this,you're another liar?

Someone who would just come behind and stab me in the face??

LOL.

Then who are you to judge her?
Who are you to ask me to totally not care about her anymore just because she hurt me?

WHAT ABOUT YOU?

why im so angry? because you just made a story and put all the shits on me.

Sucks! this feeling sucks! cant believe you turn out to be that way.

You are at no place to call me an idiot just because i forgives people.

what you said and do this time,is TOO much!

i really dont get it,why would you even do so.

and why the fuck would i even want you to hate her?

LOL,fucking nonsense.

but you know what....

I no longer care what is going to happen anymore.

I give up not only people like you,dont worry,others too.

i care so much about you all but in the end,you all just stab me in the heart NONSTOP.

You all claims i dont care about you all.

But for the fact is that i sometimes care too much and the moment you all stabs me.

Hurts like hell.

Put a stop.

Thats right.enough.fed up of this. end of story.

LIAR...what a liar...cant believe it at all even till now.

Well,i dont care anymore.

The way TaeYeon dances

Of course we know she not only can sing but she can dance too right? :)

Sexy cute... say what and you get what ;)

Like this :) She looks hot in here right? and the way she dance is...adorable? :D

Is this the real Taeyeon?
Is this really how she loves to dance?

If you think YES,for our dorky leader..

Let the pictures below,let you judge again

(Taeng: Hey,baby.You there!)

(Taeng: Hi there *flirty face*)

And she continues to attracts who she wants from the other side...

(Tiffany is one of them from the opposite side,so,your choice to think what you want)

She dance as dorky as she wants to!

But yet,we are cant stop looking at this pictures again and again <3

chuckling out how dorky this girl can be and not like she cares who's watching..

LOOK AT SOOYOUNG'S FACE! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL.

And just so if you're wondering how our dorky leader would dance now?

*cough* - *nosebleed* - *stares again*

Hot right?
:p

I love you Dorky Kid,Taengoo <3