Confession of a Friend (taeny vers) part two

#Just when she get up and about to leave..

Someone is standing by the entrance of the ice skating rink..

Looking back at her..#

Taeyeon look at the girl who beam a gentle smile to her.

"waiting for her?" asked the girl in blonde.

"how come you were here?why did you come here for?"

Jessica bite her bottom lips and shrug her shoulders, "i dont know either..."

"EH?", Taeyeon shakes her head,giggling by Jessi's cute blur-ness.

Jessica walks to where Taeyeon stands.

"mind if we sit down for awhile?", Jessica who didnt wait for an answer and sit on the bench right away.

*

Jessica has been friends with Taeyeon for almost a year.

And Taeng always seems so comfortable around Jessi too for whenever she has emotional stuffs hitting at her, Jessica is who she always goes to..

Taeyeon always tells every single thing to Jessi since she is a great listener..that includes her own crush on her own best friend,Tiffany.

*

now she needs someone...i have to be there for her like how she did to me when i needs her...

Taeyeon slumps herself next to Jessica..

"Taeyeon ah...how did you know you were in love with Fany?"

This time,its Taeyeon's turn to shrug her shoulders..

"The feeling can never really be describe.. indescribable actually...she's the one who can make my heart beats fast or slow at the very same minute..no one does that to me before..."

Jessica nods her head.."then why arent you're with her today?its her birthday!"

"she's with Donghae oppa", Taeyeon frown the moment she says so.

[if she has the heart~she remembers our promise!gosh~ why am i so missing her a lot right now...taeng...please be there...please~] - Tiffany.

The thoughts of Tiffany being with Donghae kills Taeyeon!

Especially when it was Tiff's birthday...
Taeyeon had plans to make it special..

to actually tells Tiffany how she felt for her...all this time..

but seems like...everything is ruin.

Taeyeon drop her head down...

"yahhhhh~gwenchana~", hugs Taeyeon.

"i really love her...nomu nomu saranghae!"

Jessica nods her head feeling sad for Taeyeon too..

She finds herself shedding some tears when she sees Taeyeon being so sad...

Taeyeon looks up slowly with a puzzle look on her face when she hears sobs...

"AH!SICA!! WAEYO?? DID I SCARE YOU???"

Taeyeon quickly wipes Jessica's tears away.

Seeing Taeyeon worried face as she keep wiping the tears dry from her face...

Makes Jessica chuckle out.

"yah.what's wrong?" Taeyeon look at Jessica worriedly..

Chuckles even more, "you're such a dork!"

Taeyeon pouts at herself..

"Taeyeon ahhhh~"

with that Jessica leans in and peck a small kiss on Taeng's

Taeyeon's eyes grew round in shock...

what the hell..........is going on....

Seeing what happened right infront of her very own eyes..

she let her hands drop loose at her side..

grabbing in her right hand,her phone tightly..

resisting to let the tears in her eyes fall..

Never had she ever felt this pain in the heart ever before.

she leaves the ice skating rink..

walks by the road side,tears gushing out nonstop.

she dial a number on her keypad.

"hello?", asked the receiver at the other line.

"oppa...",she sobs even harder...

"waeyo?? what happened??........Tiffany?", Donghae asked worriedly..

Eventually she kneels down on the sidewalk..crying her heart out.

(to be continued.....)

Confession of a Friend (taeny vers) part one

maybe those feelings of mine to her wasnt that obvious after all...but what if i confess and found out that i wasnt the one? what if i loses her to someone one day? what if.... she does feels the same way like i do too? what if....

There she goes again,having the same old thoughts on her mind...

She might go berserk anytime soon if she cant stop it..

-flashback-

School~ Who cares about that,SUCK-ISH!~

Just then someone pushes her from the back..

Making Taeyeon to stumble and almost lost her balance.

"SORRY!!" she apologize sincerely while still walking,but return around to face Taeyeon with a smile.... a smile that Taeyeon shall never forget...

-end of flashback-

"Yahhhhh~ Kim Taeyeon~ Stop day dreaming again...", Tiffany looks at the petite girl besides her...

"Is there something bothering your mind?"

YOU~~~

If only Taeyeon has the courage to say it out... but too bad,she was too afraid to lose her.

Taeyeon shakes her head.

"waeeeee~", Tiffany puts her chin on her hand and look closer to Taeyeon...

Taeyeon quickly back away from Tiff's close up..

Tiffany frown by Taeyeon's action and puff her cheeks in disappointment.

she's cute~~~ i'll die soon~~ fany ah~~~

"hmmm~ Your birthday is coming up! any plans?? ^^",taeyeon asked with a cheerful smile.

"im not planning any until you tell me what has been bothering you these days",Tiffany stare at Taeyeon who stares back at her in surprise by her answer..

maybe is time~ maybe i shouldnt have hide it for so long~

"Tiffany~ Actually,there is this one thing that bothers my mind..is that...."

Tiffany Sshi~

the both of them turn around to see who calls tiff from behind.

But only to find Donghae running to them.

"yahhhhh~ Annyeong haseyo oppa~", tiffany greeted Donghae and ended it with her famous killer eye smile which only leads Donghae to be staring back at her...and gives a dorky smile of his..

Taeyeon rolled her eyes which was caught by Tiffany.

"so,your birthday is coming up and i have planned something already...just wait for me at the library that night at 6 sharp,okay?", Donghae looks Tiffany with his cute pleading eyes.

Everyone knows that Donghae has a crush on her ever since the day she step into their college..

"i....urm...", Tiffany startled,not knowing how to answer him...

"I need to get ready for our P.E class.. see you in the field,Tiff. Byeeee.", Taeyeon rush away,leaving Tiffany and Donghae alone..

Tiffany call after Taeyeon but she didnt get any respond from the shorter girl who rushes off..

Forget it...

Tiffany is late for 2minutes when she rushes to the field to find her friend...

who stands alone in the middle of the field,alone..

with her face staring up above the clouds,spinning around with her arms open wide.

"KIM TAE YEON!", Tiffany marched to Taeyeon.

"WHAT THE HECK IS THAT FOR??? ABANDONING ME ALONE IN THE CANTEEN!"

Taeyeon stop spinning herself and open her right eye only to look at Tiffany who has her arm crossed.."alone? isnt donghae oppa there? pffffft, i wasnt needed anyway"

Tiffany tilted her head side ways..feeling confuse at what Taeyeon has just said.

"You have changed a lot Taeyeon! recently, things must have happened...and you're not even telling me! What's going on!"

You...

"i told you is nothing...", Taeyeon covers her top eye with her hand..

the sun is shinning right at the field..

"hah! Kim Tae Yeon,i knew you for more than 6 months...6 friggin months. do you think i will not know if its something or nothing?", anger rage inside of Tiff.

Taeyeon just shove her shoulders up..

"are you telling me or not....?", Tiffany asked patiently this time..

"i was going to tell you until your boyfriend came and interrupt us,now that i have lost the feeling of wanting to tell...nope..i wont tell."

Tiffany let out a big sigh.

Feeling all frustrated at Taeyeon's stubbornness.

Taeyeon knew well that Tiffany will gives up asking in the end because Tiffany just doesnt has the patient to wait for the answer.

"I dont know why you dislike him so much! What's the matter with you!", Tiffany spill it out.

"anyway,we dont have to plan anything anymore i guess..he has all well planned for you...have fun", Taeyeon once again,leave Tiffany standing alone...

I give up...she's better off with him anyway...

"Taeyeon! Leave me now and dont be regret!", Tiffany shout at Taeyeon.

But Taeyeon didnt turn back...

They ignore one another for weeks..

Even until it was the day for Tiff's birthday..

No eyes contact,no nothing..

As much as Tiffany wanted to talk to her petite friend..

But making the first move for her is going to drop her 'pride'

And so... both ended up like a strangers..

*sigh*

She must be with him now...

Enjoying some stupid dinner with him,candlelight perhaps..

He must have present her with some luxurious gifts..

And probably confesses to her right now.

She'll be so surprise by it and no words came out from her mouth but her smile were the answers to his questions...

Why....

why was i the one ended up with nothing...

Taeyeon kick the snow that were stuck on her boots.

She sat alone for almost more than 3 hours by just looking at the ice skating ring which doesnt has anyone there.

-flasback-

"Taeyeon ah~~ Lets go to the ice skating ring together during my birthday! Pleaseeeeee", Tiffany pleaded with her puppy face back when they knew each other for only 2 months.

-end of flashback-

Although she has never try skating in her life before,

cos tripping is what happened even when she has her sneakers on when she is walking on smooth straight sidewalk...dont talk about ICE with BLADE SHOES!

but she is willing to try it out and do it for someone she has fell in love with.

Anything for Tiffany,she's willing to.

*sigh*

what the heck...

*tears start filling up her eyes*

no no no... i cant cry! i literally pushes her to him!

I give him chances!

WHAT IF she doesnt has feelings for him??

WHAT IF she has accepted his love??

No!

*wipe off tears*

I must at least confess out what i have in the heart!

Even if it meant to goodbye to our friendship...

I must let her know...how i feels..

I promised i wont lies to her..

and im going to hold onto that promise..

Taeyeon decide to go to Tiffany's house.

Confess her heart out.

Just when she get up and about to leave..

Someone is standing by the entrance of the ice skating rink..

Looking back at her..

(to be continue....)

*this is my first time publishing my very own fanfic onto websites...all this while i have been writing like an author..not only about Taeny :) but lots... but then,this is my first story that i blog about...and i just type out what i had in my mind... there will be a part2 if you guys would love to know the ending...let me know... thank you for the support :)

SISTAR 19 (NO UNDER 18 PLEASE) XD

I happened to watch this the day they perform on Music Bank the other day.

Immediately their simple dance step caught my attention not to mention the soothing music :)

Besides,i love Bora!

Like ever since the day i watch her on Lets Go!Dream Team ^^

She has this natural smile like Victoria from F(x)...

I dont know how to say..but a smile that is very natural yet lovely and sweet <3

So due to the reason my friend,CK LIEW loves it ever since the day i show him the music video..

He has been craving for more..

and personally asked me to make some gif of the body wave part..

(im not at home,so i cant make it for you personally but i have search it high and low for you..you OWE me a drink and yes,im serious)

Here you go...

Wait..

Get some tissues ready? or towel? anything that are necessary..yeah? ;)

ready?

:p

Too eager?

Cant wait?

XD hahaha...

and this is what you requested for...

the one with the orange sport car behind...

But i've got something else.

this.

:)

Our reaction... XDXDXDXD

Look,im not a pervert.

My friend is. XDXD *kidding ah*

but yeah... the fact he is... since he requested for it...

You owe me dude :p

You're so gonna thank me!!

Well...

Peace out ;)

Expect the Unexpected

Never knew words like this can be said by you.

But thats life,expect the unexpected..

Never say never.

Impossible becomes possible.

:')

Being quiet was not me..im not quiet :p close friends should know what i meant.

One of my friend even asked

"where is your switch off button?how can you still be so active?"

I love it most when i get to make my friends laugh when they hang around me.

But i know there are limit to jokes and conversation of the subject..i do.

But what i never know is that caring...needs their own limit too.

I OVER cared i guess.

I should have put a guide line..a limit.

My parents always tell me so,but i? never listen..

cos i thought its worth it..

Turns out it was not worth it,words are like gun pointing right at you.

BANG!!!

Bullets release into your heart.

and you crouch down in pain,silence cries..

you felt pain and hurt not because the bullets that penetrates into your heart.

But the pain you receive when you look at the person who shoots you.

The person you care (most?) looks back at you,walks away and smiling along the way.

cos its unexpected...

"why?why were you so down this few days?friends?money? (LOL..money?) what happened?if you dont tell,no one can helps you.."

-I'll be fine few days later...nothing okay...-

"fine,i wont force you,but you can talk to your friend(s?) about it,let it out...cos whenever your friends are sad,you are somehow hurt too and even cry for them,dont think i dont know..i just keep quiet,you cheer and try to make them happy,i bet they will do the same to you now.if you dont want to tell me,tell them ok..i dont want to see you this way"

-how to tell them when they are the person who hurt me till this point???????-

"hmmmph,i told you,friends...you must know where to put the limit...you care and now people treat you this way,how you feel? People still happy with their life,but do they actually will care when they hurt you? if they care about you,they wont hurt you...its ok,you are still young...lots to learn..teach you a lesson to know when to put a limit the next time..so,what do you want to do now?"
-...im so tired to even think about it...i wanna leave this stupid place...-

"ok,where do you want to go?"

-korea,please-

"save money"

and from <3

God created each and everyone with their own unique of difference.

No one should even judge you !!

Have they ever thought who were they to even have the rights to judge you ??
Judge their own life, themselves.. but not you.

No one should ever judge the creation by God..

You have no reasons to cope with the judgement, cos is not true.

You, stay being yourself....

Only change if you wants it.. dont let others change you.

You're in the wrong or right... im not in a rightful place to say it.

But God knows and God sees, what everyone has done.

And at the end of the day...

People will somehow realize, what they did was right or wrong.

Cheer up, pabo !!

I love you nomu nomu much !! XD !!

Silly (at the end cracks me up!) but i love it ;) <3

Thanks for the encouraging message.

"If people dont know how to judge which is right or wrong,good or bad person,then not even appreciation,then dont waste your time already,just stay out of people's life lo...dont cry yeah..." -from,a babi fella (:p)..but THANK YOU :') a babi who knows me for more than 5years!

I might be wrong and so i've promised to stay out of it from that day i've said it.

Since caring is wrong.

I'll stop.

But of course the sense of caring for others wont fade...

not until when you guys ask me to...

If i've ruin your life,like you say so..

I apologize sincerely.

Now.

Time to change.

:')

Is nothing big right...

i can do it

i know i can..

will be able to....

i cant say i dont need friends or all i need is family.... i still do need both.

have you given on the thoughts back when where i back you up when it wasnt even my business? Whenever you have problems,even when i wasnt related...i helped...but maybe this to you is me being nosy?(a.k.a KEPO?)

idk...maybe?who knows?

but i never regret what i have helped...

never mind...

NEVER MIND!

PLEASE!!!

STOP FLOWING OUT....

:')

Im out of my mind...

IM NUMB.

is nothing big at all.

why should i act that way when is just a friend....

a friend where i care most....

thats why.....

NUMB + TIRED + PAIN + TEARS + HURT + FUCKED UP + DISAPPOINTED + UNEXPECTED + SAD + WTF? = D.E.A.T.H

Goodbye to cruel world....

people can be annoying....

but annoying person never hurt you so much....

right?

i dont know...

out of my mind

i want that cute doll i saw from TOY R US the other day...
that doll is white but in an orange hoot!!

i love it to the max...

someone out there,please...get it for me?

XD kekekeke...

in love with the doll very much

Choi SooYoung is a table?

There is this reason why i love her...

She just knows how to make the atmosphere goes from

:x to o.O to XDXDXD

2nd POST

Is it just me or does every sones react that way too...

Like,whenever they listen to SNSD songs on their player...

We'll do hand movement too?

Or when you sing along...

There sure is emotion going on your face too..

As though you are a soshi members..

(current mood : down ): )

I'll stop here then...

Whoa...watch it..

I dont want any of those things hits any of the soshi...

:(

Taeny FACTS

I ship this two a lot...

Something to this point?

Hahaha..

Nah...

Im not that crazy to that point :)

Lets have some facts about Taeny..

A story after meeting Taeyeon's mom: When Taeyeon was down with flu, Taeyeon's mom visited the dorm. They were about to leave through the door but Miyoung chased out after them and brought the prepared medicine to Taeyeon's mom and said that 'Taeyeon doesn't eat medicine that tastes bad, eat this instead.' And then smiled embarrassingly.

Tiffany: That's right. I've been with Taeyeon for 6 years, and this was the first time we've been apart for so long. After 10 days, we made a big fuss because we missed each other and sent each other text messages and pictures.

People with different schedules will take a different car, although I don't know when there was once, Taeyeon & Tiffany had different schedules, Tiffany hurriedly got onto the car At this time, Taeyeon shouted "Tiffany!!" from behind, Tiffany turned around Taeyeon was holding her phone on one hand, the other hand gesturing towards her phone It's to tell her to call/text her..

Taeyeon and Fany were constantly playing with each other... Fany was singing Goodbye Days... When Taeyeon was putting her arm around Fany's shoulder that made Fany's shirt slip off her shoulder so Fany spanked Taeyeon "Hey what cha doing!"

They are totally cute....

This two pairing is irresistible <3

even when they dance...

They both make the mistakes at the same time XD

Look at her....

Even her own members...

Look at Tiffany's stare XD

And before i end this...

Let me give you two really really cute picture of Taeyeon ;)))

Im in love...

Tiffany pulls Taeyeon away from Boa

I dont want to say much on this post.

But look at hubby taeng's reaction when her wife pulls her away.

Tiffany reach out to Taeyeon...

She got to hold most of her arms already...

Grabbing on the clothes doesnt seems to be firm enough.

Tiffany aims for Taeng's hand.

Tiffany just wants hubby Taeng to be near her...

not her idol...

LOL at taeyeon's cute reaction!

the way Taeny dance

If Tiffany is dancing this way

Taeyeon does it this way

this are just for gags alright.

if you find it has offended you..
there's an x on top of this page at the corner.

what does Taeyeon wants for her birthday?

A host asked our leader,Taeyeon

What does she wants for her birthday...

And Tiffany's reaction?

(Fany : ohhhhh~)

Getting embarrassed at what she said,

The leader herself tries to flee away XD

But..

What does Tiffany wants?

The same thing as well..

Look at Taeyeon's relief look :p

Taeny is cute :DD

"how many babies do you want Taeyeon?" asked Tiffany Hwang

Did the title makes you goes o.O

But yes,Tiffany did asked Taeyeon this question...

on Hello Baby of course ;)

But the situation is too darn adorable <3

Hyoyeon mentioned that she herself wanted 5 herself...

After hearing about it...

Whats Tiff's reaction?

Tiffany immediately turns to Taeng and asked

"how many do you want?"

And Taeyeon's reaction?

"babies....?"

"not on camera,fany" <-- Nah! she didnt say this of course! XD

But their reaction is really cute isnt it?

:)

confused

When i asked you,

you claims that i was forcing you to come back and not giving you enough time to relax.

And if i dont,

you said i was already used to not having you around already.

You,

you should know,what i really want either.

what i really meant.

anyhow.

this made me stuck.

i dont even dare to ask anymore.

Appa knows the best

(i can never afford to see you lose a single tears,Tiffany...<3)

Im not as tough as you think...

not as tough as i thought i can be...

He told me...

"i know you care,but there is always a limit to everything"

"You did your part and thats all it matters"

"always know when enough is"

"what goes around comes around"

"you dont see karma now,but sooner or later...it will happen"

"you treat a person bad one time,it comes back at you 10times worst than how you treated them"

And many more...

Which really put my heart at ease...

Am i angry?

IDK...not really,i guess i was used to being misunderstood so much.

Hah.

I asked myself so many times...

Was it because the way i talk or how it comes out...that causes misunderstanding...IDK.

You have limit i have it too.

Everyone has it.

But at least,i would apologize if i ever did hurt you.

and tried to make it up.

Attitude problem?

I dont know.

Maybe some people does think of me having an attitude problem.

Well.

Everyone is different.

And i will not change for anyone unless that person is someone who is worth it.

and very important to me... like my family!

;)

everyone has their pros and cons.

Take it or leave it.

Is that simple.

people asked me,what are you going to do about it?

what do i do?

Life goes on.

LOL.

:') aiiiii...

but honestly.

i dont know.

but life GOES ON.

IT HAS TOO.

Doesnt matter how people misunderstand you now.

cos at the end of the day.

they will know the right.

"why do you even let this be your problem? people's problem but you also get hurt??i know you love your friend very much BUT let me ask you one thing..this is will hurt...if your friend asked you back: WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? WHY CARE SO MUCH ON WHAT I WANT TO DO? how will you answer back? how can you answer back? and other people who saw this,they will say WHO ARE YOU"

Who do you think you are....

this has just stuck in my mind all day long...

:'(

I'll be fine,pa......

Guess i made my dad worried when im not the crazy and talkative me. :/

He keeps finding jokes to tease me...to cheer me..

He's the one i can really seek help from at times.

Not just a dad... but a best friend for my life <3

:)

there is one thing i can always try to cheer myself with...

No other then,SNSD ;) kekekeke.

Can i.... fall in love with...

this person?

I'll be honest.

She's amazingly attractive!

Hahaha...
Have you guys seen her latest selca on UFO??

(jaw drop open and keep staring)

I know... amazing right?

Look at how cute this person can be...

She even claims she doesnt have aegyo in her *coughliarcough*

LOL.

You're cute to the point where its irresistible! ^^

I go berserk when i see her latest selca for UFO.

And keep telling my sister about her.

I love how her lips shape when she sang RDR in Japanese version!

Is just sexy and cute and hot and pretty!

:)

And so,my sister asked me

"do you love taeyeon or tiffany now????"

I told her.

Of course i love Tiffany and i like Taeyeon.

*sister shakes her head in disbelief*

then i tell her.

Ok ok, Tiffany is my wife and Taeng is my girlfriend.

She was speechless of course XD

But no matter what...

Of course i LOVE tiffany the most :)

Ok.... i might start to love Taeyeon too...

Look at her XD (above) that look...

The mixture of a byun look XDXDXDXD

Makes me love her...even more? Because she's byun.....?

Araso araso.

Im just kidding.

I love just about everything about her of course.

Yes.

I really do (;

Araso,Kim TaeYeon...

You'll be my second from now onwards ;))))

Cos i know...

At the end of the day...

I know im still going to love fany even more no matter what XD.

SNSD DAEBAK

SNSD becomes hotter and sexier

Is the truth.

And no one can deny it.

But all i can say is that,they changes concept because they show us that they can dominate and do all kind of concept that is given to them.

That is why im proud to be a Sone.

So, i watch Lady Marmalade this morning..( <-- click on it to watch the video)

Waiting for the download to finish..

DONE *click*

Then i was like...

When i watch the starting of the video...

Fany ah~~

Wae so HOT?

YOU'RE KILLING ME!!!

Officially...im dead.. but revive by Tiffany and Taeyeon's voice...

Then died again while watching this whole video..

My jaw just literally drop open when i watch the beginning!

This is my reaction the entire time i watch Lady Marmalade by Taeny.

And then i realize something was not right when Taeng had her hand on her top at the same position for so long... must be something wrong with the zipper..

How Tiffany wanted to hold Taeng's hand and Taeyeon didnt want to...

She realize something aint right and when she look at where's taengoo holding up..

Tiffany chuckle :)

Total cuteness...

Yes is true that SNSD has become more of a sexier icon.

I dont know how many fans are going to give some negative points about this.

But all i can say is that, SNSD changes due to the concept..

And to show us how many concept they can go with it.

All i can say is that BRAVO for them :) they actually can be sexy and not only all cutesy.

IDK.

But im sure antis have something to say about this.

Not that i even give a damn about this.

Because i know,despite what is going to change..my love for them will never change!

^^

Time passes.People changes.

If they are changing for good.. then why not right? :)

Besides... they are all over 18 alright..

its LEGAL :p

O.O STOP STARING! *cough* ok,one good thing is that Yuri is finally BACK.

Back as in she's not too thin anymore :)

She's sexy.. i know right ;)

Umm...Too sexy and hot... but Yuri is usually the sexy one..

So,im not surprise. ^^

But this is what im really surprise at...

Yoong dancing with a pole?

"it aint right!"

Chill...

If you are a sowon, you'll slowly accepts it in the end...

But,yes..im very surprise by this..

Sunny ah~~

Get well soon,araso?

If you guys want to know what happened during the concert to Sunny..

Here's the LINK...

I dont want to repeat myself,cos it hurts me to see her crying as she was making an effort to come back on the stage to join the girls :'(

Sunny ah,ULJIMA !!!!

Tiffany Hwang!!

Heeeee~ :DD

You're so pretty!

Dang!

*.*

If this is what she do to me...

I probably die due to overload happiness strikes in me <3.<3

That eye smile...

Is something i will never get bored of... Never