Is funny for sure one thing when GG was predicted to attend Asia Super Showcase, my inbox got flooded by SONEs x) asking whether if i will be going or not. LOL :/ funny.

I cant give an answer.

Why?

Lol, i am sick of explaining it again and again.

Cut it short, i am not sure. Aite? Nuff said.

I am not a complicated person, but if you're not understanding me easily, then yes, i'll just make it even more complicated. LOL.

And look at what happened to my wife......

(ok...why in the world i cant upload the gif ._. aish)

and yet i still cant link the gif to my blog, *shucks* whatever....perhaps next time.

Okay, just have to admit it, i miss seeing them.

But sometimes, people has to learn how to make the proper and right decision.

I find it cute and funny at the same time how people would come to me and ask if its worth to go see them in Malaysia's mini concert.

Really, i dont know, is up to you guys, but if its for me, given chances, i would prefer to save money and go to their 3 hours concert in Singapore which i know will happen anyway.

Is not like that announce it officially, but once they are done with Japan's tours

they will start their asia touring.

So, i believe Singapore will be one of their destination.

Guess what, i even prayed hard they dont come malaysia actually.

Because. Honestly. Some fans dont know how to control themselves well when they sees their idols.

Some turns into beast LOL.

No offence but i've witnessed some with my own eyes.

Anyhow, is funny how one person gets upset or angry at me when it wasnt even my fault.

LOL?

Sometimes, it takes not a year to mature up, but the time you choose correctly.

Learn how to think and act maturely.

As easy as that. Is not that hard.

I am so tired.

In all kind of ways.

P/S : cant believe we would actually bump into one another after 4 years huh? 4 years long of no nothing.

I am sorry that i turned away without a single proper greeting when it was said, you smile to me the moment you sees me.  But i guess. Well, no, honestly. I do not know how to actually look at you in the face.

I dont want to fall again. It took me 4 years. Still, to know, memories doesnt leaves no matter how long they were left somewhere in the mind, they comes back the moment our eyes met. I hope you are doing well.

I honestly want you to be happy. I can only say i am truly sorry for what i had done, but i wont say i regret it as i believe, we both made many cherishing memories between the 2 years.

and yet i still cant post the gif here! FUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ._.

I think i cant tolerate immature thoughts.

If a person can actually think maturely in a click of a minute, it means, he/she can make and do well decision instead of making a immature result in the end.

I wont say i am immature, but being someone who is responsible with quite a few things, i can sort out when i should be mature. that is including my thoughts and the way i speak as well.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

AOA coming as well. Not that i no them, but neither will i condemn a group i do not know well.

why should i badmouth about another girl group just because SNSD happens to be there to perform as well.

I believe a person with the right mind wont do so.

;) 

besides, my Seolhyun will be there! nyahahahaha

And also my Taeminnie!!! gah!! SHINee boys! :) they dance so damn well.

But still

EOTTOKE

do i have a point to be there?

Yes, i am saying so even when the chances of SNSD is coming is huge.

Complicated.

Even when i explain so much, it was not understandable.

Some of my friends and also my sister taught me.

You know how fb inbox has this function where if you've read the inbox, it will appeared as 'seen' (?)

irritating right?

So, i was taught that if you dont want it to be written as 'seen' but yet being able to read the inbox is to dont know what click here and there.

My point is, why? why so fishy and no guts?

want to read the message, already read, but dont want the other person to know?

quite stupid action though.

read then read la. dont reply on the spot, dont la.

big deal.

just stop being fishy.

why do you like pissing me off.....?

is it on purpose?

you really made me wonder much.

what happened to TaengSic?

Well, i am sure only a true sone will come to realize that this two has been awkward around each other.

From my pov, Jessica would look at Taeyeon, but the leader would just shows an awkward expression like turning away or something. For all i know and believe, is that something is going on behind... but of course, i hope the two will make it up in the end.

Hmmmm.Sica :/

ILY, kay? :D

A New Beginning

Alright, left Bella (like at LAST!) thank you, God :3

I feel so much better after leaving the drama queen manager XD

A brand new start in a new company tomorrow on wards, gosh! D; wish i could've rest longer at home.

How do i feel?

Like this...

If you feel like this, put your hands up ;))

Damn it! Stop being so cute already you dork! too much of Tae Tae by your side is the cause for this.

Because i literally had that two tone color like Taeyeon's short haircut.

Took some time to finally decide it's time to look more mature and professional.

I mean, i cant just have that kind of color.

Hello, we're talking about company's image here.

Finally.

After 4 years long.

4 years long of no having dark color or even my natural hair color.

Finally,

I've dyed my hair into a dark tone color

+.+

Well, i am super not use to it, still does ._. but people around me LOVE it OTL

right.

After having my hair dye, parents and friends stated i look like a teenager.

which by the way, i am an adult at the age of 23.

Just came back from a saloon, funny how my hairstylist asked which school i went to.

i told him i am 23!

she was like "i thought you are high school student"

=.=

I dyed my hair darker color slightly because i want to look more mature rather than being a korean wannabe.

LOL

and what happened!?

she cut my hair having fringe....which in the end, makes me look more like a kid!!

Never mind...

Dear Fringe, please grow fast :/

A whole new start from tomorrow on wards.

May it be a great beginning :)

Sometimes, i rather work independently.

like that, less nosy people, less crap to talk about.

work work work.

LOL.

No matter how hard i work, how much money i got.

i will never get you.

Since i got a family to take care of.

I want you badly :(

But is my duty, my responsibility to take care of my family.

I dont just live under the same roof with them and gave them nothing.

Is time i show how much i love and would take care of them :)

although i might not have millions for them.

but thousands every month should do the trick.

cos i know, a couple of hundred ringgit is nothing, money has become really small lately.

I should prepare myself for tomorrow.

yeah.

HWAITING!

P/S: Special thanks to you, Junyi. For bringing me to places to get my interview done! If it wasnt for you, i dont know how in the world can i get it done :) so. GOMAWO! if you're reading this :) i appreciate it to the max.