Happy Birthday, babyhwang

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TIFFANY STEPHANIE HWANG MI YOUNG!!!!

I've said it a lot of times about you...blogging a lot about you also<3

I can never finish blogging about you isnt it?

:D

You're the girl who actually made me start to like the color pink!

I used to dislike them, but now... because they were your fav color, i find that Pink, is a sweet color after all..

wae?

Pink reminds me a lot of you..

whenever i saw some pink stuff.

*pops* you are in my mind.

(MIANHAE..it's really late, but i do want to continue this blog (: hehe)

My love to you as my idol was deeper than other idols in my life.

You're like a part of my life, a part of my family member.

until my friends,family and relatives knows about you!

hahahaha

"im going to earn more now and so we (your family) can enjoy in the future.. dont worry, now im busy but in the future.. we can be together as long as we want"

When you said this, i feel happy and proud of you..

but on the second thoughts..

what will i ever do when is time for a stop for SNSD to promote?

(this is reality sones,so,please..dont start scolding me :p)

I dont even know if i can accept the fact that i wont get a daily dose of SNSD..

:( im so used to it already.

is always snsd this and that <3

anyway, this will be another topic.. for now...

this is all about you, Tiff ^^

No one can ever admit, they have ever seen such a beautiful eye smile before.

even when it comes to people who doesnt knows anything about snsd, or even, just so happens not interested in it..

they always said "yes, her smile is really beautiful"

whenever i show them your video or picture.

Im sort of digging my own grave isnt it?

making more people love you.

YOU'RE MINE!

hahahahaha..

(there's more to be said, but i've let you know)

All i can say..

Tiffany Hwang Mi Young.

Your existence has made a better place in my world and my life.

Things were better when you're in the picture.

You change a lot of things in me in many ways that others may not know.

It was always automatic smiles on my face when i think about you.

The joy in me when i sees your video or picture.

You make me smile like a silly person whenever i just hear your voice.

You're really special to me, Miyoungie <3

I wish you all the best and hwaiting in the future!

God Bless You.

Tiffany, saranghae :DD

full stop.

someone said to me "this kind of friend are not even worth to be fuck"

well said :)

and all this time i buy into her dramas..

her saying how bad her friend is..

and now, she is making an act on me :')

saying im having a crush on her ._.

I dont even have a lesbian crush on Tiffany or SNSD members but you?

LMAO + ROLF = FUCKING HILARIOUS la joke...

alright.araso.

that is your mouth.

you can say what you want.

and people can believe what they want.

i cant shut it isnt it? so yeah.

bla bla bla.

but still, life needs to be move on.

she was right!

Let them say what they, think what they want.

Your life doesnt depend on them.

You dont need people like them right?

If people are trying to bring you down.

Stand back up,heads up with a smile.

You know you can do it if you wants too.

Is never worth to be angry at something that might ruin your life.

Dont waste anytime or energy on some unwanted stuff.

Even if you care so much of what they say..

what's the point?

Is you who choose to be who you wants..

not them.

if other people think you are that way.

let them be.

you are who you really are.

dont you ever dare frown for anyone who aint worth it !

keep your chin high and continue your future.

this is just a small lesson of life..

teaches you something at least, right ??

Love you !!

It's a bad nightmare but you know what ?

you can wake up now..

open your eyes.

there are still others (:

(thanks dork :) i love you <3)

and is because of them.

they want me to even stop talking about it.

because they doesnt want me to care so much about it anymore.

and they said if possible.

forget this... araso.

i decide to put a stop for myself.

a full stop on this bloody unworthy topic to an end.

well.

say anything you want,fucker.

i dont give a damn.

annyeong <3

p/s: sunny ah~ you are too hot la~~~~ do you even know the meaning of the song?

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

ROFL

I knew it.

This is what happened if you treat someone too well and made them think too highly of themselves.

They think you were desperately in love with them ._. that's just retard.

Excuse me..

So, first.. you said i backstab you and trying to ruin you and your friends friendship, but darling, you argue with them already even before i spill out everything you said about them to them... things didnt work that way and now you're trying with something new.

"she has a lesbian crush on me,that is why she is trying to have me all to herself"

er...LOL?

So, your point of telling her that is because you are trying to make her think i was after her too?

Hold on just a minute.

You're not my type ;)

Even if i happens to be a lesbian one day, i wouldnt want a girlfriend like you :DD

Why will i have disaster in my own love life?

Hehehehe.so,yeap.. DONT GET SO WORRY (overreact) YOU will never make it on my list.

Lesbian?

who's the one gotten so uptight angry lashing out on me when im in a relationship with my other maknae... er who?

so, who's the lesbian now?

"i got boyfriend ok" - er.ok :))))

So, shut it.

I didnt get started on you then just leave me alone please.

even IF i do become a lesbian......

I'll go for someone who has almost everything.

and most importantly!!! doesnt has an attitude problem and NOT an attention seeker.

Like....

???? XDXDXD LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL~

Ah,im not having a lesbian crush on Tiffany,so why do YOU even think im having a crush on people like you? o.O who do you think you are once again,missy?

____________________________________________________________________

One last thing before i close this up and not care anymore.

I now feel sorry.

All this time, i have been putting all the blame on that guy for hurting her.

i kept thinking WHY he will want to break up with her almost every single month.

WHY.

WHY?

A few person tell me "you cant blame him,maybe she is the problem.."

I used to think no way..

but come to think of it...

Now i knew why he would rather hang around with others rather than her :x

and to think i used to call him a jerk.

mianhae ._.

i didnt know this girl has attitude problem...

rotten scumbag...

now i know.

(_ _)

but now, her life is non of my business anymore.

because everyone said there is no point continuing this anyway.

true.

i have my life.

if you want to keep on brainwashing people that im the mean one. Go ahead :DD

While you are wasting your life to get sympathy and seek for attention,

I'll use my time to do something useful and meaningful to my life.

Dont worry, i dont think i want to even put you in my blog anymore :))))))

Since i have some free time,why waste it on unwanted and useless people?

I spend it all on someone worth it.

SNSD

hahahahahahaha!!!

God! they are becoming a HIT!

Have you watch their beautiful stranger performance in Japan?

This is the full version here, :) click on this LINK here.

People says Yuri is hot but somehow, for me, taeyeon is SMEXY!

Tiffany is not that bad as well.... but i cant take my eyes away from the dorky leader <3

That ant waist. *jealous*

CUTE!!!!!!!!!

can you seriously believe this smexy kid is 23??

I can see lots of people spazzing on this picture here.

is her latest picture on UFO.

Baby dork, wae so cute????

<3.<3

Hahahaha!

I can go les for herrrrrrrrrrr! :X

Aiyar~ kidding la...

kekekeke..but if she wants..yeah,ok..

@@|||

:p she's someone i look up to very much ok~

chillax.

taeyeon ah~ wae....wae....wae nomu kyupta??

Is because of her im having a butt fetish now too

._.

but only to SNSD :p so please.

dont kill me sowon.

Aiiiiiiiiih!!!!

Time to get busy and clean the house again.

Hwaiting~~~~

i'll be lying if i said i wasnt hurt.

but this is just temporarily feelings.

cos she was never worth for me either :')

:') awwww

DRAMA.

Im not surprise that i was called as a drama queen or two face from the person whom i learn from.

I watch what's going.

I play along to survive.

You aint know nothing yet ;) kid.

LOL. call me what you want but i know what im doing.

making stories?

you're just literally mad and angry that you spilled everything to me and me bursting it out in the end :) whooops.

This is what happened when you stab one person from the back.

The other person literally spills out everything they know ;)

rule 1 to play this game.

Never tell EVERYTHING or talk behind one person back to the other.

Because you dont know when you might offend that person in the future.

Awww, dont be angry...

because im just stabbing you back the way you did to me :)

Now you're doing all you can,post all you can...

saying im a very very mean person :( boohoo.

LIKE I CARE ^^

You know why i eventually spill everything out?

Because the truth is..

I start disliking you the moment you hurt ^-^

But i keep calm and didnt went berserk on you is because it will only be immature if i pounce on you and start beating you up with immature post :)

I dont need to that.

I knew i can never trust a girl like you the moment you can stab a friend of your own that you known ever since during high school time.

I knew immediately what kind of person you are,the time you tell me about how bad they were towards you.

But thank God being the one,playing with brain..

I didnt trust fully on what you said behind their back.

all i know is

"if she can stab her 7 years friends that way,what about me when one day she just out of the blues hate me... i just knew her one year,must be worse"

and LOOK, i wasnt wrong after all on my judgement.

You think you can lie to to people with your tears and everything and dear me..

those retards just falls into your trap.

You saying that i PLAN to make you leave your job?

Are you sure thats the reason when you hand over the resignation letter?

LOL..

Dear sweet child, would i care that you stay back or not when i dont even care if you're alive or not? LOL.

The moment, that day after your cute commit suicide situation (which im clear now that is just a way to get sympathy) i TOLD you, i wont care so much anymore about your freaking amazing life didnt i?

:) and i meant it.

I have to admit one thing here.

you asked me to back you up on asking ^-^ to remove genee and the rest from her page.. i say ok..

but,mianhae dear, i NEVER asked ^-^ to do so.

why would i ask someone to remove a person who did nothing to ^-^?

if remove also remove you first la sweetie... you hurt ^-^ how many times already?

Your fingers add with mine also might not be enough.

ask ^-^ to remove and while you are the one who has problem with them didnt do so?

why?

someone told me: so she can stalk our profile ma~

ahhhh~ no wonder.

You seriously think who you are?

:) wake up to reality kid.

"omg! i've trusted the wrong person!"

"i cant believe i've trusted her all this time!"

"she's a liar,faker and backstabber"

"she will receive a huge karma"

go on~

cos you're just posting what I think about you too, thanks ^^

er, wait...

the trusting you part,nope,*shakes head* i never trust you but i did pretend that i trusted you la...

All this while i've been calling someone a maknae, a person who has attitude problem.

cos,someone told me..

they have been trying to help her ever since form3... :x but they said she is helpless already.

(no friend of hers can stays long with her. if you observe so.) <--- AGREE with you!

If i was to continue talking about her imperfections...attitude..

I think i need to start becoming an author.

i can publish a book out of it, i already got the right title for that book!

"how to be a good pretender and make others look bad and in the end blame others"

too long eh? :/

I'll think about the title again.

You're reading this and you are going to tell your buddies...

cry..and say cant believe i am this kind of people.

hahha...go ahead.

you are too well written all on your face.

and then post on facebook.

lashing it out.

Me, keeping my cools might be you think "she's quiet because all her true colors were expose"

No darling, i kept quiet is because i dont wanna go on being childish and post stuffs.

and people will be like

why?whathappened?whodothistoyou?ignorethistypeofpeople!theynotworthyourtears!thisiscalllife!chill!dontbesad!thistypeofpeoplewillhavekarmaone.

dontcryla!dontbesadalreadyla!

im not those who seek for attention or sympathy.

:)

is just lame and childish.and stupid.

but i dont blame you for posting this.

i mean,for someone who post pictures of her holding a bunch of pills and stated BYEBYE to the world..

LOL,when i think back..i cant stop laughing.

i still remember,you holding 9 pills of medicine.(why 9 ah? each stand for snsd members ah?)

you still have the time to take picture and instargm it.

babe. you wanna die. die..

this just proof that you were seeking for sympathy and attention.

and poor me,i must...im such an idiot,who falls into your trap.

gotten so worried,but in the end..you scolded me.

dont worry.

next time,if you commit suicide again.

i'll wait for your picture the next day in papers :')

You know how to call Alvis Kong an idiot and those who want to commit suicide are stupid idiots.

but what about you?

using this to get something you want back.

Is not even category in the stupid idiot list.

worse.

the first thing when i got fired because i got caught for going out for movies.

i said "i was wrong for doing so"

and we both wonder who blab it out... in the end, i give up... since i already not working there,and even if i do know who did that...what's the point????

but you are the one who say "I MUST KNOW WHO SAYS THIS!"

is you,bitch.

not me.

what about now? you turn everything around and said i was pissed off?

o0o nah!

who's being two face now??
dont worry,people do trust your bloody fake lies.

but YOU yourself should know!

what you said that day when we are crossing the bridge from Midvalley to The Gardens Mall.

GOD WILL KNOW.

I dont want to continue this arguement.

for what?

idiot remains to believe you.

and i remain,moving on.

so what?

what do you want to do?

bring this to court case?

me, being jailed for being a liar?

If you want to announce to the world that i am the meanest person in the world.

I suggest you try to run on the vote of becoming a president or something.

Maybe you can talk to obama about it? or our prime minster about this?

see if they can help you announce your side of the story or not.

or what? you want to go back to ming dynasty?

want me kneel down and grab some tea and seek for forgiveness?

me? kneeling down for you? for lies?

then how many people you need to kneel down for on lying and stabbing them?

i have my life.

and i aint wasting on trying to brainwash people.

im not free and rich like you doing all this lame things.

i cant afford :(

*clap hands*

you're the WINNER cos now everyone,your fellonies, trust you.

:') awwww...

go ahead.

say what you want.

is your mouth anyway.

YOUR FRIENDS ARE SO RIGHT ABOUT YOU!

but is a sad thing that they have to go through 6 or 7 years with you..

thank God, im only a year!

:') thank you God, for being nice to me and open my eyes wider.

I may receive karma but dont think you are getting away without it ;)

same goes for you babe<3

You will receive yours too :DD

You are the kind of person who will die if you dont have your fellonies

You are such an attention seeker.

Your friends even said they dont want to say anything because you might just indeed have your 'fans' backing you up.

because you know how to act.

so like yeah.

i'll be the mean one but at the same time, i'll grow up.

this is just a small lesson in my life.

that parents always know best.

(Yes,pa...you can say i told you so ._.)

life goes on.

what do you fucking get.

oh yeah,attention seeker always seek for it.

:)

as for me?

no no... of course im saying BYEBYE to you attention seeker.

i dont wana even waste a minute on you.

:)

Taeyeon or Tiffany

Here i am being asked with the same question AGAIN.

I know i know, recently i've been talking lots about Taeyeon being this and that.

cute and sexy.

eh,come on... it aint my fault if im falling for this dork massive cuteness and being a hot icon.

;)

Woke up and its like any other morning.

my sister is on her computer and the conversation starts.

(M) - me (W) - Sister

(M): last night i stayed up until 4am and gosh i watch taeyeon's videos! she's really cute.

(W): yes yes i know~ you said a lot of times laa.

(M): damn you.....but anyway! she's cute!

(W): Ok,tiffany or taeyeon? lets say they are hanging onto you at the edge of a building,each on your hand..you have to let one go..

(M): what~~~~~ im the one who created this game...how can you use it back on me.

(W): shuddap and continue...answer me.

(M): *think hard* ok....i'll save taeyeon up and jump down with tiffany.

(W): so you are killing tiffany?

(M): I didnt kill her!

(W): you let her fall off from the building!

(M): I pull taeyeon up,xo tete and jump down and die with tiffany la!

(W): So,you love taeyeon more than tiffany...

(M): NO! I LOVE TIFFANY MORE! I DIE WITH HER! HOW ROMANTIC IS THAT!!!

(W): but you are willing to let her fall off in your sight.. *shakes head*

(M): i have to save one...and im dying with her! romantic okay~

(W): You cannot die..

(M): what do you mean i cannot die?

(W): the question is who you are willing to let go...nothing about you dying.

(M): well yeah.but i choose to die with her.

(W): you cannot die with her..is not in the game..

(M): what the hell! why cant i die! is my life!

(W): cannot means cannot la!

(M): fine..then i'll ask them what they can give me if i save them...

(W): stay by your side forever,be with you. *sings taeyeon and tiffany's part from Hoot*

(M): stay with me?

-i really have some hard time making a choice although is just for fun XD-

(W): Forever....be your chagiya~~~ *laughs*

(M): then that's easy! Tiffany :) no doubt.hands down. but she must give me eye smile 24/7 XD

(W): even when she's sleeping?

(M): yeap..even when she's sleeping.

(W): what the shit.....you are scary shit la~~~~

LOL....

of course all this is just our fun talk.

:D

I choose Taeny :p

But if i have to really make only one choice..

it will still comes down to picking Tiffany of course..

Live Your Life Your Way

FYL INSTEAD OF FML

Yeap...

After a long thoughts...

I dont think i should say FML anymore...

Should be FYL, Fuck Your Life

;) Indeed... you are living in a pathetic life now isnt it?

LOL.

I dont need to say much<3

Sometimes...

I find myself wondering on the same question again and again and

AGAIN.

Seriously... dear mr. mind... have some sympathy on me will ya?

D;

I keep having doubts after another..

Maybe is because what has happened before made me a person like this today..

More conscious of my own surrounding..

Is not a bad thing after all...

You think you're the only one who is confuse?

well, So Do I sweetie.

But please...

ARGH!

Im speechless about it already...

no point of continuing ._.

And oh yeah...

You know how people say grown ups are mature and kids should always listen to them

50% can be true.

Cos i just learnt few days ago,that not all grown ups are mature even when they have kids and family of their own. LOL.

How stupidity and immaturity gets carried in them and in their head..

I wonder how they will be a role model to their children?

:/

The coming generation is so obviously more differently already.

Now now..

Im not putting the blame on the parents..

i meant 'some'...

Yeah. you know who im talking about,stupid you.

Cant you think with your brain for once?

If you have so much free time to go on facebook or backstab people or make up scene like a drama queen..

Take a minute...just A minute...im not asking for more!

Take a minute of your precious time and THINK please.

Think smartly not like some uneducated caveman or something.

I would love to thank you if you did so..

Why the fuck. i didnt reply your message?

Dung ass. i didnt have the internet connection.cant you see my wall was lifeless for two friggin days?

I really have a hard time to stop laughing about your stupidity..

You have all the time to think of nonsense..why not think something that can actually help progress your brain?

Hmmmmm.

FYI..

LIKE I EVEN CARE IF YOU BLOCK OR REMOVE ME FROM FACEBOOK

Just do what you like what you think is right.

Because at the end of the day.

You'll just find out the truth,bozo!

Besides.

How often can you get real friends on your list even if you happens to have thousands on your list?

Like out of that thousand how many of them do really cares?

out of the thousands how many does loves you for real?

Remove remove remove yourself from my list.

Thanks for doing one thing for me..by removing yourself off from my facebook.

cos i dont need a faker-bullshit-good for nothing-bitch on my friends list too.

Like yeah..

Go ahead...but you know what...

You have your life and i have mine...so i would appreciate and even ask you to be bless if you will just leave me alone

Go live your life the way you want it.

Be it.

If you ever come in my face or hurt someone i love...

You're so gonna get it from me.

Dont think im a girl and i cant do anything a guy can do.

;)

I can still kick your ass and pxxxy anytime :O opps!!!!

So yeah...

dont mess with me.

^^

I can be your true friend but also your worst nightmare,darling..

I have said what i want and what i know.

But is totally up to you to believe what you want.

If you think scolding me can make you feel so much better..

Ok,just do so.

But you know what,one thing for sure is. I wont apologize for what i had said that might rage your anger.

Cos i have said nothing but the truth and im not sorry for any single thing.

Remove me,Scold me,Block me

just whatever you think you are doing is right,go ahead.

cos one thing for sure..

people like you,will have Karma soon.

I will not do anything then.

And i have did nothing wrong cos im telling you the truth.

rather you believe it or not.be it.

like i care :')

I have to like seriously sleep early from tomorrow onwards.

My pimples have start increasing...

i need it to be decrease...not the total opposite -.-

ufff~

time for dreamland...which means meeting up with Taeny? by any chances? LOL

DONT KILL ME SOSHI
BUT IS WHAT YOU ALL WANTS ALSO RIGHT????????

XDXD

night~

TAENY FTW and more :D

I know right...

Like how many times have i blog about my new dorky wife ;)

:pppppp

Im not cheating on Fany of course.

Like i said... Dorky Wife where else,fany shall remain as my WIFEY

XDXD

See.

One thing i love Taeyeonnie is because how she can change to a total dork to a total this :

Perhaps a few video can explain even better??

Click one this a video of her in Beautiful Strangers ;)

or this for her Bad Girl performance ;)))))

But of course... there are more pictures of gif of Taengoo.... but...

*cough* right...

I dont find a need to continue.

But i find Tete very cute :) there is so many side of her!

And yes im very keen on what else she have under her sleeves..

But no matter what...

No one can replace this girl :

Pretty on the outside but also the inside...

How often can you find these kind of people?

RARELY ;)

She's definitely....

ONE IN A MILLION

Uhhhh!

My eyes is kind sore now :/ fml...

Guess i've been facing the screen for too long.

*

People come to me and tell me this and that.

I stay still and watch how they bashes one another.

i was clearly in the middle wondering what is going on.

but my heart tells me who i can and cannot trust.

But what puzzle me, is how one people can argue but next thing they just being all sweet like diabetes.

SCARY is the definition of this!

I really.... *sigh* why dont you just fuck off drama queen...

go to hell or something..

Just you wait when KARMA returns to you....

Have fun with your life taunted by Karma!

I may sound mean but what you did is even worse!

so you do deserve this!

you fucking piece of shit!

Oh well.. i told myself constantly.

Is not worth it for me to argue with uneducated people.

Go back to your cave,rubbish :)

waste the space on earth.

waste the oxygen

waste my time.

BOO YOU

SCREW YOUR LIFE

*

Taengoo!!!!

I'll end this post with a very rough kiss from....

TAENY FTW<3

life.

life.

what do you do when you manage to wake up next morning?

Most people says

"i rush up getting ready for school/work"

But isnt the first thing you should feel is being thankful?

Thankful that you are able to see the world for another day.
See the people you love for another day.

each day passes meaning your life is shorter by a day.

So when you think this way,

You might as well start cherishing the things around you.

Cherish that you are still breathing.

Life...

Even how rich you can be,how many millions or billions you might have.

You cant buy life...you cant buy time...

You cant use a billion to stop the time...

You just cant despite even how rich you are.

One day you might find yourself screaming about how bad your life is.

How come everything seems to be the other way that you wanted it to be.

Feel like almost the whole world is against you.

the timing was so bad with the family or the friends

You might think, what is life for if this is what you are in.

If life is ever so easy.

Humans will become idiots...useless idiots.

is what the past makes a stronger person today.

Life is teaching you a lesson...

A lesson for you to make it even a better day for you in the future.

Past shows you what is wrong.

what hurts you.

and when you are going to do something in the future..

you might think about the past and give great thoughts on doing so or not.

If you still choose to do the same thing from the past then.....*speechless*

i feel bad for you then,for being stuck in the same old shits.

But you will be very cautious for sure.

Life there is surely ups and down...

If you say your life is all the way great,not miserable at all..

I congrats you then, you're effing lucky.

But if you're one of the person like me.

Having problems in life..

Not only on job,friends and other stuff.

Then i say..

welcome to reality of a life.

when im down and i realize some people ask me "what's wrong?"
adding the sincerity in it of course *roll eyes*

some part of my heart,melts into a small smile.

at least i know someone really care <3

life.

hate it or like it.

be it.

we still have to go through it.

why dont make it a good one.

bad or good you still need to pass the day.

choose.

your choice.

goodbye

*bangs head*

SOMEONE!

Find a knife and poke it right at my heart now! or whatever...

I bet i cant feel anything... at all :(((((

Im breaking so badly from the inside!

*SIGH*

YOU!

and to thought you're suppose to be someone close to me!

why?

why turn the other way round and stabs me again and again??

I didnt even do anything!!!

But i keep telling myself and ask others to

"dont care,they are worthless"

yeah..you are..

but inside of me...this hurts.

But someone told me :

Happy or Sad you still need to go through a day..

why not be happy and go through with it.

:') true.

i need a heart to heart talk...

but for someone like you whom i didnt expect turns out to be that way.

YOU make me wonder, who else on earth can i still trust other than my family.

after letting out.

it might be a goodbye for us.

i dont want to be in touch with someone like you.

you left me a scar.

you wounded me..i give chance..but again you strike even harder at the same spot.

How long do you tend to treat me this way?

and why!

i did nothing!

the reason you are still on my page and that we sometimes still talk to one another.

is because im still hanging onto it...

i dont want this to be the point of no return.

because... i seriously got no idea what i should do now!

T.T

i think i need sometime alone...

or i need someone who is willing to hear me out...

fml....

ok..i give up.

take care then.

dont wanna talk or think about it.

i dont want to be stuck in the same thing.

one thing for sure.

I FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF TO HAVE KNOW SUCH PERSON LIKE YOU.

Backstabbers - Liars - Two Faced.... just wait for Karma xoxo

I think the most scariest thing aint ghost..monster or an alien.

but a person who loves being two-face

they can be awww-so-sweet person and the next thing before you know it..

they are much more worse than those monsters and ghost thingy.

People like them are scarier isnt it.

They can pretend to be all so innocent and before you know it.

They unleash their bitchiest attitude..

That sometimes,people like them,we dont find a reason to scold them.

Two slaps-Show middle finger-Spits on them

thats what we really want to do.

XDXD kidding.

But people like them,you really feel like beating them up....or revenging?

Revenge...i dont think this is the right way?

Because...you might say,revenge is sweet.

but honestly...i dont find it any sweet at all..

if you revenge,you make no difference with the losers you are facing.

I say,treat them back the way you were treated by them.

Let them have the taste of their own medicine.

:) so much BETTER.

and if they ever come and say to you "why are you being so bitchy to me nowadays??"
just answer them.

"oh,im sorry..am i? because im just treating you back the way i've been treated by you..."

OUCH!

In Your Face,Bitch ;D

hahahahahaha.

Where should i start? I got no idea how to start either..

But in a month, i learnt so much about life.

about friends.

no matter how close they are with you...

they can anytime turn around and stab you back in the heart.

What annoys me even more is the way they talk even when they are on the wrong side!

(fuck this type of people!)

They always think they are somehow the victim when the things that came out from their mouth is foul and idiotic!

Backstabbers...

*roll eyes*

Those of you who are backstabbers...

Dont you feel lame about what you are doing?

Being two face and a backstabber as well...

Like,you pretend to be all nice to one person and then you turn around and bad mouth about that person to another friend...?

How was that cool?
You know...let's give an example.

(p/s: sorry....im not good in using paint hahahahaha! click on the picture to read it)

Something like this...

I always believe for a person who can lie so much..

The only way is Karma to return around and slaps them back in their face.

oh,dont think there is no such thing darling... :) is just a matter of time..

Forgiving might happen,but the scar will always still remain in the heart...

every bits of the pain is impossible to fully remove it..

we might smile to one another but always in the mind

"you have did this to me before...you have hurt me before"
and automatically the real victim will be aware and cautious towards you...

see what i mean about scar already?

The feelings will never be the same like the first time...

never ever...

If you think lying can bring you far.

You're wrong...

The truth will only be reveal in the end of the day.

And when you're regret,there is this thing we call "too little too late"

You can lie to everyone but you can never lie to yourself.

dont you feel regret of what you did?

how do you go to sleep every night without feeling bad about what you did?

when you see that person on your profile or wherever...

isnt there's a guilt in you?
if you say no..

yeap...no doubt...

you're heartless jerk!

If any of you feel like im talking about you when you're reading this.

this might be the fact that you DID something like this to me...or your other friends...

or else...you wont feel that way isnt it.

annyeong :)

Confession of a Friend (taeny vers) part four

Even the most little things,we did...

always lingers around my mind...

your smile has always been permanent to my eyes..

i miss you~~~~

Tiffany have her head rested on her folded arms on the table.

someone pats her head gently.
"hey~~~ You ok?"

"dae,oppa...just feeling a little dizzy..." Tiffany looks at Donghae with a weak smile..

"you should go see a doctor..this is not something that you can take it that easily..", sits next to Tiffany.

"gwenchana~"

Donghae sigh..
"i'll be fine later on...just dont worry.."

"araso...need to go...i got something to do", Donghae smile..

"ara.."

Taeyeon frown a little when she sees the two of them being so sweet.

Tiffany walks back into her class.

She pulls out her book from the desk.

She felt something rolling inside as her book hit something..

She reach and pull out two lollipops..

with a few tablets for migraine and a new mineral water.

[......?] - Tiffany.

Time seems to slow down three times even more for Tiffany and so does for Taeyeon.

Donghae walks Tiffany home.

Tiffany was looking rather happy.

"oppa....were you the one who puts the medicine and lollipop under my desk?"

"oh?" Donghae looks at Tiffany, "ah..." nods his head slightly..

"how did you know i need sweets to go along with the medicine?"

".....you're such a baby,so,i knew it..." Donghae laughs out.

"hmmmm..." , Tiffany sigh and smile.

"you dont like it?"

"...i love it...thank you...."

"why?who else do you think did it.....?", donghae looks at Tiffany..

"ah? anniya..that's why i asked you", Tiffany force a smile..

[how odd...Taeyeon was the only one who knows what i need this whenever i was having some medication..] - Tiffany.

-flasback-

"Fany,just swallow those tablets and you'll feel better!"
"no!"

"stop being stubborn!"

Taeyeon eyebrows frown together.

Tiffany can see Taeyeon getting upset.
"You're sick! how can you not take your medicine when you are sick!"

Tiffany pushes the tablets off the table and cross her arms.

"YAH!" Taeyeon hits the table hardly.

Taeyeon stands up and leaves Tiff's room..

After bout 10 minutes, Taeyeon came back..

Tiffany sits up on her bed..looking at Taeyeon puzzled.

Taeyeon has a cup in her hand,she walks to Tiffany

"i've grind it into powder form and mix it with water..now you wont have hard time swallowing them..."

Taeyeon placed the cup on her table lamp next to her bed.

She walks to where they both sits just now,arguing..

and bends down to pick up the tablets that Tiffany literally pushes it off from the table.

For some reason, is either she's feeling guilty about it or whatever..

but her heart felt painful to see Taeng doing so..

"but......is even harder to drink it....i dont like it Taeyeon..."

Tiffany frowns..

Taeyeon throws the tablet she pick up from the floor and walks to Tiffany.

"here....", Taeyeon sigh and pull out something from her coat.

A pink lollipop which is mostly a watermelon flavor..

"drink that and suck on this lollipop,then you will just taste the sweetness!"

Tiffany grins,"dork!"

"smart dork right? :) now,quick"

and it did helps Tiffany to have her medication much more easily.

-end of flashback-

"oppa...i'll go back myself... i just remember i have some things to do"

"euh?are you its alright for you to walk home alone later?", Donghae asked worriedly.

Tiffany nods her head.

"Araso..call me when you reach home.."
with that,they parted..

@

With each raindrops that hits her face...

Taeyeon felt a little better...

Wash those pain in me....please....

A pair of hands sneak around her waist from behind Taeyeon.

"yahhhhhh~you'll fall sick"

Taeyeon shakes her head to say it doesnt matter...

Everything doesnt matters to Taeyeon anymore..

She has lost the one she loved...she has no will to do anything anymore...

"Jessica...you should go in..."

"im staying with you..", Jessica cough several times.

"aishhh"

Taeyeon turn around to face her,she gently pulls Jessica's hands off from her waist.

There's an obvious hint of Jessica feeling hurt at what Taeng just did.

"come on...go inside."
Taeyeon walks to the porch,but Jessica remain where they were.

"yahhhh,sica! come on.."

"Tell me Taeyeon...is not wrong to love someone right?"

"mwo....?"

"You can love Tiffany.So,why cant i love you?"

Taeyeon sigh and look away,feeling a little embarrassed at what Jessica just said..

If only she is so straight forward to Tiffany...maybe things wont be so bad after all.

"I know..if its not wrong for you to love someone,is also not wrong for that person might not love you back...but stop giving me those sympathy looks ok! cos i hate it!!"

Taeyeon felt a little guilty now..

"would it better off if i havent told you about my feelings?? i know you love her and that is why i never force you to be with me! i try to understand you! care about you! but what? you just being with me because you're feeling sorry that i have actually fall for you but you here who just loving that Tiffany! feeling guilty???" Jessica spat.

"sica...i...mianhae..." Taeyeon look away from Jessica..who failed to hide her guiltiness.

"fine.go away.just leave me alone"

Not seconds after Jessica ended her remarks,she fall right to the ground.

"SICA!!!"
Taeyeon rush to the spot where Jessica just lay still.

Taeyeon wipes Jessica wet face and hits her cheeks gently, "sica!yah!!!dont scare me!!sica!!"

But Jessica just lay motionless..

Taeyeon acted quick by pulling onto her back,she decide to piggyback Jessica to the nearest hospital..

Just as Taeyeon rush out the gate,

there they met...face to face...eyes to eyes...

They stare at one another for a moment,as if they missed one another so much that they havent seen one another for years..

"Help me get the cab! Sica!! she needs to go to the hospital now!"

Its the first time Taeyeon spoke to Tiff ever since the incident.

Tiffany nods her head,knowing that is urgent,seeing how worried Taeyeon is..

[...this feeling....am i...feeling jealous...? how can i feel that way when Jessi is on her back unconscious ] - Tiffany.

"she'll be waking up in an hour or so..nothing serious..she's just having fatigue..she should've rest more rather than being soak wet,take good care of your friend", the doctor smiles to Taeyeon.

The doctor pats Taeng's shoulder to assure her is alright and leaves.

All this happens because of me....she's laying there now because of me...

Taeyeon is about to enter Jessica's ward but..

"taeyeon~"

The familiar voice that she use to hear..that Taeyeon missed most...

The voice that has this pleading mixtures in it..

Taeyeon dare herself to look at that person,she was longing to see after all that has happened.

Tiffany's eyes looking back at Taeyeon's round eyes.

"she's going to be okay...right?"

"yeah..the doctor said she just needs some rest"

the both of them felt awkward when silence arouse them.

"we need to talk..."

"not now"

For the first time, Taeyeon chooses something to do that doesnt related to Tiff first..

Tiffany can feel that the inside of her heart,the feeling of jealousy and hatred raging inside.

"i said we need to talk and this is what you say to me?"

"sica is inside..i need to look after her"

"....reasons..."

"what do you mean."

"that is why,we cant get along.."

Taeyeon remain silent.

"She's asleep,i dont think she'll mind if you leave a minute or two!"

"THE ONLY REASON SHE'S LAYING ON THAT BED THERE IS BECAUSE OF ME!!"

Tiffany step back,this is the first time Taeyeon shout at her...angrily...

[she....scream at me...?for her.....this is over...] - Tiffany.

The only reason i screamed is because everything happen because of me...im guilty enough...i dont want to hurt another person...

Taeyeon enters Jessica's room.

She sit at the vacant chair next to Sica's, she leans in to touch Jessica's forehead..

"im sorry..."

A tear roll off Tiffany's cheek..

and she whisper to herself, "i've fallen in love with you...Kim Tae Yeon.."

Tiffany leaves the hospital..

walking under the heavy rain once again..

[i used to be unsure about my feelings..but the moment i look into your eyes and i no longer see the same thing..i knew about my feeling to you..how i use to see myself in your eyes...i miss all that,i miss all the time when we're together...the things you do to put a smile on my face..those questions that doubts my mind was answered the moment,that day,Donghae oppa kissed me..i was longing for your lips....not his...but they say...if you love one person very much...you sincerely hope they were blessed in the future even if you are not the one...right now...i pray you have the best of your life,Taeyeon...] - Tiffany.

Jessica slowly opens her eyes..

The first thing she realize is her hand being in Taeyeon's grasp.

Taeyeon felt Jessica's hand moving in hers..she quickly wake up.

"sica..you woke up! finally!"

Jessica chuckles, "yah.kim taengoo.how many years has it been?"

Jessica teases due to Taeyeon's over-worried reactions.

"is not funny,you fainted just like that!" Taeyeon mumbles more but not clear.

"mianhae"

Taeyeon looks at Jessica's pale face,"is not your fault pabo-yah..i should be saying that"

"Gwenchana.."

Jessica wanted to pull her hand away from Taeyeon's grab..

But Taeyeon hold her hand firmly.

"Maybe i was so used to loving people instead of getting love"

Jessica squint her eyebrows close together,trying hard to understand what Taeyeon is saying.

Taeyeon smirk,finding Jessica's clueless expressions quite cute at times.

"I'll take care of you..i promise this myself..sica..the moment i hold you in my arms.."

Jessica's eyes widen,not sure is the drugs getting to her or what...

But she was very sure that Taeyeon has said it herself,cos Taeyeon still holds her hand tightly.

Jessica smile.

Confession of a Friend (taeny vers) part three

# having one of her close friend kissing her all of a sudden...and on the other hand, losing the person she loves so dearly without even having the chance to confess to her at all...#

"Yahhhhhh! SICA! what the hell??"
"what?"

"what?what what?? you just kissed me!", Taeyeon stands up,frustrated.

"so? you look cute that moment..."

"and...that's why...?"

Jessica nods her head...

Taeyeon open her mouth wanting to say something,but no words came out.

"chill...dont take it so seriously,just take is as a practice...besides...no one sees us"

@

It seems like the end of my life....

[is like my world has lost colors..all i see is black and white now...*sigh*...] -Tiffany.

"hey! hold up! Tiffany!", Donghae rushes to Tiffany.

He looks at Tiffany who has a shade on despite she is in the school's hall..

"what happened yesterday?...you shouldnt cry on your birthday...", Donghae look at Tiffany worriedly..

Shaking her head.

"what's with the shades?"

Shakes her head once again.

He reaches out to her shades and slowly taking it off...

Tiffany quickly drops her head down,avoiding the gaze from Donghae.

"Tiffany......", he holds both her wrist and bend slightly to look at Tiffany.

Her eyes were all swollen and red and puffy!

"TIFFANY!!! what happened????"

"Yahhhhh~Oppaa~Shhhhh"

"who did this to you!"

Moment later,

Something told Tiffany to look at the passerby...

She turn around only to see Taeyeon and Jessica walking pass them.

Their eyes met,only secs but it seems like minutes.

She's with him~

[she's with her for real...what the heck am i thinking? they already kissed last night! in the skating rink we both promised to celebrate my birthday...there! she's mean...NO...wrong.. i was never in her heart at all....i've been thinking too much] - Tiffany.

Jessica tug Taeyeon by the arm and pulls her to walk away quickly.

"her? did you guys argue?"

"if only we did...cos if we argue...we can at least make it up at the end of ...some day..."

Donghae looks at Tiffany, "you guys were best friend,so dont worry much...things will be alright one day"

Tiffany shakes her head gently, "it will never be alright......no more...."

"why?"
"you wont understand oppa"
"you can tell me and i can try to.."
"gwenchana,oppa", Tiffany force a fake smile..

"hey! you know what...let me do something to make it up for your birthday...can i? tonight..."

Tiffany look at Donghae,trying her best to understand what he is up to.

"think about it and let me know...araso?"

"Dae", Tiffany smiles to Donghae.

For sports today, running is on the list.

"damn...should've skip this class!", Jessica yawn tiredly..

"sica,it havent even start yet..." Taeyeon roll her eyes,seeing how lazy Jessica is.

"so? give me a B give me an O give me a R give me an I give me a N give me a G! what do you have?? BORINGGGGGGGGG", Jessica sit on the field,covering her head from the sun.

Taeyeon start stretching her own body before the class gets started.

just then, Tiffany jog into the field all alone..

How they used to be like magnet...always there together.

"give up darling...she's belong to someone now..", Jessica looks at Taeyeon.

"Im trying too...."

Jessica jumps on her feet..."you need something."

"huh?"

Before Taeyeon could react to anything,Jessica hugs Taeyeon tightly.

"yahh!"
"dont you dare,push me away~",snarled Jessica in Taeyeon's ear.

[why dont this two get some room or something!] - Tiffany.

Tiffany jogs to join other people who are from her class..

Taeyeon frown at the sight..

"what was that for,sica?"

Jessica winks at Taeyeon.

Soon,the class started...

Donghae on the other field playing football keep waving to Tiffany once in every while.

Is like pain the eyes for Taeyeon...
To watch how Tiffany gives her eye smile to him once and every now.

when is time for Taeyeon to take part in the marathon.

She brace herself to make sure she looks good...

Make sure she'll do great in the upcoming running event.

At the count of three..

Taeyeon dash off like she has never before.

Giving her all in running because she knew...

There are these pair of crescent shape of a moon like eye girl...

watching her.

As Taeyeon make around the corner,right at the corner of her eyes...

Is Tiffany passing the football to Donghae..
smiling so happily...

what the.....

Being all so concentrate to Tiffany and Donghae and not on the path.

Taeyeon made herself trip by tripping by on her own feet.

*CRASH

Taeyeon did tumble around slightly.

and lay quietly on the ground..her mind was blank at the moment.

i was never in her heart all this time,i was just a friend..to her,he was the one...how stupid am i?

"ah! Taeyeon~", Tiffany rushes to Taeyeon's side.

But only a few steps late,when Jessica too...

reaches out to hold Taeyeon by the arm..to pull the injured girl up.

Tiffany on the left while Jessica on the right.

Jessica and Tiffany stares at one another.

Taeyeon sits up herself and break away from both sides,she stands up on her own..

But being weak at her left knee..

Feeling sore at the knee area..she tramples a little as she made her way..

"taeyeon ah~", Jessica rush to the side of Taeyeon and hold her...

[she didnt even care to look at me anymore~ this is over~ it really is....] - Tiffany.

@

Taeyeon sits up on the patient bed in the infirmary..

Jessica looks at her knee worriedly..

"Im in pain,Sica....", Taeyeon covers her own face and started crying...

"do you need me to call the nurse??"

"No,sica...the pain is right here..."

Taeyeon place her right hand on her chest..."right here in the heart...."

"Taeyeon ah~~~", Jessica sits right next to Taeyeon on the bed now.

"I miss her Jessica,i miss looking at her..being close to her..i miss the moments how her skin brush up against mine when we walk side by side together,i miss the time she turn around and smile to me... i miss the moments where we joke and she starts clapping crazily! i miss her,sica! i miss all of that!"

Jessica who lost words this time only nods her head and hug the petite girl beside her.

"why....i cant be the one in her heart....?", Taeyeon sobs nonstop.

"because..you wasnt? Taeyeon ah...you can have a better one..just be happy that she found someone..Look,im not good with words..but you are great Taeyeon! and life goes on!"

" i love her,sica....too much..."

"and you are loved by me...."

Taeyeon turn around to face Jessica,realizing she did not make any mistake to hear those very own words said by Jessica..

@

Tiffany agreed to meet Donghae.

"so..where do you wanna go?"

"i dont know...where do you think i would wanna go?" Tiffany looks at Donghae who seems to be rather very happy..

"well..let me see", he looks straight into Tiff's eyes.."for a girl like you,definitely the Funfair!...right???"

"yeah", giving a fake smile..

[wrong~] - Tiffany.

They play a few rides there...
She may be smiling,but definitely isnt something from her heart..

But she sincerely,appreciates all the efforts Donghae is putting on her.

She can see he is genuine in making her happy.

they ended up the day with walking back home..

a candy cotton in their hand..

"so...did you have a great time?"

Tiffany pull a small stash of the candy cotton and eat it,she nods her head slowly..

"Fany ah..remember what you said when i asked you why did you like pink so much?"

Tiffany smiles at the question.."of course i remembered what i said..do you?" teases Donghae.

He gives out his charming smirk and giggle with his own cute way.

"Because is perfect.."

"Yes. Everything Pink,perfect", Tiffany even giggle at her own statement..

"will you asked me why,if i tell you,that i like you?"

Tiffany quickly glance at Donghae and he's looking straight back at her.

".......yeah.........why?"

Donghae stops walking,followed by Tiffany.

"Because..you're perfect enough for me..."

[OMG!this is serious? is he seriously confessing to me right now??] - Tiffany.

"i dont know about you,Tiff...but you've done amazing things to me...i like you..just like how much you love pink,Tiff..."

Donghae let out a big sigh as though he has manage to get away from a big mess..

But the truth he was just relieve that he manage to get this off his chest.

He looks into Tiffany's eye,he sees nothing but blank stares back at him.

"Tiffany...please be my girl..."

"Oppa~ I~"

"You are my Pink........."

Donghae grab Tiffany by her hands and look at her, "Let me take care of you..."

[....why did i feel this way now....this feeling....] - Tiffany.

Seeing Tiffany didnt hesitate to pull away from his hold on her hands.

He leans over,but not kissing Tiffany...

She close her eyes,seeing she's ready for it..
Donghae close the gap in between them and kiss those lips..

after a few secs of stunned Tiffany..

Donghae pulled away from the kiss...

He smile to her...

*

[the end....OR...should i continue with the very last chapter of the story?? :p you choose! Do you like this ending? You can say Taeyeon ended up with Jessica while on the other hand, Donghae has manage to wins Tiffany's heart...or...would you want even more and doesnt want this to end here???]