Yes, indeed is a dream that I will never forget.
*that is what my heart says, but since that I am freaking busy and stress, who knows when I'll forget*
So for the best, I decide to blog about my dream, in order when in future I reads about it.
I'll smile like how I smiled this morning when I woke up.
P/S: Keep in mind, dreams are where anything is possible, so some part may be a bit outrages but hey, like i said, is a wonderful dream that made me smile the moment I woke up.
It all begins with...
I was standing by a tall glass window, looking out at the airfield while people around me were cheering and waving frantically out of the window, there I saw entering the airplane, was Taeyeon followed by Seohyun & Sooyoung.
I remember thinking to myself 'damn, im going to miss seeing soshi's face' as I watch them enter the airplane, Sooyoung wave before entering with a beautiful smile on her face, you know her infamous lady smile :)
I turn around and I saw my two buddies there, Xian (Yoona bias) & Cynthia (Yuri Bias) they were...fangirling xD like this situation is fucking realistic. Once soshi disappeared into the plane, we gathered and said how we wish we could see them even more often and longer.
Somehow, we walked up the the security, I ask "Is the plane not taking off yet?"
"Nope, it will take off in 2 hours, a small delay" he replied.
"Can I see Taeyeon? Please, I promise I wont cause a chaos, I just want to talk to her because I do not know how long will I have to wait in years to see her again, this may be my only chances to be able to talk to her" All my words were said in a begging tone, and surprisingly he nodded his head and took us to the airplane. (Told you guys dreams are where everything can be possible XD)
So together with my buddies we followed the security, there at the entrance of the plane, we saw Taeyeon (wearing a white furry jacket) resting her back against the seat, she looks peacefully,
"Remember what you promised" the security reminded us and left.
We entered the plane nervously and went to Taeyeon.
I remember bowing to the leader, which made her look at me, shock at first but I think seeming I wasn't fangirling like nuts, she didn't mind, she smiled just a little to acknowledge my presence.
"Fan...Soshi Fan...Cho-nem, Sowon-ni-mi-da"
I remember so darn clearly my desperate attempt to make her know my presence.
She mouthed 'O' but never really replied further.
Then I proceed saying, "I...really like you...Taeyeon, I really do"
This time her eyes widen, I'm sure she understand what I just said in simple english, because she smiled and blushed, nodding her head while saying "dae~dae" and sat up straight in her seat.
"Taeyeon-ah, selca juseyo?" my hands trembling, reaching into my pocket as I pull my note3 out.
I took the first selfie and wasn't happy with the slight blurriness, until Cynthia came behind me and pat me on the shoulders.
"Oi!! Your Tippani is at the other check in point!! Dont you want to see her??" the tone of her voice all excited. I remember smiling to Taeyeon again as I bow and rushes off with Cynthia leading the way. We reach some certain place, where I believe is the waiting area, the place is huge and filled with more seniority than young adults. Cynthia then pointed to the crowd somewhere.
"Neh...kan dao mei yao?"
which means, "there...did you see her?" in mandarin (its fxcking real, cos we do communicate in mandarin =_=) and I was standing on my toes, trying hard to catch a glimpse of the direction where she is pointing at and I kept telling her, "mei you! mei you leh! Nani!!" very frustrated actually, and it meant "where got? I dont see her, she's not there! Where!!"
Xian tap my shoulder and stood next to me and point again, "Ni kan...pink color de yi-fu"
and that means, "You look again, the one in pink color shirt" as she was pointing to the crowd.
From there, i spotted a girl sitting alone among a few of the crowds on the waiting bench, she was just chilling there.
Brown hair, slightly curl on the middle till end.
Had her earphones on, her phone in her hands, she was paying no attention to the crowd.
I remember Xian and Cynthia was saying WHAT YOU WAITING FOR! GO!! and they ran towards where she is sitting at, while I was making my way there with trembling knees I swear.
The nervousness was no joke, it felt realistic. I saw a few fangirls not far from her, but not approaching Tiffany either, idk why, probably respecting her privacy but they were flashing camera at her >.>
The moment I was close to her, I saw Cynthia and Xian talking to her a bit, like they were telling her about me (being the crazy ass fangirl of Tiffany's) LOL. Because as I was right next to her, Tiffany turn around and smile to me.
"Oh hi..they were just telling me about you" In her OH-MY-GOD-BEAUTIFUL-AMERICAN-ACCENT x_x it felt like I died awhile, but regain my life again because having a conversation with her is more important at that moment.
I went on my knees and just keep looking straight into her eyes, I felt speechless that she was actually just right in front of me, looking back right into my stares and she never once stop smiling, "Tiffany...I'm sorry, but...pardon me...for being...silly right now, not talking to you...is just urm, this is my dream, to see you up close and have conversation with you...wow this is unbelievable" I sigh, she smiled even brighter. (yes, you idiot, this is indeed just a dream that you have been dreaming for)
"Aww, don't be that way, come on, get up" she took my hand to pull me up onto my feet and guide me to sit right next to her.
"Why are you not on the same flight as Taeyeon's?" i ask.
"Oh, she's heading back to Korea, I'm going back to LA" Tiffany answered, "You saw her?"
I nodded, "I even took a selfie with her" nervously I fish my phone out of my pocket, but wtf the phone I took out, wasn't mine, it was a note1, probably belonging to my sis, then I remember I was scolding myself, I was frustrated at myself, how can a note1 take better pictures than note3. Now that I am sitting next to my only idol, probably I could take selfie with her, but I'm left with this shitty phone??? (No offense to anyone who is using Samsung Note1 reading this, I previously used it and gave my sister when I got myself a Note3)
"What happened?" she asked.
I shook my head, but I guess I look upset, because she was staring at me, "No, I just thought I could take a good picture with you...but the phone...the camera-"
"Is okay! My flight is in another 4 hours, we can take many good ones" she winked.
I died mentally again.
Then Cynthia whisper by my ear, "Hey, hou mien yao yi ke Disney dian...dai ha chu la"
It means, "Hey, there's a disney shop behind, offer her to go there"
"Fany ah, can I get you something? ...a candy, or anything you like...that can keep you company on your flight" all this in my most nervous tone.
She nodded her head and we headed out, while i saw many fangirls were wondering who the fuck am I xD that Tiffany is following with. Then I lean over and saw Cynthia walking on Tiffany's left side, AND HER ARM WRAPPED AROUND TIFFANY'S SHOULDER.
sorry Cynthia, if it comes to my woman, I'll be jealous, even though you are my best friend xD.
"Oi! Your hand" I glare at Cynthia and hit her hand a bit, hoping she gets the message.
"Whatttttttt~ She don't mind what, hor Tiffany?" Cynthia grins while I frowned.
Tiffany turns around to look at me, she then hook her arm with mine and intertwined our fingers together, "There, does this makes you feel better?"
I was blushing, too happy to even reply but nodded my head.
Her hand in mine, everything was being way to realistic.
"Tiffany, are you feeling cold? Your hand is slightly cold and your fingers are really long like the fans said" I giggled and she laughs at the question.
We entered the shop.
Xian and Cynthia went around to find all the pink stuffs they can >.>
"You sure you want to get me those stuffs here? They are kind of pricey though..." said Tiffany as she picks up a few pink keychain, smiling at it. I went over and grab it from her.
"This is once in a lifetime, I don't mind, I probably only get to do this once only"
I stood at the mug section, where there's a unicorn printing on the pink mug, "This is cute, Fany do you want this?" she rush over to my side, leaning her head side ways as she looks at the cup, and she smiled. No need for an answer, I grabbed it. After everything was purchased, I head to the counter while Tiffany is still looking around.
Cynthia was standing by side as we look at the cashier scanning all the items picked by Tiffany in the basket, I remember leaning into Cynthia as I whispers "hey, if I not enough, borrow me a few hundred? Please, I will pay you back once we get home" she said okay, no problem at all to my relief.
The total is RM870.95
and the both of us were like WHAT THE FUCK WHY SO EXPENSIVE ONE, i took out RM500 from my wallet and is left empty, so Cynthia and Xian help to cover the remaining balance.
We went our way back to the seats where we saw her at first.
She tap the vacant seat beside her when she looks at me, so I sat next to her.
"Thank you, you're really sweet" she said.
"Is you whom made me sweet" I replied.
(Then I hear the alarm of my handphone ring - like, seriously, the real alarm in reality is ringing)
"I think I'll be going anytime soon, Fany-ah, is a pleasure to meet you this upclose, you are amazing...I dont know when I'll ever have this chances again, will I dream about you again if I keep thinking about you before I sleep?"
(^ omg wtf is that)
Tiffany shrugs her shoulders, "If you miss that person you love more than enough, I'm sure you'll dream about them...we'll see each other again, don't worry, just go" she smiles encouragingly.
"You know I'll still love you no matter what are the news that came out in the past and maybe in the future...."
and I woke right back up to reality.
Wow..
And I smiled the whole time from the moment I woke up, I rushed downstairs, wanting to share this great dream, but she was sleeping.
But wow, certainly, Tiffany made my morning :)
Thank you, God.
Dont judge me for being happy :p
