Excited

:)) cant wait for the upcoming trip, seriously.
This time, i can promise FUN would be in it.
why i would promise that? well, read on i'll explain later.
Sadly, maknae wasn't able to join us, by maknae i mean airena of course :p
yeah, if you happens to read this (maybe) i am still unhappy that you cant join :((
i thought this trip can make us closer (like we need it) well, we do, let's admit.
we are still awkward around each other, i cant be my dorky self yet.
because i always have the thoughts of Im your unnie, i need to be mature, but i seriously do not know how long i could hold this back anymore XDXDXD
We seriously need to be closer! and no more being awkward around each other.

we need to be comfortable around each other, or explain to me, how are we going to enjoy our korea trip?

we're taeny! LOL!
*shy* anyway, im serious, i wished you could've come join us, but there's always a next time right?
Yes, i can see you nodding your head :p maybe...not nodding? but agreeing from the heart right?? XD

let's welcome a new addition to my family gadget~

Pretty isn't it?
oh yeah, my previous one was rammed by me with the drawer, getting broke into two piece.
._. ikr, wtf.
but oh hell yeah!! i love this one even more, is the biggest among all the BEATS but yeah, this isn't the real Beats, like i care~ you care? you do? like i care :p
But i've heard many has compared the real one with the imitation one and there are seriously not much big difference in between them o.O so like....okay~
This one is cheaper than the original of course, it cost only at rm120 :) 10x cheaper than the real one.
Dad got it for me since i have been complaining and whining about not listening to music on every ride in the train. The surround system is like totally daebak.
having eargasm every single time i blast my favorite music on!
especially when i listen to ITNW by GG LIVE CONCERT, with the cheers and everything, it seems like i was there, one of the crowds :3 hahahaha

MUSIC SHOULD BE ENJOYED LIKE HOW THE ARTIST RECORDED IT

listen and learn.

Okay :)
Back on the excited title all about.
well, we're going to genting again! this time with an addition of new people joining us.
well, the previous ones, did stated they didnt enjoyed it :/ me too.
spent one hour ++ waiting in the room in the morning? pffffftttttttttttttttttttthetic!
well, 4 out of 6 complains that the whole journey was almost close to boring and a waste of money.
waste no more this time :) i promise.
jinja, let's play till we forget our names! XDXD

Serious. No. hahahaha~
but we'll enjoy, this time i promise.
no rubbish loitering around with us this time, i strongly believe, it be 1million times enjoyable.
and not a single minute of yours being waste :DD
wow, why do i sound like a tour guide now?
now that i have unwanted disgusting customers off the bus, i can assure you this will be one hell ride of fun! Just make sure you wont doze off the next day like a dead person :O
hahahaha~


He said, "someone's hating you, still does so immaturely..."
I was like~

Yeah, all smiling XD omg GD! you're so cute! like a little girl here :X no VIPS here right??
this is totally a compliment!! :)))

Jinja, hyo?
Even if the bitch who happens to be a sowon?
who also happens to call Tiffany for being lamed for having surgery? idk, she said so *shrugs*
sowon or should i say, ex-sowon?
Nah, i dont like calling people bitch :) because you arent a bitch :) yeap, you are not.
You are not even worth to be called or stated as a bitch, you're not even in the class of a bitch<3

er....onew == how can my SHINee hubby acts this way, we're over, im sticking to Tae Tae! as in TAEMIN :P he's beautiful, oh yeah, i have just learned the whole dance of SHERLOCK, yeap, no kidding, this dance is amazing :) a great workout session too!!

 Jessica~~~ i love the way you tie your hair up this way! so pretty and elegant!
I miss you lots :) hope we'll see each other again soon and make another set of eyes contact ;)

The girl that i love :)

Chill, tae tae, i know she's yours :p
too much fandom of Taeny @@ hahahaha



- change it back, change it back~~ is too light :((
"why are you whining and complaining right now??"
- because you are mine and CK is starting to love you
"well, isnt that good?"
- is a good thing that i start to love another too?
"what's your favorite color then"
- black from rdr!

Poof, next two days, Ck hated me for awhile, he stills whining :p
Thank you baby, i love you most!

I love you so so so so so much! day by day!
:) i just realize how you totally conquered my mind and heart more frequently.
SHEEEEEEZZZZZ~~~ cheesy!

Holy goddess.
i do hope they will have an event with her soon in KL :) like Kim Hyun Joong or something!
since i know their manager ;) close friend. it'll be an easy pass to go for the event!
woohooo~~~ *fist pump in the air*
I really am starting to adore this girl a lot.



Dont go crushing caterpillars and complains there's no butterflies.
&
Its like a tigress hiding it's stripe, pretending to be a kitten.

:O i seriously got amaze by your phrase, maknae!
you've grown up so well<3
*applause*
did i use it the right way here?

GOSH YOU CUTIE!
you make me wanna pinch your cheeks!!!!
no ck, you are in no state of where you can ask me not to, she's partly mine since you cheated on her.
For Jessica.
Hey, maybe Jessica can try going for red ;)
she looks like a real life doll, i bet she's very close and similar to a real life anime?
Good idea right?
go go go go go~


Me, waiting for the day when KARMA strikes me?

 Araso, dont use you are getting away with yours either.
If im a bad person, you are not very different either, two face.
You think i care much?

I want a good boyfriend in the future :) not a doggie follower.
yes, it will be good if he listens to me and loves me lots.
but not when he still worships me for the things i done wrong.
he should be the other half of me, guiding me to a better road.
not directing me to hell ;)
dont worry, i might be a bad person at times, but at least i wont ruin your friendship with all your buddies.
:) that i can promise.
oh yes, have i just admitted that i am a bad person?
well, i am at times.
at least i admit and still not pretending that i am not.
;)



time to start my work, another laughing day == i dont know for how long my stomach can stand from getting cramps, or my neck getting use of flipping backwards.
LOL.
annyeong.
cant wait cant wait!!

All About GG

dont let my title mislead you :) is not full information about GG like their profiles and etc etc etc ;)
Is just their pictures being spammed by me here.
I cant keep posting pictures on my facebook, or else i will be reported by my friends for spamming XD
right.
so blogging would be good enough :)

Ugh, soonkyu, you grab my heart with this one ;) so gorgeous! your hair your eye make up, everything combines perfectly well.

So, as it said, Tiffany was not being hurt or touch by the macau fans, which i do not know is true or they were just covering their asses, cos definitely, i can see how frustrated Tiff looks like when they were waiting for their transport to arrive, she look annoyed.

Skipped on that, Tiffany looks really cute on otherwise :DD she was so adorable!

cute isnt she?? my wifu :pppp

No, i am not going to post a picture of her failing to suck the straw :p
hahahaha! she look so darn cute! i want to steal her home *puppy eyes* please??
Well, what i dont understand some crazy fans was, why would you all do all sort of crazy thing like wanting to touch their face or them, what's the whole point? for your own satisfaction?
I remember back when i was in KLCC, Tiffany's vehicle were right next to me, i could literally reach out and tap on the window to get her attention or her looking at me.
But i did not, why? as much as i love her to death, i would never ever scare any 9 of them, just to get my own satisfaction. Never. Being able to see them, was the best satisfaction ever.
did i mention she points at me, giving me her eyes smile and shooting me during hoot?
well yeah, i still die from time to time whenever i think about it ;)

Maknae ^^ so pretty isnt she?
Ck, please dont cheat on her for Sica :(
Stay loyal~ XD
So, you're wondering who is making him cheat?
HER

*nosebleed* icantbreatheproperly.
IKR, yeap, i just gulp.
She looks like a......seductress >< jinja.
not because of this gif, others too!
So, no one can deny, Jessica Jung, the ice princess, can be very very very hot.

and cute at times.
She's unpredictable, but that's the fun part~
her randomness is yummy!
^^ hahahaha


Is fun to actually have someone tested out the other persons attitude by seeing how they react.
even when things wasnt true, they spilled out everything like an idiot.
Now that i got you finally, you're a history on my list.

Now now, back to my topic.

Alright, a few more pictures of baby wife wont hurt ><

Ra Ta Ta ><

Oh miyoung~ You're wonderful!

Hwang! daebak hwang.

To all the pervs out there, no, i am not posting more picture of her in Mnet, you can find them in the internet.

She's mine, so im keeping it in my collection in the safe box. 

;) aww, dont be mad yeah?

Ok, she's mine.

Like for real, i dont care.

XD hahaha! nah, im not obsess but of course, i really would love to see her more often in person.

Someday?

maybe an interaction? a small chat or something?

would be delightful :) then i can die in peace after that.

XD LOL.

But honestly, i can see she's a very very nice person.

would love to have a friend like her.

so like i say, LUCKY FOR YOU TAEYEON!

ah! talk about tae tae, why not.....

i post a few pictures of her too? :DD

because i love her also XD

yes, i said the word LOVE, i wont say it unless i mean it.

and yeah, but no matter what, Tiffany will never be replace by anyone.

dont drool please.

I dont know if its only me...

but i somehow find her resembles Tiffany a lot in her, doesnt she?

So cute!!!! Let me pack her up in my bag and bring her home!

Cute leader~

I really love this picture, looks like a bunch of fashion rich girls, strode their way downtown in US.

doing their favorite thing, SHOPPING! hehehehe

But my o.o why sooyoung dont look like sooyoung one? @@ aha~

im confuse too.

but still....PRETTY!!

Wait, are you an idiot or fool or retard.

or you just fucked in the pussy too much that it makes you lose your brain?

Borrowed money to buy snsd merchandise?

ROFL.

If i borrowed money to just get SNSD merchandise, why didnt i in first place BORROWS money to get an snsd Ticket to the concert? huh, idiot?

If you dont know anything, shut your trap.

Just because i go crazy for snsd doesnt means everything in my life related to them.

BOZO.

I have a life, i have to work to earn a living.

unlike you, live to love and had arguments only.

== oh gee. please. stop being pathetic.

Borrow money to buy merchandise, really made me LOL. like really, why didnt i borrowed money to go see and watch SNSD LIVE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES.

well, at least i didnt pretend and lies to myself

by grabbing someone's wrist and said apology in blog and ask someone to trap me to go reading it,

APPLAUSE for your acting weih :)

what a right timing for you to come and said you miss everything in the past

when SNSD concert was just a month away~

Coincidence ah?

Or was it because you really wanted to go and no one was going with you.

:) dont worry, i am not framing you. All 5 of us thinks the same.

And you know what, they were the one who say so first.

come to think of it, it really make sense.

YOUR TIMING ARE SO WELL COUNTED 

:3 bravo on your acts.

let's see how long it goes.

Alright, once again, i was out of topic, i apologize for that.

let's continue with the final one...

Taeyeon's favorite

and yes! you could guess it right if you are SNSD fans!

Ck, please dont nosebleed until die ya.... 

I didnt know maknae has this great asset too XD

I really wouldnt blame Taeyeon from now onwards.

Really.

who would not take a peak at what's in front of their eyes.

Right?? who can ignore right?

i cant... 

LOL. thanks Tae. Im a byun now because of you!

XDXDXD

anyone who died due to this. dont blame me.

Yeap. Just the way you should get in and sit on a chair.

very lady like.

mmmmm XDXD

Okay. no more about butts.

No more of caring.

:) i really dont.

My  Taeny ^^

dont blame anyone, blame yourself being stupid.

Oh my goodness.......................i died.

"i cant wait for karma to hits you" same old line, boring *yawns*

You know what, i say the same to you too :) good luck

Taeny is coloring my life :D

Fuhhhhh~ it's like really cold right now, my fingers felt like Popsicle >< hahaha~
I really really hope my hypertension doesnt needs to rely onto medication, cos who in the world likes taking medication \O/ no one! Especially me, i cant swallow pills, i have to like, make them all go powder and add with water >.> i know right. pathetic, what to do, i was doing all the way ever since i was a kid!


How to say.....mmmm~ it's more severe now...
like if i look at my phone to read the sms and look up, i got all dizzy.
and if i bend down to pick things up, i got all dizzy.
:/ it was never that way last time. eottoke? life continues ;)


Sometimes, i really dont understand you.
you like to be sarcastic then suddenly become all nice again.
like what the hell dude, make your decision, cos i cant stand sarcasm.
one more sarcasm from you to me, you're a goner.
im serious.


reading my previous blog is sort of a good and bad idea.
maybe i should just stop.
i even thought about deactivating my fb account \O/ but i cant, some people i love are still there!
i talk to her, she gave tons of pov....thanks darling, you're a genius and i LIKE you, kay? no love love going on between you and me XDXD wifey might just kill me.


so tired, were the word always coming out from my mouth constantly.
i really am, no matter how much i sleep, i still get all tired.
i got a great offer to transfer into another centre, with extra income.
money is perfect, who hates money? o.o but well, truth is, money cant buy happiness.
with my awesome colleagues im having here, laughing all day long.
can money buy me that? no....
so really, im having a hard time thinking about.


Ahhhh~ I NEED SOME RELAXATION!!! 
Taeny! Que!!

 as from what i know from other sowons, this is during music core, they are hosting.
where Taeyeon said "come here, let oppa give you a hug!"
and Tiff was like "no! no! no!"
So like yeah, first.... Taeyeon.... just since when have you turn into.... OPPA ???
XD
and secondly??

STOP BEING A PERVERT! THANKS!!!
Oh my goodness!! the moment i saw this gif, i was literally yelling at my screen "kim byun tae!"
your smirk, your dirty sneaky smirk!!
i swear you are a serious pervert >< well......lucky you! 
Tiff! i miss you in your dark hair :)


and just sometimes...
i feel bad for seobaby~

their appa and omma is always together, looking at each other, while she's......forever alone?
:O gah!!! come come! i want a maknae like seo! hahahaha!


My comment on paparazzi?
Its an awesome addictive music :D it is! BOOM BOOM BOOM!!
but the video is kind of messy? maybe it's because of the background, because honestly.
the dance was amazingly addictive also! like their live performance :) it was DAEBAK!
yes, a proud sowon blogging now.
so from what i heard, it was SME most expensive video ever produce........
Okay.........
like yeah.....i dont know.....the background is really kind of messy :/ sorry, is the truth...
if you want to kill me, sowons out there, reading this, im just stating my fact alright.
GG is JJANG AWESOME DAEBAK, just the music video background.
so yeah....
PINK WASHING GLOVES??
now i'll be dancing to BOOM BOOM BOOM when im washing my plates i guess?
XD muahahahaha!
kidding! i dont wear gloves when i wash dishes :3 maybe i should?

I love it whenever they does that! is like AWWWWWWW!!!
*vomits rainbow* CUTENESS AND SWEETNESS overload!!!!
Taeyeon, i love you...but this hairstyle is a no no. looks a little....messy?
yeah! im using this word again, dont kill me this time Taenganger :X

My pouting baby and my chubby taengoo,
is it just me or the picture not doing a good work and makes tae tae kind of, chubby?
:X

My Taeny in their world ;)
and whenever i see sweet sweet moments of Taeny from fancam.....
i goes...

and whenever i see they exchange eye contact?
i goes....

Thats how reacted alright :p yeah, locksmith.











honestly? i start to hate you.
kthxbye.





oh yeah, goodbye m'sia soon and hello overseas soon ^^

life is a party

:) hello.
dust came over and took my blog again, i guess.
Life hasnt been easy when you had Hypertension.
what's that? Low Blood Pressure, well, is seems nothing, but going through it myself, its not quite easy as i thought. but what the hell, life continues.
Having hypertension can cause you to wake up to dizziness most of the times.
weak in the head and eyes, headache attacks easily.
*push aside* enough of that :3

Let's talk about SNSD latest released of music titled PAPARAZZI.
"ooh la la la~ ooh la la la~"
*yums*
Love it!
Honestly, the song is catchy! the dance move? I'll say is great but, i think The Boys impress me even more.
"hootie hootie" ;) mmmm~ jessica jung!
you just look perfect in the red dress!
i cant get enough of you in that dress!! suits you so well!!
Tiffany~ my wifey :) i can see you enjoy filming this music video, i love your smirk... ;) so hawt!!
Tae Tae! you're as cute as ever! seriously, people age forward! but how come, you're aging backwards??
Getting cuter and cuter each day!! :3 i wanna pinch your cheeks! when you did the boom boom boom, with you fingers pointing, damn cute ya know?!?!

Okay, newsflash for Locksmiths or anyone who cares.
Guess who is changing rooms and start rooming together lately....
oh yeah, is Taeny alright.
Well, all this time, it was stated that taeyeon has been sharing room with sunny.
but things change.... *slaps* too much imagination can lead to no good thoughts you know?
tsk tsk :p

Honestly, i know myself any better, im like an addict to Taeny >.> i totally am, i admit.
but that doesnt means i am gay.
yeah, at times i will be saying "TAENY IS REAL!" or "I WISH THEY ARE TOGETHER"
that's just saying ya know? if my saying can be so powerful, i probably turn you into a frog.
:)
Who says they arent together already? ;) lol.
Jinja, with guys attitude like yours? i rather be gay or single!
please. you came here and teach me? saying Gay are only for guys?
Seriously? you..correcting my english?
Americans beauty doesnt goes "oh yeah, im a lesbian" they goes "oh, im gay"
so yeah, please. pffft. i just shut up because im tired of arguments.

Gah!
My perfected wallpaper and lock screen people!!!!!
Im worshiping this XD yeoppo isnt it?
OHMYTAENY :))
i find myself smiling whenever i look at it!

another thing that made my heart goes pitter patter pitter patter was this...

Say hello to my latest children ;)

DD and GeeGee, a new addition of my boy boy and girl girl.

arent they cute! They two have very different characters and personalities!

DD is the white one, a male, smaller size, but he's really cool in a character.

more quite and takes time to adjust to his surroundings :)

where else Gee Gee, the female one in black and brown, is the brave one.

super active and daring, you can hardly stops her == sounds pretty familiar to me, eh?

DD is home with me, while Gee Gee followed Bii home.

but soon, the two will be following Bii home, since i cant really have the time to take care of them.

i already kept myself busy with the three babies i have :)

but arent they adorable??

DD was a picky eater! he can stuff his entire head into the food bag and pick out on the ones he eat :)

Memories are some what things that are hard to be remove.

permanently ? perhaps not. i believe, no matter how hard you want it to be.

but memories stayed and live...and haunt you at times(?) hahahahhaa.

Taeyeon ah~ i miss you, i miss watching you close up right in front of me.

your head hung low during complete.

how i cheered for you.

how you look at my direction.

i miss all that, i miss you pretty :) miss you so so so much.

again? please......let's meet again and make pretty memories :)

although you might not remember, i dont keep much hope on that.

but you gave me beautiful wonderful memories, alongside with Tiffany Hwang of course :)

honestly, you're cute wifey. but when i saw this picture, the blanket.
i was sort of hoping you would have at least pick up the one i thrown on stage :/
it was cuter and unique.
but you didnt. so yeah. :) gwenchana...
i miss you a lot! like seriously!
too much i say !!
i miss you to the point i dream about you constantly.
i remember i dream about you, cuddling close to me, i was shock stunned, i woke up immediately XDXD
*awkward*
imy, miyoung<3
love you too ^^
you're one of the best thing that ever happens in my life.


excuse me, if you wanna go out with me, ask.
if i want to go out with you, i'll ask you too.
but never ever ask me to LIES to my friends, just because you want me and you to go out one on one.
asking me to tell my friends that we are dating? are you out of your mind?
or just over thinking?
please!

Life is not easy, but i make it easier, enough means enough.
no more second chances.
i wont look for you, no more.
live your life well.

HWAITING!!
x.x gosh, taetae.................dont make me cheat on fany~
hahahaha!
oh right!
cant wait for the genting trip!
Maknae ah, i hope you can join us....i seriously miss you alot!
although we get awkward at times. but i believe it will be better.
if we meet more often right? ;) hehehe!
many many trips for us to travel to together in the future.
korea.....!!
^^ but jinja. really want to see you.
if you're reading this. you'll know how much i jinja miss you, although we havent been talking much lately.
i was busy like hell with my work and sickness.
hope you'll be able to make it.
taeny needs to be together! :p



Life.

Hello~ and never say Goodbye ;)

Hello people ): gahhh! im tired, lately i dont even have time of my own.
Well i do, when i finish work...and i took the advantage to go to bed early :/
wtf, ikr!
Anyhow, i seriously miss seeing the girls!! SNSD!! when can i see you girls again with my own eyes right in front of me D: WHEN!?!?! I am so missing you so much right now, Tiffany, Tae Tae and Sica <3
Bogoshipo!

How is working life?
All i can say, i laugh everyday == yeap, every single day.
I might die due to laughing too much one day or my neck breaking in half :X LOL!

So, yeah, speechless right?
But is all fun fun fun, what's the point of working when you are not happy ;)
Best colleagues ever, i dare to say and swear. They never failed to keep me smiling.

Okay, i am totally in love with this picture!! how could i not?
"finally our heart is completed"
I love what they said, is true ^^ we're always there for each other.

Look at our phones! hahaha! i mean the cover! (BOO!! Iphone users!!) :p just...kidding!
Aww, dont be offended, i was just kidding.
Is easy to know which one is my phone isnt it?
yeah, too obvious :)

Now, time for some interesting GIF that i found which made me smile like a dork in front of the computer screen :3

excuse me? why is my wife getting bullied here?

XD hahaha! bully her more! poor fany, getting all wet :p where's your hero when you need?

Taeyeon ah, your wife needs your help!!

er..i guess you wont be able to help either, since you are needing one too :p

and OMG! i love your shorts TaeTae, tell me where you got it! kekeke.

i personally loves the conversation below also ;)

"i miss how we used to hang out last time, KLCC and outings"

- we can still hang out, but things just wont be the same anymore, you know~ -

"oh, for me, nothing changes much since you are still here"

Okay, if you are reading this, just so you know, i am smiling and i want to say THANKS, Love ya *thumb up* yeap, for me nothing changes, no it does, no more garbage hanging around us or loitering around us.

No need to witness disrespectful stuffs.

So yes, genting trip up, anyone? :)

Korea trip up next year or next end of the year, anyone?

I'll just post it on fb when the time comes, and i'll tag you guys in the message box like the usual, okay?

but just so you know, even if you liked the post i posted and i didnt message you personally, please dont be so desperate and invited yourself, kay?

I will hang out with the one i wants ^^

time for work!

tata<3

Dont be such a fool

I dont care if you are going to tell everyone about what i have done to you.
But please,
Just donr forget to tell them about what you did to me.